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Currently reworking this blog. Formerly moonlit-orchid. currently anthemsofalonergirl. keeping the ao3 link because i don't want to hunt it down when i'm ready to properly rewrite this post.
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@zexalmonth
Locations. Location location location.
To be honest, this one has had me thinking. Location isn't something I paid much attention to, really, not during Zexal. Sure, I was focused on Astral World, but that wasn't for the location itself. If anything, while it is beautiful, it also makes me uncomfortable. Perhaps the bright white lights are what unsettles me- I don't always fare best in bright white light. Perhaps it's just the backstory, I dunno. Either way, I didn't want to focus on Astral World for today. So, of course, I had to think. What else?
Well, one thing I do enjoy, now I think of it, are field spells. I love how the entire location changes to something completely fantasy- as long as you wear a duel gazer. And as long as it's not Trey you're duelling.
Speaking of, the Yuma vs Trey episodes are not only some of my favourites, but actually the tiniest parts of it did remain in my brain from when I first watched zexal as a really young child and had no idea what was really going on. The location for that duel is actually incredibly beautiful- the bridge itself, but especially the golden hour lighting throughout. Even though zexal has had its fair share of incredibly silly animation, it still delivers hard during key duels, especially in unusual locations, and especially with golden hour lighting. Honestly, now I think more, perhaps it's because I haven't rewatched zexal in ages, but I can't think of an episode/s with the type of lighting they had in the yuma vs trey episodes. It was just stunning.
Anyway, that's what I have for location.
Not me, yet again, considering a rebrand....
But.
This time.
It will be to move out the reblogs I just reblogged for no reason beyond doomscrolling.
And to actually try be more active in fandom spaces.
(I say this so many times and never manage to get a grip....)
Hi. I'm doing it.
i'll redo my intro post and change the main name i go by... when i work out what name i want to use. because fun fact about me! i SUCK at deciding on a name. I don't want to use Moon anymore, I think, and I don't really want to go all the way back to Angel either. what am i gonna call myself? .............i'll get back to you later. much. MUCH. later
8 year old me after convincing myself that Astral was the spirit of a dead kid because I saw he said that he wanted to feel alive and I took that as he wanted to be alive again and not dead
Wait you could be onto something here-
Do not feed into it please I already have so much on my brain about Astral 😭 (please feed into it)
Well, to put it simply, the Barians are reincarnations, right?
Who's to say Astral isnt one either?
See, all we know about Astral came from Eliphas. Eliphas is proven to be an unreliable narrator, as his words on chaos, not that i can fully recall them, were incorrect. Therefore we can view everything Eliphas says up until his defeat with a pinch of salt. Astral is also an unreliable narrator; his views were heavily, if not entirely, influenced by Eliphas, his memory was fractured for the longest time, and he even couldn't tell whether the zexal morph he saw in his mind was the past or future (of course this implies he also can have future visions which explains a lot about Yuma's dreams-)
And so we can't believe Eliphas or Astral about him.
If I recall correctly, Astral World was where people who had achieved... something, would be reborn after moving on from the human world. The Emperors of Barian World meanwhile were deliberately cursed and taken into Barian World by Don.
Now, the link between Astral and the Emperors is that they are all the most powerful of their respective worlds, as well as all having Numbers. Astral, in particular, had Numbers which had memories of the Barian's human lives. Now, I'm not sure if Don had to do with this or not, but if it isn't Don... then Astral at some point must have known the Barians in the human world.
Why in the human world specifically? Because that's the only way he could have have had direct memories of the events, as he saw them as memories and not a narration or vision, just memories. Eliphas wouldn't have told him about them either, I doubt Eliphas knew about them himself. The only way he could have known is if he was there experiencing it for himself.
Now, obviously we didn't actually see Astral in any of these memories, however all the Barians were alive at the same time period, I think anyway, and all had great reputations. Anyone alive in the right place at the right time would have known about at least one of them. If they travelled, they could potentially have experienced all the Barian's stories or have heard of them directly from others. And so, Astral's memories of the Barian's stories could be from him either experiencing the events as a bystander, or being told about them by travellers or being a traveller.
If we squint even more, we can infer that perhaps he, just slightly ironically, is originally from Vector's kingdom, and maybe even was from the palace. I may be misremembering but I believe he had memories of Vector's past life. Vector. Vector whose backstory would have been secret to everyone else. The events that traumatised him were very much private. The only ones who could have known were those of the palace (and Don-I think)
In fact, Astral may have even been one of Vector's surviving servants. Because Vector actively went around the world killing people. I don't know if he came into contact with Alito and Girag or Mizar, but he definitely fought Nasch, Marin (my beloved), and Dumon. When invading a territory, you would first have to scout the enemy out, and maybe Astral was that scout.
