Libra risings coping with stress or negative emotions can manifest in two extremes. They either obsess over whatever it is that is stressing them or they detach themselves to a point where they don’t feel anything. The only way they can tell they’re stressed is through physical symptoms, such as bad skin, digestive issues or headache.
Sagittarius risings have a relatively high tolerance for people who don’t always reciprocate the same level of effort and energy. They usually understand how difficult it is to stay consistent and be consistently available to friends.
Aquarius risings can be the social butterflies you associate with other signs. They can be very open and welcoming, however that is usually tightly linked to their social battery and overall wellbeing, particularly emotionally.
Aries risings care a lot more than they would like to admit, but in an inconsistent way. They can go through periods of time with a lot of emotional turmoil and confusion, shortly after they experience a period of time where they don’t care and aren’t affected at all.
Gemini risings are a lot more analytical than they’re given credit for. They see things from multiple angles and usually think things through, but just because they’re aware of the possible outcomes doesn’t mean that they will make the “right“ decision.
Leo risings have a lot more insecurity issues than they would ever admit to. Although external validation is important to a certain degree, a leo rising will not be happy with their appearance if they haven’t reached their personal ideal, no matter how many compliments they get from others or how attractive they are objectively.
Scorpio risings aren’t necessarily emotionally unstable. They change their mind and therefore their closely connected emotions based on new information they get. Even if it’s just a tiny detail they learn, it can shift the way they see and care about someone in a second.
Capricorn risings can be a lot more caring and slightly overbearing at times. They tend to see the full picture and understand how things can change through wrong decisions, so being with a capricorn rising can feel intensely.
Pisces risings are usually not the ones to make the first move, even if they are interested. It’s not because of a lack of courage but rather the fear of messing up, especially if the person they’re interested in is a friend or someone they aren’t willing to lose.
Taurus risings can be the ones that are truly driven by other people not believing in them. It’s not just the stereotypical stubbornness, but also the way they tend to feel chronically misunderstood and unseen.
Cancer risings can be very difficult to get along with if they aren’t sure about your motives. Although they aren’t necessarily suspicious of everything going on, they want to be fought for and have their trust earned.
Virgo risings self sabotage in a way they usually don’t realize. They do not necessarily see how they are making things even more complicated than they need to be, and that’s something that can feel very frustrating to the ones close to them.
confidence is key. ur bold. you do what you want. ur quick on your feet, so quick that u get to the boys before they do 🥴. people dont like that you're faster and bolder than them, so unfortunate isnt it. its not your fault you reach they're goals before they do! the fire you have is attractive and powerful. u ARE lilith your lilith.
taurus/2h
you're nonchalance is your power. take your time, be sensual, and dont let weird bitches get to you. they wanna knock you out your square sooooo bad. they want a reaction out of you. but you quite frankly dont give a fuck. they're mad cause they dont know how to enjoy the pleasures of life like you. how to be calm like you. how to be stable like you. so eat ur food, sleep for 12hrs, flirth with whoever, and express ur sensuality with touch and a calm, sexy voice. if they could, they would 🤷🏽♀️.
gemini/3h
they mad u right!!! 😭. ur words are your super power. ur smart, witty, and an intellectual. beauty+brains. you're right most of the time thanks to your wisdom, and you are very knowledgable! and they WISH they could talk people out of their panties like u!! u can literally get anyone to like you, platonically AND romantically, with just a convo. thats v intimidating to the awkward girlies. people are simply mad that you're smart. will have bitches reading books n shit lol.
cancer/4h
the people that ignore their own emotions HATEEEE you. you're emotionally intelligent, protective, and have a good intuition. you're not afraid to be vulnerable and tend to have deep relationships with people, and that's why they hate you. they're either mad cause you're "too emotional", or they got too emotionally close with you and regret it. ur emotional world is your power. you are emotionally brave and connect with others that are similar with ease. anti-therapists are ur biggest haters.
leo/5h
you EASILY light up a room and the shy girls do not like that. you have a playful charm, are extremely talented, and never afraid to have fun. you are easily noticed no matter how many people are in the room. people will call you a "show-off" just cause you look good, like what???? you are the insecure girlie's final boss 😭. like i said with taurus lilith's, if they could, they would!!! they WISH you could be down there at they're level. you're not afraid to be proud of yourself. u have a confidence thats damn near unreachable to the majority. dont ever be afraid to accept praise and love because it's most certainly deserved. if they want the same attention, they gotta to do better!
virgo/6h
you are the cutest diva known to man. ur quite adorable and u love standards. your innocent vibe is attractive, and you have a strong attention to detail. you notice things about people that they dont even notice about themselves. thats how they remember you <3. ur very considerate 🥺 just so nice for no reason like ugh 🩷. you are hated by the mean girls and selfish people. totally girl next door vibes. the vibe u give off is cute and innocent, a girl who could do no wrong. but the weirdos just HAVE to assume the worst about you 😒. like yes there are genuinely nice people out here unlike yall. you mightve gotten hated on for being "too innocent", "too nice", or "too bougie". let them rot xo.
libra/7h
adored by many. hated by most 💔. all you have to do and smile and wave and there go the people at your feet. you know how to connect with others and bring people together. you make people feel good. just like virgo lilith's, the mean girls hate uuuu 😩. charm literally oozes out of your veins, and ur mostly likely incredibly beautiful. you cant help that your cute, nice, and sexy all at the same time!! ur haters want you to stop being friendly. they want you to get mean cause that way people wont end up liking you all the damn time. but even if u did that, you'd STILL have shooters LMAO. beauty knows no bounds, baby. u intimidate the LOSERS.
scorpio/8h
BURN THE WITCH. thats what ur haters say. they have NO idea how you do the things you do. you have a subtle power over people that you dont even initiate, they do it to themselves 😭. all you're doing is being comfortable with your dark side, and thats what makes people feel open and exposed around you. ur a mirror. you tell people about your hidden desires and here they go slut-shaming you, only to come up to you while yall are alone to ask for your number 😒. ur haters are the prudes and insecure people. the people who repress their darkness and deny their truths. they wish they could be as transparent as you.
sagittarius/9h
my free-spirited queens 🫶🏽🫶🏽. yall love fun, adventure, and similar to scorpio lilith's, the TRUTH 😭. not afraid to tell it how it is. yall are liked by many people because ur just so fun and sexyyyy. the homebodies hate uuuuu. people who dont like the truth and dont like fun wish you could perish. they're so boring ugh. but dont worry, you still know how to enjoy life anyway, no matter WHAT it is. staying at home, going out, at a concert, or in the library, you know how to give people an experience!!
capricorn/10h
if someone doesnt match ur list of standards they're CUT. as u should 😌. you radiate dominance and authority. ur very private with your emotions and life in general, the nosy people hate it. you don't let people play with you, and you're not open to being friends with just anybody. your powers are your boundaries. ur private details are very alluring so people dont like that you are picky about who you share them with. almost EVERYONE wants to be in your circle. they wanna know why your smiling and giggling with that one person and not everyone else. like bitch i dont know you??? they call you boring but you'd rather be boring than have fakes in ur face!! also, apparently ur haters dont like that you act like you're better than them? and by that I'm sure they mean when you're acting more mature than them.
aquarius/11h
its not easy being the only one to think outside the box but someone has to do it 🤷🏽♀️. you're the. most eccentric of the bunch. the most rebellious. people want you to be uniform cause u stand out too much. now wheres the fun in that! you are outspoken and MUST be unique. you need freedom. people love you because dont stick to the status quo. ur a breath of fresh air. boring people hate you. people pleasers DESPISE you. but you're just being you. 🫰🏽#authenticitywins
pisces/12h
ur a dream to people. extemely creative and artistic. your energy is very spiritual and healing. similar to cancer lilith's you guys are very intuitive and emotionally smart. yall literally live on another realm. an athiest's worst nightmare. people who are emotionally repressed and unimaginative would hate to even be seen around yall. you guys are boundless with your energy, which can be dangerous because people get very weird with you. they easily make up idealized versions of you and when you show who you really are, they get mad. ur haters want you to be someone else and thats too damn bad. your emotional wisdom and intensity can get misunderstood by those who dont think deeply. u intimidate the shallow ones.
Back with more observations, this time talking about Pluto in the Houses! Pluto is the slowest-moving *planet* in the Solar System, and usually takes around 20 years to change signs. Pluto represents death, rebirth, and transformation in an individual's life. Naturally, Pluto covers some darker topics. <3 Lolo
1𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 1st House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by themselves and their actions. They can come across as very intimidating and can catalyze change for others due to their intensity and/or their failure to fit the mold. There is always something about these people that can seem off-putting, even when they don't seem scary. Others can be obsessed with these individuals simply because they feel changed after meeting them. They can seem shy on the surface, but can be very shameless people when it comes to their own evolution. They have an unrelenting sense of will and power that other people want to have.
2𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 2nd House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by financial dealings or their self-esteem. Like I've said before, these people usually have a power struggle over $$ in their childhood or young adulthood. Sometimes, this is a parent holding money over the other, leading the native to realize that $$ = power. They are very shrewd with others and believe that everyone must work hard for their money. They can be very private with their material goods and about their pride or self-worth. The types of people who hide their emotions very well from others.
3𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 3rd House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by their neighborhood, community, or lower schooling. They are less burdened by their speech being held to a certain standard. These natives can be considered as outcasts or foreigners in their own communities. They can be the victim of relentless bullying from said community, and try to change themselves and their values to purposely not fit in with the people around them. They may come from a well-known family in their communities or have very notorious siblings, in one way or another.
4𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 4th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by private and family matters. This is a very difficult placement for Pluto, and one of the most difficult placements overall, to me. Their parents and ancestors can be victims of trauma, which they tend to pass on to the native. The native's parents can be very controlling people, to the point that the native goes through life feeling restricted by the people closest to them. They can have very big emotions, but only let a select few who have earned their trust see them. You don't earn their trust easily, either.
5𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 5th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by romance, pleasure, or children. These people may be drawn to certain red flags that others tend to avoid in relationships. They can try to glamorize toxic relationships through their art, which these people also find a transformation in. They are powerhouses in the bedroom, but these people don't do casual hookups. They have a way of entrancing everyone they are involved with, leaving them with many options in their love life. They may have issues conceiving children; this is also true if there's another malefic involved (Mars, Saturn, Uranus, to an extent)
6𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 6th House signals that the native's deep transformations are catalyzed by work, everyday routines, or enemies. These natives can be victims (or perpetrators) of workplace harassment. This placement can also signal objectification in school or work environments. They may be prone to work in very serious or hostile environments (hospitals, morgues, jails, etc.) This placement may also point to having life-altering health issues or having a lot of enemies in your day-to-day life.
7𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 7th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by their one-on-one relationships. They may attract people with a certain darkness, or they themselves can be the tumultuous one in a relationship. These people don't hesitate to romanticize the intense people they see. They can lose themselves in relationships; they tend to want to conquer others in romance.
8𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 8th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by sexuality, shared resources, or other taboo subjects. This is the house naturally ruled by Pluto, so these individuals may find Pluto's themes more intuitive to their skill sets. They may have unique desires regarding their intimate relationships or have very rough experiences regarding love and intimacy. Genuinely have been through the wringer when it comes to their loved ones, much like 4H Pluto. These people also have brushes with death; they can be thrill-seekers or accidentally get themselves into very dangerous situations. I've met a couple of people with this placement who have gotten banned on dating apps.
9𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 9th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by travel, spirituality, or higher education. These people might have a unique set of religious/spiritual beliefs, which can easily alienate others. This can also be due to the intensity with which people with this placement espouse their beliefs in life. Very scary college professor energy. They may go on a life-changing vacation or getaway sometime in their adulthood, which could alter their beliefs.
10𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 10th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by their public life or their work environments. These people have a way of getting what they want from others in the public sphere. They are also very good at knowing what others want from them. They may intimidate the people they work with, unintentionally. They are very tedious workers, which is what portrays their intensity best. Their father might be well-known for being scary or violent in the public sphere, or their relationship with their father might change drastically over time.
11𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 11th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by their friendships or social networks. They have a relentless desire to network with others, sometimes to the point of being disingenuous. They have a lot of friends. They can go through some very toxic friends or friend groups growing up, or tend to befriend shady people. Once they find their people, though, they are ride or die. They don't give away trust very easily, so it really hurts if/when their friends betray them.
12𝐇 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐨: Pluto in the 12th House signals that the native's deep transformation is catalyzed by their dreams, endings of things, or their own self-sabotage. These natives are professional ghosters and feel a lot of power from letting friendships or other relationships end. They can be afraid of commitment to another person, but they can commit themselves to causes or jobs very easily. They're very good at reading people's ulterior motives, and can name problems or situations years before they ever happen.
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Lust (asteroid 4386) is raw, primal, I-need-it-now desire. It’s how you pursue sex, what drives you wild, and what body parts light you up.
Lust in Aries – I Take What I Want
You crave fast, rough, impulsive passion. No patience, just grabbing, biting, pinning against walls energy. It’s heat, sweat, and dominance, now or never, and preferably now.
Turn-ons: Competition, chase, bossy lovers.
Body part: Head, scalp *hair pulling*, forehead kisses, or just mind games.
Lust in Taurus – Slow Burn Sin
You want luxury, touch, and sensual overload. It’s not just sex, it’s a five-senses experience. Long foreplay, teasing, silk sheets, and delicious tension.
Turn-ons: Food play, massage, ownership.
Body part: Neck, throat, soft kisses, chokes, whispers.
Lust in Gemini – Dirty Talk Champion
For you, it’s all in the mind and the mouth. You want teasing convos, quickies, and mental stimulation. You crave variety, exploration, and getting turned on mid-convo.
Turn-ons: Sexting, role play, public flirting.
Body part: Hands, fingers, texting, touching, tying you up.
Lust in Cancer – Tender Destruction
You want emotional seduction, but also to be ruined with love and touch. You’re drawn to passion wrapped in trust, and sex that feels like soul-bonding.
Turn-ons: Cuddling before AND after, emotional tension.
Body part: Chest, stomach, lingering hands, deep embraces, soft bites.
Lust in Leo – Worship Me, Then Devour Me
You want attention, praise, drama, and star-level passion. You crave adoration, compliments, and performance-level sex. If it’s not a show, you’re bored.
Turn-ons: Praise kink, being watched, mirrors.
Body part: Back, spine scratches, kisses, power moves.
Lust in Virgo – Filthy Precision
You crave clean kink, perfect touches, and total surrender to detail. You want to serve or be served, and the smallest moves = biggest reactions. It’s control, restraint, then release.
Turn-ons: Control play, teasing, “oops I’m innocent” energy.
Body part: Hands, lower belly light pressure, skilled fingers, body awareness.
Lust in Libra – Elegant Chaos
You want aesthetic seduction, charm, and a perfect balance of tease and please. Sex must feel beautiful and balanced, but also dangerously flirty.
Body part: Lower back, butt caresses, light grabs, sensual dominance.
Lust in Scorpio – Emotional Carnage
You want to possess or be possessed. Period. It’s deep, obsessive, transformational sex where boundaries disappear and souls get entangled.
Turn-ons: Power play, eye contact, secrets.
Body part: Hips, genitals, intense sensations, emotional intensity.
Lust in Sagittarius – Wild & Free Sin
You crave adventure, thrill, and spontaneous chaos. You want sex that feels like an epic story but different locations, positions, languages... all of it.
Turn-ons: Outdoors, travel, wild experiments.
Body part: Thighs grabbing, riding, being chased.
Lust in Capricorn – The Controlled Destroyer
You want control, status, and slow domination. You’re strategic in seduction, but feral behind closed doors. Power plays? Yes please.
Body part: Ankles, calves restraints, movement, standing play.
Lust in Pisces – Dreamy Degeneracy
You want spiritual chaos, emotional drowning, and fantasy made flesh. You’re soft, sensual, and secretly dangerous when it comes to sex. You lose yourself in the moment and take them with you.
The mythological women in Christianity are consistently sidelined even though they're by far one of the most interesting parts. The Gnostics were cooking with Mary Magdaline as the recipient of Christ's mystical teachings.
✶ :: late night fantasies about sevika turn painfully real when she walks in on you soaked, desperate, and spread across her bed — and decides to make every filthy thought come true herself - 9.4k
You knew you shouldn’t have been in Sevika’s bed. You knew it the second you pushed open the bedroom door and saw the mess of dark sheets still unmade from the night before. You knew it when you sat down against her pillows just to “wait for her” while she handled business somewhere in the lanes.
You especially knew it when you buried your face into one of her pillows and inhaled slowly, the familiar scent of smoke, leather, sweat, and shimmer clinging to the fabric hard enough to make your stomach tighten.
But knowing something was wrong had never really stopped you when it came to Sevika, especially not when she looked at you the way she did sometimes.
The apartment was quiet in that heavy late-night way that made every small sound feel louder than it should’ve. The distant hum of Zaun drifted faintly through the cracked window beside the bed, mixing with the occasional sound of pipes groaning somewhere deep in the building.
Sevika’s jacket hung over the back of the chair in the corner, still smelling faintly like cigarette smoke and the rain outside. Her boots were shoved carelessly near the door, one tipped halfway onto its side because Sevika never bothered putting anything away properly. Everything in the room felt aggressively her, and that honestly might’ve been what ruined you.
You tried distracting yourself at first. You scrolled mindlessly through your phone for nearly twenty minutes while laying across her mattress, legs kicking lazily behind you while your mind wandered in dangerous directions.
Every little thing kept dragging your thoughts back to Sevika somehow, from the deep imprint she’d left in the mattress to the memory of her rough laugh earlier that evening while her hand rested heavy against your lower back.
You kept thinking about her hands especially, the contrast between rough flesh and cold metal constantly replaying in your head until your thighs started pressing together unconsciously.
By the time you finally tossed your phone aside with a frustrated sigh, your body already felt warm and restless in a way that made it impossible to ignore yourself any longer.
It started innocently enough. Your hand slipped beneath the waistband of your shorts almost absentmindedly while you stared up at the ceiling trying not to think too hard about what you were doing. Your fingertips brushed lightly over your clothed pussy first, slow tentative touches that sent tiny sparks of heat through your stomach immediately.
