following what salem said on her post and more of a nagging thought than anything else , it makes no sense to me how kanro was portrayed the way she was in the last arc considering 1) she is a pillar . 2) she is tied in strength with like other four Male pillars as the strongest ones and has been shown over and over how not only strong , but also intelligent AND incredibly skilled she is , so much so she is the ONLY person able to manoeuvre her sword . and 3) among like , four ? five ? people pillars included struggling to get close to m.uzan , she was the only one to not only be able to stand next to him midst whip shit rampaging , but ripped off his arm with her Bare Hands , No Sword and while shown to be badly wounded . it makes absolutely no sense to me how knowing all this , she was made out to be a damsel in distress , when k.anroji has never been one to begin with and no amount of rush to end the series justifies this . yes , she is sensitive , and she is dramatic and she is loud and she can come off as a klutz and even fragile if we go that far , but when the time comes , she has shown to be the opposite of what we got in that last arc . and yeah , salem is right , her death too was unnecessary and empty , but that’s a whole different post .
ah . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . muichiro - chan . hey , aren’t you gone too soon ? me . . . it’s to be expected , almost ─────────────── but you ? what could you be doing here ? it is so cruel , having you in front of me right now . life is cruel , but this just isn’t fair . the apple of our eyes , our little prince , you had to live longer than all of us together , you had to come out of this night alive and grow older than anyone else . so why . why did the gods cut the thread so early and tampered with a soul so young this mercilessly , a life that wasn’t theirs yet to decide its fate . but muichiro - chan , you fought bravely and with your head high until your last breath , didn’t you ? i know you did . even the smallest fibers in me do .
i’m so mad . but not at you . you’re not at fault , please don’t feel like you are . i blame the gods , may they forgive my profanity now that i have nothing else to lose for it , and i blame that demon , you know the one . i would gladly pronounce his name if that would take me to the deepest part of hell , to do to him in death what i couldn’t in life . i’m really so mad , i think i will spend eternity biting my tongue and clenching my fists . but above all , i’m sad . sad to have you sitting in front of me with your glossy eyes and the life that was stolen from you as your shadow . i hope you can’t hear the sound of my heart breaking over and over in the middle of this nothing and everything .
❛ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . happy ? ❜ absentmindedly , enraptured by sorrow painting her heart the darkest of blues . [ was he happy ? ] it seems so , why else would he ask you such a question ? among his struggles , and among his death , tokito seems to have experienced great happiness . [ was i happy ? ] yes you were . when the arms of your mother embraced everything that is you . when each of your siblings were born . with every cat your family welcomed . when you started picking yourself up after you were shattered into a million pieces , and then found a new meaning . when you met oyakata - sama , and then rengoku , and then shinobu , and then iguro , and then uzui and himejima and everyone else . you were happy as you lived , and there was happiness even in your death . [ oh . . . i guess things weren’t so bad even during the worst . yes──────── ] ❛ you’re right , muichiro - kun , i was born to be happy . ❜ brims filled with tears have mint hues glistening , trembling smile a concoction of joy , regret , hope and ache . struggling to maintain composure and not break down , a sob escapes past the restrain preceding words . ❛ how were you happy , muichiro - kun ? ───── ❜ hands reach out to hold those of the young mist pillar in hers , reassuring and tender . ❛ ───── i want to hear all about it . after all , we have all the time in the world right now . ❜
hm . . . . . . . . . . ? did she hear that right ? dogs don’t like him ? eh ? but that’s not possible , is it . . . doe eyes blink once , twice , slowly and locked onto those of the raven haired , perplexity swirling in the pools of her irises ──────────── tomioka giyuu is truly one of a kind in more than one way . ❛ dogs . . . . . don’t like you , tomioka - san ? ❜ words spill hesitantly , pillar still dumbfounded . ❛ i’m more of a cat person , but dogs are so kind , aren’t they known as human’s best friends ? maybe they sense something off about you . . . i don’t know . ❜ ah . puzzle pieces trying to be put together have the realization of what may not have been a so helpful response slip through the cavities of her fingers . but worry not ! because mien picks up a new type of light and a gasp makes its way past her beam and clasped hands ! ❛ then we can go to the restaurant i was telling you about right now and we can solve this mystery together ! we’ll find out why dogs don’t like you ! what do you think ? wouldn’t you like to have a dog ? ❜
