i am back in my writing bag and i have updated my game of thrones rewrite recently and you can find it here
i am inspired by this fan video i saw a whiiile ago but only for the way the story starts, a lot of it is of my own concoction. i donât have any visuals made for this, only will and new motivation
if you do read it and give it a try, feel free to let me know what you think
The Love Hypothseis (College Au); Fake relationship; Mutual Pining; One Bed !!
âWon't it be a problem that you're a professor and I'm a PhD student?â
Jon Snow will find himself forced to fake a relationship with the myth, the legend, the most beautiful and intelligent woman in the department: Sansa Stark, âThe Duchessâ. Feared by everyone, admired by him. Because he knows that, deep down, she isn't who they say she is.
Read here in AO3
I wasn't sure about posting this :s so I hope you guys like it !!!!
the biggest giant ⥠Ýâ fluff & sukuna x reader
sukuna was tall. you often got neck cramps because he always wanted you looking in his eyes as he talked, but you happened to break your neck every time.
it wasn't just that either. every hug you gave him had your head pressed right up to his chest. you couldn't even reach his shoulder. he would pick you up just so you could rest your head on his shoulder.
sukuna had complaints too. he would quite literally break his back every time he kissed you. he swore he was starting to look like a shrimp as time went on. you were just too tiny.
even though he broke his back at every kiss, he loved how short you were. he loved picking you up and setting you on the counter. he still had to lean down to kiss you but it wasn't as much.
he loved how easy it was to grab and pick you up. if he wanted you on his lap, all he had to do was pull you by your waist. if you were in his way, he would just pick you up and set you aside.
you hated when he did that, but he found it hilarious.
the height difference never bothered sukuna, it was just an added bonus to loving you.
he would never ever wish you grew taller. you were perfect just the way you were.
well that, and he also loved seeing the top of your head.
anon in my inbox said fanfic writers who wrote about dark and taboo topics were not âreal writersâ because of what they wrote about.
reblog if you believe anon is wrong and writers are writers, no matter what they write about. no matter how they portray these taboo topics.
reblog if you believe art can be about topics that are controversial, taboo or outright disturbing, and artists who create controversial, taboo or outright disturbing art are as valid as artists who create art of conservative values.
some people will be like âI wonder why fanfic writers donât share their works anymoređâ and then this is them when a writer is kind enough to share something they write â as a hobby, for their own enjoyment â with them for free.
some people really donât realize how privileged they are that they get fanfics for free. imagine having access to something for free because someone is kind enough to share it with you⌠and then being rude, entitled and an ungrateful pos to that person who was kind enough to share their creation with you for free
âalmost 1 year is a lil too much for meâ fuck off. fanfic writers donât owe you anything. one of my favorite fics was updated after 13 years, and what I did is that I thanked the author for choosing to continue the work, I didnât act like a spoiled toddler by asking why they didnât update sooner. and even if a writer chooses to abandon their fic permanently with no explanation, that is their choice, their hobby, their decision. they donât owe your entitled ass anything.
you people let tiktok rot your brains to the point you see everything as content farm and engagement. not a piece of art created by the artistâs love and passion. itâs dystopian.
sometimes Iâm reminded that there are still people who donât know ao3 was literally created by incest shippers â and the siteâs sole purpose is to 1. be completely against censorship and 2. host all kinds of dark, taboo fics that are banned on other platforms â and the first ever fic that was posted on ao3 was a fic about an incest ship from supernatural.
you are in the house that was created by freaks. for freaks (affectionate). every disgusting thing you can think of is rightfully allowed and welcomed on ao3, because they are exactly the reasons why ao3 was created in the first place.
ao3 was created because its creators got tired of censorship, they got tired of dark and taboo fics getting banned on pro-censorship platforms, and they wanted a place that was safe for ALL FICS THAT WERE DARK AND TABOO.
ao3âs main principle is being against censorship and being proship / profic.
there are some things in fiction that make me uncomfortable, but instead of shaming people who are just minding their own business and not harming anyone in real life, I choose to curate my own internet experience by blocking/muting what I donât want to see. ao3 has excellent tagging system, so instead of being a bitch, use their tagging system properly and you wonât see the things you donât want to see.
itâs your job to curate what you see. itâs not other peopleâs jobs or responsibilities to censor themselves for your personal comfort. the world does not revolve around you.
also you cannot censor âonly the things you personally hateâ without expecting everything else, that isnât of conservative beliefs, to be censored too. because censorship is a slippery slope and a fascist tool. I promise you there are people who think âwhy do tags for queer love even exist on ao3? theyâre grooming childrenâ.
if you allow the things that you hate to be censored â because someone with enough power gets to control what other people can and cannot create/consume, it will not stop at the things that you hate.
I hope july is good and kind to you <3 I hope you get to sit in the sun and feel happy and at peace and I hope that nothing worries you for too long this month đźđ§Ą
this and also the only difference between fanfic writers and writers who sell their own original works as careers is that fanfics arenât monetized. thatâs all.
being a âprofessionalâ writer doesnât mean your works are inherently better than fanfics. Iâve read so many fics that are more professionally written than some published books.
whether or not a piece of writing is monetized has nothing to do with its quality.
ă âłâ§ď˝Ľďž CW: Fluff, slice of life, mutual pining, friends to lovers, comfort, etc. Bang Chan referred to as Chan, Channie, Chris, and every sweet name you can imagine.
ă âłâ§ď˝Ľďž A/N: WELCOME BACK SCENARIOS!!!! This time, they are in chronological order. This a special edition!!! A timeline of how a relationship with Chan would sort of be. Late post, sososos sorry! Hope u enjoyyy.
(pictures are not mine. Credits to their respective owners!)
PRE-RELATIONSHIP
07:06 p.m. ; Chan's bedroom đ
Chan wanted to get married young, have kids. He was way too much of a family man. That much was obvious. But, of course, things turned out different since he chose to follow his dreams instead. Being an idol was hard; relationships even harder. And when he found a girl he wanted to marry, she had broken up with him.
âUgh,â he huffs. âWhen am I going to get married?â
He was complaining, very bitterly, after seeing the wedding pictures of some old classmate on social media. It made him feel a little hopeless. He'd like to think he was a good man. Respectful, kind; a gentleman...
He was thirty now, he wasn't as young as he'd imagined he'd be when married. Marriage felt approachable when he had a girlfriend, but now, he had to start all over again.
Tonight though, he was supposed to be working on a new song, yet he had taken a break. And doom-scrolling with hisânot so jollyâmood these days didn't pair up well.
You were here just to spend some time together, even if that came at the expense of sitting around while he sat in headphones in front of his computer. A weird way of quality time with your best friend, but quality time nonetheless.
âI volunteer,â you joke half-heartedly, you too scrolling on your phone.
Chan and you had been friends for quite a while now, and youâd seen how much of a loving partner he could be. You saw the way he treated his past girlfriends, the way he was around the kids. You knew him, and he was a good man despite his small flaws. You fell somewhere along the way, especially when he started working on his self-esteem issues.
He doesn't reply at first, maybe sour about the situation, maybe thinking you were making fun of him somehow. His voice is still gentle when he responds, "don't... joke with that." he muses; chair swiveling just enough for him to face you.
"Not joking," you offer him your left hand, wiggling your empty ring finger. "You've taken way too long. Can't believe you're so oblivious."
It wasn't exactly a secret that you liked him. But you had never officially confessed either. And Chan, outside of music, was a little dorky and shy. He took your obvious flirting as just your friendly way of being. Friends joked like that, he thought.
Chan stares at you for a second. "...ObliâWait, are you being serious?"
"I mean," you shrug. "I wouldn't marry you right away. I wanna be your girlfriend for a while."
His gaze fleets, finding a spot somewhere on the floor. The tips of his ears have gotten a little red. "Y/N... what are you even talking about?"
"Just saying out loud what we've always known." You say softer now. "No pressure, though."