A shaky breath left your mouth the second you felt how damp your panties already were, embarrassment mixing instantly with arousal hard enough to make your face burn. You closed your eyes tightly for a second because realizing how wet you’d gotten from nothing but thoughts of Sevika felt humiliating in the hottest possible way.
“Fuck,” you whispered quietly to yourself while your hips shifted against the mattress. Even your own voice sounded breathless already, softer than usual in the dark silence of Sevika’s bedroom. Your fingers rubbed slowly over your clit through the thin fabric of your panties, teasing just enough pressure to make your thighs tremble slightly around your hand.
Every little movement dragged more slick between your folds until the fabric felt soaked against your skin, sticking uncomfortably every time your hips rolled upward searching for friction. The shame of it only made you wetter because somewhere deep down you knew Sevika would probably love seeing you like this.
You finally pushed your shorts and panties down your thighs with trembling fingers after another few desperate minutes of teasing yourself through the fabric. Cool air brushed against your soaked pussy immediately, making you gasp softly while your legs spread wider across Sevika’s sheets without thinking about it.
Slick glistened visibly between your thighs already, wetness clinging to your folds and smearing against your fingertips the second you touched yourself properly.
Your clit ached embarrassingly hard beneath your fingers from how worked up you already were, swollen and sensitive after spending nearly an hour torturing yourself with thoughts you definitely shouldn’t have been having about your friend.
The sight alone nearly made your stomach twist because you looked absolutely ruined already and Sevika hadn’t even touched you.
And god, the thoughts themselves were filthy. You kept imagining Sevika catching you exactly like this, spread open on her bed with your fingers buried between your thighs while her name sat heavy on your tongue.
You imagined the slow way her eyes would drag over your body first, taking in every detail before she said something cruelly amused in that rough low voice of hers. You imagined her grabbing your wrists and pinning them above your head while she looked down at your dripping pussy like she’d finally figured you out completely.
Worst of all, you imagined the way Sevika would touch you afterward, rough hands spreading your thighs apart while she mocked how desperate you’d gotten for her.
The fantasy alone made your pussy clench hard around nothing. A broken moan slipped out of your mouth before you could stop it while your fingers slid lower through slick folds, gathering wetness before circling back up toward your clit again. Wet sounds filled the room softly every time your fingers moved against yourself, embarrassingly loud in the otherwise silent apartment.
Your hips rocked upward automatically into your own touch, chasing friction desperately while your free hand tangled into Sevika’s sheets beside your head. Everything felt too hot suddenly, your skin flushed and sticky while arousal curled tighter and tighter low in your stomach.
You couldn’t stop thinking about Sevika’s mouth either. You imagined her broad shoulders settling between your thighs while her metal hand forced your legs wider apart against the mattress. You imagined the rough scrape of her stubble against your inner thighs while she kissed higher and higher until she finally reached your soaked pussy.
You imagined her groaning against you after the first taste, dark eyes flicking upward toward your face while her tongue dragged slowly through your folds. The mental image hit so hard your fingers stuttered against your clit while a needy little whine escaped your throat embarrassingly loud.
“Sevika…” Her name fell from your lips like a confession more than anything else. Your voice sounded wrecked already, breathless and soft while your thighs shook harder around your hand. The sound of her name filling her bedroom only made everything worse because it suddenly felt too real, too intimate, too obvious what you wanted from her.
Your fingers sped up instinctively afterward, rubbing messy circles over your swollen clit while slick coated your hand and the inside of your thighs completely. You were close already, dangerously close, and the realization made panic and excitement twist together painfully in your chest.
You didn’t hear the apartment door unlock over the sound of your own breathing. You didn’t hear Sevika’s heavy boots crossing the apartment floor while you writhed across her sheets completely lost in yourself. You didn’t hear the bedroom door creak open slowly because another moan had just left your mouth while your hips bucked harder into your hand. The only thing you noticed was the sudden rough voice cutting clean through the room like a knife. “Don’t stop.”
Every muscle in your body locked instantly. Your hand froze between your thighs while your eyes snapped toward the doorway so fast it almost hurt. Sevika stood there with one shoulder leaned casually against the frame, massive body taking up most of the space while her sharp eyes stayed locked directly between your spread legs.
Rain still dampened parts of her shirt and dark hair from outside, making her somehow look even rougher than usual beneath the dim apartment lighting. The expression on her face wasn’t anger like you expected either, which honestly might’ve been worse because she looked far too interested.
Heat flooded your entire body so violently it almost made you dizzy. You scrambled upright immediately, trying desperately to yank your shorts back over your thighs while your pulse slammed wildly against your ribs hard enough to hurt. “Shit— Sevika, I didn’t hear you come back,” you blurted out quickly, voice thin with panic and embarrassment.
Your pussy throbbed painfully from the sudden adrenaline rush, slick still coating your fingers while Sevika watched every frantic movement you made without looking away once. The silence stretched just long enough to make humiliation creep higher and higher up your throat.
Then Sevika clicked her tongue softly. “Nah,” she said lowly while pushing herself off the doorway. The single word came out calm and rough enough to send another pulse of heat straight between your legs despite everything. Her eyes dropped slowly down your body again, lingering shamelessly on the wetness between your thighs before flicking back toward your face. “Don’t cover up now,” she added quietly, voice almost amused in a way that made your stomach twist harder.
Your hands stopped moving completely after that. They just hovered uselessly near the waistband of your shorts while Sevika stepped fully into the room and shut the bedroom door behind her with a soft click that somehow sounded louder than anything else had all night.
The noise sent a fresh wave of panic curling through your chest because the closed door suddenly made everything feel impossibly intimate, impossibly real.
Sevika stayed near the foot of the bed for a moment without speaking, broad shoulders relaxed while her eyes kept dragging slowly over your body like she was taking her time memorizing every detail. You felt exposed beneath that stare in a way that made your pussy ache harder instead of less, which honestly only humiliated you further.
“You were thinking about me,” Sevika said eventually, her voice low and rough enough to make your thighs twitch again. It wasn’t phrased like a question because she already knew the answer from the look on your face alone.
Your mouth opened slightly like you wanted to deny it, but nothing actually came out because there was no believable lie left anymore. Not when your fingers were still wet. Not when your legs were still spread across her sheets.
Not when she’d very obviously heard her own name falling from your mouth before she walked in. Sevika noticed the way your face burned hotter immediately, and the corner of her mouth twitched upward in something dangerously close to a smirk.
“I’m sorry,” you muttered quietly after a few painful seconds of silence, even though the apology sounded weak and breathless the second it left your mouth.
Your fingers tightened slightly in the sheets beneath you while you avoided looking directly at her, too embarrassed to handle the intensity in Sevika’s eyes right now. “I know I shouldn’t’ve—” you started again, but Sevika cut you off before you could finish the sentence properly.
“Shouldn’t’ve been spread open on my bed touching your pussy while thinking about me?” she asked casually, each filthy word landing directly in your stomach like a physical weight.
The bluntness of it stole the air from your lungs instantly because hearing Sevika say it out loud somehow made everything ten times dirtier.
A shaky breath slipped out of your mouth before you could stop it. Your pussy clenched visibly around nothing again at the sound of Sevika’s voice turning rough around words like pussy and spread open, which only made embarrassment burn hotter beneath your skin.
Sevika noticed immediately too because her eyes flicked downward between your thighs with sharp focus before dragging slowly back up toward your face again. “Fuck,” she murmured under her breath while watching you squirm against the mattress.
The sound wasn’t mocking this time either, which honestly made your heartbeat speed up even harder. There was actual hunger in her voice now, low and restrained and dangerous enough to make your stomach flip violently.
Sevika moved closer to the bed again after another long second of silence stretched between you both. Her heavy boots thudded softly against the floor while your pulse pounded harder with every step she took toward you.
The mattress dipped slightly beneath one of her knees when she leaned onto the bed, metal arm braced beside your thigh while she looked down at you from painfully close range now.
The size difference suddenly felt unfair in a way that made your entire body flush hotter beneath her stare, especially with Sevika towering over you while you sat there flushed and wet and half naked in her sheets.
“Look at you,” she said quietly, voice roughening further while her eyes dragged between your trembling thighs again. “Got yourself this worked up all on your own.”
You swallowed hard enough for Sevika to notice. Her gaze flicked toward your throat briefly before settling back onto your face again, dark eyes steady enough to make your skin feel hot everywhere they landed. “Sevika…” you started weakly, though you weren’t even fully sure what you were trying to say anymore.
Maybe you wanted her to stop. Maybe you wanted her closer. Maybe you wanted both badly enough to make your head spin because this entire situation felt completely out of control already.
Sevika must’ve seen some part of that panic on your face because her expression softened slightly around the edges, though it still didn’t make her look any less dangerous.
“You want me to leave?” she asked finally, and the question hit you harder than expected. Her voice stayed low and calm while she said it, but there was something restrained underneath the words that made your stomach tighten painfully.
Sevika’s hand flexed once against the mattress beside your thigh while she waited for your answer, metal fingers curling slightly into the sheets near your hip. The silence stretched too long because the truth sat heavy at the back of your throat immediately.
You didn’t want her to leave at all, and Sevika seemed to realize that from the way your thighs pressed together instinctively instead of pulling away from her.
“No,” you admitted softly after another second passed, your voice embarrassingly quiet beneath the pounding of your heartbeat.
