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Jangan pergi, klo ga mau ditinggal. Jangan menetap, klo ga mau bertahan
One of my dream is to have a rooftop on my house. To see the sky, to feel limitless, to feel that ‘you are bigger enough to reach the highest level of your life, to be the star who brave to shine brightly in darkness, to be the sun who strong yet generous to share its shine to the moon when darkness comes’.
kapan lagi waktu akan menetap karna ada harap yang merayap untuk kita kembali bertatap melepas tawa yang kalap #katauntukkawan #darihatiyangterdalam #maafinaku #terimakasih #sayangkalian
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let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments. love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove oh no! it is an ever fixed-mark that looks on tempest and is never shaken it is the star to every wandering bark whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken love is not time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks within his bending sickle’s compass come love alters not with his brief hours and weeks but bears it out even to the edge of doom if this be error and upon me proved i never writ, nor no man ever loved
trace the time
26, October 2015
Tonight we will go back to Jakarta, unexpectedly that I have been spent 3 days in Bangkok, it feels like I just arrived, so why I should have to go back? This short trip has ended. We have to go back to our routine activity. But before we faced the routine tomorrow, let us make a sweet farewell to Bangkok city.
As usual, sun shines brightly, makes our eyes could not resist its shine. Actually, we have not made a decision yet, we did not know where we should go. That day we don’t have much time, we should arrive in airport at 6 p.m, it means that we should pack our belonging before 5 pm. And also the traffic in Bangkok is unpredictable, a little bit similar with Jakarta, especially in a rush hour. We should be there one hour before the time of departure, as soon as possible we have to heading to the airport. After takes a time to decide where we should go, then we choose to stroll around downtown area.
As soon as we arrived at downtown, we realized that we need energy before walking around. Therefore we stop at fast-food restaurant. After we entering the restaurant, I saw the menu, some dishes are different with the menu in Jakarta, I thought every fast food has their own menu, then every franchised just follow up the menu which made by the owner. Anyway, I decided to order fried chicken which made by an original spice of Thailand, so I could taste the signature taste of Thailand from that dishes. In the middle of ordering, I speak English, because I can’t speak Tagalok (Thailand language), is my English ability is poor or am I missed Indonesia already? It is usual when we ordered a food, the recipient will ask about the detail, while answering about their answer, unconsciously I reply with Indonesian, lol. Unacceptable reason, why am I so stupid, lol. I feel embarrassed at that time. Right away I corrected my language with English, after that the food is ready to served.
After we finished our lunch, we looking around a shopping mall, people said there has many stores who sell some furniture of signature of Thailand. We headed to the floor where sell the souvenir. We see many good stuff sold in there, even though it is in a shopping mall, but we could still offered the price to the low price and save our money for the other thing. As a woman, surely we are happy to spend our time with shopping, but for the safe, we have to stop, before our money out of the limit. After finished, we step off from the mall and walking around out there. walking along sidewalk, step in to the pedestrian bridge, looking how busy people there, how the traffic going, I know that Bangkok has a lot of similar things with Jakarta, but the atmosphere of the crowd is different.
Play the role as citizen makes us almost forget about time. Before sun gets down, we heading off to the hotel to take our belonging then continuing to the airport. we take a taxi to send us to the airport, the driver said, the time is almost reach at the rush hour, if we late maybe we could not get on plane at the right time. Gratefully, we made it. We arrived at the airport on time. Even better, we have much time to take a break before we step in to the plane. But everything is not going smoothly. We brought a balloon, an action figure balloon which we bought at Asiatique. We could not keep the balloon inside of the suitcase, so we just hold it in our hand, but the security officer did not allowed the balloon to be in the plane. They ask us to take off the balloon, we feel upset, because that is a cute thing that we had for our day in Bangkok. Even now I still thinking of that balloon, I still feel sad when I remembered about that tragedy. Anyway, we didn’t have any choices. We have to stick on the rules. We are cooling down our mood with snack, and cold drink which we bought at a café around there. According to the schedule, the plane will take off at 8pm, it means we will arrived in Jakarta at midnight. All we did were just waited until the gate opened. Filled our time with took a photo, joking around, talked about the nonsense thing, then finally the gate was opened, we sat calmly in the plane right away. Night sky gave sign to permit us to sleep, but people around me were too noisy. I could not sleep in that situation. I just close my eyes while listen to the music with an earphone to reduce their voice. After spent four hours fly in the air, we arrived in Jakarta. It was time for me and my friend to separate after three days. Our adventurous day at Bangkok is a treasure, I never forgot about that. I would like to make another treasure with her in another country we never visited. Hopefully, time gives us a chance to fulfil our dream to explore another country :)
TIME LEAVES THE TRACE IN OUR MIND
Bukan kotak berpita
Hadiah itu melihat bulan sabit yg terbentuk di wajahmu. Indah. Bercahaya.Hadiah itu mendengar tawa riang yg terlontar dari pita suaramu. Pita kaset yg tak pernah kusut dalam telingaku.
