what makes a man?!

what makes a man walk away from his mind? / what makes a man spend his whole life in disguise? / what makes a man want to break a heart with ease? / what makes a man pray, when he's about to die?/I think I know, I think I might know!

[andthewinner]

"habersiz çekmeyin diyorum" #tbt #me #2009 #blackandwhite #photography #mistborn #brandonsanderson "let them see my weakness, and let them see me overcome it." Brandon Sanderson, Mistborn Trilogy (Mistborn, #1-3) (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbfjvlSgF4m60jjfZ5XOg7fr2Lx-UTbvOm3aEQ0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "back to thursday" or "Paris in flames" or "glasses on the drum" #thursday #parisinflames #paris #flames #glasses #drums #drummer #solo #vicfirth #mapex #mapexdrums #remo #remodrumheads (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbffvc7A9Lj3zoFfIvY0ur3qmDWDgLjfn5kEWU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "we are not born with hate, it's learned and observed" or "this loneliness won't be the death of me" #beingasanocean #born #hate #learn #observe #loneliness #death #me #darkness #pain #free #sleep #lost #godimsosickofthisplace this season brings darkness so profound I've become lost and can't seem to be found contorted, racked with pain I know I should feel free, yet I continue to sing this sad refrain I can't sleep and food has lost it's taste God, I'm so sick of this place https://www.instagram.com/p/CbdaK_ngGXMeUlcnrdX01BNNCwTBtdcOTNw5r00/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "I'm sorry already!" or "paralyzed" #calvinandhobbes #billwatterson #calvin #hobbes ##comics #cartoon #imminence #paralyzed #alone #dead #thread #darkness #fear #paradise #feeling #skin #void #me I’m alone in my head with something wishing me dead it’s like I’m hanging by a thread when the darkness is near it’s like I’m drowning in fear everything is up in the air tell me something about paradise ’cause I can't help feeling paralyzed that feeling is creeping in deeper and deeper into my skin this void inside is haunting me (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbcIvDnglerY_DfzcXSXZGJjx0TP4evuEbdKMI0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "makes my heart beat again" or "saturated soul" #filmstrip #photomanupulation #saturatedsoul #imminence #soul #weight #feel #real #integrate #heart #pain #blood #cure #silence #question #brain something's weighing on my shoulders the weight is all I feel like everything's about me I don't know what is real won't you integrate my saturated soul makes my heart beat again heart beat again I can't separate the pain from the blood inside my veins I can't find the cure to silence all the questions in my brain (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbXSfZvAb0_FOdgUw5vTrw8HVnGeZKmqoVN4Kw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

"Valhalla calling me" or "Veilwraith" #valhalla #veilwraith #boardgames #solo #solitaire #deckbuilding #cardgame #fantasy #horror #hallornothing #nowhere #voice #reality #thelady #whisper #friday #fridaynight then, from nowhere, a voice. indivisible from reality: melodic, languid, and utterly compelling: “he has gone too far,” the Lady whispers. after what seems like aeons, the realisation dawns. she is talking to you... (at Home) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbQZik_AvP0QYpuZtWja5dkZfL8Xd3eO3guDm80/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "back to this could be anywhere in the world" or "but now I am found" #drums #drummer #solo #tattoo #me #bird #vicfirth #alexisonfire #myself #nothing #skin #sky #juggernaut #thiscouldbeanywhereintheworld every step I take I leave a small piece of myself behind, soon there will be nothing left the cracks in the pavement match the cracks in their weathered skin the sky's a brick wall, the ground's a juggernaut each day they get a bit closer, between them, I am caught I stare in amazement I can't believe this is where I live (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbPgMJGAp8u0aNifP4iAipQcwPdhBvtx4x0Ajw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "let's redefine what it means to heal" or "accidents" #alexisonfire #watchout #accidents #redefine #mean #heal #cure #drug #humor #die #repair #machine do they even cure you? (cut me open drug me) or is it just to humor us before we die (repair all my defects) if only we could heal ourselves we wouldn't need to be hooked up to these machines let's redefine what it means to heal (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbNq343Ap85Lm_j19fbA6ysW6aQ7EBrv1hJfeo0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "will you save my life?" or "just say goodbye?" or "all f*cked up!" #graphicdesign #typography #amityaffliction #save #life #goodbye #joelbirch #allfuckedup #tomorrow #panic #depression #hurt #regret #myself #world #words #truth #imfuckedup if I wake up tomorrow just know that I tried to find a way out without saying goodbye all the panic, depression, the hurt and regret lying to myself, "I don't think of death" all the ups, all the downs, all the petty concerns my whole world's imploding, I can't find the words 'cause the truth is, I'm fucked up will you save my life? (or just say goodbye?) (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbM0iGAAj7VrQlfqmSwCrRuMzlJqP-OgJyRMZo0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

