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mel2173

Alaska trip 12

carnetimaginaire

Pia Valentinis, Autostrada

angelicdewdrop

nileprince-deactivated20170212

I can’t believe an angel like me has to suffer so much

greeksblog

Love when you're clearly not suited for each other and love when it's doomed to fail and love when you feel it end before it begins and love when you both know all of this and love each other till it becomes tragic and love when it's the only thing you can do before you die and love when there's no point in doing anything else

greeksblog

Hi! Just wanted everyone to know that I wrote this about a man who later destroyed me mentally spiritually and emotionally. He took away everything that I was and the truth is I wanted him to do it. I wanted him to mold me into something he could love. I'd like to say he took away my poetry, my art, my philosophy and so much more, he carved out my insides and left them there, lying on the floor. Truth was, I was so bewitched that I did it myself, without him even asking for it. I tried so hard to be something he could understand.

When he left, all these old loves took me back in, beaten and destroyed, into their arms again. I don't know why I'm writing this, maybe because someone, some unspoken, possibly inexistent audience should know. He didn't love me and I don't think I loved him either. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was only just red.