Hadiah itu mendapati puzzle jemari yg telah utuh seperti karya 3 dimensi. Dapat dilihat. Dirasakan. Dari sudut manapun. Hadiah itu didoakan seerat pelukan. Hangat dan kuat.
Hadiah itu. Kehadiranmu.
-apt
inside out
25th October 2015
Second day in Bangkok, I woke up with my dreamy eyes. I would like to turn back the time and rewind in every second from the concert. But time passed by, I could not go back to that time, but I could keep everything about yesterday as a treasure, that is what I did. As the sun risen, our adventurous is still going. At that day, we went to Buddhist temple. The primary religion in Thailand is Buddhism, therefore Thailand has many Buddhist temple around. Based on many tourists who visit Thailand, the temple was opened for public to fulfil the curiosity of them. Even though the temple was opened for public, but it still used as a place of worship. Visitor should dress modestly. If you wear a short skirt or pants, you could rent a piece of fabric to cover your bottom body from the administrator of the temple.
The Grand Palace was chosen as our destination. It is a complex of building, there is not only a temple but also a place of government building in the past. The Palace is one of the most popular tourist attractions in Thailand. No wonder when I went to The Palace, there are many tourist come to The Palace. Even though the sun shines brightly, the spirit of the tourist does not lessen. Evidently many tourists who keep coming until the gate closed. The Palace is a huge place, unconsciously we spent two hours for walking around. Before move out to another destination, we take a break in an ice cream shop. Ice cream is the best cure for a sunny day. While enjoyed the ice cream, we read the news about the second day of the concert. The boy band will come back to Seoul right after they finished their concert at that night, according to the news. We got shocked, especially me, we thought they will come back to Seoul the next morning. We had a plan to meet them at the airport, if they come back to Seoul the next day. Try to accept the situation, but my feeling has more expectation and hard to believe that our plan failed. I could not stop the tears to roll down on my face. My soul has gone away at that time, thankfully to my friend who keep tried to calm me down, then she persuaded me to the next destination that has a lot of much fun.
“getting honored by respecting others”
Our second destination is Asiatique, the first and the biggest lifestyle project in Asia on the banks of the Chao Phraya River. It was built to provide the citizen and the tourist to enjoy Thailand with more fun. It is a big place, a lot of store which sell clothes, souvenir, shoes, even the necessity for your pet available in there. When the stomach feels empty, there are many restaurants which served some different kind of dishes. The most visitors are young people, but it does not mean the family could not enjoy the place with their kid. Asiatique has various kind of entertainment for kids and also for adults. There has a Ferris wheel, the biggest Ferris wheel in Thailand. An amazing view of city scape of Thailand could be seen from above. For the people who fear of height, Asiatique has another choice to enjoy Thailand by using a boat. Discovering Thailand from the river side is a new thing you should try. Asiatique opened from 5 p.m until 12 a.m, around that time you could experience a fabulous night view of Bangkok and also its beautiful lighting decoration. Find and experience it by yourself, it is the best place to boost up your mood.
The night goes deepen, we should go back to the hotel. Gratefully, our hotel is not far away from Asiatique. Walking along the sidewalk for 20 until 30 minutes then we arrived at the hotel. We visited two places today. The both place has a different feeling for me. The Palace has religious atmosphere, although the place was crowded but there was still quite. Different from The Palace, Asiatique has a fun and bright atmosphere. Loud music in every corner of the place, and various kind of fun activity helped you to forget your sadness. In the second day I learnt about how to manage the emotions. Happiness and sadness is two different things which could not separate, when sadness comes believed that there will be a happy thing comes to replace it. I still have one day left in Bangkok, what happened on the last day?
send spring to the inhabitant of heaven by prayed #spring #flowers #foryou #花 #春
when the door was closed
Room
A film told about a story of mother and son who tried to survive from the room were used as a place of incarceration. They had been held captive for many years. The mother who called “Ma” with the name in the character as Joy Newsome has spent 7 years live in that room, and the son who called “Jack” was 5 years old. He has been trapped in that room since he was born. Room is an approximate ten by ten foot cubed structure, there is one bed, one wardrobe, one table set, kitchen, and bath room contained in one room. There is only one door by a number coded keypad, the code which only “Old Nick” knows. Old Nick is a named of the abductor. Ma has kidnapped by Old Nick, since she was 17 years old, since then she never come out of that room and met with her family. They are dependent on Old Nick for their basic necessities, such as food, water, clothes, and utilities. The only exposure they have to natural light is a skylight at the top of room, out of which they can only see sky.