Regardless, for Astral to have access to that private information, he must have been alive at the time the events occured. And so it's incredibly likely he is an actual ghost of someone who was once among the barians.
Another thing we can point out is why him? Why is he the one who is Astral World's weapon?
Because the thing is, even at the start Astral did actually have personality traits, which seem robotic compared to his later self, and are also negative. He's stubborn, sarcastic (although that may just be a Yuma-induced thing- that level of pettiness is especially Sibling), selfish, and a coward. The fact that he's selfish and cowardly is most important. Why would Eliphas design a weapon who refuses to take a single risk? The only time Astral really gambles before episode 17-18 (i think) with the fortune teller weirdo was episode 8, and in that case he had a personal reason involved. Even if he had a heavy sense of duty, how would Eliphas know it would be enough for him to try win?
Additionally, in the case of Nelson, Astral had to be convinced by Yuma. That doesn't seem like a good choice for a weapon, does it? Astral's main priority early on was his own safety, and sure it was to ensure he could complete his mission, but how do we know that if back then he had to pick between himself and his mission he would actually chose the mission? His self sacrificing nature is active regarding people he cares about. Now, we know Astral, in the end, would do it. But it's not what we know, it's what Eliphas would think. Would he actually consider that to be a design flaw? Most probably.
In fact, if he designed Astral I believe Astral would have been totally blank from the start, and entirely robotic, and even more focused on the mission. He wouldn't be curious at the world he's in. He wouldn't have relied on Yuma as much as he did. He wouldn't have been lonely. His refusal to aid Yuma in that duel against the fortune teller wouldn't have been because he was scared but because it had no relevance to the mission. He wouldn't have feared Kite, he would have seen him as a huge obstacle to remove. All those moments of character wouldn't have existed, because if we reason from Eliphas's pov, they would all have been flaws.
And yet he's the weapon. How?
Because he must have been chosen instead of designed, reincarnated instead of created.
Astral also has lots of good qualities, we know this. While I think courage isn't natural to him and may come from encouragement, the characteristics that would make him powerful as a weapon are his intelligence (which is pretty high, even if his fears can shake it), his strategic mind, and his ability to endure things despite being scared. Sure, he won't directly face an opponent he's scared of, but he will tolerate horrible situations. Not to mention, he seems to have some natural power of his own, and along with these qualities he's also young, therefore easier to control than an adult would. So while he's got the mental skill of an adult, everything else is still very much of a child's. And easy to control. So while not perfect, it's as near as you can get when picking someone for Astral's job, and so Astral must have been picked rather than created.
Also let's not forget his name, 'Astral'. I've gone on for too long and I'm hungry, so I'm not going into too much detail, but the simple way to put it is that it sounds like a name you would give someone picked to serve the world; it sounds like a codename.
To sum it up, Astral's memories of the Barian's human lives means he was alive when they were, him having a personality means he was more likely a chosen one over being created, and his name sounds like one you would give to someone from another world who came to yours to make the point of where he stands. And yes, it makes sense he wouldn't remember it either; you think Eliphas would allow that to happen?
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As it's Zexal month, I think it's a good enough time as any to confess that I used to talk to my deck.
By that I mean I was literally using it as a tarot deck.
I had a whole system for how to understand them (by which I mean that spells were yes, traps were no, monsters depended on the monsters. Of course there's variations depending on what the spells/traps say or the artwork depicts but that's the main system overall).
I really did connect to the series way too much.
In any case, I have a tarot deck now. ...which I've forgotten to use for a while oh shit-
But I don't think it will ever feel the same as talking to my cards did
@zexalmonth
Made it to day two. Here we have my very poor attempt to copy out a picture of one of my favourite monsters, Red Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon, aka the bastard that reminded me why I've never tried to draw one of these types of monsters and who has caused my admiration for those who CAN draw them to rise up.
This dragon was one of my first ever favourite cards. When I first started actually playing the game, I was playing it on the 3DS, playing the world duel carnival game. Admittedly, the duels also tended to piss me off solely because they were extremely long, following the (then) rules of the actual game if I remember correctly rather than the anime rules, but at the same time I enjoyed it and got to develop my preferences for duelling and my favourite cards.
