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Tweaker Roll Call. Just reblog with area code if you’re a tweaker. Let’s see which state gets the highest number of tweakers
310
404
404 Canton, GA
770 canton ga.
951 SoCal 🌴🌞
[[707]] (Mendocino County)
847/312/773
423 Morristown, Tennessee
#423
610 PA
641 baby
404/770/678 east of atlanta Loganville
404/678/770
775 Reno
573 here
402,531,712
guys we’ve gotta get back into collaging
Yo Tumbler World!!!!!!
I passed my piss test. I knew I would but when I tell you I was still nervous. Man, whew! But let me tell y'all I didn't sleep worth shit last night. Dreams, fuck that, those weren't dreams. Haunts, of shooting up bombarded me last night. They even had the sexiest chick I know (who happens to be locked up right now) offer me the shots. And in my dreams I kept saying no all the way till the end when another girl handed me what she said was instant detoxifier. I broke so fast towards that shit. SMH!!!!!!!
I reveal on here to let people out there know the struggle is for a needle lover to stay clean. Plus for real, talking this shit out is the greatest therapy. So tweaker nation, reblog this post with some of you craziest dope dreams and remember to stay hydrated and safe!
Tired baby
Yep. Any Denver spun girls?
oh yeah babey more to come
Las Vegas Nevada Spun Girls 2 get spun n warship 702
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
this need to be on everyone’s blog
this makes me think..
God bless whoever wrote this.
im crying
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
please please PLEASE reblog this
Never forget that there’s a lot of people loves you
!!!!!!!
No matter who you are please take the time to read this ALL.
I wish all people were this inspirational.
I’m in tears and I’m not even suicidal
❤️🩹
Though I blame nobody but myself for the choices I’ve made that have led me to where I am today and the problems I suffer with. I do feel sad for that young girl who felt her only escape from the shit she couldn’t control was through alcohol and drugs… I wish I could just hold her and tell her that she is loved, her feelings are valid and that everything will be ok. I’ve seen and experienced more in the last 6 years of my life than most will ever experience in a lifetime. I went from chasing happiness, to chasing an escape, to chasing a high and now I feel like I’m chasing death.
I’m scared to see what I decide to do with my future. I can either choose to get sober and live or I am choosing to die, likely of an overdose. The scary thing is how I have no desire to change. My health has already taken a big hit and my heart, brain and kidneys are already presenting with some serious medical issues. Unlike the other addicts I hang around, I appear “normal” and am functional, which to me is so much worse. Nobody looks at me and thinks, “I bet she shoots up a ball of fentanyl and meth everyday”. I dropped out in 8th grade yet went back and graduated on time, I am a licensed medic and up until I started having seizures I was able to work normally. Since they found this mass in my brain I have been unable to work and because my employer hasn’t laid me off I’m unable to apply for financial assistance. I feel stuck, I loved my job and I don’t want to quit, I’m scared I won’t find another one with all the benefits however I’m struggling to make ends meet with no source of income.
I know nobody will likely even read this but just as the rest of my posts, this is for me. I have so many pictures and shit that I just wanna get out into the world. I feel like I’m running out of time and that my life is wasting away in front of me. I want to leave something, somewhere. I want people to know I existed. I want to be a warning to others, especially young people, that drugs aren’t as fun as they may might seem, drugs are not a viable or sustainable solution to your problems.
If you’re someone who is actually interested in seeing more from me, let me know what you want to see. Lyrical edits? Photography? Poetry/more personal writing? Drug videos? Something else? I’m interested in what you all prefer or if anyone even cares. Also if you have the financial means and are interested in supporting me, subscribe to my Post+ or send a tip. My goal is to make a schedule and start posting more frequently and maybe build a little community.
Hi name is Amy I would like to see everything that you want to share art ,photography and I want you to share yourself with me and and this community ,I also want you to know that you're "not "alone I am here if you need to talk just know that I am a screw up sometimes also and I don't have any answers that may be good for you but I will listen and I won't judge you,I do know that I have felt this anxiety and anger and pain because of things I've done and for my actions also just do t keep paying for those hurts and ever feel you have to give up .it intrigues me that your a medic that must be interesting I would like to hear about stuff like that also so now ,"someone did read your post and I want you to write BK or whatever to get yourself out in the world or or mom message me personally and I will get your messages dont leave I want to know you .please and thankyou Amy Calvin
Tweaker Roll Call. Just reblog with area code if you’re a tweaker. Let’s see which state gets the highest number of tweakers
310
404
404 Canton, GA
770 canton ga.
951 SoCal 🌴🌞
[[707]] (Mendocino County)
847/312/773
423 Morristown, Tennessee
#423
610 PA
641 baby
404/770/678 east of atlanta Loganville
404/678/770
775 Reno
573 here
402,531,712
How are ya
I'm doing ok and how are you?
Connecting Tweakers
Reblog or list Your Area Code if You Live in Texas and Wish to Connect With Other Tweakers.
806
352 pnp
214 oh yeah
Reblog if you love to cuddle
It's been 4ever just can't find any females now days that habe time for cuddling I don't care if you think you're ugly or if you say that your fat I DON'T CARE.. ID CUDDLE WITH ANY KIND OR TYPE OF LADY."LADY"(OK)
💞 if UR from Colorado
Reblog n say hi ❤️
Open to date as of now
What’s up 719 Springs
Stay spun n have fun Colorado 💋❤
Let’s get spun and have fun 303
What up Colorado! 719
Hey there! 719
