heyyy my sweet beautiful angels. how are you doing? i recently came back from a whole year shift from my hogwarts dr (I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, but this is for another post).
Iโve seen people asking why would someone after successfully shifting come back, why not permashift, etc. and to be honest before i shifted i wondered the same. Short answer: once you shift successfully so many times and live so many different experiences , you will start appreciating your cr.
And I know that most of us shifters practice shifting to escape from this reality, which was what i did too, but i promise once you shift you will start seeing everything so differently, life will take a whole freaking 360 turn.
Sooo, in todayโs post i wanna talk about shifitng as an experience in general, and how my life changed completely after my first successful shift, and it may resonate with some of you angels !
(By the way pardon if thereโs any orthographic mistakes , incoherence and the lack of decoration. Iโm in Arabic class en which I used to despise but i missed but now Iโm bored so yea ๐ญ)
Firstly , realize that that dr is just as real as this one. yeah, starting off basic, but this is literally something a lot forget. When you go to your dr, there are real people, with their own emotions, thoughts and lives (putting a bit aside the non dualist view, which states that everyone is just you. read this for more). This means that you cannot treat them like fiction, toys or objects guys. They are not secondary characters in your story, even if you are the main focus of that dr or whatever. they are still individuals with separate lives.
but what I want to focus on here, is that your dr WILL feel real. you will see every detail of your nails perfectly, yes, you will have to go to the restroom, yes, you will have to take exams (unless you script all of that out but you get what im saying). what i do not agree with tho, and i've seen a lot of hot takes in this, is that you are inevitably going to feel pain, embarrasment, have bad days, etc.. while i prefer my drs that way, it is absoloutely possible to script a whole perfect life. i dont think i will ever do so tho. dont get me wrong, having a perfect life seems like a dream and what everyone wants, but i am a firm beliver that those little embarrassing moments or boring days are what makes a dr special.
secondly, the way you see life will take a 360ยบ turn. when i first ever shifted and came back, i felt an inmense void within myself. but do you know what also happened? when i went to school next day, i could not give a shit less about what was attormenting me the most those moments in my life and so. all the problems, fears, insecurities, no matter how big or small, went away. and i mean it with all my heart, i've never felt more confident in my life: i just had a whole ass different experience the day before, i did fly, dragons were real and my hair was of different colours, and you think i cared about a stare someone gave me that day or the way my mom (back then) treated me? absolutely not.
so yeah, you will see the world completely different. not only that, but 90% of the opinions, views or even belifs you had about the world and life in general will inevitably shake. you might stop beliving in a god you did before, because you thought your only escape was asking him/it to take your pain away, or you will start beliving in unicorns even though your whole life has been about scientific proven laws.
you just came back from a different universe. i want you to let that sink in. its actually something so... shocking? strong? jaw-dropping? mind-blowing? i dont even know how to describe it, but you guys get me. everything will feel numb, surreal, empty even, and you may feel such a strong homesickness for your dr like i did that is actually insane.
(when i first ever got back i cried for 2 hours straight, yeah โค๏ธโ๐ฉนโค๏ธโ๐ฉน).
thirdly, you may lose the spark. and i dont mean getting bored and not caring about your drs anymore, but i mean that it will be something like... meh. like a routine. For example me, after Iโve done all my homework or wtv , i think like โhmmm should i shift tonight ? im tired tho and i want to take potions exam in my hp dr ๐โ, when before I couldnโt sleep from the excitement. again, donโt get me wrong , i love shifting with my whole heart and its my life and I adore going to my drs and experience everything, but now im more chill about it .
Anyways this is all for now my angels. You donโt know how much i missed being here on tumblr and you omgg.
Btw !! little reminder that all those anti shifters or the ones who lied about it are just pathetic losers who couldnโt do it . I swear shifting is as real as my cr dads bald head guys ๐ญ๐ญ
So yeah, enjoy shifting, manifesting, whatever. Itโs as real as YOU allow it to be .
