Amanda Savage

Just a girl writing from her heart and speaking from her mind.

[amanda-savage]

[amanda-savage]

Silent Sunday night

Sunday night

Is a silent night

Waiting for the week to pass by

So i can feel your skin close to mine

Let our fingers in twine

A night that lasts without wine

Oh silent sunday night

-A.E.Savage

[amanda-savage]

From what I hear

[amanda-savage]

Where did you go

Hell comes around

Storms chasing me

Never know where to go.

You call my name

I run to you

You're the eye of the storm

Calming me and you stand firm

Helping me every step of the way

Being there when no one else will be.

You're not God

But he sure made you

Who I needed on these days.

You are part of his plan

To calm me through these storms,

Oh darling you are my anchor

....

But where did you go?

You left without sayin goodbye.

Now I cry only at night

When the moon is bright

And the stars are out.

You leave me feeling alone

Wishin I had someone by my side.

...

I see you at the bar

Alone on the other side.

I'm here, not alone.

The guy I'm with will make you mad

But dont be getting pissed off at me

Your the one who left me.

I tried all I had,

To make you happy

And never sad.

You played with my head

And fucked with my heart.

You told me you didnt want me

So I went ahead and walked away,

And found someone who wants me.

You dont like him but I dont care

You're the one who left me anyways.

[amanda-savage]

Stay or go

Before I tell another that I love him

Will you stop me or let me go

Speak up or I may never come back

Darling what do i mean to you

Tell me how you feel

Or i may forever walk away.

[amanda-savage]

Close the door

That is the last time

I ask you to stay

But this time

I'm leaving the door open

Either your close it

And stay with me

Or you close the door behind you as you walk out

...

If you walk out I wont let you back in.

[amanda-savage]

One more night

I like a man I can not have

I didn't know I couldn't have him

He is handsome and sweet

And so darn charming

Friday morning I found out

By words of him being married

And more of his real life

Tears fell down my face

Of shame and heartbreak

I trusted him only to be lied

He said it was okay

But my mind will not cave

I say no many times

He begs for one more night

...

As much as I like you

I will not

I can't get myself to spend

 one more night with you.

[amanda-savage]

I kept something's in Hope's you'll see I havent left.

Amanda Savage

[amanda-savage]

I moved on!...my biggest lie ever spoken.

Amanda Savage

[amanda-savage]

Miss you Lovin me

I miss you lovin me

Those kisses under that old tree

Looking at me

As you promised the world to me

Forever and ever you spoke wouldn't be long enough

Visioned our future

Never thought youd leave em

At the old tree in the middle of the pasture

I miss you lovin on me

All day

Kissing me like I was wine

Addicted to me

Like I was that sweet high

Laughing like your kinda tipsy

Touching me like I was silk

Making love last forever

Only to find out it'll be a dream

I miss you lovin me

Miss you missin me

Oh baby let's break this break

And love on me one more time

Let's continue where we left off

Forget the pain and change it to love

Just for one more time

I miss you lovin me

Oh I miss you lovin me

-Amanda Savage

[amanda-savage]

[amanda-savage]

[amanda-savage]

You may be walking away though without his Glory I dont know how you can live.

[amanda-savage]

Breathing Free

Every breath I breathe

I know you ain't with me

Sadness an heartbreak

Ain't got a grasp on me

Sunrise to sunset

I'm living life at my best

Never thought I could live without you

Though once I saw who I am

I cant live life with you

Amanda Savage

[amanda-savage]

Seasons

When the orchid bruised I knew we were through

I thought we would last longer than we did

You called me your flower

Though I should of known

I would of died in the end

You no longer saw my beauty

You didnt take your time to water me with your love

Nor cared to help when I was hurt...

You left me

Nothing to provide for the fragile

My needs where no longer mattered

I had to stretch out my roots

Past my boundaries

To get what I needed...

Only to find out

You care for another

Gently you care on this flower

Constantly giving all she needs

I've out grown you

My roots are deep

Breathing in the sun

An living eachday more

Since you walked away

I got the taste of Kansas sun

An I'm wild and free

So I'll bloom freely an you'll be reminded

While I keep on livin and high on life without you.

Amanda Savage

[amanda-savage]

Burning

Did you burn inside when you watched me leave

Feel anything tingle deep down

Just like the fire you once had for me

The one you put out

Did your mind burn in the flames

Taken a trip to memory lane

When you looked at me

Did your heart burn

When when you heard me speak

Saying I love you to her an no longer to you

 Did you tear up behind your shades

Did you see I have nothing left wishing for you

No longer needing you

Did your body burn

For the thought of our love we once had

The passion for each other when we looked into our eyes....

Did you?

I didnt.

-Amanda Savage