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Also reading Thrice Married to a Salted Fish and I love it here

#set myself up tho bc not only am I waiting on #book 8 of ballad of sword and wine #but now I gotta wait for book four of this series😩#this series is soooo good tho!!#book one make me cry #thrice married to a salted fish

4xlov

#she's getting married to ME🗣️‼️

free-my-mindd

antiheroblake

either of them, depending on the episode

Hey so likeeeeee I'm biting at the walls of my enclosure bc every time I watch a show and the friend group/found family is made up of the opposite sex and the woman is allowed to exist without being a love interest and the group gives besties or siblings, she's always removed from the equation🫩

#just watched bloodhounds and I could not help but think about Yeongi from weak hero class #when it came to hyeonju's storyline #now I literally just looked her up and saw that her actress passed #and if that's why she didn't return in s1 then that's understandable #rip sista🥺#but I do see this often regardless #weak hero class #bloodhounds

melancholic-whimsy

they hate me for my flat facial expressions and inability to contribute to conversations

Nothing, just thinking about shse to honeybee by Olivia Rodrigo

#me 24/7: how can I make this about shse🤔#I was also thinking about them to begged but honeybee just fit better😩#shse

cheeesypuffart

matz hands study

#sad to say this almost made me tear up

Matz Excerpt

Hongjoong rubbed his tired eyes as he entered the dorm in the wee hours of the morning, weary sigh escaping his lips. He headed straight to his shared room, stepping quietly across the floorboards. The dorm was silent and he held his breath as he twisted the doorknob to his shared room with Seonghwa. He entered the dark room and slowly closed the door, losing his sight for a moment as he felt for the string on the lamp. He pulled it once it brushed his fingers and the room partially illuminated in a warm glow. He set his stuff down and grabbed some clothes to head for the shower. He turned and nearly jumped out of his skin, squeaking in fright, as he saw Seonghwa standing motionlessly by the door, barefaced, and holding a container of food.

Hongjoong placed a hand over his racing heart and leaned against his desk. "Don't do that!"

Seonghwa didn't flinch. He was dressed down for the night in a t-shirt and shorts. "You're late again. I saved you dinner."

Hongjoong nodded tiredly, running a hand through his hair. "Thank you but I'm not hungry."

Seonghwa's fingers twitched around the container and the silence lasted for a beat too long, verging on uncomfortable before he lowered the food slightly. "Make sure you eat it tomorrow, okay?"

Hongjoong slowly nodded, sweating a bit and not quite being able to look away from Seonghwa's eyes that seemed endlessly dark in the room. "I didn't wake you, did I?"

Seonghwa shook his head gently. "Just couldn't sleep."

Softening, Hongjoong grabbed his clothes again. "Go to bed. I'm going to shower."

"Right."

Seonghwa didn't move and Hongjoong awkwardly shifted before approaching the door. Seonghwa moved out of the way at the last moment, almost brushing together, and Hongjoong opened the door, stepping out.

"Goodnight." Seonghwa said quietly. Hongjoong paused as he was shutting the door.

"Night, Hwa." He whispered back before he closed it.

#never thought I'd be writing for matz but they make me want to pull my hair out #this was birthed by getting inspired by the movie obsession and a fic I happened to read that featured an unhinged Seonghwa AND #my unending fascination with that point in time where matz was having that weird back and forth about hj not coming home and sh was upset #but hj was getting upset bc sh was drifting #like???#anyway that came together for an eerie Seonghwa #seongjoong #matz ateez