The din of battle had died down about an hour ago, but the camp still hummed like a disturbed beehive. Beyond the tent flaps came the groans of wounded warriors and the neighing of horses. Someone was giving orders, someone else was weeping over a fallen comrade or brother. The air was thick with the smell of iron, sweat, and scorched grass—burned to keep flies away from open wounds.
The prisoners scurried about, fetching wine and clean rags. Machaon was issuing instructions to the slaves and bandaging the wounded. Warriors dragged their comrades on their backs. Patroclus moved like a driven horse—heavy-footed, stumbling over stones, but never stopping.
On his back he carried Achilles, from whose shoulder protruded an arrow with a barbed head, and every movement made the shaft tremble, while the belly of his armor bore a deep dent. Achilles jerked, trying to break free, and Patroclus tensed, holding him steady.
"Put me down on the ground..." Achilles exhaled, his voice breaking as Patroclus stepped over an abandoned shield. "I'm a demigod, after all..."
"Shut up. A chariot ran into you, but no: 'Patroclus, leave me,' 'Patroclus, I'm a demigod'—and now what? Broken ribs and an arrow to top it off. And now you're lying on my back like a sack of grain."
At the tent flap they noticed Briseis, who had been about to leave, carrying only pieces of clean cloth and a jug of wine. Patroclus stumbled into the tent, bending under the weight of his burden. He dumped Achilles off his back onto a rough sheepskin rug, as if he really were a sack of grain.
The fair-haired man howled—more from outrage than pain. He cursed under his breath and struck the rug with the fist of his good hand.
"Be more careful..." Achilles hissed, trying to sit up. Patroclus was already standing at the entrance, looking back at the chaos surging beyond the flap.
"I don't have time to nurse you," Patroclus threw over his shoulder, with the tone of a man carrying half an army on his own. "There are countless wounded, and Machaon only has two hands."
Stepping out of the tent, he said loudly:
"Briseis, bandage his wounds."
"You're joking," Achilles said quietly, but his voice rang like a bowstring before a shot. And Achilles himself was seized by an agitation he didn't quite understand. No, he certainly wasn't afraid. He feared nothing. Probably. "You're serious? You're leaving me, wounded, with her?"
He got no answer. Patroclus walked out in silence. He dissolved into the bustle, and his voice merged into the tangle of other sounds.
The tent flap swayed, and she entered. Her steps were silent, tangled curls falling over her shoulders. In one hand she held clean cloth, in the other a clay bowl filled with dark, thick wine. Briseis stepped forward, then another step. She came close and sat down, placing the bowl beside her without asking permission and without meeting his eyes. Her dark gaze slid to the arrow jutting from his shoulder. The blood had already crusted around the shaft but still oozed, running down his arm to his fingertips, mingling with sweat and grime.
In her eyes there was neither pity nor compassion, only cold appraisal and a lack of interest.
"I'll remove it. Don't flinch," she said flatly.
She reached for his shoulder, and at that moment something inside Achilles exploded.
"Keep your hands off me, woman!" he roared. His voice was so loud that someone beyond the flap started. "Patroclus! Call Machaon! I am the king of Phthia! I am a demigod! Son of Peleus! I—"
She had no intention of stopping.
His cry struck her ears like a wave against a cliff. Briseis's hand didn't waver. She abruptly grasped the shaft with her right hand, pressed her left palm flat against his shoulder to brace the wound, and yanked.
A wet, sucking crunch rang out—the sound of raw flesh tearing. The barbed head ripped through muscle, snagging on every fiber like a jagged hook on a fish. Achilles was no longer shouting but had clenched his teeth and hissed from the sharp pain, like a wounded beast. A muffled sob escaped his lips, but no tears came from his eyes.
Bright red blood gushed forth. Thick and warm, it spread over his shoulder, leaving a dark trail. The hide beneath him darkened, soaking up the moisture and the smell of iron mingled with sweat and the scent of the herbs burning at the entrance.
Briseis wasted no time. She took the bowl of wine while he hissed and clenched his fists, dipped a sponge into it, and her fingers—without a single tremor—got to work. The wine gurgled, mixing with the blood into a murky slurry. Dark flakes coagulated on the surface of his skin, which Briseis wiped away with a piece of clean cloth. The smell of vinegar hit his nostrils. She washed the wound, cleansing away the grime the arrow had carried in, and did it as if she'd been doing this all her life.
She poured honey over the wound, laid on fresh linen, pressing it firmly with her palm. Briseis's fingers, still damp with wine, slid across his skin. Achilles felt their warmth—a contrast to the cold metal and the burning of the wound. She tied the knot—neatly and evenly.
"Done," she said, leaning back. "Don't strain your arm now. Call me if it festers."
She rose, gathered the soiled cloth and the empty bowl. Briseis had already turned and was heading for the exit when his voice stopped her:
"Why are you so calm?" Achilles's voice came out hoarse.
"What should I do? Cry?" she replied flatly. "Right now, you can barely move. All you can do is scream like a wounded boar, and I can only leave so I don't have to hear your shouting."
"Don't forget that I can make it so you never see the light again," he said, and his voice took on the steel he usually used to frighten enemies. "Do you think I can't hurt you?"
"If you wanted to, you would have done it long ago."
"Get out!" Achilles shouted, and there was such despair in his voice that Briseis froze for a moment. She didn't move from the spot, and that was the last straw. He grabbed the first thing within reach—the clay bowl she had brought the wine in. The vessel whistled through the air and shattered against the post by her shoulder. Briseis flinched. She jerked, but she didn't run.
She looked into his eyes, but saw no rage or anger there—perhaps sympathy, so strong that it was unbearable, and its object made you want to strangle them. And that was more frightening than any threat. The flap swayed and fell, and all that remained of Briseis was the scent of herbs and olive oil—warm and earthy. In her presence, he had always been a demigod, an enemy, and simply a capricious youth who got away with everything. Now that she was gone, Achilles could finally exhale. Finally relax and drop his shoulders. And before whom had he been playing this absurd role? Before himself?
Inside him seethed a raging maelstrom that kept surging up with thick foam in his mind, flooding everything: his pride and his accustomed certainty.
The smell of herbs and oil gradually faded, mingling with the familiar iron and sweat. A thought flickered through his head—that he couldn't remember what a smile looked like on Briseis's face. "Had she ever smiled?" Unlikely. Maybe even before captivity she was one of those whose smile you had to fight for.
The sea smelled of salt and seaweed. The heavy, damp air tangled in her dark curls, mingling with the smell of blood that had seeped into the folds of her faded yellow peplos. She sat on the shore, her back against a boulder, gazing at the dark water. Wave after wave rolled toward each other slowly and lazily, making a pleasant sound, as if the war had nothing to do with them. Briseis's shoulders relaxed, and her chest fell as she released the air along with the tension. In the camp, she usually held herself steady—no fear, no anger. Nothing that might provoke. Now she could allow herself to close her eyes.
Her toes touched the damp sand—cool and fine, still holding the last warmth of the day. She dug her fingers into it, clenching. She drew her knees to her chest and rested her forehead on them. Her curly mane hid her face, and longing trickled down her cheek in a thin salty trail.
Once, in childhood, she had run along this shore, splashing water in all directions while her brothers and sisters shrieked with joy, laughing loudly and freely, while her mother, standing on the beach, called out for her not to go too far.
A wave licking her toes pulled her from her thoughts. Briseis didn't move. She stayed still, feeling the water wash over her skin, carrying away the grains of sand, leaving emptiness between her toes.
"You fool... Though I'm no better," her lips whispered.