DATING : FOUR MONTHS
10:52 p.m. ; Chan's bedroom đ
Chan is in bed playing on his phone, waiting for to finish your night routine. You now came over to spend his few days off with him. Try and find some quality time in between both of your hectic schedules. So, most of the times, you'd see each other just to have dinner, and sleep together.
You climb onto your side of his bed, and he doesnât tear his gaze from the game. âChannie?â
He continues to focus on the game on his phone. He replies to your question with a simple hum, signaling that he's listening even though he doesn't look up from the screen.
âI have a crush on youâŚâ You say with a big smile. Chan freezes for a second, registering the words you have said and letting his phone drop. He turns to you with a grin, amused and endeared. He was your boyfriend now.
"You have a crush on me?" he asks, feigning cluelessness.
âA biiig, fat crush.â You nod. Itâs implied you doâor did, considering you two have been dating for a few months now.
He laughs wholeheartedly as he realizes what youâre doing. He scoots a little closer to you, clearly enjoying this little joke. âOh really? A big, fat crush, hm?â he teases. âAnd how long have you had this crush on me?â
Your smile grows wider when he plays along. âOh, for such a long time.â You reply with feigned nonchalance. âBut I couldn't keep it to myself anymore.â
He pretends to be deep in thought for a moment, before looking at you with a slow nod. âHmm, I see. And you waited this long to tell me? You must really have it bad for me.â
His unexpected response wipes the smile off your face, only to create another one. âIdiotâŚâ You mumble, rolling your eyes.
He laughs at your response. âHey! I thought you had a crush on me. Donât be mean to your crush.â He playfully pokes your side, still grinning. He knew was lucky you even looked in his direction.
âDo you have a crush on meee?â You whine with impatience. You wanted to hear it back.
Chanâs smile softens at your question, and he looks at you with utter affection. Heart eyes, you like to call them. âOf course I do. I mean, how could I not?â He reaches out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. âI have a big, fat crush on you too, baby.â
DATING : EIGHT MONTHS
03:17 a.m. ; Y/N's apartment đ
It was no secret Chan snored. His members even teased him for it. While the snoring wasn't ideal, you had learned to ignore it as your years together went on. Your dad used to snore too, so in a way, you had grown a little inmune to it.
But sometimes it got bad. Like bad enough to be scary.
Chanâs breathing would just collapse, and heâd wake up in shock, with a big gasp and body stiff. His lung and heart area ached right after too. It burned from the lack of air and created a chest pain he had, unfortunately, become familiar with.
It happened tonight again, no different than any other time. Though it had been a while since it last happened.
It usually awakens you too. âChris? Baby?â You rub his back gently. Your sleep seems to have vanished from the scare.
Chan was sitting upright, trying to calm his racing heart and the pain he felt. He was still breathing heavily, the pain in his chest slowly dulling. He didn't turn to look at you. "Hey... sorry. Iâm okay." he said.
Your eyes are trained on him with so much concern. âyou sure?â Your hand rubs up and down his back, inching a little closer to him.
Chan nods, "Yeah, I'm fine. Just had another one of those... episodes."
âCâmere,â you ask softly. âLie on your side.â
Chan hated it. His shoulders were too broad, and it ached being in this position for long, but these things never happened when he laid like this, so he entertains your idea.
âStay like this, okay?â
"Okay." he said softly, watching you as you got up.
You make a quick trip to the kitchen for a glass of water and painkillers, just in case. You really only take a minute or so, and heâs endeared by your efforts to care for him. Chan really needed someone to take care of him sometimes, and he was lucky to have you do it so selflessly.
âI got some painkillers too,â you take a seat by his side bed, watching him barely sit up to drink the water. âNot sure if you want them.â
Chan downs the water greedily, his throat dry from the snoring. He let out a small sigh of relief as he set the glass back down. However, when you mentioned the painkillers, his expression soured a bit. âI donât like taking them. They make me feel all groggy.â he said, running a hand through his hair.
âThatâs okay,â you reply gently. âYou donât have to take them." Chan nods. He appreciated that you understood his preference.
