Benevolent Sinner

30 year old, punk, music business student, grunge kid, hip-hop lover, transplant resident to the land of weird. Marijuana enthusiast. Cinema Junkie. I'm too honest for my own good, and use music to escape life. Thanks for the follow. oh, also ask questions. I'll answer anything.

[antonhydenick]

Questions?

Ask me questions

Someone start school conversation. I'll basically discuss any thing

[antonhydenick]

Music

Writing when in high school, and releasing mixtapes with jacked beats kept me alive. And going, in my twenties music business then production school helped me learn more about the business, and now has allowed me to continue to develop a sound. It's truly saved my life. I just wanna be respected, tell mine, and my families stories, and help other fuck ups like me. Let people know they aren't alone.

[zodiacsociety]

zodiacsociety

worst trait or just misunderstood ??

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I regret nothing. There have been things I missed, but I ask no questions, because I have loved it, such as it has been, even the moments of emptiness, even the unanswered-and that I loved it, that is the unanswered in my life.”

— Ayn Rand

[z-ndjenja]

[antonhydenick]

@adventurousannie ten years later, and I still do

[left-reminders]

Capitalism kills art

[lithokitty]

This.

[protowilson]

Totally this.

[antonhydenick]

I work in retail and have a degree in music production and have been making cds since high school. It makes it hard for sure.

[antonhydenick]

Not sure who this is for, but I super dig it.

[zodiacsociety]

One taught me love: Cancer, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius

One taught me patience: Taurus, Virgo, Aquarius, Pisces

One taught me pain: Aries, Gemini, Scorpio, Capricorn

[antonhydenick]

@adventurousannie

[antonhydenick]

[adrenaline]

by drop photography

[adventurousannie-blog]

@antonhydenick

[nochordmusic]

I don’t sleep anymore

I stay up

All night

Wasting time

Doing nothing

Because now

There’s no one waiting

For me to come to bed

Anymore

— No Chord Music

[thegoodvybe]

[tauralogy]

Poetry for the Venus Signs

Aries: the secret moths never teach us is that there is ecstasy in being burned  alive

Taurus: diamonds for your love, do not mistake your stomach for your heart (one is still empty)

Gemini: light travels faster than sound, is that why you only loved in the dark (liar)?

Cancer: your tears will wash away a home built on broken promises; how long before you crumble?

Leo: the sun has always illuminated the moon, but leftover love is no longer enough

Virgo: you fear they  will never be enough for you; you fear more one day you will tell them

Libra: love is not a ballroom dance of exchanged lovers- one day there will be no arms to welcome you

Scorpio: you sit on a throne of the bones of  lovers you have culled, death itself fears your cruelty

Sagittarius: restless feet make for bad lovers – a restless heart makes for a monster

Capricorn: the mansion you built gathers dust, you did everything for the family you never came home to

Aquarius: you have been stuck in your head so long, you haven’t even  notice your heart has  stopped

Pisces: a person is built out of flesh and bones, and mistakes; learn that now or you will die searching for the dream

[wordsnquotes]

“It’s okay to lose yourself for a little while. In books, in music, in art. Let yourself get lost.”

— Unknown

[antonhydenick]

I found myself in losing myself many moons ago. Like a vision quest, looking for skills I possess to break the restraints on my soul.

[rhyme-slayers]

[sleeping-scars]

Who wants a pic of me irl? Send me a dm if you want me to post one!

[lovepoemsuggestions]

i want nothing more than to hold you in my arms until both our problems disappear and the only thing left is our rhythmic breathing.