𝓝𝓪𝓵𝓪

∆ 27 • ∆ BPD, Depression, PTSD, anxiety, suicidal thoughts • ∆ d i s a s t e r p i e c e • ∆

[alkihoe]

Ich freue mich so auf meinen Kurzurlaub mit Y.

Wir schlafen im Auto, gehen wandern und finden Ruhe in der Natur.

Ich hoffe alles geht so nach "Plan" wie ich mir das wünsche.

[alkihoe]

Finally got out of bed today

But still trying to unsocialize as much as possible

[alkihoe]

Sometimes I can't believe how many people I've lost to suicide already

[sapphic-nature-witch]

🔮💖Witchy Aesthetic💖🔮

[thememedaddy]

[this-war-inside-my-head]

lowkey face reveal haha

[alkihoe]

Will I ever get my sparkle back?

[feelingsoftheday]

I don’t know how many times i survived myself without telling anyone.

[honestyhour]

No one has a clue.

[borderlineblitz]

people don’t talk about their emotions because if you say you want to kill yourself even once and don’t do it, nobody will ever take a word you say seriously again

[scramratz]

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

[alkihoe]

Do I say "I'm not doing good" too often?

I'm feeling like nobody is interested and they don't take me serious.

[lovethinspolove]

Reblog if you feel fat right now.

[helloooskiinny]

Always

[starvyanamia]

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

[alkihoe]

I wish had the courage to tell my therapist before I had to tell everyone else.

[surviving-trauma-day-by-day]

Not only sexual violence itself is traumatizing. The way other people react to it (silencing, victim blaming, minimizing,...) is additionally traumatizing and can determine if a victim develops PTSD or not.

I wonder how my PTSD would have turned out if I hadn't been forced to endure so much additional trauma by people supporting my rapist.

[whiteringaway]

Telling my psychologist i haven’t had the urge to do bad coping, like drinking, in months

And then… there were troubles in my relationship

[butisthisdea]

M #5

if only you could see it from my point of view, you would understand why it hurts so bad.