He laid back down, wincing slightly as his shoulders ached from the odd position. He reached out for your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. You smile, eyes still glimmering with a little concern. âI'm sorry, I know you donât like sleeping this way.â
Chan smiles a little tired. He did hate sleeping on his side, but he knew it was a necessary measure if he wanted to avoid it. "Yeah...â he said, shifting slightly to try and find a comfortable position. âBut I guess itâs better than waking up gasping for air.â
âYou need to stop giving me these scares.â you say quietly, nagging in a way, but always loving. âMaybe look into that surgery weâve talked about.â
Chanâs expression sours a bit at the mention of the surgery. He knows itâs been a topic of discussion between the two of you for a while now, but heâs always been hesitant about the idea.
âI donât knowâŚâ he said, still holding your hand. âItâs a pretty big surgery, and recovery time seems intense.â
You nod. âI know. But everything else can wait when it comes to your health.â
Everything meant his job, and he knew it. But he was too hard-headed.
Chan sighed heavily, knowing you had a point. His health should be his top priority, and yet he couldnât help but worry about the impact it would have on his career.
âI know, butâŚâ he said, his expression conflicted. âI'm so busy right nowâŚitâs all so packed. I canât justâŚdisappear for a while.â
âI know, my love.â You gently pet his head, thumb running over his temple. âJust promise me youâll listen to your body.â
Chan closed his eyes at your touch, feeling some of the tension in his shoulders ease. He knew you were right, that he needed to listen to his body and take care of himself.
DATING : ONE YEAR, SIX MONTHS
02:38 p.m. ; hotel room đ
With time, naturally, your relationship had grown more serious. Sometimes you still wondered how you went from friends to this. Because this time you two were meeting in Milan for a few days. An impromptu vacation since Chris would be attending a Fendi show.
You had flown in separately, met him at the hotel, since your relationship was still secret. And you two had been talking about tonight. How he would attend the show, maybe a party afterwards. Whatever he needed to do as part of his job of being one of Fendi's ambassadors.
But even then, he still worried about you. Tried to care for you, leave things for when he wouldn't be around; a protector after all.
So he sat at the edge of the bed, holding you, standing in between his legs. âPromise me youâll eat, okay?â He urges, bringing your hand up to brush a kiss on your knuckles. âEat well,â he clarifies. For you had a sneaky way of turning that sentence and manage to skip your meals.
âYou worry too much,â you say trying to pull away from his hold.
Chan's grip on your hand tightens ever so slightly, holding onto you. This could be your only flaw, how much you tried to get out of eating enough. It worried him every time. âPromise me youâll eat well,â he insists, his expression serious.
âYeahâŚâ you say halfheartedly.
Chan sighs at your response, able to tell youâre not taking this seriously. âY/N,â he warns.
âNot my name!â You whine.
Chan canât help but huff out a small chuckle at your reaction. Despite the seriousness of the situation, your playful whine brings a soft smile to his lips. He only called you sweet names, so you knew it was serious when he called you by your name.
He tugs on your hand, wanting your full attention. âNot your name?â he echoes. âWell then, listen to me, baby girl.â His eyes meet yours, filled with a mixture of worry and affection. âI want you to eat well, okay? No skipping meals.â
Something about the way he asks, or the way he looks at you makes you giddy. âOkay... I will.â You relent.
Chanâs expression softens as you agree, his worry visibly easing. He knows he canât control everything, but heâs relieved youâre listening.
âThank you,â he says sincerely, his grip on your hand relaxing.
DATING : ONE YEAR, NINE MONTHS
08:21 p.m. ; shared apartment đ
"Woah, woah, what are you doing?" He practically goes pale the moment you're grabbing your blanket and a pillow.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" You bite back.
Chan and you had never argued this bad. You had small stupid fights, like every couple did every once in a while. You two got along pretty well, so even those were rare.
"You're not sleeping on the couch." He states.
"Watch me," you say, mostly to push his buttons more.
