i genuinely gotta watch heartstopper forever, but it requires changing the rating limit on my netflix acc which i can do but kind of cant be bothered to so atp im just never watching it
also it has my phobia triggers (idk if its appropriate to call them that but idk what else to use) in it multiple times, as does the show so i think that kind of puts me off wanting to watch it
Rant that I’m probably going to get flamed for but my cousin is so sick of hearing it:
Why does Oseman keep diminishing the burning of HIGGS. It was the climax of Solitaire and the intro to Radiosilence. Why is it not at all mentioned.
Like yeah don’t retread the ground, but it’s not even treaded anymore it’s just not fucking there the ground has left.
Does this make Solitaire not canon? Am I crazy? How do you even conclude Solitaire without the school going up in flames? Does this erase the entire ending? Do Michael and Tori kiss? Does Tori still contemplate taking her own life on the roof without the burning?
happy summer to dykes in tank tops and basketball shorts, goths who's makeup is melting, little kids catching frogs and fireflies, guys who just bring their guitar everywhere now, 13 yr olds very obviously in their emo phase during a family vacation, gas station employees, old people sitting on porches, and dogs swimming at the beach
You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. Outrage about hedonism is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radical rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.
We stared at each other for some time, I couldn’t say how long exactly, but definitely longer than you’re supposed to look at a random stranger. I told myself I was trying to remember where I knew her from at first, and that maybe she was doing the same, but who was I trying to kid?
I didn’t know her.
I did recognise her though, as someone like me. I know I sound crazy, but I swear, something passed between us at that moment, and we sort of acknowledged each other as prisoners of the City.
Finally I found my voice again and asked if I could help her. She started shaking her head, then stopped and took a few slow steps closer to me. I mirrored her movement.
When we were close enough to whisper, she told me to stop looking for them. I didn’t understand, so I asked who she meant, and she said… she said, “The two redhaired stars.”
You understand why I got scared then, old sport.
“But what does that mean?” I insisted. “Why shouldn’t I look for them, where are they? What do you know?”
The girl put a finger to my mouth and shushed gently. “Quiet. Slow,” she instructed. “Or they’ll find me.”
I’m not ashamed to admit my heart was a small erratic beast in my ribcage, but I managed to stay still despite my alarm. I nodded, and she took her finger away.
She told me it’s not safe for me, that I’m only getting myself into trouble by looking for my friends. I tried to explain why I have to find them and make sure they’re okay, but she wouldn’t let me finish a single sentence. She just kept interrupting me!
She said she’d look after them for me.
“Who are you?” I finally thought to ask. It truly felt like I already knew her—it hadn’t crossed my mind to ask before.
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tysm anon! it makes me happy to know im brightening someones day, even if it's just by a little bit <3