The confession seemed to affect Sevika instantly because her jaw tightened slightly while her eyes darkened in a way that made heat flood straight between your legs again. “No?” she repeated slowly, like she wanted to hear you say it twice just to make sure.
You shook your head carefully against the pillows while your fingers twisted tighter in the sheets beneath you, completely unable to look away from her now.
Sevika stared at you for another long moment afterward before exhaling quietly through her nose, like she was trying very hard to hold herself back from something.
“Then keep going,” she said finally.
Your breath caught sharply in your throat the second the words left her mouth. You just stared at her for a moment because surely you’d heard her wrong somehow, but Sevika’s expression never changed.
She stayed leaned over you with one knee pressed into the mattress beside your thigh while her eyes flicked deliberately toward your hand still hovering uselessly near your stomach.
“You heard me,” she added quietly when you still didn’t move. Her voice dropped lower afterward, rough enough to send another pulse of heat straight through your body. “Touch your pussy again.”
A needy little sound escaped your throat before you could stop it. The command alone made your clit throb painfully hard between your legs while slick continued dripping slowly onto Sevika’s sheets beneath you.
Your fingers hesitated for another second anyway because this felt insane now, completely insane, but Sevika just kept watching you with those heavy dark eyes that made thinking impossible.
“C’mon,” she murmured softly, almost coaxing now despite how rough her voice still sounded. “You were doing such a pretty job before I interrupted you.”
Your entire body burned at the praise. The warmth in Sevika’s tone mixed horribly with the humiliation already curling through your chest until your thighs trembled visibly beneath her stare again.
Sevika noticed instantly, gaze dropping between your legs while a slow smirk finally pulled properly across her mouth this time. “There it is,” she muttered darkly, clearly enjoying every second of watching your body react to her.
The sight of her looking at you like that nearly made your brain short circuit completely because Sevika had never looked at you this openly before. Never let you see hunger written this clearly across her face.
Slowly, almost nervously, your hand slid back down between your thighs. Your fingertips brushed lightly through your soaked folds first, gathering slick that coated your fingers immediately before circling back toward your clit again.
A soft moan escaped your mouth the second you touched yourself properly because you were still embarrassingly sensitive from before Sevika interrupted you.
Your hips jerked upward instinctively into your own hand while wet sounds filled the room again almost immediately. Sevika’s eyes stayed locked on the movement between your thighs so intensely it nearly made your entire body shake.
“Fuck,” Sevika breathed quietly under her breath while watching your fingers rub slow circles over your swollen clit. The word sounded strained now, lower and rougher than before in a way that made your stomach tighten hard.
You could physically feel how focused she was on your body, on the slick coating your fingers, on the way your pussy clenched every time you moaned softly.
“Look how wet you are,” she murmured after another second passed, voice almost disbelieving despite the obvious arousal thickening it now.
The filthy observation made your face burn all over again because your pussy actually pulsed harder at hearing Sevika describe you like that out loud.
Your hand shook slightly between your thighs after that. Every slow circle over your clit felt almost too intense now with Sevika watching from so close beside you, her entire focus locked directly onto the slick movements of your fingers. The room had gone unbearably warm somewhere during all of this, heat sticking to your skin while your breathing turned thinner and more uneven with every passing second.
Wet sounds filled the silence steadily each time your fingers dragged through your folds before rubbing back over your swollen clit again, embarrassingly loud against the quiet hum of the apartment outside. Sevika watched every single movement like she couldn’t look away even if she tried, dark eyes fixed between your thighs with an intensity that made your stomach twist painfully.
“Shit,” Sevika muttered quietly again, almost to herself this time. Her flesh hand slid slowly across the mattress beside your hip while she leaned a little closer over you, broad shoulders boxing you further into the bed beneath her weight.
The movement filled your senses instantly because now you could smell cigarette smoke and leather and Sevika herself so much stronger than before.
Your pussy clenched hard around nothing from the closeness alone while your hips rocked helplessly upward into your own touch again. Sevika’s gaze flicked upward briefly toward your face when you whimpered softly, and the look in her eyes nearly made your entire body shake.
“You always this sensitive?” she asked lowly after another moment passed. Her voice sounded rough enough to scrape against your skin while her eyes dropped immediately back down to where your fingers kept rubbing desperate little circles over your clit.
You couldn’t answer properly because your thoughts felt sluggish and overheated now, tangled completely in the humiliation and arousal twisting together inside your chest.
Another shaky moan escaped your mouth instead, softer this time, almost needy in a way that made Sevika’s jaw tighten visibly. “Yeah,” she murmured after hearing it. “Thought so.”
Your free hand tightened harder in the sheets beside you while your thighs spread wider unconsciously beneath her stare. Slick coated the inside of your legs completely now, glistening against your skin every time the dim apartment light caught it just right.
You could physically feel how soaked your pussy had become, every movement of your fingers slipping wetly through your folds before circling back toward your clit again.
The shame of it made your face burn hotter because Sevika could obviously see all of it too. She could see exactly what she was doing to you without even touching you yet.
“Look at this mess,” Sevika said quietly, and your stomach twisted violently at the sound of genuine fascination in her voice. Her metal hand moved slowly then, cold fingers brushing lightly against the inside of your thigh while she watched your entire body jolt at the contact.
The temperature difference sent a sharp pulse of heat straight through your stomach immediately, your hips twitching against the mattress while a breathless sound escaped your throat.
Sevika noticed every reaction instantly because her eyes narrowed slightly while her metal fingertips dragged higher along your damp skin. “Can barely keep your legs still,” she added roughly while your thighs trembled around her hand.
“Sevika…” Her name left your mouth softer this time, almost pleading without you meaning it to sound that way. Your fingers stuttered briefly against your clit while Sevika’s hand continued sliding slowly upward along your inner thigh, stopping dangerously close to where you needed her most.
The restraint in the movement nearly hurt because she wasn’t actually touching your pussy yet, just hovering close enough to make your entire body ache in anticipation.
You could feel cool metal near your soaked folds now, close enough that every tiny shift of your hips brushed you nearer to her fingers. Sevika’s gaze lifted toward your face again when you squirmed helplessly beneath her.
“What?” she asked quietly, though her expression said she already knew exactly what you wanted. Her voice had softened slightly beneath the roughness now, lower and more intimate in a way that made your pulse pound even harder against your ribs. You opened your mouth to answer before immediately closing it again because saying the words out loud suddenly felt impossible.
Admitting how badly you wanted Sevika to touch you felt terrifying after spending so long pretending these feelings didn’t exist. Sevika watched the conflict flicker across your face for another long second before exhaling softly through her nose.
“You gonna ask me for it?” she murmured.
The question hit you hard enough to make your pussy clench visibly again. Your hips rolled upward instinctively searching for more friction while your fingers rubbed faster over your clit without thinking about it.
Sevika’s eyes dropped immediately to the movement between your thighs, her expression darkening further at the sight of your slick fingers moving desperately against yourself now.
“Fuck,” she muttered under her breath while watching you unravel beneath her. The sound alone nearly made your head spin because Sevika looked genuinely affected now, like holding herself back was becoming difficult.
Your breathing grew shakier by the second. Every rub against your clit sent little pulses of pleasure shooting through your stomach now, building tighter and tighter until your thighs wouldn’t stop trembling around your hand anymore.
You were already close again embarrassingly fast, especially with Sevika staring at your pussy like she wanted to bury herself between your legs immediately.
The pressure building low in your stomach felt almost painful now, hot and heavy and impossible to ignore while your hips rocked faster against your own fingers. Sevika noticed instantly because her eyes sharpened while she watched your body start losing rhythm.
“There you go,” she murmured softly. “Getting close already, huh?”
The praise made your entire body jerk slightly against the mattress. A needy sound escaped your mouth before you could stop it while your fingers slipped through slick even faster now, wet noises filling the room steadily beneath your uneven breathing.
Sevika’s metal hand finally moved higher again after another second passed, fingertips brushing lightly through the slick coating the inside of your thigh before stopping right beside your pussy.
The touch wasn’t direct enough. Not nearly enough. But somehow that made it worse because you could feel exactly how close she was to finally touching you properly.
“Tell me what you were thinking about,” Sevika said suddenly.
Your fingers faltered briefly in surprise while your eyes snapped toward her face again. Sevika stayed completely calm beside you despite the hunger obvious in her expression now, dark gaze moving slowly between your face and the mess between your thighs while she waited. “Sevika…” you breathed weakly, immediately embarrassed by the idea of saying any of it out loud.
Her eyebrow lifted slightly at your hesitation while her metal fingertips traced another slow line along your inner thigh. “C’mon,” she said roughly. “You were moaning my name into my fucking pillows before I walked in. Don’t get shy now.”
Heat flooded your face so hard it hurt. Your pussy throbbed painfully from embarrassment and arousal mixing together while your fingers kept rubbing messy desperate circles over your clit automatically.
Sevika watched you struggle for words for another second before leaning closer suddenly, close enough that her breath brushed faintly against your jaw.
“Tell me,” she repeated quietly, voice dropping lower until it almost sounded like a growl. The sound sent another sharp pulse through your stomach immediately. “Tell me what you wanted me to do to you.”
