Sad Little Girl

allister | i'm kind of obsessed with classic rock, sad songs, supernatural, & riverdale | she/her | previously bulletproofpilots

[allister-sadister]

so much has changed and i honesty have to say... this is the black hole of emo/fandom trash and i am so ashamed of myself lol

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on a side note, I WAS SO MUCH COOLER ON THIS BLOG THAN IN REAL LIFE LMAO

[allister-sadister]

im back

havent been on here in waaaaayyyyy over two years so how yall been?

[allister-sadister]

FAQ

Q: what the hell is wrong with you?

A: yeah

[yourresidentginger]

my anxiety has a loophole that if somebody is else is equally or more uncomfortable I develop the sudden ability to Do The Thing

[castielsteenwolf]

i cant go and ask for more ketchup for myself but if my friend wants more ketchup im out of my seat in a second

[hi-def-doritos-deactivated20181]

A while back I heard my friend (male) insult another dude by saying, “You look like the kind of guy who wouldn’t go to Wal-Mart to buy his girlfriend a box of tampons” and I still think about that crowning insult sometimes

[manasaysay]

My dad once called another guy “someone who thinks loading the dishwasher once in a while makes him less of a man”

[hi-def-doritos-deactivated20181]

I like your dad already

[dreammausoleum]

Net Neutrality has been Repealed.

As predicted, all three men voted to dismantle the protections. Please go to their twitters and call them gopher fuckers.

You may panic, but be smart. There are plenty of lawsuits waiting in the wings. Net Neutrality repeals have failed twice before when taken to court. However- do not bank on it, there is always a chance for this slimy shit to slither right through.

What you should do right now is call Congress and tell them what you think.

If we are quick enough we can force them into using the CRA- the Congressional Review Act. You can tell them you want that. 

We have 60 days to do this.

Here’s a link with some info.

You’ll see a script on your screen, or you can say something like this:

I support Title II net neutrality, and I urge you to use the Congressional Review Act to pass a “resolution of disapproval” reversing the FCC’s December vote to repeal the Open Internet Order.”

You also need to call your Senators and Representatives, especially if they received money from any telecom companies (Verizon, Comcast, AT&T and so on). Give. Them. Hell.

You can also Text “BATTLE” to 384-387 to use a simple chat-bot to send a message to your lawmakers.

Text “RESIST” to 50409 for ResistBot.

Here is a page from the ACLU with instructions.

If you are outside of the US, consider donating to these organizations- they will continue the fight for the free internet.

https://www.eff.org/

https://www.aclu.org/

https://www.freepress.net/

https://www.fightforthefuture.org/

https://www.publicknowledge.org/

https://www.demandprogress.org/

REMEMBER. THE BATTLE ISN’T OVER UNTIL YOU GIVE UP.

NEVER TIRE, NEVER STOP WATCHING.

[just-shower-thoughts]

For one day only, on December 31, 2017, every adult in the world will have been born in the 1900s and every minor will have been born in the 2000s.

[allister-sadister]

when i gave you my heart, i gave you a loaded gun and trusted you not to pull the trigger. well, you did. look what you did to your girl now.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #7 (via perfpadalecki)

[thethoughtsleftunsaid]

Here’s to the girls who had to beg on their knees for their boy to stay, when he just wanted to go out and play. This is for the girls that the boys told they’d never leave, yet left when they were bored. This is for the girls who thought they weren’t enough when he left for another. This is for the girls that cry themselves to sleep because they don’t know what they did so horrible to deserve this. This is for you. You are enough and you don’t deserve this. It’s not your fault. It’s not your fault that he couldn’t see what was right in front of him. It’s not your fault that he’s blind. You gave it your all and that’s more than he deserved. You’re the moon, the stars, and space above. You’re more than enough and one day there’s gonna be a guy that’s gonna see that. Don’t give up on love just yet. It gets better. I don’t think anyone ever gives these girls much credit, just tears them down because they had to beg. You shouldn’t have to beg. The right one will come around and put your pieces back together and never make you doubt what he feels for you. Don’t settle for any less. Here’s to those girls.

My thought to you left unsaid #28 (via thethoughtsleftunsaid)

[allister-sadister]

me on my deathbed

husband: *sniff* Oh, what will I do without you? How will I cope?

me: *croaks* Come closer

husband: *comes closer*

me: ｈｉｒｅ ａ ｓａｍｕｒａｉ

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

…and I love you, most grotesquely.

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter to George Dillon featured in “What Lips My Lips Have Kissed; The Loves and Love Poems of Edna St. Vincent Millay,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[gothkeanu]

I still laugh when they use the word gay in old Christmas songs

[gothkeanu]

ella fitzgerald: make the Yuletide gay

me: don’t mind if I do!

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Bring this back

[allister-sadister]

Open letter to me and anyone who needs it.

Am I surprised? No, I’m disappointed, but I’m definitely not surprised. I knew you would go running back to the one who continues to hurt you, over and over, with your consent. You are so much better than that. Manipulation is never a good thing and if they loved you, you wouldn’t feel this way every night because of them. I love you and I know this type of relationship is not good for you. You deserve so much better, honey. You deserve to be loved by someone who loves you as much as I love you. This world is the most cruel to the ones who are the purest and softest at heart. You don’t deserve what’s happened to you and it is not your fault. The wicked prey on the innocent and it is not your fault that people have treated you this way, even if the one treating you this way is someone you love or maybe even the someone you love the most. Child, you have to stop letting people walk over you, like you’re some kind of puddle. You’ve just let people step all over you and use you just because you’re afraid to lose them, but let me tell you. You are the stars. You are the sun. You are gold. You are valuable enough that people shouldn’t even consider messing with you. You are enough. You are just what the world needs. Take care.

[noonewouldlisten25]

DO NOT FREAK OUT IF THE NET NEUTRALITY BILL IS PASSED ON THURSDAY.

Ajit Pai will still have to take this bill to court and defend it. That’s where the real battle begins.

DO NOT STOP FIGHTING. BUT ALSO DON’T WORK YOURSELF INTO  STATE OF PANIC FOR THURSDAY.

[randomslasher]

THIS IS IMPORTANT. 

This is where the real voices are heard. 

This is where our voices may really matter. 

Yes, if it passes Thursday, that will suck. But right now, Thursday’s vote is on the people who have largely been planning to do this no matter what we say. 

Please, PLEASE don’t stop fighting if Thursday goes the way it probably will. IT IS NOT OVER YET. 

[allister-sadister]

Is no one going to even explain what this is?

[chxsing-ghxsts]

Concept: it’s 3am. Candle lit room. A record is spinning. You’re kissing me. We have no worries in the world. We’re warm and content