Jack is 5 years old son. He began to try to understand what the world is. Ma and Old Nick, including him are the only things that he thought was real. There is a television in that room, everything he saw from tv is not real for him. He thought what happened in tv is a magic, until their room sneaked by mice. Jack captivated by the mice. He tried to get closer, but his mother stopped him and tried to get rid of the mice. He wondered how the mice come into their room. There might be a hole back there that connected the room to the backyard said Ma. Jack could not understand what his mother says. He accused his mother was lying. Ma keep tried to tell Jack about the world. There is a tree, a dog, many things he never saw and many peoples out of their room. Jack started to think what he just heard from his mother was right. As a mother, Joy wants her son to feel happy and safe. Ma’s resilience reaches a breaking point, they enact a risky plan to escape.
First attempt to escape, Ma tried to make her son got a fever by rubbing his body with towel that has been dipped in boiling water. Old Nick always comes in every night. She hopes that Old Nick will bring him to the hospital at that time. That night has come, when Old Nick comes into the room, he saw Jack lay down on the bed. Ma’s told that Jack got fever because the heater in their room running down all night long before. She asks him to bring him to the hospital, but Old Nick rejected it. He will buy a medicine and gave it to them tomorrow, said him. Ma was upset because of the attempt at that night was failed. The next day she tried the second attempt. She teaches jack how to make his body feel stiff like a dead man. If Old Nick comes and see that Jack was dead, he will not have choice to bring him out of the room. Ma gives a direction to Jack, when the car reached slow speed, it signs for jack to jump off of the truck. Jack said he was afraid, but Ma tried to courage him. If he did jump off of the truck, find someone and ask him a help, added Ma. Old Nick comes before the night. He saw Jack had rolled in a rug and Ma crying over him said that he died because the fever got worst. Old Nick seems panic, he could not let Jack’s dead body stay in the room. Immediately, he brought Jack’s body to his truck and brought him to the place he should be. Ma has stay in that room, she could not go with them, ordered by Old Nick. The car starts running. Jack who is stay in the rug try to concentrate and followed the direction that given by his mother. In the middle on the way, he tried to rolling off the rug, so he could jump off of the truck when he reached at the point. The car got slower, Jack tried to jump off of the truck, and run as fast as he can, but his leg is not strong enough. Old Nick tried to catch him back, but there is a man with his dog walk in that sidewalk. The man feel confused, he feels something wrong about Jack and Old Nick. Jack tried to communicate with him and ask him for a help. Old Nick got more panicky, he did not want to be arrested. He let off Jack and driving away from that road. The man called police to help him. When police arrived, they helped Jack and bring him by their car. In the car, they investigated of the incident. They asked Jack how he could be outside, how he could be at that road, where is his mom, where he is come from. Jack is who spent his whole life in the room, still feel confused and insecure when he was outside, but he tried to answer the question properly. According to his answered, police suspect there is a crime that experienced by Jack. They tried to looking for a room which mentioned by Jack, and followed the direction which given by his mother. They arrived at the house, at the backyard of the house there is a shed where place as their room. Finally, Ma was rescued by the police. Ma and Jack get back together and feel happy to be survived from that room. Police brought them to hospital, they need a medical attention, especially for Jack because he has to adapted with the condition which never been met.
After few days in the hospital, Jack and Ma move in to Joy’s Mother home, Nancy. Nancy has been reported to the police that Joy was missing, but police could not find her until Jack has survived and helped Joy to come back to her family. Nancy lives with her boyfriend, she got divorced with Joy’s father while Joy disappeared. Joy could understand if her parents got divorced, but she could not feel happy like before. One day she tried to kill herself. Jack finds her lay down on the ground of the bathroom. Right away, Joy was rushed to the hospital, fortunately she rescued, but she had to be hospitalized for few days. Jack who always dependent on his mother, could not come to the hospital, he has to stay at the house with his grandparents. Since the first time he survived from the room, he always sticking on his mother, even Nancy could not get along with him. Nancy has been asked Jack if he would like to cut off his hair, because his hair is too long for him, but Jack rejected and said that his hair empowered him. At the day, Jack was played by himself in his room, he misses his mother, he encourage himself to talk to Nancy and asked her to cut off his hair. Nancy got surprised, she wondered why he wants to cut off his hair, Jack answered that he would like to send his hair to his mother, so his mother could get empower from him. After that, he collected his hair and asked Nancy to bring it to his mother. He feels happy and hopes his mother will get recovery soon. Shortly after Joy takes Jack’s hair, she came back to home. Joy feels happy for looking her son could get along with each other while she is in the hospital. Joy and Jack back to live together, Joy promised that she never tried to kill herself anymore.