Your entire body burned beneath her stare after that. The question hung heavy between you both while your fingers slowed shakily against your clit, your brain scrambling uselessly through humiliation and want at the exact same time.
Sevika stayed close enough that you could feel the warmth rolling off her body now, her broad frame practically crowding you into the mattress while those dark eyes watched every tiny reaction crossing your face.
Her metal fingertips still rested against your inner thigh too, cold enough to keep making your muscles twitch every few seconds whenever they brushed your skin accidentally.
The combination of everything nearly made your head spin because you’d spent so long trying not to want Sevika like this that actually admitting it out loud felt terrifying.
“I…” Your voice cracked embarrassingly fast the second you tried speaking properly.
A soft curse left Sevika’s mouth at the sound while her eyes dragged slowly down toward your lips before settling back onto your face again.
Your pussy clenched hard around nothing beneath her attention, slick practically dripping against the sheets now while your fingers trembled helplessly between your thighs.
“I was thinking about your mouth,” you admitted finally, barely above a whisper by the end of the sentence. The confession immediately made Sevika go still in a way that felt dangerous.
“Yeah?” she asked quietly after another second passed. Her voice sounded deeper now, rough enough that the single word sent heat rushing violently through your stomach again.
You nodded weakly against the pillows while your hips twitched upward searching unconsciously for more friction beneath your hand. Sevika watched the movement instantly, gaze dropping between your thighs while her jaw tightened visibly.
“Tell me,” she said again, slower this time, eyes still fixed directly on your soaked pussy. “Tell me exactly what you were thinking.”
Your stomach twisted hard enough to hurt. The embarrassment should’ve stopped you completely, but Sevika’s expression had gone so intensely focused now that the words started spilling out before you could lose your nerve.
“I was thinking about you between my legs,” you whispered shakily while your fingers rubbed another messy circle over your clit. “About you making me keep my thighs open for you.”
The second sentence nearly dissolved into a moan because Sevika’s metal fingertips suddenly pressed harder into the inside of your thigh at the exact same time. “Fuck,” Sevika muttered softly beneath her breath while watching your body react to her.
Then she moved.
The mattress dipped harder beneath her weight as Sevika shifted lower between your thighs without breaking eye contact once. Your breath caught sharply in your throat while she settled herself properly against the bed, broad shoulders spreading your legs apart further automatically just from her size alone.
One large hand slid firmly beneath your thigh before pulling it higher over her shoulder, exposing your soaked pussy completely beneath the dim apartment lighting.
The sight made your face burn all over again because slick glistened visibly between your folds now, wetness coating your fingers and inner thighs completely. Sevika stared directly at it for a long second before exhaling quietly through her nose like she was restraining herself.
“This what you wanted?” she asked roughly while her thumb dragged slowly through the slick gathered along your inner thigh. The touch made your hips jerk upward instantly because you were sensitive enough now that even the smallest contact felt overwhelming.
“Wanted me down here looking at your pretty pussy?” Sevika continued lowly while her eyes flicked upward toward your face again. The filthy wording alone nearly made your thighs close around her head, but Sevika’s metal hand immediately stopped you by gripping your leg firmly in place. “Keep them open,” she murmured. “Lemme see.”
A broken whine escaped your throat immediately. Your fingers finally slipped away from your clit completely because Sevika was between your legs now, actually there, and your brain genuinely couldn’t process it fast enough.
The sudden loss of friction made your pussy throb painfully hard while your hips twitched restlessly against the mattress beneath you. Sevika noticed instantly because her mouth twitched slightly at the corners before she leaned closer.
Warm breath brushed directly against your soaked folds first, making your entire body jolt violently beneath her. “Sevika,” you gasped softly, almost panicked by how badly you suddenly needed her.
“You said you were thinking about my mouth,” Sevika reminded you quietly. Her voice vibrated low against the inside of your thigh while her eyes stayed locked on your face now instead of the mess between your legs.
“So tell me,” she continued roughly while her flesh hand spread your folds apart slowly with two fingers. “Tell me what else you wanted.” The movement exposed your clit completely to the cool air, already swollen and slick and twitching visibly beneath her touch.
Sevika cursed softly under her breath at the sight before dragging her thumb lightly over it once. Your back arched immediately off the mattress.
“Oh my god—”
The cry tore out of your throat embarrassingly loud. Your thighs shook violently around Sevika’s shoulders while your fingers twisted helplessly into the sheets beside your head.
Sevika stared directly at your face while rubbing another slow circle over your clit, expression darkening visibly when your hips bucked harder toward her touch.
“That sensitive already?” she asked lowly, almost sounding amused despite the obvious hunger thickening her voice now.
You couldn’t answer properly because pleasure was hitting too fast now, every tiny movement against your clit sending sharp pulses straight through your stomach. Sevika watched you struggle for words for another second before leaning closer suddenly.
Then her tongue dragged slowly through your folds.
The feeling hit hard enough to make your entire body seize. A strangled moan escaped your mouth while your thighs tried desperately to close around Sevika’s head again, but her metal hand kept you spread open effortlessly.
Her tongue moved slow at first, gathering slick before dragging upward toward your clit while a rough groan vibrated deep in her throat at the taste of you.
The sound nearly made your brain shut down completely because Sevika actually sounded affected, genuinely enjoying herself between your legs right now. “Fuck,” she muttered roughly against your pussy before licking into you again even deeper than before.
Your hands flew into her hair automatically. Fingers tangled tightly into the dark strands while your hips rocked helplessly against Sevika’s mouth searching for more pressure, more friction, more anything.
Sevika let you pull at her hair without complaint while her tongue continued working through your soaked folds slowly and thoroughly like she was savouring every reaction she dragged from you.
Every wet sound filled the room embarrassingly loudly now, mixing with your broken moans and Sevika’s rough breathing between your thighs.
The slick scrape of her stubble against your inner legs only made everything feel dirtier too, enough that your clit kept twitching uncontrollably every time she exhaled against it. You could physically feel yourself dripping around her tongue now, body completely giving up beneath her.
“This what you were imagining?” Sevika asked suddenly against your pussy.
The vibration of her voice against your clit made you cry out sharply. Your hips jerked upward hard enough that Sevika’s grip tightened immediately on your thighs, metal fingers digging firmly into soft skin while she held you open for her mouth.
“Y-yes,” you gasped desperately while your head pressed deeper into the pillows behind you. “Fuck, yes.”
The admission came out wrecked and needy and completely honest now because there was no point pretending anymore. Sevika groaned softly after hearing it, the sound low and rough and genuinely pleased in a way that made your stomach tighten violently again.
“Good,” she murmured before licking another slow stripe directly over your clit.
Your entire body kept trembling beneath Sevika after that. Every slow drag of her tongue through your soaked folds made your hips jerk helplessly against her mouth while your fingers tightened harder in her hair. The room felt blurry around the edges now, pleasure building so intensely beneath your skin that it almost hurt to breathe properly.
Sevika stayed settled heavily between your thighs while her metal hand kept one leg thrown securely over her shoulder, holding you open exactly the way you’d imagined earlier. The realization alone nearly made you whine because somehow the reality felt even dirtier than the fantasy ever had.
“That all?” Sevika asked roughly after another long lick against your clit. Her voice vibrated low against your pussy again, sending another sharp pulse straight through your stomach while your thighs shook harder around her head.
“That’s all you were thinking about?” she continued quietly, dark eyes flicking upward toward your face while her tongue dragged teasing little circles over your clit now instead of giving you enough pressure.
The question immediately made your stomach twist because there had been so much more in your head earlier. Filthier things. Things you’d never planned on admitting out loud to Sevika in your entire life.
Your breathing turned embarrassingly uneven again. One of your hands slipped from Sevika’s hair down toward your own throat unconsciously while you tried forcing words past the humiliation tightening in your chest.
Sevika noticed the movement instantly because her eyes followed your fingers carefully before narrowing slightly in understanding.
“Fuck,” she muttered softly against your skin. The single word sounded dangerously interested. “C’mon,” she coaxed lower afterward while her thumb rubbed another slow circle against your clit. “Tell me what else you wanted.”
You swallowed hard enough to hurt.
“I was thinking…” Your voice nearly disappeared completely for a second while Sevika stayed perfectly still waiting beneath you. “I was thinking about you choking me,” you admitted shakily while heat flooded your entire body again.
The confession immediately made Sevika groan softly against your thigh, dark eyes flashing upward toward your face again with open hunger this time.
Your pussy clenched hard enough around nothing to make your hips twitch violently against her mouth. “Yeah?” Sevika asked quietly, voice suddenly rougher than before. “You want my hand around your throat that bad?”
The filthy wording made a broken sound leave your mouth immediately. Your thighs trembled violently around her shoulders while Sevika slowly licked another stripe through your folds, clearly enjoying the way your body reacted every time she spoke. “Wanted you pinning me down,” you confessed weakly while your fingers curled tighter into the sheets beneath you.
“Wanted you choking me while you made me cum.” The second sentence barely came out steady because Sevika’s expression changed completely after hearing it. Her pupils looked blown wide now, jaw tight enough that you could see the muscle flexing beneath her skin.
Then Sevika finally moved upward again.
The sudden loss of her mouth against your pussy made you whine softly while she climbed over you instead, broad body settling heavily between your spread thighs. Her hand grabbed your jaw roughly before tilting your face upward toward hers while her other arm braced beside your head against the mattress.