And this guy was my absolute favourite. Not just because he was a dragon, but because his effects were brilliant.
You can Special Summon this card (from your hand) by banishing 1 face-up Dragon monster you control. You can only Special Summon "Red-Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon" once per turn this way. During your Main Phase: You can Special Summon 1 Dragon monster from your hand or GY, except "Red-Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon". You can only use this effect of "Red-Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon" once per turn. -yugipedia
High level monster. High attack and defense. And I could not only special summon him with a simple dragon type, I could also special summon any other dragon type??? And I'm not supposed to think he was the coolest card I ever had??
So many of my plays literally revolved around trusting I'd pull him early in the game, and from there I'd be able to, if nothing else, at least get two monsters on the field, one of which was insanely powerful, before my opponent (which was just a cpu but still a pretty difficult one) could even form a proper defense, or him turning up right when I needed him to turn a duel around. He was absolutely my ace card, and if I had actually had his physical card at that time, he'd have absolutely been part of the little set of cards I'd sneak into my bag before exams, just as good luck. I think he did join, eventually, and he was definitely in my phone case.
In any case, he's one of my absolute favourite cards, and if I was a Yu-Gi-Oh character he's the one my character would probably be associated with.
Not me, yet again, considering a rebrand....
But.
This time.
It will be to move out the reblogs I just reblogged for no reason beyond doomscrolling.
And to actually try be more active in fandom spaces.
(I say this so many times and never manage to get a grip....)
Some really stupid Astral doodles I did that I will never move out of the sketch phase
Welcome back!!!! How’ve you been?? :3
Omg hiiii!!!!
Honestly, I've been better. I have. Things have been a lot lately, hence why my blog's turned into brainrotted reblogging. But. But!
I am gonna make myself actually do things to make myself happy regardless of the circumstances I'm in! I'm gonna just keep holding on, and try to bring myself back to who I was.
So overall, I'm fairly okay! Thanks for asking :333 and how have you been??
Wtf even are Kaito’s hobbies besides breathing oxygen
Maybe he whistles?
Calculating how much caffeine he can take in 24 hours without immediately dying of heart failure or liver failure or something else that nobody else has heard of
Well, well, well. Look who's back to begin a Zexal month and not complete it again because I forgot.
Hi. It's me. If anyone remembers at all, I used to be super active a few years ago, and most of my posts were about Astral, because he's my absolute favourite character. I used to have a Dad Thousand AU, with one of my major theories/headcanons being Astral was Don Thousand's son, and I had this elaborate au for Astral World, which I still say was absolutely neglected, much like Astral was.
And that brings me to Astral himself, who I'm gonna talk about for today's prompt. I'm not even joking, he was literally my muse for so long. I had so many short sketchbooks that mainly consisted of Astral. In class, I'd be drawing him instead of paying attention. And my sister and I would pass notes just FULL of Zexal headcanons in general. I'd make some for the barians because she loved them, and she'd sometimes write some for Astral. We'd sometimes be writing "he would not fucking say that", but the headcanons were plentiful on sticky notes that I have still kept. Somewhere.
In any case, I absolutely adored Astral. I still do, even when my hyperfixations changed to other characters. And even though my favourite Yu-Gi-Oh series has become 5Ds and my favourite characters overall are from 5Ds (Jack Atlas and Primo- and don't get me started on the au I have THERE-), Astral is still just so incredibly precious to me. He's not quite on the same level as a "favourite character" either, he was something entirely different. He was the character I focused so much on, the character I was constantly thinking about, whether it was headcanons or fanfiction that remain in my brain or on my old iPhone 4s (not because I was using it at the time, but because my main phone was cursed with Google family link and my access was cut off at night, so I could only write on my old iPhone 4s) or countless of art that sometimes i posted, sometimes did not.
He was literally my muse.
The Zexal fandom was, by the way, what I finally joined Tumblr for. Granted, I was also allowed an account by the age I was when I entered the fandom, but it still is the first fandom I was ever able to directly participate in instead of lurking like a ghost or only engaging on wattpad. And it was absolutely lovely, and still is. I've been in some ridiculous fandoms since, dealt with people that make me want to disconnect the internet for EVERYONE until they learn to stop throwing serious words around as an online gotcha, and it's just not always been the nicest place. The Zexal fandom, however, was always wonderful to be in. I was, admittedly, mainly focused on the Astral-centric part (and too afraid to engage with the keyshipping fandom solely because of my homophobic mother), but regardless it was lovely to be part of, so thank you, everyone.