And before you know it, he's in your way, towering above you, hand gently holding your arms. "Hold on!" He pleads, whiny. "I'm trying to understand why we can't communicate right now."
"Because you're not listening to me! Why do I always have to yell at you?" You exasperate. "It's like you want me to."
"I-I don't... honey," he stammers.
"No. Just let me be." You plead.
"No, no, no, hold on. Wait, baby." He pleads. "I'm... Just sit down and let's talk this through."
NEWLY ENGAGED : TWO YEARS TWO MONTHS
12:25 a.m. ; shared apartment đ
"What are you doing, my love?" A warm voice rouses you awake. Chan had spent a late night in the studio, and was now just coming home.
You were dozing off in bed, phone propped up playing whatever video for some background noise. "hm... Chris?"
"I'm home, sweetheart." He says softly, his hands finding your left one; lips press to the ring on your finger.
It never got old. The rush he got from knowing you were engaged now, and bound to marry soon. It made him happy. Euphoric.
His nimble fingers gently find the accessory and pry it off with care. "You can't sleep with jewelry on, baby girl."
"It's my engagement ring." You coo, watching as he places it on your bedside table.
He smiles proud, leaning to press a kiss to your forehead. "Even so."
ENGAGED : TWO YEARS FIVE MONTHS
01:40 a.m. ; shared apartment đ
"Why are you still up?" You murmur with voice rough, scaring him in the quiet room.
His head whips towards the door, surprised. His hair is messy from bed, headphones halfway on. "I'm..." He hesitates when he sees the look on your face. He knows you wouldn't be too happy to find out he was working late into the night. Especially when you had been working to fix his night-owl schedule into something a little more reasonable.
"Come back to bed." You mean to ask, but it's more of a gentle order.
He doesn't get up right away, computer still frozen on the newest project he was working on. He felt like a deer in headlights, though he was just a man being reprimanded by his soon-to-be wife.
"Please," you say a little annoyed.
Chan chews on his bottom lip as he saves and exits without any sort of retort. He never argued back, and he certainly wouldn't start now.
He quietly tucks the metallic device onto his work bag and turns off the lights as he exits the room. He then follows the hallway to your shared bedroom, where you had already gotten back into bed.
He climbs beside you, staring at your back for a moment before he dares approach you. His arm weighs on your waist, and a soft kiss is pressed to your shoulder. "Are you mad?" He whispers in the dark.
You take a moment to reply. "...no."
His hand apologetically rubs up and down your arm. "I'm sorry," he says despite your answer. "I couldn't sleep, so I thoughtâ"
"You can't sleep because you constantly think of work." You say in a way that seems almost nagging.
Chan doesn't take it personally. He knows well the kind of man he is. "I know, I'm sorry, baby."
MARRIED : YEAR #1
06:22 p.m. ; living room đ
"I want a baby." Chan says with a smile.
He had just gotten home a few minutes ago. Today he had a shoot with the kids for their new SKZ's code episode. One that involved babies.
You chuckle,"You want a baby." You say incredulous.
He smiles even wider. "C'mon, it'll be so cute."
"You have baby fever."
"Y/N.." he drawls out the last syllable. "You don't wanna have a baby with me?" He pouts.
"I do! But not right now." You respond.
"Let's have a baby," he coos, arms wrapping around you. "Imagine a mini us running around."
"Can I think about it?" You offer, but it's practically like you've said yes already. Smile wide, eyes closing. Chris is already excited about the idea.
some people donât deserve fanfics, much less for free.
also even if authors didnât tag any specific warnings but they used the âcreator chose not to use archive warningsâ tag, then that is your warning.
âomg you shouldâve ââ no one forced your entitled ass to read anything. fanfic writers write for themselves and their own enjoyment. if you donât like what youâre reading, quietly leave. ao3 is not an airport. no one cares about your departure so no need to announce it.
genuine writers getting wrongly accused of using ai because of witch hunt and proper grammar/structure in their works must be what being a woman in the 1600s who is wrongly accused of being a witch because she can read and is intelligent feels like