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#not me literally only coming on here to make a rant post #anyway im so lonely #i just want to go back to campus already bc i havent talked to anyone but my parents in three weeks #and my parents keep getting mad at me anytime im not like completely compliant and happy around them #and they never call me jacob and they dont even listen when i tell them things #and my mom just complains about herself and is angry all the time #and literally no one talks to me unless im in a class with them #or they need something from me #like i just want to go back to school so i can fucking talk to someone #at least ill be working soon and will interact with people there but god #im like one bad thing away from just ending it #like my only friend was my roommate but now that we dont live together they barely talk to me #idk why im so easy for everyone to just forget #like i think that i have friends and then as soon as im no longer convient no one stays #idk i just want to be someones first choice #actually i dont even need that i just wish people would even like semi-regularly remember that i exist #idk im just so sad #and so many of my friends graduated so ill never see them again and next year ill graduate and then ill have no one #and all my goals are academic and idk what to do after that #but whatever #i hate that im making a rant tag post i literally hope no one sees this i just need to talk #bc i went from seeing a therapist twice a week for three months to literally having no one to talk to #like i say maybe 10 sentences a day and i dont get any texts or notifs of any kind im not trying to over exagerate #i literally have no one that talks to me and it makes me feel unloved and so uncared for #and just like. worthless #whats wrong with me that makes everyone fucking leave and forget me #i try so hard to be a good friend #idk sorry for this

six years ago today i attempted suicide. usually i make a post about how i’m grateful that it didn’t work, but in all honest this time i’m wishing i would have tried harder. i didn’t think i’d ever be feeling like that scared. lonely, insecure kid who ate lunch by themself again. i didn’t think i would be feeling so pathetic and unsure again. i didn’t think i’d be crying every day again. i didn’t think the future would become this unimaginable, unrecognizable place again. but i’m alive, and this year that in itself has to be enough. i’m alive.

#dont get me wrong i am v grateful for everyone in my life who supports and loves me #i am just not feeling it rn #i wish a lot of things were different #and i am very lonely #but heres to being alive #suicide mention #jacob speaks

i’m going to take a break from tumblr for a little while

@ everyone i talk to on here: ily

#ill be back i just know it wont be good for me if im able to check up on certain things right now #jacob speaks

weirdmageddon

yall did raymond animal crossing so dirty

you did the expected, got horny for him and turned the poor accountant kitty in a maid suit catboy when he had the potential for something as grand as this

ratbiteart

this is not my beautiful island

goatings

ohduhviing

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i made my own quiz! click here to find out which recurring jenna marbles joke you are!

#unintelligible seinfeld references

fulboyle

“No, you’re too excited. The warbler’s a common bird.”

i would die for danielle in my poetry class she always leaves the nicest comments on my work & makes me feel like i’m actually Good at it it’s so nice

#jacob speaks

immaplatypus

this is like 8 years too late

ceilingfan5

WHICH FANFIC TROPE ARE YOU?

#enimies to lovers

pollytipsy

redmachasacorns-deactivated2018

Not a single lie in sight……

shanlad

Hello, college grad that actually wrote an award winning paper on this topic! Here’s some knowledge I’d like to share: There’s actually been studies as to why it’s usually white kids, a large conclusion amongst the criminology community is that those that often have more privileged lives (white kids in our society’s case) are less adept to dealing with stress and denial. Whereas minorities and others are more likely to cope and function normally despite stressors because of the constant stressors that come from systematic racism and/or other platforms of more limited priviledge.

TL;DR: It’s usually a white kid because their privilege incacipated their ability to learn how to handle stress/ denial/ whatever without acting out. The less privileged are done used to the bs and thus typically dont turn to extreme measures as coping mechanisms.

EDIT: I had reblogged this and added a link to the paper (which I should’ve done to begin with,) but it’s probably best I just edit my original reblog and add the link (which I also should’ve just done already.)

Anyway, it can be found fully sourced here.