hyperaware of every kiss interlacing fingers leave on each inch of skin caressed , she has to stop herself from jumping . there are those who say hoping is for fools , but love pillar is no novice at that , so she can’t help but hope the sheepish flicker ever present in her nature since the day their paths crossed has always gone unnoticed to the insect pillar , and she hopes ( hopes , hopes , hopes ) her existence is never missed in her life . mien beams , but corners of her mouth stretched in a smile promptly come together into a small pout . ❛ hm . . . ❜ shinobu does have a point , doesn’t she ? ❛ you’re right ! if they crash it , it’s over ! it would be a calamity ! ❜ it was mid sentence that the love pillar started dragging the purple haired girl with her , a subtle bounce to her gait . but , oh . . . . . . . ? the gears with neverending course bring a newfound realization that halt her steps . ❛ uzui - san joining us wouldn’t be so bad , would it ? ❜ frame fully turned around to meet violet hues , her pace picks up now backwards as the words keep flowing . ❛ it’s a girls’ night , so it’s out of the question to have him join , but , maybe for another sleepover ? ❜
kanroji , kanroji , kanroji. a mystery of a woman in her own right. carrying herself with radiance , kindness to spare ───── & the times spent when she was under his wing , always at the rengoku compound , memories flash for a fleeting moment. pink hair bouncing about as he watched her sway back & forth on her toes. her response certainly caught the flame pillar off his guard , with golden hues wide & brows raised high , a snort followed in suit with the raise of his hand , covering past a corner of his lips. an attempt in holding back an eruption of laughter. now , now , rengoku. a private time & place , perhaps.
now again , he found this helpful , able to settle himself into one short cough. ❝ my , my , what an impressive feat !! we should try aiming for 199 pancakes next time ! i can help you accomplish this , or i can challenge you to a pancake feast off ! ❞
is she clumsy ? ──────────── she considers herself so , in the way oneself is carried and left with crimson dusted cheeks and internally digging what’s to be a new shelter to hide the after shame , above common clumsiness . like right now ! and so mitsuri is always left wondering how klutzy , inexperienced self ever got to be chosen as anyone’s successor , but more so composed , graceful , kind flame pillar’s . she’s ignorant to many things , all of them involving herself & her worth , consequently blind to the chance of love and flame pillars being two sides of the same coin , poles not so opposite to each other .
the tiny self residing inside of mitsuri is peeking her head from the hole anxious outburts threw her in and staring at the flame pillar with glossy eyes , while embarrasment slowly drifts away from tense frame & relief washes over ; she’s appreciative of the way rengoku always seems to go and play along with her antics . ❛ but rengoku - san , if we try to get to one hundred ninety - nine pancakes together , wouldn’t we barely eat over ninety ? i think we should eat two hundred each and then have a pancake feast off ! ❜ suddendly , a bell rings loudly in her head , disposition shifting fully . ❛ senjuro - kun ! ! ! ! has senjuro - kun eaten pancakes before ? ? ? i can make him as many as he can eat ! ! ! ❜
❛ WAAAAHHHHHHHH , YUKAKO - CHAN ! ! ! ! ! ❜ quiet sobs turned into a thunderous bawling with the first glimpse of long raven locks , steps rushed in her mission to stand next to her . this is a disaster ! a calamity ! oh , how could something like that happen ? to her ! ! ! how is she going to live this down ? she will have to live in shame & hidden in some hole for the rest of her life ! ❛ YUKAKO - CHAN , THIS IS AWFUL ! i was at the market to buy some flowers . . . and i tripped ! in front of everyone ! ! ! i had never wanted the earth to split open and swallow me so bad before , it was humiliating ! i left the place so fast . . . how am i supposed to leave the house ever again ? ? ? ❜
* ♥ 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 , 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 / @irioshishi said : "wound" //from the one word prompt meme if youre still accepting asks for that!!
wound : my muse patches and bandages a wound your muse has gotten.
