What. the. actual. fuck. is. happening.

21-year-old Queer God-Fearin' Kansan.

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Today I worked 6am-6pm then babysat 6pm-2am, got home, fed my cats, took my pants and bra off, laid down in bed in the dark, and then remembered that I have to wake up for work at 6:30, in approximately 4 hours.

This is my lament as I willingly work 60hrs/week not counting one-off babysitting like today. The last day I didn't work was in April. When do I get financial security? I don't even buy anything, I'm frugal as hell, but every time I save up, some emergency wipes me out.

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I accidentally came out to my older cousin this morning, we were at a random market stall and somebody had printed that tweet that says, "behind every gay person is a gayer more evil gay person" and I was like, "I should get this for [my best friend's name]"

My cousin was confused and asked "why?" So without thinking I said, "I'm the more evil gay person." Then approximately 5 seconds later I stopped looking through stickers and realized what I'd done...

Oops

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I don't really ever use Doordash except for weird stuff apparently. Currently waiting on my replacement tub spout from Lowe's to arrive at 10:30pm. because I got myself into a bind and have no car.

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[loveridden1999]

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[kosmogrl]

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

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we're gonna try again despite it all

is iambic pentameter!

[blood-is-the-life]

Tumblr user, look at me. Your problems with organized religion are not solved by harassing random religious people on the internet.

[shrimpradar]

1 shrimp!

0 prawns...

Tumblr user, look at me. Your problems with organized religion are not solved by harassing random religious people on the internet.

beep boop! im a bot!

[beaswellgirl]

yep, pretty much

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Doxxing myself but whatever.

My local Kansas state representative seat is held by a sweet woman named Wanda Brownlee Paige, she's a retired teacher and is very cool. We elected her after our last democrat rep decided to be a turncoat and threw trans people under the bus.

But I digress, for the Republican primary we have Lisa Walker-Yeager a woman who shot a contractor in the back last year and is facing felony charges over it and Alex Sanchez who is a community college trustee, honestly not a bad dude, I think he will win his primary, due to his opponent having shot someone recently, but I don't think he has a chance of winning the district due to being a old white conservative guy in a district that is happy with it's representative and 80% minority.

I appreciate that seemingly overnight everyone has dug out their Wanda signs and put them out. I want one now, I wanna put it beside my "Vote No August 4th" one because "oh yeah they're trying to add a fucked up amendment to the Kansas constitution and putting the vote for it in the primary, so I have to be a Democrat for a day now" (I'm unaffiliated on principal, and Kansas has mostly closed primaries)

Anyways I love local politics! The KCATA has gutted all of their funds for approximately 33 days of World Cup so myself and all the other car-less poor people have to suffer, bye!

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Not to brag or anything, but I deconstructed my faith and put it back together within the span of 45 minutes when I was 15.

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My toxic trait is that I think astrology is dumb, but I constantly pretend to be invested in it. I usually find it hard to do a bit and not laugh, but it is so easy to respond to "god! what's that guy's problem?" with "he's a Sagittarius" and keep a straight face while they try and figure out if I'm being serious or not.

[solarprominence]

I maintain that the best summation of my feminist beliefs are that men and women are not fundamentally different. There are a few quantifiable differences if you average out every woman and every man, but they are not qualitative. And most of them are socially constructed, and would be fixed if we started treating men and women the same. Neither is inherently smarter, neither is inherently kinder, neither is inherently more stoic or stronger or angrier or softer. Everyone is obsessed with the differences between women and men, with finding them and creating them and distancing themselves from the "other half". It's fucked up

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LMAO I forgot I made that.

Bellbottoms – The Jon Spencer Blues Explosion

Wild West Hero – Electric Light Orchestra

Sixteen – Buzzcocks

Pretty Fly (For A White Guy) – The Offspring

Careless Whisper – George Michael

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I have a shirt that is mostly white with red and blue binding on the sleeves.

I wear it on the 4th of July and think "hehe :b, nobody knows this is actually my Czech shirt", then I wear it to SlavFest like "hehe nobody knows this is my 'merica shirt 🦅🦅"

This affects nobody but myself.

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Sending a bad omen to my 14-year-old self and it's just this screenshot: