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I might start using this again. Ive had a buch of stuff i need to talk out and think over but a lack of space to do so. So lets just talk into the deep emptyness that is my tumblr. I havent felt anger in a while but oh geeze. My mother asks me to drive accross the country with her because she dosent think she can do it on her own. So i didnt ever say that i would go with her, im trying to send myself to culinary school on my own dime, so i gotta work and shit, so she buys me a ticket, constantly nags me 4 months in advance to get things in order, im just trying to live my life and do the stuff i need to do, and now she has the audacity to go around and complain about all the money she’s spending on me to go with her. I’m just really frustrated and it sucks that everyone is super hyped for me to drive across the country but this is going to be the most difficult trip of my life and I just want to cry and not go and save money and time off so I can go see my boyfriend and I just want to talk to him and cuddle but he’s so far away and I’m not allowed. I’m sick of my life being run by other people. I just want my own place to call home. I’m tired of my psycho neighbor that makes me afraid to go to my house. I’m tired of this dumb town. I just want to feel safe and comfortable and I want running water. 3 more months till school.
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Update: 28 sept. I've been feeling really lethargic since I've been back in AK. And that it because (mostly) apparently I've only been consuming about 1000 calories a day plus once in a wile bingeing. This paired with having low blood sugar and the possibility of anemia, I've felt like shit. I just haven't had time to eat. I almost started crying eating a breakfast sandwich this morning. I'm so tired and hungry all the time and I just never have time. I'm so stressed at work and I'm so emotionally unavailable I can't even hang out with people who are interested in me because I just feel guilty and like shit. I'm trying so hard to be happy and just in a good place. I'm much happier with my life situation, but I've just failed to take care of my physical body. I think my eating has also caused my face to be horribly dry and the corners of my mouth keep cracking and bleeding making it harder to eat. I don't know. I've always tried to be really carful with how I eat but right now I'm looking at the pizza I currently am eating and I just don't know if I can finish it...
Oh wow short mental update. Life is alright, minus the impending doom of my roommates not giving me money for our utilities and it being shut off in two days and it being in my name which is just going to ruin my credit first thing into adulthood. But I'm going home in May and I couldn't be happier about that. This week has been hell and now I'm really sick, I wanted to kill myself today so then I went shopping and bought a bunch of stuff for my dinner but now I feel like I can't cook because two of them are home and I'm afraid to upset them so I had cereal instead. I finally told my manager that I have to go home and she's such a sweetie she said we'd have a going away party. I'm so sad to leave those guys but I can't make life decisions based on a coffee shop. I can't wait to be surrounded by people that like me and want to help me be the best me I can be. 19 is not an age to try to pick up your life and settle down somewhere else. Everyone else has no idea what the fuck they're doing with their lives and man oh man being the responsible one sucks. I asked for utilities, got chewed the fuck out. It's great. I love living in a place where I feel like dying everyday. Wow oh wow. Just about a month left. Sorry not sorry that words don't me shit to me. Fix your actions. Don't take advantage of me just because I'm nice. I can drop your ass in a second okay. I looked away and looked back and now I'm crossed whooops. I'm going home <333
goddamn i love hentai
I found him. the biggest boy
the #reviews are in
reading about a kink: wow id never do that
a few months later: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
guys have you ever seen how you weigh a baby giraffe
isn’t life great
i don’t know what the fuck I want out of life except to be happy
Wow I want to kill myself.
But instead I think I'll go home now.
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