You could taste yourself faintly on her mouth already from where she’d been between your legs seconds earlier, and the realization alone nearly made your brain short circuit.
“Like this?” Sevika asked lowly while her flesh hand slid slowly down from your jaw toward your throat. Your pulse jumped wildly beneath her fingers the second she touched you there.
“Fuck,” you whispered shakily.
Sevika’s hand tightened.
Not enough to hurt. Not enough to stop your breathing. Just enough pressure to make your entire body arch upward instinctively beneath her while a needy moan spilled from your mouth.
Her dark eyes stayed locked directly on your face while her thumb pressed slowly against the side of your throat, feeling the way your pulse raced beneath her hand now.
“Pretty,” she muttered softly while watching your expression fall apart beneath the pressure. The praise mixed horribly with the choking, enough that your pussy throbbed so hard it almost ached.
“I was thinking about you slapping my tits too,” you admitted suddenly before embarrassment could stop you. The words rushed out breathlessly while Sevika stared down at you with obvious fascination spreading slowly across her face now.
“Shit,” she breathed softly, almost sounding impressed by the confession. Her hand stayed around your throat while the other slid downward over your chest slowly, fingers curling against the fabric of your shirt before tugging it upward impatiently.
Cool air brushed across your skin the second your chest was exposed fully beneath her. Sevika stared for maybe half a second before her expression darkened again instantly.
Then her palm smacked sharply against one of your breasts.
The sound cracked loudly through the bedroom. A cry escaped your mouth immediately while your back arched hard off the mattress, nipples tightening painfully from the sudden sting mixed with pleasure shooting through your body. Sevika’s hand rubbed over the reddening skin afterward almost absentmindedly while she watched your reaction closely.
“That what you wanted?” she asked lowly while her thumb brushed slowly across your nipple afterward. The roughness in her voice nearly made your head spin completely.
“Yes,” you gasped immediately. “Fuck, yes.”
Sevika laughed softly under her breath after hearing how desperate you sounded. Her hand squeezed your throat once more before finally loosening enough for you to breathe properly again while she leaned closer over you.
“Anything else?” she asked quietly against your lips. The question should’ve embarrassed you more than it did, but your body already felt too overheated and desperate to stop now.
Your hands slid upward against Sevika’s shoulders slowly while your thighs wrapped instinctively around her waist. “I was thinking about you spitting in my mouth,” you whispered weakly.
Sevika froze for half a second.
Then she groaned.
“Fuckin’ filthy,” she muttered darkly while staring down at you like she wanted to ruin you completely now. Heat flooded straight between your legs again while your pussy clenched hard around nothing beneath her weight.
Sevika’s hand slid from your throat into your hair instead, gripping tightly near the roots before tugging your head backward slightly. “Open,” she ordered lowly.
Your lips parted immediately.
Sevika stared down into your mouth for one long second before spitting directly onto your tongue.
The act felt so filthy and intimate that a moan escaped your throat instantly. Your hips bucked upward hard against Sevika’s waist while your eyes squeezed shut briefly from how intensely arousal crashed through your body afterward. Sevika watched the reaction carefully before grabbing your jaw again roughly. “Swallow it,” she murmured.
You obeyed instantly.
“Good girl,” Sevika praised softly afterward, and your pussy practically throbbed at the words.
Then your brain caught back up with another fantasy you’d been obsessing over earlier.
“I was imagining grinding against you too,” you admitted breathlessly while your hands slid lower down Sevika’s body. “Pussy against pussy.” The confession immediately made Sevika’s expression darken further.
Her eyes dragged slowly downward between your bodies before lifting back toward your face again while something hungry flickered visibly behind them now. “Yeah?” she asked lowly.
You nodded desperately beneath her.
“Wanted to feel you grind against me until we both came,” you whispered.
Sevika cursed softly under her breath again.
Then one of her thick thighs suddenly shoved firmly between your legs.
Your entire body jolted at the pressure immediately while Sevika grabbed your hips hard enough to bruise. “Then grind,” she ordered roughly while forcing your hips downward against her thigh.
The friction hit your clit instantly, slick dragging hot against denim while a loud moan ripped from your throat before you could stop it.
Sevika watched your face carefully while guiding your hips harder against her, expression growing darker every second you lost yourself further beneath her.
“That it?” she murmured roughly against your mouth while your pussy dragged desperately against her thigh again and again. “This what you wanted so bad?”
“Please.”
The word fell out of your mouth before you could even think about it properly. Your hips kept grinding desperately against Sevika’s thigh while she held you down against her with both hands gripping your waist hard enough to leave bruises later.
Every drag of rough denim against your swollen clit sent sharp pulses through your stomach now, enough that your thighs shook uncontrollably around Sevika’s body. The friction felt good, too good, but it still wasn’t enough anymore. You wanted skin. Wanted heat. Wanted her.
“Please what?” Sevika asked lowly against your mouth.
The roughness in her voice nearly made your brain melt completely. Her eyes stayed fixed on your face while she continued forcing your hips against her thigh in slow hard movements, clearly enjoying how wrecked you already looked beneath her.
Your chest heaved beneath your pushed-up shirt while slick smeared messily against the inside of your thighs and Sevika’s jeans now from how wet you’d gotten.
The embarrassment should’ve mattered more than it did, but you couldn’t think about anything except the ache between your legs and the unbearable need building tighter every second.
“Need your clothes off,” you gasped desperately while your fingers clutched at the fabric of Sevika’s shirt. “Need to feel you properly.”
Sevika’s jaw tightened visibly at that.
“Yeah?” she murmured softly, though her voice had gone dangerously rough now. One of her hands slid lower against your hip before gripping hard enough to still your desperate movements briefly against her thigh. The sudden loss of friction made a pathetic whine leave your mouth immediately while your hips tried instinctively to move again.
Sevika watched the reaction closely, dark eyes practically burning into your face while a slow smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. “Look at you,” she muttered quietly. “So desperate already.”
“Sevika, please,” you begged again, softer this time.
The sound did something to her.
You saw it instantly in the way her expression shifted, restraint cracking visibly beneath the hunger spreading across her face now. Sevika cursed softly under her breath before sitting back slightly on the bed, large hands dragging roughly down your thighs while she stared at the mess between them. Your pussy looked absolutely ruined already, swollen and slick and twitching every time cool air hit your clit wrong.
Thick wetness coated the inside of your legs and smeared against Sevika’s sheets beneath you from how long she’d been teasing and touching you. Sevika stared for maybe a second too long before dragging her eyes back upward toward your face again.
“You gonna behave if I do?” she asked lowly.
You nodded immediately.
Too quickly.
The eagerness made Sevika laugh softly beneath her breath while she finally reached down toward her own clothes. Your stomach tightened violently watching her movements, pulse pounding so hard you could feel it everywhere while Sevika slowly unbuckled her belt with one hand.
Metal clinked softly through the room before she shoved her jeans down her thighs enough to reveal dark underwear stretched tightly against broad muscular legs.
The sight alone nearly made your mouth water because Sevika looked unfairly good even half dressed, all heavy muscle and rough hands and sharp hungry eyes watching your reactions carefully.
“Fuck,” you whispered weakly.
Sevika’s smirk deepened slightly after hearing it.
Then she shoved her underwear down too.
Your breath caught so hard it almost hurt.
Sevika spread her thighs slightly while sitting back against the bed, giving you your first proper look at her pussy beneath the dim apartment lighting.
Dark curls sat between strong muscular thighs already slick with arousal, wetness glistening visibly between swollen folds while her clit peeked out slightly from how worked up she’d clearly gotten watching you unravel for her.
She looked gorgeous. Rough and messy and real in a way that made your entire body heat instantly all over again. Your eyes dragged helplessly over the slick gathered between her thighs before flicking back upward toward her face in complete disbelief.
Sevika noticed instantly.
“What?” she asked roughly, though there was something slightly smug beneath the question now.
“You’re so fucking pretty,” you admitted breathlessly.
The confession seemed to catch her off guard for maybe half a second because Sevika’s expression flickered strangely before darkening again almost immediately afterward.
“Yeah?” she muttered quietly while one hand slid slowly between her own thighs. Your stomach twisted violently watching thick fingers drag through the slick coating her folds before circling lazily around her clit once.
A rough exhale left Sevika’s mouth at the contact while her eyes never left yours. “You did this,” she added lowly afterward. “Got me this wet all from touching yourself in my fucking bed.”
The filthy reminder made your pussy clench hard enough to ache.
You couldn’t stop staring at her.
At the wetness glistening between her thighs. At the way her muscles flexed slightly every time her fingers brushed her clit. At the dark hair trailing across her lower stomach and the slick coating her fingers now from touching herself in front of you.
Sevika looked completely different like this, less guarded somehow despite how intense she still seemed. Raw. Hungry. Aroused enough that you could physically see it between her legs now. The realization alone nearly made you moan.
“Come here,” Sevika ordered suddenly.
You moved immediately.
Your body practically crawled toward her across the mattress without hesitation while Sevika leaned back slightly against the headboard, thighs spreading wider to make room for you between them.
Her eyes stayed locked on you the entire time, heavy and dark and impossible to look away from while your breathing grew shakier with every inch closer.
