Elio

🎀creative writing major 🦢 ftm he/him🎀

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"Elio's Universe"

PORTFOLIO Hi!! My name is Elio <3

Here I will be discussing different medias as well as posting my original works.

I am interested in film, literature, and music. Please send recommendations/requests! I love emotional pieces as well as anything strange or unusual. My favorite tropes are "weird girls" and "final girls"!!

Here is a list so you can get a hint of my taste ♥️♥️ I'm excited to expand this list!

Movies and Television

Daisies (1966)

Suspiria (1977)

Labyrinth (1986)

Santa Sangre (1989)

Amélie (2001)

May (2002)

Black Swan (2010)

I Believe in Unicorns (2014)

Crimson Peak (2015)

The Love Witch (2016)

The Wolf House (2018)

Cannibal Mukbang (2023)

Lisa Frankenstein (2024)

Nosferatu (2024)

The Ugly Stepsister (2025)

Books

Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde (1886)

The Picture of Dorian Gray (1890)

Maurice (1914/1971)

The Secret History (1992)

Piranesi (2020)

Don't Let the Forest in (2024)

Martyr! (2024)

Albums

The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust... (1972)

Never for Ever (1980)

When the Pawn... (1999)

Bury Me at Makeout Creek (2014)

Baby I'm The Wolf (2024)

Please Send Recommendations! ♥️♥️♥️

More about me...

I'm a creative writing major!!

I am going on an exchange year to Finland🇫🇮 in 2026.

I am from America 🇺🇸.

I write poems and short stories!

I like horror and dark media.

I love collecting things like porcelain dolls and records.

I'm 17!!!

I am transgender FTM🏳️‍⚧️ but like drag and connecting with my feminine side🎀.

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Original poetry and stories

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A year ago I almost lost my life.

Now I breathe fresh air,

Full of love and the ability to share life.

I've learned so much in such little time.

I've learned to move in ways I didn't before.

I've learned to focus on people in new ways.

I hold my heart safely in my hands.

I breathe cold and light.

And for once, I live.

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Lyrics Ranked

White Feather Hawk Tail Deer Hunter

A list of my favorite lyrics from Lana's new song! Fully based on opinion, feel free to share yours!

1st Place

Before I met him, wore a bow over three summers

Now it's a ribbon 'round my neck, and it's cherry-colored

2nd Place

Did you know exactly how magical you are?

3rd Place

When I met him, like an arrow

Like a bird in the heart, like a sparrow

Honorable Mention

He's my white feather hawk tail deer hunter

Likes to keep me cool in the hot breeze summer

This is one of my favorite songs at the moment! I'm so happy Lana is releasing new music. I'll have this stuck in my head all month now...

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2025 Recap

Happy New Year! This post is dedicated to myself, the progress I've made, and the new beginnings welcoming me in 2026.

#1 Album of 2025

A Matter of Time, Laufey

Honorable Mentions

Fancy That, PINKPANTHERESS

From the Pyre, The Last Dinner Party

Melt, Not For Radio

#1 Book of 2025

The Lamb by Lucy Rose

Honorable Mentions

Bat Eater and Other Names for Cora Zeng by Kylie Lee Baker

Fable for the End of the World by Ava Reid

Stag Dance by Torrey Peters

Sunrise on the Reaping by Suzanne Collins

#1 Film of 2025

The Ugly Stepsister

Honorable Mentions

Companion

Sinners

Bring Her Back

The Phoenician Scheme

Frankenstein

I have a lot planned for 2026! In May I will be graduating with my AA and from August to June I will be on my exchange year to Finland! I can't wait for such an exciting year.

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a peaceful moment before the storm.

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The Very Thought of You

The thought of you whispers cold wind into my heart.

A sparkle lives in my head, soft and fragile.

I scratch at the clock, imagining your heart pressing against mine.

Every unbearable second digs deeper into me.

I lay in my bed and wait to feel a dip that never comes.

The clock strikes 12. A new year.

The whispers get harsher, my ears bloody and raw.

I scratch at the windows, the walls, the floors, but I don't touch the door.

Please don't post anywhere without permission and credits! ♥️

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Godly

You prayed to me as I prayed to him.

Hearts full and heavy.

I was once called an angel.

Until all the angels fled and I was all that was left.

Now I feast on the rot left behind and pray for a new body.

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The Jester

I stand on the stage,

Red lights blazing.

The devil watches,

Pulling each string.

You, in the audience, laugh,

As the fool does his dance.

And for the grand finale,

He mocks the white swan's misery

"Don't make me entertain you"

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Saccharine

My teeth rot away.

His sweetness kills me.

As if his beauty isn't enough...

I remove each tooth,

one

by

one.

I destroy myself,

I feel free as I remove his damage.

But when I look in the mirror,

Each rotten tooth is back in its spot.

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Photoshoot done on July 29th

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Dollself

you made me your doll;

I was broken and you ignored it until it inconvenienced you;

I would have done anything to make you happy;

I would have changed everything about myself:

My eyes, my hair, my smile, my freckles;

I wanted to be your doll to perfect for you

but you didn't give me the chance.

When you abandoned me, I lost my doll form.

I breath air, I bleed, I feel anger.

I suppose we could have blamed my dollself for my suffering.

but I'll blame you

because to me: my doll form was more beautiful than I'll ever be,

even if corrupted.

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Both images were found on Pinterest (left: https://pin.it/1HGFKvFcb and right: https://pin.it/6fX9sGoLU). Edited by me with my own writing.

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To be "ill"

"You told me I was ill"

Scratches that were never from my nails

Food tossed away

Explosions of words burning your face

Your beautiful face.

My body that was never mine

My thoughts, planted from others

My feelings: corrupted

Ruined.

Never ruined, you'd say

Yet I'm broken

And I'm going to die

I'm completely alone

I'm going to die.

You reach out

I need to die.

Words words words

Die die die

And then

I wake up again.

I wrote this at my worst and am now doing much better! If you're ever struggling like this, please reach out. You're never alone.

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"Wait for me".

I can tell you're waiting for the clock to go off.

You'll feel it.

A shake in the floor.

Thumping from your heart.

A string tied in your head.

So I set the clock.

No one knows when it will happen but we all know it will.

So we wait.

You finally wait for me.

And when the bomb goes off I'll be the one to feel it.

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Summer Slows Without You

Tw: dark themes, mental health

If you were to look closely you would see

chocolate stains on blankets

blood in the bathroom

ribbons on the floor

wrappers on the table

windows that no longer open

a shower that doesn't start

And if you looked closer

messages left on read

pills hidden under the bed

and a cold body, dead

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Doll Skin

"You showed me the worst parts of myself"

I break dolls with my hammer.

I glue their porcelain skin over my own.

I look like a perfect beautiful doll from afar. An angel.

But if you look closely, you'll see the cracks.

And if you were to remove a shard, you'd see the bruised and rotten flesh underneath.

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Watch Me!

TW: gore, spiraling, dark thoughts

You are the only thought left in my head; my mind is corrupted by your beauty and the pain you cause me; I rot as time goes by and you seem fine and I think of ways to die; I dreamed of you three of the four nights I’ve slept since you left; I am green and purple and red and falling apart; my mind is scrambled; my heart is frozen, stiff and unmoving; the lack of a heartbeat leaves silence ringing in my ears; my blood spills out of my stomach; words come out easily but they’re ugly and immoral; I feel more alone now than ever in my life; I can only hope you are watching as I unravel.

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