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in case it wasn’t obvious by my severe lack of activity, i’ve archived.
i never wanted to make a post to say that i’ve left this blog because i personally made so many good memories here. i’ve also made a lot of bad memories that drove me away from this blog and from tumblr for a long time.
if you want to continue to rp and/or chat, please feel free to reach out (or like this post). but otherwise, i won’t be returning back to this blog.
thank you all for the memories.
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SHE KNEW Natasha wasn’t fine. It was written all over her face, all over her shoulders and the weight on them. She could only understand as much as she allowed herself to, not having been in Natasha’s position during those five years. She wasn’t going to force her wife to talk about it if she wasn’t ready to, but she could already see the words spilling from Natasha’s mouth before she could even stop them. Much like Daisy, she had grown up without a family, without a real home – and to have one now was something they valued more than anything. Losing it was like their world crumbling around them, and putting it back together with bandaids could only do so much.
SHE COULD PICTURE IT, the image haunting her whenever she closed her eyes. Natasha all alone in the compound, no one to keep her company except her friends. Having to sleep alone every night, letting the years pass by slowly without so much as a sliver of hope that they’d come back. How she wished she’d been there. She made a mental note to thank Steve later whenever she saw him again. “I get that. I wouldn’t be worrying about myself, either.”
AS THEY WALK, they reach a corner in the path that Daisy is forever familiar with. Even in five years, the place hadn’t quite changed. Daisy loves the bench here – it’s next to a meadow that Vera would often play in. She’d always imagined they’d get a dog for her so she’d have someone else to play with; was that even a good idea now? “Come here,” she says as they reach the bench; Daisy reaches for Natasha to sit her down next to her.
COLD NIGHT SKY, it was thankfully a clear night. As soon as they’re sitting, she wraps an arm around her and pulls her in a bit closer. Even though the animals and the humans are all back, the world is quiet here, in their own little bubble. Daisy reaches her hand up to brush some of Natasha’s hair off her shoulder as she speaks. “I’m very real. We both are. We have all the time in the world to make up for it now.” Sorta – there was no possible way to make up for everything, and there would always be threats looming around the corner. At least they could try, though. They could try.
“WHAT would you say about going away?” She suggests as she leans in to kiss her on the side of the head again. If she wasn’t so sure that Natasha needed this, she would be giving her space – but if she’d learned anything in the silence of those nights, it’s that Natasha missed the touches the most, the kisses. Daisy would’ve, too. “You don’t have to put into words right now, but maybe we could use some time away. Just you, me, and Vera. Somewhere new and safe for a few days, we can get back on our feet. Try and make up for lost time. Fury has a safe house somewhere we could use, I’m sure. Or we could go to a resort.” A pause, a small smile. “You know how much I missed those long nights, if you know what I mean. And I love you and want you to be okay, so.”
it always felt nice to be able to have someone to talk to. she didn’t talk to many -- she could count the amount of people she trusted on one hand. but being with daisy, being able to speak to her, to truly just open up to someone ? well, it felt nice. there were still things that she kept inside, but it felt nice to have someone there. it took natasha a while to truly open up. but she couldn’t keep things from daisy. not anymore. it didn’t feel right, and well, a part of her really didn’t want to keep anything from her wife anymore.
as the two of them sat together, she looked out at the scenery and just let herself be close to daisy, a hand moving to rest on her leg for a moment. “i know you’re real. it’s just hard to make myself really believe it some days.” her thumb rubbed gently into the fabric of her pants, enjoying the closeness. there were nights that all natasha wanted to do was be in her presence. she didn’t need to talk. she just wanted to know that daisy was there. “going away ?” it wasn’t an awful idea, really. natasha hadn’t left the compound in almost all of the five years and she barely left the house now. and well, getting away sounded like a good idea.”
looking at daisy, she let a small half smile rise on her lips. “yeah. we can go anywhere, really. i mean... i’d rather stay out of everyone’s view, so if we do a resort, we can do something more private.” a pause. “we deserve some time away.” daisy’s next words prompted a soft chuckle to leave her lips, shaking her head ever so slightly. “oh, you missed them ? i went an entire five years without you. you blinked and came back. definitely not fair. you owe me.” maybe the lightheartedness was to simply cover up the solemn mood, but being like this with her felt right.
they both needed to just get away with their daughter and not worry about any of the other avengers. natasha didn’t want to worry about rebuilding or helping others. “i love you, too.” she’d only really said the words to daisy in her lifetime -- at least where she’d meant them. “there’s a lot of time to make up for. and i don’t know -- it was like i missed five years of vera’s life but i still get to have them. and i still get to have you.” that was all that really mattered, if she was being honest. they came back. that was enough. “we’re still here and still alive. i know other people lost a lot and there’s things that we can’t fix. there’s things that people are going to be angry about for a long time. but we’re still here.”
it wasn’t easy, and she knew that everyone was still healing and was still rebuilding, but the team was finally back together again. at least most of them. they’d lost people along the way, but they reunited the entire world. “we deserve some time away. i think vera would like it, too. she’s probably going to get tired of seeing the same walls every day if we don’t get out for a little bit.”
