dream inside a dream

as always, i'll fall asleep

[amberdawn]

celia/lisa|25|she/her|white cis bisexual

interests vary. i post anime, games, aesthetic and fashion, animals, and dumb stuff

art blog: @celiascarlet

twitter @ dumbassdiva

abt page

[amberdawn]

Backrooms was awesome I liked it a lot

[amberdawn]

Obsession was also great but it was a pretty hard and uncomfortable watch

[amberdawn]

Backrooms was awesome I liked it a lot

[amberdawn]

Ting ting tung ting ting. Ting ting ting ting ting ting

[amberdawn]

My sister is just another me

[amberdawn]

I’m sorry for being evil, stupid, ugly, weak willed, petty, non disciplined, unpleasant, gross I’m sorry for all of it I’ll apologize as much as I have to. I’m sorry for being the way that I am. I’m sorry I always make the wrong choice. I’m sorry for missing a possible outcome in my planning. I’m sorry I can’t ever do things right. I’m sorry for drinking and smoking and over treating and im sorry for being lazy and irresponsible and im sorry for complaining and for thinking im better than most people

[amberdawn]

Got attacked by one of our vultures today 😭 we were carrying our storks out onto the exhibit and had literally no way of defending myself. He jumped on me and pinched my arm. I fell down while trying to get away and couldn’t get back up 😭😭 I was screaming get him off of me!! Get him off of me!!!!!

And I just know somehow it will be my fault. I will be blamed for it and I hate that

[amberdawn]

I wish my brain were made of candy but instead it’s made of the guts of roadkill left on the asphalt under the scorching sun

[kaijuno]

[tsunderebird]

[willemdaflutist]

[minttttttttttttttttttttttttttt]

sorry but this video is like a parasitic species to me

[amberdawn]

Am I a freak and nobody will ever love me I mean really truly love me

[amberdawn]

Can’t stop watching hunger games fun fact videos

[sailatina3]

[amberdawn]

I’m rotting away as a person. I’m evil. Sorry

[alfea]

an old friend of mine is homeless and disabled and currently at risk of losing her van (her only shelter) if she doesn't pay off some tickets, if you're able to send a few dollars her way her cash app is $xandriaaaa and her pp/vm is @xandria1220

[alfea]

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help me pay off my parking tickets!

the situation: there is a tow warrant out for my van until i pay some of the parking tickets - it would be nearly impossible to get my van out if it is impounded.

since my plates are expired, i've received multiple tickets. however, i cannot replace the plates until i pay off the tickets (unfortunately).

ask: $650 for tickets, and any extra cash for gas (to fund moving jobs)

about me: my name is xandria, i'm 31, disabled and living in a van with my senior dog while i try to figure my life out. i'm in the process of getting disability, but it's a very long process.

if you can, please donate at:

cashapp - $xandriaaaa

paypal/venmo - @xandria1220

[alfea]

an update: she now has some short-term housing but no household items/groceries/etc

[amberdawn]

I hate how fatigued I’ve been lately. All I can do when im not working is sleep

[stantler]