-Corazón Espinado-

Every day it's a challenge to accept my shortcomings, to live in peace with myself. But i'm still here, after all.

[amandagainst]

I'm so unwanted.

[too-haught-haught-damn]

It’s so much easier to just continue on a self-destructive path filled with sadness and depression than to try and get better.I think that’s my problem,I’m so afraid of getting better and actually being happy that I just don’t try to get better.I’m used to being miserable and fucked up.It’s become my comfort zone,so I just stay put.It’s like I feel I don’t deserve health & happiness.

[amandagainst]

One thing about me

No, I don't really have headache. It's just that I want to stay home and binge and then regret it.

[vraimothra]

Social anxiety isn’t “omg I hate people lol I wish I was sleeping and watching netflix!”. It’s “I want desperately to be able to hang out with people but I hate the feeling of sheer panic and fear I get around them so I don’t/ can’t and it eats away at me every day so I end up just staying home and say I’m sleeping or watching something”

[amandagainst]

One thing about me

I'm really good at avoiding social hangouts and then feeling lonely and guilty afterwards

[amandagainst]

And too much blood has flown from the wrists, Of the children shamed for those they chose to kiss. Who will rise to stop the blood?

Rise Against- Make it stop (September's Children)

[amandagainst]

He was still too young to know that the heart's memory eliminates the bad and magnifies the good, and that thanks to this artifice we manage to endure the burden of the past.

Gabriel García Márquez- El amor en los tiempos del cólera.

[amandagainst]

Take a lesson from me: don't get stuck on a dream

[amandagainst]

It rasped her, though, to have stirring about in her this brutal monster! – to hear twigs cracking and feel hooves planted down in the depths of that leaf-encumbered forest, the soul; never to be content quite, or quite secure, for at any moment the brute would be stirring,

Mrs Dalloway- Virginia Woolf

[amandagainst]

Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?

Talk- Coldplay

[amandagainst]

You know that darkness always turns into light

What if-  Coldplay

[amandagainst]

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.”

[amandagainst]

E fu così che, ancora una volta, mi trattenni dal mostrare i miei reali sentimenti per evitare spiacevoli conseguenze.

[amandagainst]

Due solitudini si attraggono.

Subsonica -Dentro i miei vuoti

[amandagainst]

True story.

[amandagainst]

No one deserves secondhand love. We all deserve someone who thinks we're the first choice —not just that we’re the best possible option or that there was no other choice. A person’s heart isn’t a consolation prize.

[amandagainst]

E' un'altra giornata. Resisti anche oggi e fai vedere al mondo quanto sei forte.