BLACK WIDOW (2020) dir. Cate Shortland “The Avengers weren’t my first family.”
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SHE COULDN’T HELP BUT WISH SHE HAD BEEN THERE. In her entire life, Daisy had never had a home, never had a family – Natasha had become her family, and they’d formed this safe little bubble they could always hide in. She had gone from being an orphan to having a daughter of her own, and she would fight tooth and nail to protect that. To think that Natasha had gone through all of that alone broke her heart. A part of her wished she had been the one to stay behind. She was sure she was coming off like a hover wife but she simply couldn’t help it. When Natasha agreed to talk a walk with her, she followed her to the living room.
THEY HAD ALREADY HAD several moments alone where the two of them just sort of laid there. Neither of them slept much, and Daisy always found herself watching Natasha for any sign that she might break down. They had five years to make up for and no amount of kissing or cuddling could make up for it the way it should. “Walk sounds fine,” she agreed as she grabbed her jacket, handing Natasha her own. It was a bit chilly outside, but she was cautious.
THEY HAD BEEN GIVEN THIS PLACE by Fury long ago. It was in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by forest and meadows as far as the eye could see. The house was huge, but just enough for the three of them. Vera’s toys still littered the outside, along with the swingset that Steve had helped installed for them a lifetime ago. Daisy leads her wife down the porch and towards the outside, letting the breeze hit their lungs and re-energize them. A hand reaches out to take Natasha’s and she offers a small smile – her way of saying it’s okay, we’re together again, everything will work out. No need to fear anymore.
THE STARS SHONE, clearly visible from their house, the owls calling into the night sky. Daisy keeps her hold on Natasha’s hand as she leads them towards the path. She waits several moments before she speaks finally, breaking the silence between them. “You know, if you wanna talk about it, I’ll listen.” She shrugs. “I can’t even imagine what it was like. I see you watching me and watching Vera sometimes. I don’t know how I would’ve survived being in your shoes.” A pause. “You may worry about me but I worry about you.”
it was nice to be able to escape for a bit, to be able to spend time with daisy and not have to think about anything else. of course, she knew that there was another motive to this walk. natasha could tell that daisy wanted her to talk. that the woman wanted her to just let out her feelings to be able to move forward. as much as she’d gotten better at actually talking about things, this was something she’d much rather just push down and ignore. it was something she’d get over on her own eventually, she just needed to have some time with her family to prove that they weren’t going anywhere.
was thanos really gone ? sure, natasha had seen him die, had seen him fade into nothing. but were they ever really safe ? the longer that the avengers stayed together, the longer there was a shield around the world, the more it led to other villains rising as a threat. they truly would never be done. they would never be able to fully walk away. she was momentarily broken out of her thoughts as daisy took her hand and offered her a small side smile as she continued to walk with them. and there it was. the words she knew were coming. “how did i know you were going to say that ?” there was the smallest of laughs to follow her words, looking down at her feet.
“i’m fine.” i’m fine. the biggest lie of the century, but she wanted to mean it. she was protecting herself by not talking about anything, but she was probably hurting daisy in the process. “i don’t really want to talk about it.” she wasn’t sure that she ever would, but who else was there to talk to ? she’d gotten support from steve while they’d been gone, but she hadn’t imagined that she’d still be carrying the baggage of them being gone even while they were still here. “i don’t think it’ll ever go away. how i feel.” she was positive she’d feel like this forever. “every time i look at the two of you i just picture you disappearing all over again. we worked so hard to get you back. and i know that all it would take is two seconds to lose you all over again.”
it was really the most she’d spoken about this topic since they’d come back. and natasha knew that as soon as she started talking about it, she wouldn’t be able to stop. “for you it was like... you blinked and then came back.” a pause. “it was the five longest years of my life.” she looked down at their hands that were intertwined again, her letting out a soft sigh. “i didn’t touch anything in the house for years. i slept at the compound. i was just trying to keep everyone together and i guess...” a shrug. “i don’t know, i guess i wasn’t really worrying about myself.” it wasn’t really a shock --------- she never really had. she always put her family first. her friends first.
“i just want to keep you safe. and i just want to make up for lost time. some days i just stay awake and look at the two of you because i want to be close to you. i want to just prove that you’re real.” some days she just wanted to prove that they weren’t going anywhere. “i’m trying to be better. it’s just ------- i can’t really put what’s in my head into words. i don’t know how.”
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—- // SHE FOLLOWS THE TWO OF THEM, back into the bedroom that hadn’t been touched in years. Vera loved puzzles, and her puzzle collection was still sitting on her small desk in the room. The bed had been remade, which was one of the first things Daisy did when they got home, and Vera curls up into it easily even in her sleep. Daisy moves to sit next to Natasha, listening to her speak.
—- // SHE CAN HEAR THE PAIN AND SORROW IN HER VOICE, buried emotions she could never quite come to terms with. They had lost five years – and although Daisy couldn’t remember any of them – she could feel it, she could see it whenever she looked into Natasha’s eyes. Scooting over, she wrapped an arm around her and kissed her on the side of her head. Neither of them had slept much; Natasha stayed awake in fear of losing them again, and Daisy stayed awake in worry. She hadn’t been there for five years to comfort her and help her and now had to try and pick up the pieces of that.