"welcome back my old friend" or "sweet dreams of otherness" #alexisonfire #sweet #dream #otherness #welcome #oldfriend #borntolive #strange #sea #spun #naked #reckless #memory #mankind #mind #maybe #losingmymind #sweetdreamsofotherness born to live again standing strange in a sea of beige I'm spun, and naked and reckless, like a dream sweet dreams of otherness in memory of mankind I am listening but I can't hear you well, maybe I'm losing my mind maybe I'm losing my mind (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbKInbjAPArqzfYRJijNYFzyh2CM7U1JzHEKFI0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "lips between the flowers" or "eternally apart" #lips #flowers #eternal #eternallyapart #phinehas #endless #sea #sky #converge #night #stars #exist #together #distance #infinity #woman #graphicdesign #relationshipgoals endless bodies like the seas and the skies are sooner to converge than you and I collide miles of night lay between twin stars are we only truly seen from afar, oh! we exist together while eternally apart how vast the distance between who we are eternally apart kindred of infinity we are, we are eternally apart! (at Roots Tattoos) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbIPi0dAeyu7iyRRyg_87BvcZskOKlioVNLGHk0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "for those who wish to exist" or "black lungs" black lungs calling on humanity to examine the role we are playing in the destruction of our planet and fellow creatures. the title is a term associated with lung disease caused by the inhalation of metallic or mineral particles. the lyrics deal with the inevitable end of our world due to environmental pollution and climate change #architects #blacklungs #humanity #destruction #planet #creature #disease #lyrics #pollution #fools #gold #covenant #waiting #life #climatechange #endofourworld #forthosewhowishtoexist when will we wrestle the world from the fools and their gold, and their fucking covenant? we'll be waiting will enough be enough when we're holding on for dear life (at Istanbul, Turkey) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbHTxG8gEyto_IbbIlgpjC9D5NGQCeJeSkdJ2c0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "welcome to the working week" or "the end of heartache" #begining #newday #end #heartache #killswitchengage #seek #comfort #callme #solace #waiting #broken #heart #completion #breath #strength #picture #memory #welcometotheworkingweek (seek me) for comfort, (call me) for solace (I'll be waiting) for the end of my broken heart (seek me) completion, (call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) for the end of my broken heart am I breathing? my strength fails me your picture, a bitter memory (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbEyP7ygh9EYWAampPyIa-wuzpP1iS6Xw_PFu80/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

"unconquered" or "bring on the pain" #unconquered #missmayi #us #world #lastmanstanding #pain #alone #eyes #badtoworse #curse #survive #maybe #monster #lately #ghosts #nowhere if it's us vs the world then I will remain the last man standing so bring on the pain I walk alone through a crowd of eyes I see a vision of red, terrified it goes from bad to worse if every blessing is a curse then how will I survive, I survive the walls are closing in what's on the other side yea it's been so long since I've felt alive yea maybe I'm the only one who can save me from the monster I've become lately all these ghosts still chase me and there's nowhere left to run (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca9B_KLgU_uD3st8cw4WbVZkLbkh8nyI6TgEbo0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

"3x3 cousin beauty" or "corn dog / hot dog" #tbt #2014 #cousin #kuzen #corndog #hotdog #beauty #family #aile #yeğen #enişte #sister #kardeş #dayı #sosisli #life @corapgiyensinek ile o gün tanıştırmıştın bizi, sahil sohbetinden sonra hapur hupur sosisli yanında kızartmaları gömmüştük. iyi ki tanışmışsınız, mis gibi bir adam dahil oldu ailemize, bir de minik adam versiyonu var ki daha onunla neler neler yapacağız! (uslu uslu, Lego falan :) çok seviyorum ikinizi de, dünyaya getirdiğiniz orjinal parçayı da. en çok @alp_eralp_ olmak kaydıyla tüm aileye öpücük! (at Caddebostan Sahil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca7rTMxAkjm3-Ug77ZFNTwCxH4MQgIaI-qJvaw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

. "pretend to be falling on love with me?" or "levitate" #levitate #sleeptoken #sleep #graphicdesign #symbol #sign #photography #photomanipulation #imitate #story #ballad #fabricate #forget #words #need #forget #agony #fallinginlove and we imitate a story of perfect days a ballad we fabricate as you forget your words again and is that all you need to merely pretend to be falling in love with me? forgetting the agony again https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca7Z2aLAIMJhBVQ03sUDPf9MaRlfYiHHKdahlU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[andthewinner]

"some things have meanings" or "woman" #woman #things #meaning #drawing #artwork #frame #love #sea #shore #fool #guilty #crime #adore #youaretheone woman, my love is never-ending like a sea without a shore woman, I'm a fool guilty of old crimes but you are the one I adore (at Kadıköy) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca47ZdRAFPmMQNmPh0Qpjfe2kZuRgT7dMLXf3w0/?utm_medium=tumblr