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[gloomygirl29-deactivated2025122]

[graceless-world]

i sleep but the exhaustion never goes away

[an0therwaste0fspace]

The feeling that nobody will ever love me because I’m not pretty enough or skinny enough is a thought that’s in my head every second of the day.

[silver-kirsch]

Playing a game of “how far could I screw up my body before it just completely shuts down and collapse”

[lonelyston3r-deactivated2023052]

self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

[anxietywasright]

Music hits different when you have nothing to live for

[r00m-w1th-n0-d00r]

I want to destroy everything. I want to ruin my life, smash glass bottles agaisnt walls, run away into the night and get in trouble, scream and yell at the top of my lungs, get into fist fights, and stand up for myself. I want to be so so angry and loud about how awful I feel that everyone realizes that I was never okay, and I was never going to be okay, and that they left me behind to suffer. But I'm too tired. I'm too tired to move, to think. I just want to lay in bed all day and ignore the world. I just slap on a neutral face and do as I'm told. I wish I could be so angry about how sick I've become, but instead I keep quietly to myself, and live another miserable tired day.

[spilleddeath]

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[amvnx]

I'm annoyed with the concept " you shouldn't hate a person because she/ he likes the same person as you" and I can't put my finger around as though why I'm annoyed by it.

This concept completely belittles you for having romantic feelings for someone. If your friends family or your shroudings say this and in addition to: it's not that person's fault- they are not your friends and family because your friends and family should be by your side and have understanding for you no matter what- even on your worst days when you act completely irrational. When they start sprouting these words it kinda feels like they're blaming and shaming you for even having romantic feelings and it feels like they are taking their side even if they don't want it to feel that way.

I hope I made some sense with this

[amvnx]

A sibling with narcissistic personality disorder gave me a moral lecture how I should stop hating ( she used that word even though I don't hate her I just highly dislike her) a girl that also likes him because its not a valid reason to hate someone

Evon though my sister did the exact same thing with ex girlfriend of her boyfriend or if her boyfriend even talked to another girl she'd throw a temper tantrum and pick fights with those girls

I understand that I am wrong in this situation when it comes to that girl but I'm bothered by the hypocrisy and lack of understanding from my sibling

Also I'm bothered by the fact that she never even asked me how am I doing even tho I showed obvious signs of depression

I'm still processing the entire situation and I try to tell myself that it's never going to happen but it's hard to heal yourself when you don't have anyone to understand you and you are completely alone