❛ did , bpd , ocd , audhd ⠀ ⫶ ⠀ fictive heavy , polyfragmented *
⁺ taken ˳ 08.19.24 ⏖
— ⠀ therian ,, puppyboy ﹟ fictionkin ,, furry
◡◡ im really just a guy who is doing stuff but people hate to see me winning. ⏔
◠◠⠀⠀DNI Criteria⠀⠀₎₎
— (pro/neu) endos/nontraumagenic , MAPs , zoophiles , “all furries are zoos” , anti therian , anti fictionkin , anti yumeship , fakeclaimers , cluster-b demonizers , 21+ , anti tone tag / refuse to use any tone indicators , anti-recovery irls/DAs , pro contact paras , shtwt , edtwt , poppytwt , media illiterate , unable to be critical of interests , unable to handle people enjoying “problematic” media when critical of it (vivzieverse, danganronpa, dsmp, etc) , alfred’s playhouse fans , the coffin of andy and leyley fans , bl readers who are blind to r*pe tropes in the comics , people who like killing/stalking as a romance , jinx (manhwa) fans , extreme glitter force fans (personal, media is non controversial) , ai dudebros 𓂂
If you fit into my dni criteria, please feel free to block me! If seen interacting with my posts, I’ll block on my own.
◠◠⠀⠀Before You Int.⠀⠀₎₎
not terribly active , often needs tone indicators of some kind (fine if not tone tags specifically) , fan of medias considered controversial or problematic (critical of all of them) , might post about system stuff , incredibly protective of our friends , strong standing morals , overly verbose , tends to avoid vcs , chronically can’t shut up about our partner , struggles with filter and oversharing , talks about nsfw topics often if reciprocant is comfortable , boundaries often differ heavily between alters , alters tend to have distinct typing styles , mega woke xenopronouns user 𓂂
final note is that I really love all of my friends and my amazing partner and they all literally mean the world to me
This post is so funny literally proving OOP’s point. Most of “transfeminist” Tumblr can’t handle how queer people described themselves in the 90’s either. Ntm that at least 50% of these are clearly transfems describing themselves, which it’s pretty fucking transmisogynistic to police the language they’re using. The only possible issue is the use of the h-word if said person wasn’t intersex but it’s the 90’s. All these people sound cool as fuck and would probably call OP a cop
Hanahaki disease is a psychosomatic illness. It's a thing that your body does in response to stress over constantly repressing/concealing your feelings in settings with high background magic. It's like you've been ignoring pain for a long time and suddenly your vision starts going dark, because your affected body is just YANKING on random alerts trying to get you to PAY ATTENTION there is a PROBLEM. Yes the flowers do really exist. So do non-magical psychosomatic symptoms. The flowers aren't special.
This does of course open up the trope to options for non-romantic concealed feelings. Which I think is great. There is something viscerally satisfying about the person who seems so outwardly chipper coughing and hacking and spitting up Depression Flowers so now everyone has to know they're hurting. Isn't there?
Hanahaki but it’s your body desperately needing you to love and care for it while your mind is trapped in the body that doesn’t fit, that’s wrong as it destroys you from the inside out the longer you aren’t able to get help to make your body feel like you
Original Dottore: The original one who has seen and experienced it all. All the segments must answer to him. His ultimate goal, besides having humanity surpass the gods, is curing his beloved.
Segment 01 - Alpha: Dottore's grumpy segment from his days in the Akademiya. The Outcast does not need friends or socialization, preferring to spend his time alone, but that feeling quickly dies down once he meets the person who changed the course of his life again. The reason why the original chose to create this segment first was because he missed the days he once spent as a student with his sweetheart, but he'd never admit that to himself.
Segment 02 - Beta: Dottore's young and eccentric segment from his early days as a Harbinger. He can be easily irritated and impatient when it comes to working with others, but he has gained much personality due to a superb working space as well as meeting many other like-minded people, a stark difference considering he was merely an exiled student not too long ago. However, in Beta's free time, he solemnly works on yet another new gadget for his dearest to play with, adding it to one of the numerous boxes. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was because his expertise in machinery was too important to let go of.