—- // IT WAS SO QUIET IN THIS HOUSE. The only sound in the room was Vera’s quiet breathing and the fan above them running. “Yeah, me too.” Daisy uses her free hand to reach over and tuck some hair behind Natasha’s ear. She had dyed it when they were hiding here with Vera just as an extra precaution, and she could see the red coming back. She hadn’t even been aware she was gone, but she still had missed it. “I’m glad things are back to normal. Even though the entire world is – kinda fucked up. And school is going to be confusing for her, too.”
—- // SHE SCOOTS CLOSER, lowering her head to rest on Natasha’s shoulder. “I don’t think I’m ready to sleep, either. I keep thinking about what i was like for you during those five years.” She pauses, sighing softly. “It doesn’t look like you’ve slept in here at all. Right?”
it was always hard to lie and put on a straight face for daisy. truly, the woman could see right through her. they’d been through enough to know when the other person was lying or trying to ghost over the truth. but it wasn’t that easy to be honest, not when she wanted so desperately to keep everything in. that was always the easiest way. as daisy kept next to her, she looked over at her and offered her the smallest smile. she wasn’t wrong, not at all. everything was very fucked up ------- nothing would be the same.
their words were incredibly quiet as they sat on the bed next to vera, the girl still fast asleep as they spoke quietly together. it was nice, feeling daisy so close, so gentle next to her. it was the touches like this that she missed more than anything. as daisy spoke, resting her head on her shoulder, she let out a soft breath before bringing her gaze to vera. “she’ll be okay. she’s strong.” she paused for a moment, avoiding daisy’s questioning for a moment about the five years that they were apart. well, for daisy ? it had barely been any time at all. but for natasha ? it felt like the longest five years of her life. “no. i really didn’t sleep in here.” she hadn’t want to. it just never felt right.
“let’s get out of here so we don’t wake her up,” natasha said softly, her hand moving to daisy’s leg and rubbing it gently before she moved to stand up, taking her hand. it was a small touch, but one that was enough to prove to her that daisy was still there. as natasha led daisy out of the room, she moved to shut the door gently, trying to avoid waking up their daughter. natasha and daisy were used to the lack of sleep, vera on the other hand ? well, she needed time to rest. once they were near the living room again, she dropped daisy’s hand gently.
“you still want to go for that walk ? sam is in here, she can go to him if she wakes up. but she doesn’t ever really wake up for anything, does she ?” there was a small hint of a smile, looking down for a moment and stuffing her hands in her back pockets. “we can just walk around for a little bit. or sit here. i just don’t want to go to bed yet.” she knew that daisy probably wanted to talk. just her small question from before was clear. “i just want to spend some time with you. alone.” a pause. “I just want to worry about you for a while. nothing else.”
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—- // IT MADE HER STOMACH TURN, this entire house and everything that was missing in it. that’s the key – there was nothing missing, not a hair out of place. it was almost as though natasha hadn’t stepped foot inside of this home in the five years they’d been gone. that wouldn’t really surprise her all that much, but it broke her heart a little bit more than she’d say out loud.
—- // EVENING HAD COME AND GONE, sam had come to spend the night because he had nowhere to go while they were building the new compound, and they’d stayed up to talk to him over drinks and a fire before he went off to sleep. natasha and daisy stayed awake, with vera asleep on the couch next to them. daisy knew there was a lot of unresolved pain under the surface that natasha wasn’t confronting yet – maybe she wasn’t ready to, or maybe she just didn’t know how to. but better now than never, she guessed.
—- // GETTING UP, she walks over to the other side of the room towards her family. lifting vera’s sleeping head, she gently sits down next to natasha and puts an arm around her shoulder. “are you ready for bed?” she asks her quietly. “or do you wanna put vera to bed and go for a walk or something?”
natasha thought everything would change once they’d gotten back. just knowing that everyone was safe, and was alive ? she thought that would be enough. but unfortunately, it wasn’t. just being able to hold them --------- that was more than she could really ask for. but having to go through five years of mourning, five years of being alone, it just didn’t help. losing the only family she’d ever had was a pain that she didn’t really know how to describe.
and here she was, simply numb as she sat on the couch, daisy approaching her and putting her arm around her. the contact was enough to break her out of her thoughts as she looked to her. “we can put her to bed. i don’t know if i’m really ready to sleep yet, but she should be sleeping in her bed. not on the couch.” a pause. “i’ll grab her.” natasha got up from the couch, taking in a deep breath and moving to lean down to grab vera to pick her up into her arms.
“sometimes she looks so peaceful i just don’t want to move her.” truthfully, she could hold vera or daisy for every moment for the rest of her life to make up for all of the lost time and it just wouldn’t be enough. but she’d take nights like this to at least ease the thoughts running through her head about losing them all over again. walking to vera’s room, she went to put her down in the bed, tucking her in gently before sitting down on the side of the bed for a moment to be close to her. “it makes me happy that she’s happy. that she’s just... still living her normal life.”
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