Sweetroll

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Ok i liked it more when it was just a scetch😅

Still cute though

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just a sea puppy

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A little offering for my favourite Prince

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Well, pumpkin

Ibis

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Finally

Im crawling towards the finish. Its just couple of details I need to do.

I missed this so much! Im planning to do one of my unfinished Teldryn arts next

Oooor maybe I'll start some Dispatch scetching. I adore the fandom but the game itself... I mean it wouldve been better as a show I guess. Its just too straightforward and restricting for a game where you need to make choices (that still dont make any fundamental difference) and so many characters are kinda poorly written. Theyre not bad or evil etc just... so many ficwriters do SO much better its frustrating.

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I finally have a couple of minutes for myself and here I am randomly scribbling and making a mess because apparantly I like touching and smudging everything with my fingers. As if Im blind. Im not Im just stupid.

It turns out I've really missed this. The feeling is so different I missed this so much

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Artblock doesnt make it easy but I'm back I guess. Another scetch another work to complete 😭

I particularly like how my dear son Azulon looks here. Considering the fact that I studied sword-and-shield stances mainly for Teldryn (and like in general I tried harder to make Teldryn look good) It surprises me that I like Azulon here more.

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*tiny update: somehow his face felt off, now fixed. And I finally started to figure the scarf out. Im regretting it deeply, should've drawn him without stupid clothes cowered with hideous amound of stupid folds

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Those weeks were hard but I'm surprisingly alive The face is done finally. The clothes is left. Only the clothes. I'm THAT CLOSE to just draw him naked I swear to every god. *Ok google how to draw clothes and not screw everything up

Honestly I'm happy to do it. Like really. Finally I feel alive and pleased with what is going on. I mean some things are unfixable but time cures i think. Idk what I'm saying I wasnt really paying attention on psychology classes at university and it was like 4 mb 5 years ago. I'm not even psycologist why on earth they needed us to do it?

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Happy birthday to me ก₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ค

*very unfinished and his teeth are scary. I'm so sorry Teldryn I'll do better I'll fix it I promise

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Gods I totally forgot about my favorite miss Evangelista o（ｉДｉ）o

I'd rewatched Doctor Who and decided to do a little sketching. Just like for fun. And somehow it turned out to be almost-finished-art. I don't know how it works and I'm done trying to understand

It's still unfinished and I need to do A LOT of rendering (at least decide what to do with background) but I'm kinda satisfied with what I have now. I just need to finish it and NOT fuck it up. I think it's quite accomplishable

Miss Evangelista is and will always be my favorite background character in Doctor Who (silence in the library episode). Somehow her almost-but-not-quite death wrecked me MUCH harder than everyone else's in this episode. Like, one of my favorite characters that-are-not-quite-background-characters-but-still-not-main-ones is dr Riversong and she kinda was on the verge of dying in this episode, but miss Evangelista's was just traumatizing

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Valid question concidering the amount of senseless adventures and idiotic coincidenses like being attacked by two dragons and a dragon priest with the fireball staff.

Btw I'm unexpectadly feeling better while drawing. I still have emotional breakdowns from time to time but THIS really helps.

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Couldn't do any good today, soooo

Hello, emotionally damaged friend, how are... well it's a stupid question

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Hiiiii I know, It's been a while and I'm sorry. It's just... some bad things happened. Like deadly bad things and I had no time nor energy to do basically anything except existing and managing some particular problems. I dont know if i'll be able to post something for a while, new or just finished arts. It's really not easy to stay sane and making myself do something or literally getting a couple of hours for drawing. Rigt now I dont do well like really NOT good. It's kind of difficult to write all that right now so I guess I'm lucky all that happened just before my vacation and I have some time to figure shit out.

Good news, I finally *almost* finished Azulon's shirt! I think green suits him better. And! I decided to make it like softer a bit (I hope I managed to do it).

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I should've finished at least one of my previous works first.

I decided to do another one instead.

I ran out of excuses just end me ಥ_ಥ

P. S. I'm still struggling with pretty much everything but now I genuinely like what's going on here

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By the waaaaaay Here is one more scetch. Same mage, same oc (my dear son Azulon) but I'm willing to make it like... more fitting for portfolio and &stuff?

Like real consept artist. I mean I am one but I'd like to show that I'm actually capable of doing something less simple u know, not like mobile games or some sketches, but really complicated full-sized concept art. I love my works for mobile games & simple scetches, I really do, but THAT one will be much more skyrim-concept-arts-from-Skyrim-the-arcane-book

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OMYGOD I'M GETTING SOMEWHERE