Segment 04 - Delta: Dottore's serious and stern segment who frightens many agents solely due to his demeanor. Despite his somberness, this segment does not snap or raise his voice at others. His lack of attachment and emotion is a result of his growing loss, and simply a prelude to what's to come as things only continue to spiral. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was because of the many perfect traits an experimenter should have, despite the ways it was obtained.
Segment 06 - Zeta: Dottore's regretful segment that loathes his failure. He despises his shortcomings for being unable to prevent his dearest from centuries of suffering. Picked straight from the time when the original's loss hit him the hardest, it feels almost cruel to make this segment continuously live with such vivid, horrid memories. However, unlike all those years ago, Zeta now has a sweet voice to fill the void of unbearable silence. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was to have someone solely dedicated to working on medicines and cures, and perhaps... an uncomfortable reminder of what could be his reality if he can't save his lover.
Segment 10 - Zandy: Dottore's child segment from when he was just a boy. He is as innocent, carefree, and curious about the world just as any child would be, perhaps a bit too curious for others' liking. Although he boasts a cheerful attitude, he struggles to keep it up for certain reasons. However, Zandy continues to smile as he hasn't lost hope... yet - but the inevitable will happen one day. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was an interest in a child's perspective, but the only way he can understand it is with his darling's help.
Segment 18 - Sigma: Dottore's unusually kind segment that still retains certain unsavory qualities. He seems to be all smiles, and his softer voice tends to throw unprepared agents for a loop, but that calm smile can be turned into one of doom. Pinning down the time period Sigma is from is difficult, considering the existence of a segment like this just seems... wrong, but a good guess would be once he made his biggest step in surpassing the Gods, the pleasure and confidence from such blasphemy coursing through him. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was the understanding that a gentler demeanor was useful in dealing with certain personalities instead of his other selves.
Segment 21 - Phi: Dottore's female segment and an early prototype of Omega. Her existence is confusing but then again the idea of "segments" already breaks the rules of the world, so it's best not to question it. She is teasing and similarly selfish, though she hasn't quite reached the state the latest segment has, and she has three gleaming red gems instead. Therefore, Phi must be from a time when the original was reaching his limit with what the world has handed a special someone. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was to push the limits of what he could do once again and satisfy his curiosity.
Segment 24 - Omega: Dottore's selfish segment that has the highest authority after the original himself, consequently outcasting himself from his other selves. Being the most selfish of them all, it can be assumed that Omega was plucked from a time when the original grew the most fed up with this world. His aura of arrogance and absolute confidence make it nigh impossible for anyone to read him, but finally being able to meet a certain someone has given him a chance to encounter a previously unachievable possibility. The reason why the original chose to create this segment was simply the desire for another perspective, as well as needing another useful pair of hands.
This is the kind of take that can only come out of someone if they completely and utterly despise transmasculine people, full stop. Femboy is an identity held by cis men and trans men alike and has been for ages, even if it is sometimes used to misgender and degrade trans women. The idea that trans men can’t use it for themselves is about as stupid as the idea that trans women can’t call themselves butch because it’s sometimes used to misgender and degrade trans men. Neither are a “violent slur” and just mean feminine man/masculine woman. Cuntboy, on the other hand, literally contains a word considered offensive and derogatory in many parts of the world and combines it with “boy” to objectify and fetishize men with vaginas, aka overwhelmingly trans men. It shouldn’t be difficult to understand why that would make a lot of trans men and mascs uncomfortable and not want to identify with it. This kind of ahistorical patronizing policing of identities is purely a projection of hatred and disdain wrapped in a veneer of progressive identity politics to maintain plausible deniability. Anyway transmasc femboys I love you, keep being you and people like this can get some fucking perspective
the amazing feeling of not drinking water all week and then having a giant chug of water like a goddamn fish being put back in my natural habitat where i can finally breath
HI THERE HIIII!!!! lmk if you'd ever wanna chat again in a way that isnt tumblr asks LMAO. will happily also just chill as tumblr moots you are kewl 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️