The heat rolling off her body felt overwhelming now that you were close enough to actually touch her properly. You could smell sex and sweat and Sevika herself mixing thickly in the air around you both. Your pussy practically throbbed from how badly you wanted her.
“Sit,” Sevika murmured lowly while patting one thick thigh.
You climbed into her lap immediately.
The second your soaked pussy brushed against Sevika’s slick folds, both of you gasped sharply at the same time. Heat flooded through your body instantly because finally feeling her properly after imagining it for so long nearly overwhelmed your brain completely. Sevika’s pussy felt hot and slick beneath you, wet folds dragging against yours every time your hips shifted even slightly.
Your clit brushed hers accidentally once and your entire body jerked violently from the sudden sharp pleasure. “Fuck,” Sevika groaned softly beneath you while her hands grabbed your hips hard enough to steady you.
“That’s it,” she muttered roughly. “Grind against me.”
You obeyed immediately.
Your hips rolled downward slowly at first, slick pussies dragging wetly against each other while both of you moaned at the sensation together. The friction felt completely different from her thigh earlier, softer and hotter and so much filthier now that you could actually feel Sevika’s wetness smearing against your own.
Every movement made slick spread messily between your thighs while your clits kept catching together in little bursts of overwhelming pleasure. Sevika’s head tipped back briefly against the headboard with a rough groan while her fingers dug harder into your hips. “Fuck, there you go,” she breathed shakily. “Pretty girl.”
Your hips kept moving desperately against Sevika’s without any rhythm left anymore. Every wet grind of your pussy against hers sent sharp bursts of pleasure through your stomach while slick spread hotter and messier between your thighs with each movement.
Sevika stayed leaned back against the headboard beneath you, broad hands gripping your hips tightly while she guided your body against hers exactly the way she wanted.
The room had filled completely with filthy wet sounds now, the drag of your soaked folds against hers mixing with broken moans and uneven breathing until it almost felt impossible to think straight anymore.
You were completely gone for her already, reduced to nothing but desperate grinding and soft needy noises every time your clit caught against hers just right.
“Fuck, look at you,” Sevika groaned roughly while staring up at your face. Her dark eyes dragged slowly over your flushed skin, your swollen lips, your chest heaving hard above her while your body shook in her lap.
You could physically feel how wet she’d gotten beneath you now, slick coating both your thighs while your pussies rubbed together in messy desperate movements that kept making both of you gasp.
Sevika’s fingers tightened harder against your hips when your grinding grew sloppier, clearly noticing how close you were getting already. “Can barely keep yourself together,” she muttered lowly, voice thick with arousal now.
A pathetic whine escaped your throat immediately.
The sound seemed to snap something inside Sevika because suddenly one large hand left your hip and grabbed your breast roughly instead. Her fingers squeezed hard enough to make your back arch upward while another moan spilled from your mouth.
Then Sevika’s palm smacked sharply across your tit again. The sting shot straight through your body instantly, pleasure and pain tangling together hard enough to make your pussy clench violently against hers.
“Oh fuck—” you cried out loudly while your hips jerked harder against Sevika’s lap. The movement dragged your clit directly over hers again and both of you moaned at the exact same time.
“That’s it,” Sevika groaned deeply beneath you. Her hand rubbed roughly over the reddening skin of your breast after the slap while her other hand kept forcing your hips downward against her. “Pretty fuckin’ thing,” she muttered while watching your tits bounce every time your body jolted above her.
The rough praise mixed horribly with the sharp sting lingering across your chest, enough that your thighs shook uncontrollably around Sevika’s waist now.
Every movement between your legs felt wetter and sloppier than before too, slick practically dripping down both your thighs while your clits kept grinding together over and over again. You genuinely couldn’t stop moaning anymore.
“Sevika…” Her name came out wrecked and breathless while your fingers clutched desperately at her shoulders. Your entire body felt overheated now, pleasure tightening so intensely low in your stomach that every little movement threatened to push you over the edge completely.
Sevika stared directly at your face while you unraveled above her, expression dark and hungry and completely focused on every reaction she dragged from your body. Another sharp slap landed against your other breast suddenly and your mouth fell open with a loud cry.
The pain made your pussy pulse hard against hers, slick smearing messily between your folds while your hips ground down harder instinctively afterward.
“That’s my girl,” Sevika groaned roughly.
The praise nearly made you cum on the spot.
Your forehead dropped against Sevika’s shoulder while your body shook harder above her, grinding desperately against her soaked pussy now without any control left at all. Sevika’s hands moved greedily over your body beneath her, one gripping your waist while the other squeezed your breast hard enough to leave marks behind.
Every time your clits brushed together, sharp pleasure shot violently through your stomach until your legs could barely hold you upright anymore.
Sevika wasn’t doing much better either. Her breathing had gone rough and uneven beneath you now, low groans slipping from her mouth every few seconds whenever your hips dragged properly against her.
“Fuck, keep going,” Sevika breathed shakily against your neck. One of her hands slid downward suddenly between your bodies, fingers spreading your slick folds slightly before rubbing directly against your clit while you ground against her at the same time.
The double stimulation nearly made you scream because your clit already felt painfully sensitive from everything she’d done to you tonight.
Your hips bucked wildly against her hand while your thighs trembled so hard Sevika had to grip you tighter to keep you steady above her. “That’s it,” she groaned lower while staring up at your completely wrecked expression. “Use daddy’s pussy just like that.”
The title hit you like a physical blow.
Your entire body seized instantly above her while a broken moan tore from your throat loud enough to echo slightly through the room. Sevika noticed immediately because a dark smirk spread slowly across her face while her fingers rubbed harder against your clit.
“Yeah?” she asked roughly. “You like that?” Your brain felt completely gone now, nothing left except heat and pleasure and Sevika beneath you calling herself daddy while your pussy dragged wetly against hers.
The pressure building low in your stomach suddenly tightened violently all at once. “Daddy—” you cried out desperately before you could stop yourself.
“Fuck,” Sevika groaned deeply beneath you.
Her hands grabbed your hips harder immediately, forcing you to grind faster against her while her own hips started bucking upward now searching desperately for friction too.
Wet sounds filled the room obscenely loud while both of you moved together messily, slick spreading absolutely everywhere between your thighs and lower stomachs now. Sevika’s head tipped backward against the headboard with another rough curse while her fingers kept rubbing your clit relentlessly.
“You gonna cum for daddy?” she asked lowly while staring directly into your face again. The words nearly shattered whatever control you had left instantly.
“Yes,” you sobbed breathlessly. “Please— fuck, daddy, please—”
“That’s it,” Sevika groaned roughly. “Cum all over daddy’s pussy.”
The command pushed you completely over the edge.
Your orgasm hit hard enough to knock the breath from your lungs instantly. A loud cry tore from your throat while your entire body arched violently above Sevika, thighs shaking uncontrollably around her waist while pleasure crashed through you in brutal overwhelming waves.
Your clit pulsed hard against Sevika’s while slick spread hotter between your grinding bodies, hips still jerking desperately against hers even after the orgasm started hitting.
Sevika held you tightly through all of it, groaning deeply beneath you while watching your face completely fall apart above her. “Fuck, good girl,” she breathed shakily while your body trembled against hers.
The feeling of you cumming against her finally dragged Sevika over too.
Her grip on your hips tightened almost painfully while a rough groan ripped from her chest low and deep enough to make your stomach twist again. Sevika’s head fell backward against the headboard while her own hips bucked upward hard beneath you, soaked pussy grinding desperately against yours while her orgasm hit.
You could physically feel her clenching against you now, slick smearing messily between your folds while both of you shook together in the middle of the ruined sheets.
“Fuck— fuck,” Sevika cursed breathlessly while her fingers dug into your skin hard enough to bruise. The sight of Sevika losing composure beneath you almost made your body try to cum again from sheer overstimulation alone.
Your movements eventually slowed into weak trembling little rolls of your hips against hers. Both of you stayed tangled together breathing hard while sweat clung to your skin and slick coated your thighs completely now.
Sevika’s hands slid more gently over your waist afterward, thumbs rubbing slow soothing circles against overheated skin while she stared up at you with dark exhausted eyes.
Your forehead stayed pressed against her shoulder while your body twitched every few seconds from aftershocks still rippling through you. Then Sevika laughed softly beneath her breath, rough voice still wrecked from orgasm.
Im working with some new brushes and lighting! Also working on learning eviromental light! If you have more ideas for more Sevika scenarios let me know >:)
heyy I was wondering if you could write for carmilla and a shy s/o?
(Ignore if you don’t feel like it! Tysm have a great day/night!)
𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐊𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆.
› ..your heart yearns for her, and her hands beckon your embrace. — i did write this with a fem reader in mind, but can be read as gn. i refuse to write male readers with carmilla bc she is so lesbian coded istg. ALSO!!!! sorry if this isnt much of a shy reader! but i did my best im sorry 💔💔 pls forgive me if u dont like it lol
“What is it, sweeting?” She murmured, hands holding your face. Her thumbs caressed your cheekbones, the skin swelling with heat.
“Nothing.” You simply said, averting her gaze. Your eyes drifted away from her blue ones, down to her crimson lips, to her pale neck, and to the carmine of her gown, and then to the gold upon her fingers. God, she was beautiful, one of the prettiest creatures you’d ever seen. However she let a smile play on her lips. It was small, corners flicking up in amusement.
