Amaris

npd/bpd tendencies, bipolar, ocd i cannot stand empaths

[amarisnpd]

hi!! im struggling really badly and need money to get medication for my bipolar/ptsd. i don’t like to ask for money, but if anyone has anything to spare,, my cashapp is $okincel

[amarisnpd]

The person I’m into is a psychology major and holy shit. I just have to try to my best extent and they understand completely why I act the way I do.

[amarisnpd]

god im manic and angry so lemme just

god i hate my ex i cant believe theyd treat me like that holy shit

[amarisnpd]

hey recently i found out im bipolar (2) and im having a time accepting it

anyone wanna be bipolar mutuals

[amarisnpd]

any other narcs wish they could feel more empathy? and care abt people?

I don’t mean for their sake either! While that would be good for them im sure, i just wish people didnt seem so boring to me

[godschosenvillian]

Sometimes, but with the amount of trauma I have from people being a piece of shit, I don't think it's possible. Trust no one. Care about no one. I am the only one who matters. Fuck other people.

[amarisnpd]

same. id love to try to be more empathic and caring but never letting anyone hurt me like everyone else did again.

[amarisnpd]

i might be bipolar <\3

[amarisnpd]

any other narcs wish they could feel more empathy? and care abt people?

I don’t mean for their sake either! While that would be good for them im sure, i just wish people didnt seem so boring to me

[thegoodluckpirate]

Amazing news y’all, turns out fat people with NPD are wonderful and cherished and stunningly gorgeous!

Fat narcissists are babes and kings and absolute legends, it’s just a fact!

[m0oooon]

none of you have NPD 

you have fat retarded cunt disorder

[amarisnpd]

😐

[amarisnpd]

i dont have a hard time with cognitive empathy most of the time, but i cannot begin to grasp how nuerotypical people Feel for others!!

you genuinely feel so strongly towards a person and it Isn’t obsession?? I wish i could grasp the real feeling of Love /:

[amarisnpd]

I broke up with my favorite person. I feel so bad. I wasn’t happy in the relationship, but I miss them so much.

And I feel bad for hurting them ): i hate myself

[violentviolette]

just because you’re kindness is performative doesn’t make it any less impactful. just because those feelings may not be real for you, you’re actions are still real and they make a real difference. you are still being kind. you are still putting good shit out into the world. it counts, even if you don’t “feel” it.

[amarisnpd]

what do yall do when ur devaluing (or like hardcore splitting) someone?

do yall have any ways to make yourself stop or cope with doing so?

[snekdood]

the better question is what do we do about narcissists, considering their disorder makes them act in such ways? Most people will avoid them by default if they know they’re narcissists, the only real support they’ll have at the end of the day are the people who are willing to handle their disorder and a therapist, it is a very sad and lonely existence, but what can you reasonably expect non-npd people to do? If you’re capable of restraining yourself from treating people poorly, then I think most people wouldn’t hate you if you had npd, but if for some reason you’re not capable of controlling those traits, what do we do then? I don’t believe in killing people obviously, I guess an eternal rehab setting would have to work, i’m not sure, I guess all we can do for them is try to get them to be livable in society, even if it seems hopeless for some.

[amarisnpd]

we arent Dogs ?¿

[amarisnpd]

i’ve noticed a lot “narc abuse” victims justify treating people like shit because of their abuse. They play it off as them having trust issues and being tough

but when i do it, im a soulless narcissist 🙄

[draconarc-moved]

Commie narcs rise up

[amarisnpd]

hey⁉️‼️

[kawkabzahra]

The thing about narcissists is that they just love attention so the minute you peep it and start ignoring them the less impact these horrible personality types will have on you :)

[kawkabzahra]

if you’re a narc and feel like engaging with this post where I’m talking about MY experience that’s just your narcissism peaking and seeking attention. Just another way yall are horrible and proves my point exactly so :) pls die

[amarisnpd]

guys my narcissism is peaking right now 😋

[amarisnpd]

tonight was so strange? not a great night

but one thing i experienced today was Real empathy? it was weird. not even cognitive empathy!! real ass empathy.

i was in the car with my younger step sister. i dont like her. she honestly pisses me off and doesn’t respect boundaries, so you wouldn’t expect me to nice?? BUT I was?

she asked if she could sleep on my shoulder in the car. I didn’t feel like bitching so i let her.!! Her head was in a weird position so she was obviously uncomfortable everytime the car moved. I adjusted her, making myself uncomfy, for the sake of her comfort.

I do these kinds of things a lot because i love to be seen as an amazing, moral person. It gives me a lot of supply when people act like im amazing.

This didn’t give me supply tho? i was happy tho because she was comfy. I got no benefits from it. my neck literally hurts. Such a strange feeling.