Anyway, to wrap up a very long post, I actually thought I was two days behind on Zexal month, so I was pleasantly surprised to realise that no, actually, I'm right on time.
And have a lil chalk Astral as a treat (with a tiny dragon ball as a bonus)
@zexalmonth
Recently realized I kinda like being referred to with he/him pronouns alongside she/her
What does this mean
fuck if I know
this u
I've finally drawn something after so long, and it's a halfway decent digital drawing (something I'm not good at) and I've set it as my phone background and I feel so happy seeing it on my home screen.
....mostly because it's a yumeship drawing-
Make yourself using this picrew and tag who you want!
@meadow-roses (Meadow!) @loftwingofcrimson (Lo!) @unknown-art-loverr (Lo friend!) You wanna join? :3
Missing a few peircings but sorta me! (+ part bug)
@ez-006 @bambidolli777x @hyperfixations-and-hecticness
my sona looks so bonita :3
@elymigremlin @shadowmancer1215 @pinkytoothlesso11 idk if yall have sonas but it’d be cool to see your fave characters in this style, if you want :3
@iseeyouopel @i-love-tea-and-stars @ihaveglitterbombs @crystal-moon-101 @elymigremlin @artnijna @cermblka @noodlecarrot50states @almosttroll @seekerofblades @seventeeneleventeen
meh not totally accurate but close enough
@noodlecarrot50states @cermblka @elymigremlin @icebku
I don't know who tag omg
this was so much fun!! thanks for tagging me @shadowmancer1215 and @almosttroll !!!
and i’m tagging… @noodlecarrot50states @icebku @i-love-tea-and-stars @elymigremlin @pinkytoothlesso11 and @summersells1!!!
I would have preferred more medium brown skin tones but I think this is about as accurate as I’ll get
Thank you for tagging me @cermblka and @almosttroll and @shadowmancer1215 !!
Now I tag: @aespere @ihaveglitterbombs @summersells1 @tonyd3rp @icebku @elymigremlin
Thank you @almosttroll, @cermblka and @noodlecarrot50states for Tagging me!!!
I wish there was a hair shade more in the middle of brown and black but this is fairly accurate especially for summer here
Now I'm Tagging @daydream358, @elymigremlin, @i-love-tea-and-stars and @pinkytoothlesso11
@shadowmancer1215 @cermblka @icebku thanks for the tag!!🫂💗💗
well my bangs are longer cos it’s been some time since I’ve had them cut buttt
I’ll tag: @eaterofdust @primroseprime2019 @eatsbop @ratladysarah @jullify @queenbutterfly276 @daydream358 @mx-dragon-faye @p-artsypants
awww thanks for the tag!!!!
@kiwidelbowl @inyourwallstheon @sticker-mania @karlithemuse @kcuf-ad @awakefor48hours @wildflowerwoodsworld @wildfiregrimoire and everyone else that sees this because i know im going to run out of tags
Thanks for the tag! :D
@mangocatastrophe @mitchmitmy @jullify @worlds-of-garnet-ink @tinyperson00
Literally anyone else who wants to reblog can btw I just constantly forget ppls @‘s sorry
close as possible 🥲
here we go! @mitchmitmy @therandomestusernameever @pvnksolar @princey-poetry @artistic-endchamber @ichigo578i
Awww hey thanks for the tag!! I love these games 🥹
<333
Tagging…
-> @ryansrave @sketchist-art @kcuf-ad @hybridanafrost @chaptersonetoinfinity @lyranova @astapasta69 and more <3 !!!!
Basic ass white boy here. (Sorry other moots that tagged me, I was busy for a bit.)
Tagging: @thundermarisol @lavenderr-starrs @sabellabella @flaretumbles360
Hey thanks for the tag man (the website didnt wanna work when i tried it first, but its working now :D)
'cmere, im gonna draw you' *drags you out of reality*
hmm @moonlit-orchid @shifuto @baconbirdie any of you feel up for this?
Thanks for tagging meeeee!!!
sadly they did not have my preferred monster :c
Will you be the foid to my chud?
You already know there’s someone out there who bought this unironically and I CAN envision there appearance
I.... have legitimately no idea what to say to this, just that there's a feeling that I MUST say something.
Ever so often I get nostalgic for highsidershipping again, but I fear my brain won't ever let me go there until I'm finally free of my stupid marriage and I can return to who I was before all that.