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well i don’t like castiel. i still hope jakey dies

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i’m eight days old and everything has already happened to me

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i’m thirty-eight days old now and they made up new things to do to me

[syrenki]

needing people is no fun. in my next life i want to be a razor blade

[sunforgrace]

the thing about supernatural. is it will have you saying dean for gods sake look at the road

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[caspercryptid]

I would actually go as far as to say that MOST abuse is unintentional. I think most people will go through their lives without ever experiencing intentional abuse. People are abusive because they're selfish, because they're stressed, because they care more about what society thinks they should do than the impacts of their actions on their children and partners, because they think what they're doing is correct, because they've made it make sense in their own heads, because they think they can fix their victims, they think they can fix their relationships, they think they can stop you from leaving, they think they can make you a better partner to them, they think that means you need to do what they want. We've sort of constructed mental illness in a way that doing this shit to other people counts as a form of mental illness because it is anti social behavior in the literal sense— it is behavior that causes social harm.

I don't say any of this to excuse it. I think everyone needs to be more aware of this because if you think abuse has to be intentional you will never realize you are capable of abusive behavior. You will never realize you are being shitty to the people you love, because YOU know what you mean, YOU know you don't mean any harm. But you're doing harm. You need to pay attention to the impact you have on other people, and you need to do it all the time, Especially when you feel least capable of doing so. Sorry! You live in a society. Get your head out of your ass.

[wolfsteax]

I humbly offer this contribution.

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today’s five months since the breakup so i am allowing myself one (1) breakuppost. i still get really really incandescently angry sometimes at the way i was treated but i have also had a lot of days where they didn’t cross my mind at all!! so i think that’s progress. i still think about all the ways they hurt me but i’ve started also missing them in gentler ways too. i hope that’s the end result. i hope eventually i rarely think of them except fondly

[emobloodwolf]

update on personal life stuff

got hit by 12 cars and died. sory. all at once. no traces left behind. I think one of the cars was carnivorous

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if we introject literally any supernatural character there are going to be devastating ramifications. do not fucking put dean winchester in here i swear to god

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well anyway one month update of introjecting arguably the worst supernatural character to introject. it has NOT in fact absolutely devastated our psyche and she seems to be mostly chilling and about 60% unaffected by the horrors which is a pretty damn good number when considering the insane amount of horrors that happen to her in this show. the things she IS affected by are as follows:

madison (werewolf girl from season 2. obsessed with her badly)

heat of the moment by asia

got so mad at dean for having fun without her that we had to stop watching the show for a few days while she fumed and hoped jakey (castiel) died

catholic guilt and she’s not even catholic

anyway she’s since gotten into witchcraft irl (none of us practice) and convinced our boyfriend to buy her a $45 encyclopedic tome of spirits and ghosts so that she can consult it “just in case”

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my dad developing lung cancer might end up being the thing that fixes my mental health. which is a little bit funny and would piss him off SOOOO bad if he knew

[a-driftamongopenstars]

the horror of being "god's favourite princess". literally one of my favourite horror themes. the god loves you and it's so scary.

it will always choose you. you cannot die. you'll always come back because it loves you so much. you are its right and left hand, its eternal weapon. it will drown you in its light. light as horror. darkness as horror. what if it thinks you are its best friend.

you are god's favourite princess and it's terrifying.

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i’m eight days old and everything has already happened to me

[medievaljournalist]

lol i tricked you i actually have no soul or interiority. my actions are merely a hollow imitation of a complete being. and you totally fell for it too

[girlwyrm]

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if we introject literally any supernatural character there are going to be devastating ramifications. do not fucking put dean winchester in here i swear to god

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hey man great news. i’m not dean winchester

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem