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she/they

[anx13ty]

Imagine being such a sore loser you try amd choke out the opponent

[anx13ty]

The argentina players literally ganging up on a spanish player after they lost was not something i expected to see happen wtff😭 Argentina is literally like a toddler who just was told 'no' to something they really want

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I'm pretty sure my grandpa is becoming more and more alternative in the cutest way possible. While he used to be a pretty conservative Christian he is now becoming more accepting of minorities, is showing interest in punk and gothic subcultures and is currently exclusively doing gothic puzzles. Everytime he buys a new gothic puzzle he immediatly shows it to me. This man has just discovered a whole new world and he seems to adore it!

[anx13ty]

Lowkey getting back into the whole ED thing cause hunger just feels way too good. Hopefully i can keep staring myself until i actually like die this time. At least i'll die pretty

[writingdose]

I am once again begging people to realize that AI checker doesn’t work. it’s never worked. it’s notoriously known to have flagged human-made works as AI and AI-generated works as human-made. and by feeding it people’s works, you are feeding more works to AI, because apparently the machine itself is AI.

the only thing AI checker does is harm genuine artists and people in general too.

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It's lowkey so hard to quit listening to melanies music. Like my girls music kept me from killing myself for years. I would be dead without her (that sounds so parasocial). But like Melanie Martinez is such a bad person so i don't wanna support her, i just don't know any other artists that make music like hers so like any recommendations??

[anx13ty]

'An Idle Brain Invites The Devil In' is so Wylan van Eck coded. And no. I won't be explaining it.

[grecoromanyaoi]

[grecoromanyaoi]

[ospreyonthemoon]

PUNIC WARS THREE

[grecoromanyaoi]

[thanook]

PUNIC WARS FOUR

[anx13ty]

Ah yes. When my brother has to study i have to be completely silent and can't even breathe to loud, but when i have to study my brother can scream along to music and fuck around as much as he wants. Fuck me i guess. All my fault, i shouldn't be studying when my brother wants to do other shit.

[anx13ty]

"Do i creep you out?" But after living through SA multiple times i genuinely (still) wish for someone to control an degrade me until there's nothing of me left anymore and i am just in the hands of a preferably abusive dick who makes me do stuff i don't wanna do, beats me up until i'm bleeding on the floor and eventually just fucking kills me

[anx13ty]

The fact i used to use the story of how i was SA'd as a funny haha story, and never understood why my friends didn't think it was funny but concerning instead 😭

[anx13ty]

Doing it in the form of ss cause i cannot be bothered to write it all out again

TW: SA/RAPE

Just if anyone sees this, please, please tell me i'm not crazy for this fucked up coping mechanism i have developed, please tell me i'm not the only one

[anx13ty]

Not knowing how to label something that happened to you kinda sucks because it cannot be SA cause the situation was not sexual in my eyes.

[anx13ty]

Shit sometimes just happens but like, i met someone at a convention and we became friends really quickly, anyways i was at his house to hang out and cosplay anyways we were sitting on his bed and cuddling (which i think is fine for friends to do) but then he told me he didn't like cuddling if we were wearing clothes, i told him i wasn't comfortable with taking off my clothes, and he kept going on about how it was just better, eventually i agreed to take my shirt of, which is something i already regret. Anyways we continue cuddling and talking until he starts talking about how he hates the way my bra feels on his body and how uncomfortable my bra was and that it hurt, and i said again i wouldn't do it but he just kept talking and i didn't wanna fight him and took my bra off as well. At this point i was just tired and really not wanting a second argument with him. But now it just makes ne feel so sick

[anx13ty]

Not knowing how to label something that happened to you kinda sucks because it cannot be SA cause the situation was not sexual in my eyes.

[anx13ty]

I might be the only one, but whenever i'm in public transport, and there are so many seats still free i hate it whenever a man comes to sit next to me. Like dude. Go sit next to another man. I don't want you here. But when it's a woman who sits next to me i don't have that, and i'm totally okay with it. Like yeah i get it queen i don't wanna sit next to male strangers either

[anx13ty]

Hpw the fuck is it my fault when someone hits me in the head with a hairbrush????? Why the fuck am i getting the blame????

[anx13ty]

Another one!! Like why are we censoring the word period