“Nothing?” Carmilla repeated, her head tilting slightly, just slightly and leaning down closer to your face. “Your stares from afar are nothing?” She was teasing you, left hand moving to cradle the base of your skull, resting on the nape of your neck as her right went down to your jawline, thumb sliding over your lips.
You were cute, with your averted gaze and flushed expression. It was just like when she first met you, well, saw you. Your eyes never met hers, your voice was always quiet, too soft for her ears to catch. She picked up on your heart picking up whenever she walked near or caught your gaze, the pumps echoing throughout the walls of her palace. But now in these moments you were hers, wrapped on her finger, heart in her hands.
“Yes, nothing.” You flushed, chewing the inside of your cheek. Your weary gaze met hers, greeted with nothing but amusement and warmth.
Her lips parted into a grin, white fangs dipping ever so slightly into her bottom lip. Goodness, your voice. It was a melody, a string of perfection to her ears.
Soft, quiet, tender.
She had never loved much in this world, living a life of anguish, a life of contempt. But you… your spirit, your soul, damned to hell she was. Her love was sinful, unholy. Her heart had a yen for you, for centuries. For a love she did not know she needed.
“I have ached for you,” she murmured. “I have yearned for you. For centuries I did not know what caused my anguish.” Carmilla’s tone was tender. Something you only knew. “But you, my love. You cured it. For that, you have my undead heart, forever and always.”
You could feel the truth in her words, and your heart fluttered. You leaned into her touch, although it was cold, you warmed it.
Her lips touched yours, ghosting over your own. Her eyes were closed, as yours followed suit. Your blush grew hotter, a hand resting upon her shoulder. You melted into her, and she you.
You were hers. Forever and always you were hers. She claimed your heart, your soul. Your love.
After talking about this with @autumnmobile12 about this yesterday, I thought I might as well share some of my headcanons for the Styria sisters. Some of them are closely based in what we learn in the canon. Others is stuff that I just made up. After all we have very, very little canonical information about them.
Let's start with Carmilla. Who is probably the one, we do know the most about. We know she got turned by a vampire, who was a "cruel old man" and whom she killed. This makes it quite likely that she in fact does originate from Styria - something that obviously also fits with her novel counterpart.
Part of my headcanon for her as a human is, that even back then she was struggling with the expectations society put on women. Her mother died, when she was young, so first her father and when her father died her older brother put those expectations on her. She fled her first abusive marriage by becoming a nun, but when she was in the monastery her sire saw her and wanted her. At the beginning she came willingly, because she wanted the power he promised. But of course he was just another abuser.
After she killed him, his followers wanted to kill her. But it was Morana, who saved her life. And it was with the help of Morana and Striga that she took over the castle. At the time Morana had her fledgling with her - Laura. Who obviously became her romantic partner.
Oh, and I put Carmilla's birth date into the year 1029.
I wrote about my headcanon for Lenore before. A lot of my headcanon for her comes from this one bit of dialogue we get for her: (Paraphrasing) "I grew up in a castle just like this two hundred years ago. I was five years old when English soldiers came climbing up the toilet chutes with knives between their teeth."
Now, this tells us she is just around two hundred years old and the place she came from had a violent conflict with England at the time. Around two hundred years before the show, so in the late 13th century, England had two wars happening shortly after the other. First another war with France (I mean, it is England and France, what do you expect?) and then the first war of Scottish Independence.
Given her name (that was actually pretty popular in 13th century Scottland) and her red hair, it would make sense for her to be Scottish.
Now, based on her design, she was also fairly young when she got turned. Probably in her late teens. She clearly looks a lot younger from how her face is drawn compared to everyone else.
Something else that makes a lot of sense, as we know her parents got killed, is that she might well have been taken as a hostage, which was something the English did to Scottish gentry.
From this comes my headcanon: She was born in 1287, making her five years old, when war started. She got taken as a hostage by the English, living in luxury, but very much inside a golden cage. Also suffering quite a bit of abuse. She was made to marry at age 15, got pregnant at age 16, had complications and died during child birth age 17. But she was "lucky" that a vampire was nearby, who took pity on her and turned her. That vampire being Laura, aka Carmilla's girlfriend and Morana's fledgling. The two tried to return to Styria from there, but on the way back Laura got killed by English soldiers.
Lenore did somehow manage to make her way to Styria, though she arrived there as a ferral vamp.
We see in the series quite a bit of tension between Carmilla and Lenore. And this is my headcanon reason for it: Lenore came to Styria without Laura.
Morana is kinda in an odd position for me. Katie Silva, who designed her, said, she immagines Morana to be from Ancient Sumer. Buuuut... Ancient Sumer as a civilisation ended around 1500BC. Though it included, obviously, Ancient Babylon. And there is kinda my issue. I set Babylon as the origin of vampires. And if there were vampires left from the time, the knowledge about where vampires came from, would not have been lost.
So... I decided she was from Ancient Persia. Specifically from the North of the Ancient Persian empire, though she was living there at a time the empire was already expiring. Though at the same time, vampires were still part of normal society and ruled together with humans.
But of course Ancient Persia was another empire, that ended. So, in the end, her home was turned to dust. And when she became adrift, she was originally with some other vampires from her home. But bit by bit all of them died. Some of them got killed, others chose the sun. Leaving in the end only Morana. She drifted for a bit, but the Romans did not make Europe a hospital place to be at the time - especially as a vampire - so she drifted further east, spending almost five hundred years in Asia. Part of this she spent in Japan together with Cho. But when Cho went off the deep end, she left, returning to Europe in the end.
Something, that she learned over the time, was that cooperation with humans was not possible.
During the middle of the 11th century she ended up with this sick girl, that would not leave her side. Which is Laura. And who was very, very insistent on being turned. So, when Morana looked for a safe place for Laura to spend her fledgling years, she went for one of the vampire kingdoms - Styria. Arriving there just days after Carmilla killed her sire.
It is also, when she meets Striga.
Lastly we have Striga. My favorite sister. :D Love this wonderful big woman. (All I wanna do, is see you turn into, a giant woman xD)
Now, we do know very little about her, outside of her admittance of not being able to forget an implied to be bad past. She also has an Eastern European accent, though - again - langauge is another messy topic in Castlevania.
I looked into it and her voice actress is from Croatian heritage, so I decided that Striga is from that area. Which would make her of mixed Slavic origin, as before the slavs got to Croatia some Arabian people were living there. It might explain her hair, too.
I am meanwhile fully in agreement with @g-vlssz here, making Striga a trans woman. I just think her design really well fits this interpretation.
My backstory for her is, that she was a human mercenary to feed her family - that is her younger siblings - hunting bandits and monsters. But at some point she got sent after a group of vampires ravaging the country side. This was Lazarus and his men - a vampire stemming from Ancient Rome. When she fought him and managed to hold her own for a bit, leading him to turn her.
Now, just like Carmilla's sire, he was a cruel old man, being abusive towards the men (and the one woman, though Striga was not out at the time) following him. When he learned about Striga's human siblings, he went out of his way to kil them. Striga was with him a good while, until the troop made their way to Styria this one winter as well - just after Carmilla had killed her sire. And when Lazarus tried to take the place over, Striga managed to kill him.
I put Striga's birthday right at the beginning of that millenium. Into the year of 1004.
And, yeah... That is basically my headcanons for the four sisters.
I really adore those four and their sad, sad stories. :D
Could you do headcanons about yandere Carmilla from Castlevania? 💗💗💗
Oh, you’ve attracted one of the most powerful women on Earth, have you?
Carmilla is a dangerous yandere to attract, her resolve pulling her to the next goal with little doubt. Darling’s chances of escape growing dimmer every second of every day; as for Carmilla does not simply let go of something she wants. Once she’s decided she wants something, she considers it already hers. She just has to put in effort, the plans. Darling will likely never see it coming either, Carmilla wouldn’t want to scare the poor thing away.
She’s not overly sadistic to her darling, or at least, she doesn’t feel like she is. Carmilla rather thinks she’s much kinder to her darling than she is to nearly everyone else. She pushes her darling to be the best version of themselves but it’s less in a “what Carmilla wants” and more of a “what Carmilla sees”. Of course, if Carmilla sees a spouse then that’s what she’ll push onto her darling, but she means it as a way of bettering themself. There’s rarely any sadistic intent behind it.
Carmilla is intense, even clingy at times. She’s cautious, and finds herself being uncharacteristically jealous; though she prefers to think of it as being possessive (which she is, as well). She likes knowing exactly where her darling is at all times, and keeps them close to her.
Whether her darling is treated like a pet or someone who she plans on bringing into the vampire community depends entirely on her darling’s behavior. A “pet” darling could work their way into becoming “worthy” of being brought into the vampire world, but it’s rather difficult and will likely take a while.
anon: Could you do NSFW headcanons for yandere!Carmilla from Castlevania with a F!human reader please? 💘
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I would die for Carmilla, not going to lie like holy crap step on meee💕 First time doing nsfw with anything, ever. Thank you for the request - I hope you like it and if there’s anything you want to tell me, go right ahead :)
Yandere!Carmilla nsfw headcanons with a human darling