it’s done , done once more . demons being dealt with and the first rays of the rathe sun stretching their arms and zealously peeking over the horizon , it’s finally over with yet again . an unheeding sigh parts pillar’s lips , relief taking over her frame with hues of mint running through the hectic surroundings for something to do to ease the aftermath , if just a little bit . eyes lock on the kid with the boar mask and the crimson smears all over , however , a silent ‘ oh ‘ making way past . ❛ inosuke - kun ! ❜ steps rush on her new self - assigned mission , petite hands grabbing every first aid appliance she can get ahold of . ❛ inosuke - kun , come here . ❜ love pillar guides the young slayer somewhere he can sit , albeit maybe a bit against his will , and examines the multiple cuts splayed across his frame . ❛ you sure dove right into it back there , right inosuke - kun ? ❜ smile is tender , fully understanding what sentiments may have been felt thorough the course of the raven sky long gone . loving hands treat each wound with unmatched care , breathing calm and corners of her lips pulled into a faint beam , cotton softly dabbed upon fresh lacerations . ❛ i know i’m nowhere near as good as shinobu - chan at this , but it should soothe your wounds until she can take care of it herself . ❜ words are spoken in a low tone with sweetness dripping from each one of them . ❛ if she tries to scold you though , tell her mitsuri - chan says to not be so hard on you ( ! ) . ❜ she’s done sealing the last bandage when she looks back at him , mitsuri’s widest and brightest smile in full display .
* ♥ 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 , 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 / @fuyao said : ☀️ ⛅️ for uzui !!
☀️ best friends .
⛅️ friends of circumstance .
omg you … you’re going to give me best friend uzui ??? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i could seriously cry right now the possibilities are ENDLESSSSSSSS i literally have a reply to this thread with salem drafted where kanro is like “ um well . but uzui ! “ i’m going a bit feral rn . i have yet to make an official post or headcanon abt this but something that stuck out to me from the moment i saw it was how during the first pillar meeting kanro gushed about . like every pillar BUT uzui and when i got to his story i connected the dots immediately . everyone is entitled to their own interpretation but to me her not being shown to think anything was a sign of acknowledgement and respect , to put it somehow ? i’m sure she has her own opinions about uzui because i got eyes and so does she , but she highly respects it and probably admires him for it too , in mitsu’s head three wives = big big heart lots of love to give immeasurable amounts she does get a bit dizzy thinking about it doe not gonna lie … * mitsu writing on her diary * oh when will someone love me the way uzui - san loves his three lovely beautiful wives ……. * proceeds to gush abt the girlies for a bit * . um anyway . i’m getting derailed AKSJFSNFS,K yes they’re best friends what the fuck isla … attached to the hip type of shit i’m obsessed . going a bit unhinged thinking about it . there’s this fanart of uzui shino and kanro where he’s doing their nails and there isn’t a single day i don’t think about it i see uzui and my brain just * looks directly at it * . also for friends of circumstance … yeah absolutely , everybody in this godforsaken series is pushed towards bonding over trauma and creating tight found family bonds i cannot argue with that neither can they . one day we’ll think about if they’d be friends on normal circumstances and haha plot for a modern verse when i get that one figured out x
* ♥ 𝐡𝐨𝐰'𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥? , 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 / @fuyao said : amazing portrayal, amazing aesthetics, amazing writer!!! 10/10 would recommend. would die for ur mitsuri.
ISLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA A AAA A A A AA SD D SA FA T_____________T I’M GOING TO EAT YOUR CHEEKIES … NOM NOM NOM NOM . by the time i’m finally getting to this we both have moved blogs this is actually humiliating ……… u probably don’t remember sending this or the other ask i’m answering right after but i remember reading this and smiling and giggling like the fool i am . we haven’t really written together yet and that’s haha on me x * poses like nicole tv * but i love your uzui and i love the love you pour onto all your muses and i love seeing you on my dash . i have really followed u through your uzui to your sinbad and your multimuse … and i’ll keep following u wherever u are i think kinda crazy 😳😳😳 this turned into isla love mail but i love uuuuuuuuuuu this meant a lot coming from u !!!! let’s interact soon what da hell i hate myself …..
i apologize now for bringing negativity to your dashboards, but this **callout post is being made after mishil ( @godkin , @sothism , @infaith , etc ) has repeatedly ripped off, copied and stolen from me. i also apologize if i make any mistakes as english is not my first language and i’m really anxious right now.
i hate doing this for several reasons and i’m really sorry about it, but it’s gotten to a point where it can’t be ignored and i have to say something about it. i consulted the similarities with a couple of friends before i even messaged mishil after what happened today as to make sure i wasn’t being paranoid.
please don’t hold this against mishil, and please, do not send him any hate or anything remotedly similar, i don’t condone it. i am not mad at him, i hold no ill will against him and i wish him the best, and i also wish he will remain to be as loved as he is. i will not ask people to pick sides, i don’t want you to. i don’t mind if you interact with him, and likewise i don’t mind if you softblock me for your own reasons after this.
