jaye reblogs

art blog is fakemagicjaye

[alikestory]

i'm trying to get rid of my likes and properly archive everything i have like, 1150 left??

in case someone is concerned about me suddenly reblogging 100 super old posts from them :v that is why...

addendum: also sometimes i make text posts when i am going insane and wish to scream but don't want my friends to be like "who cares" or "calm down" or perhaps "stop talking about yellowjackets". if you see these posts, politely avert your eyes :v thank u for understanding.

[alikestory]

it's still the wild speculation era re: k/arina leaving d/rawfee but having glimpsed a bit of it i'm just like..... wow...... you know these people are real grown-ass adults and not characters in a teen drama, right? orz;;

under the cut bc it's a stupid thing to be speculating about orz;;

ACTUALLY I WAS THINKING recently.... well always, in a general sense. :v that doing art as a day job sounds terrible since i wouldn't have the strength to do more of the same in my off time and i want nothing more than to draw my comics :v in this specific sense... impressed that they (especially k/arina) can feel artistically satisfied by the show and not be like "man if i wasn't doing this all the time think of all the cool stuff i could make"

(.....i was about to be like "not that their drawings are bad" but i honestly don't care about how they turn out at all, i just have the show on as background noise while i draw so the banter/process is the appeal for me. :v )

ANYWAY. CONSIDERING THAT AND THE RECENT NEWS. LOL. LMAO, EVEN.

sad for the show since it will be significantly less fun without her, but good for her and i hope she has fun making whatever in the future or taking some time to chill and try stuff out.

[memewhore]

[alikestory]

i think i posted about him after my last market, but there's a local artist whose work i really like and i've had a print of his on my wall for years....... and he recently discovered my work and was asking about getting Exo at this previous market. so at my con today he came by and bought both Exo and Real Horror. and he said my rambling insta post was really funny and he liked my sense of humor dfghjkl

anyway the moment he left my table i was like.......... he knows Real Horror is porn, right??? DOESN'T HE??? HE MUST?????? so i'm fine. so normal right now.

[poketcg-art]

Chikorita -- kamonabe

[alikestory]

i don't want to add on to the original post... this is a post just for me :v or perhaps for you.

re: this

these things are so fucking cute.

so shaped. however. as described above, they are as fucked up as they are cute. but if you cannot visualize what it would look like for both their scales and SKIN to come off, don't worry. since it happens a lot, there are photos!

[alikestory]

also there were some grandmaster of demonic cultivation cosplayers and they did not even glance at my table as they walked past dfghjkl I KNOW YOU LIKE BL. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT MEEEEEEEE

[alikestory]

i have a headache.... ; 3; i thought it would go away when i ate real food..... augh......

ALSO I'M DISTRAUGHT..... i'm tabling at a con this weekend and no one will look at my books! not even pick them up! they're new! they need people to gaze upon them ;A;

seriously i have never not sold blackout city at all...... it's wild...... what is happening........

[victusinveritas]

[bacteriumphage]

Thought that post was cute so i drew it

[ijaazat]

summer

1. make a syllabus for yourself - books, media, places, recipes

2. complete 40% of it

3. eat every fruit u can

[crazysodomite]

No one wants to talk about how intimate jump starting someones car is.

[spacefucksmeup]

this is what happens when you ban normal porn

[targetedknowledge]

[alikestory]

FEEL FREE TO READ THIS but it's going under a cut bc i'm mad that i'm still thinking about it orz;;;;

if someone fundamentally hates me i have a disease where i'm like "i need to make them like me" NO I DON'T. also i'd feel gross if they did...... orz;;; to be a bigot's exception. it's yucky.

anyway the reason i let it slide for so long was bc i think they used to do drag so i was like, "they must know a lot of trans women" however. now that i think about it they're also pretty weird about trans women. like, dehumanizing in the other direction where they see trans women as these perfect tragic angels.

of course bringing up that hating trans men is transphobic would just be proof that trans men have victim complexes. :v but i'm not good at arguing and i can't imagine they value our relationship enough to actually care. also i will never trust them to be a safe person in general so there's no point discussing it.....

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side note: the thing they have most recently been posting about. (also i did unfollow them i'm not that crazy but like, the post i read just before going to the comics thing and then another one right after i got home)

first some backstory that you already know but i'm framing the scene. so in the overlap between two groups that face discrimination, trans women face issues that are unique to this situation called "transmisogyny".

some trans men are super annoying and dumb as bricks and are like "well they get their own thing, we should have our own thing" and they call it "transmisandry". my dudes those are not things you want. in general i get annoyed with queer people coming up with stupid ways to not relate to each other, like really granular labels for sexualities. i get that transmisandry is more obnoxious and out of touch but to me they exist on the same spectrum. you're not looking for empathy or compassion, you just want to be the most special boy.

not that trans men don't face discrimination, but it's transphobia. you don't need a special word to avoid getting girl cooties on it or whatever the fuck.

to me it's very.... stupid things people say on tumblr that aren't worth the time of day. i hope they get well soon but. shrug emoji.

so this comics group person is like "because transmisandry doesn't exist, trans men don't face discrimination and are just playing victim". also this is hurting trans women somehow. :v

[alikestory]

ADDENDUM TO THAT LAST POST orz;;;;;

I'M AGENDER ACTUALLY. but for various reasons i usually just tell people i'm a trans guy..... actually this is one of the reasons..... having someone be like "oh so you're the evil gender" is so obnoxious that i'm like. sure why not. i'll be the evil one so you leave me alone forever.

[alikestory]

uuuughhh this is so stupid and awkward.... there's this person i know irl through this comic meetup who i thought we could be friends and they have been nice to me in person and referred to me as a friend before (and also was one of my beta readers for exo) but when we first met and exchanged social media they gave me their tumblr thought they don't post art there, just reblog stuff (and sometimes make text posts). and a lot of it is just fandom stuff and whatnot, normal things.

but they hate trans men so much. like that trans men and women are enemies, trans men are always playing the victim, trans men are pretending to be oppressed...

and people on the internet can definitely be self-absorbed and annoying and there are a bunch i could complain about myself, but they're random stupid posts and don't affect me at all so why would i bother.

i am being crazy??? asdfgh it's so weird and makes me so uncomfortable to be around them irl. the posting of someone who spends too much time online but I HAVE TO SEE THEM IN PERSON.

[spiribia]

why does sequential art require you to make multiple images? does anybody understand this?

[atmosphere-af]