** i dislike calling this a callout as it’s more of a psa, or a care warning, or whatever label can be attached to it. when it comes to this kind of theft, in the end it boils down to the interpretation and judgement of each individual regardless of what the affected person thinks, so i’ll leave it up to your judgement. i’d really rather this not be reblogged, but it’s. up to you i guess.
from here onwards, i will try to keep it concise, and for the sake of organization, pics will be linked from imgur. i’m sorry for making it so long.
01. google docs.
back in november mishil made a blog for n.ezuko ( @muzzled ), this was the first offense. i will attach screenshots to the full conversation we had down below in case anyone wants to read it, but to summarize: i approached him about it, he said he got it from a twitter account and i chose to believe him and give him the benefit of the doubt. it shall be noted i never received a link to said account, and now i think i shouldn’t have ignored that big red flag. i did believe his word all this time until today, though. listed below, you will find several links for:
screenshots of the comparison of my doc vs his by pages
+ link to my original doc and a copy of his
optional: the full conversation. it’s lengthy, and it was summarized, but i don’t think it will hurt to post it. it’ll be taken down if mishil asks for it. if a screenshot seems to be missing or the order is jumbled lmk
02. tags and heading/title/you name it.
this is today’s issue and what caused this post. mishil posted a tag drop on his j.oker ( @godkin ) and i was immediately taken aback as, to me, they looked almost identical. then i opened his google docs and it was his own, but the heading/title (i really. don’t know how to call it, but it’s a graphic) was also pretty much a carbon copy of mine. now, i reiterated this in my conversation with mishil, but i don’t claim to own a font, or using kanji and hearts and fancy text and whatever for the tags, i don’t care about that. i care that when the whole thing is put together, it’s the same as my aesthetics and my work. and i feel stupid because at the end of the day it’s just tags and a dumb heading, but it’s still stealing and it’s still something i put a lot of work and thought into until i was satisfied, i even still have the mix and match process of the tags. again, below you will find links for:
screenshots of the comparison of my stuff vs his stuff
screenshot of the process to the final product of my tags
optional: the full conversation. same as above, i’ll take it down if mishil asks so and lmk if something’s missing or jumbled
00. i don’t know how to title this.
in january i made a second doc for m.itsuri, and around a week or so later i noticed a similar detail on mishil’s doc for his b.alam ( @sothism ), and this is mentioned on the screenshots above. it was something rather insignificant and i feel stupid over it. i didn’t say anything then because i wanted to trust (and trusted) his word, i felt like i was being paranoid and looking too much into it, and like i was being too wary after what had happened not long ago then. this same trail of thought applies to the moment i say he added stuff from another graphic of mine onto his heading. i don’t own the aesthetic and i think it’s me getting too into it, but i also think there’s enough history here for me to have an eye out.
i won’t be posting public screenshots for this as it’s not That trivial albeit it adds onto it for me. you’re free to ask for them privately if you wish to see it.
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as i said at the beginning, no matter what i think this is a matter of seeing for yourself and judging, so come to your own conclusion, i personally think what i think. again, don’t hold it against mishil nor send him hate, i beg you. i encourage you to send him some nice words as he isn’t feeling well, if anything. i really wish him the best and i hope he continues to be as loved as he was prior to this. and also, if you have something to say, ask or whatever message me directly, i won’t answer anons as to not drag it any longer. as a final note and reiteration, i also don’t want people to pick sides, do you. if you want to interact with both of us good! if you wish to softblock any or both of us good! i don’t mind it at all. hope you all take care and i apologize for the energy this is gonna put into the dash and for. how long it all is.
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