After passing through many obstacles, Jack and Ma could live happily. They started to live like a normal people, smile even more than before. Jack realized that world is not as big as the room before. There is no room in this world, except when the door was closed. World is bigger than he has ever imagined
First Time
24th October 2015.
The day when I was go to Thailand. I felt super excited, it is my first time to go overseas and I went with my friend, her name is Aisyah. I couldn’t sleep well the night before, and I woke up before the dawn. My flight scheduled at 7 o’clock in the morning. My brother took me off to the airport, then I met Ais there.
After passed through security check at the airport, I sat in the airplane, next to the window. I saw the plane start to take off. Slowly, the plane reached the sky. It was a morning, and it was still summer. The sky has a clear vision, there’s a white cloud and also the sun shine brightly. The journey to Thailand took 4 hours by plane. Sometimes the plane got turbulence, it makes me little nervous, but it is fine after all. My friend told me to take a sleep while we were in the flight, but it is not easy for me to get asleep. Then I made myself busy by watching a video and polished my nail. Make yourself busy was the best way to kill the time, that is right, suddenly the pilot said that we were flew in Thailand sky and the plane ready for landed. There was a time when I felt so happy for being in other country that I have not been there yet.
First time I put my own two feet in the land of Thailand, the time showed that it was 11 a.m. The weather has not difference between Thailand and Indonesia. The both country has tropical zone. It is easy for me to adapt with the weather, but in a language it much more difficult. Thailand is a country that has many tourists who visit there. Some people in Bangkok could speak English but some could not. First destination is our hotel, we took a taxi to go to the hotel. There’s a small stall at the airport which helped tourist to take a taxi to go to their destination. Their staff helps us to communicate with taxi driver who can’t speak English. Surely, it was helpful. It makes us to get to our destination safely. It takes about 30 minutes to go to our hotel from the airport. On the way to the hotel, I looked to the outside of the window. I thought Thailand has a similar landscape with Indonesia, especially at their capital city, Bangkok and Jakarta.
After 30 minutes spent time on the road, we arrived at our hotel. It is a nice hotel, our room has a river view which has a beautiful view at the night. It is not only great in its view but also the room is quite big for two people. I felt like my own home, it is so comfortable. We didn’t take much time to get a rest, because we had to go to the concert venue. Yes, our main destination to go to the Thailand is not only for vacation but also we want to attend to the concert. There was a concert that we waited for a long time, one of the Korean boy band held a concert at that time.
Actually, this boy band held their second world tour concert, Bangkok is one of the country that their visit, and also Jakarta. But, they held a concert in Bangkok for two days in a row. Because of that, we choose to flight to Bangkok, we thought that it must be more amazing than Jakarta. The concert start at 5 p.m, and we arrived at the venue 3 hours before. My friend has bought a ticket by an online, and we should to change the confirmation payment with a ticket itself. Even though there is 3 hours left before the gate opened, but the concert venue has a lot of people around, people who love to see a concert, people who loves this boy band. It proofs that Korean boy band had increase popularity around the world, they proof that they could compete with other singer, especially American and English singer who have got more attention in people’s eyes.
After wait for 3 hours, the gate opened. I was so excited, even if I flashback to that time, I still feel the excitement of that time. It is my first time to see their concert, and also to see their face, to see them as a person with my own eyes. Like other girl who had a crush on them, I scream as loud as I could after their start their performance. In the middle of the performance, the man who I adore so much moves to the stage which I stand in front of. So I could see him closer and clearly. I was so happy, even now while I write this story, my lip makes a smile line. I remembered how happy I was, how big my mouth open, my body shaken, I did a light jump. I use a whole body to express the happiness inside of me. Time flies faster while we are happy. Accurately right, I didn’t realize if two hours and half almost end, until they said that they will sing a last song. The last song is a ballad song, it told about the togetherness between them as an idol and their fans. That song composed by one of the member, he writes it while he did a first world tour concert a couple years ago. It is a nice and sweet song that he writes for their lovely fans. I almost cry while hear their singing it, the lyric blend well with the instrument and also with an emotional voices that they had. Like what they said, that is the last song. The song ended, they bow to the fans as a thankful of a great support from their fans. Their first day concert in Bangkok was amazing, I was wondering how the second day going? Because we’re not come in their second day concert, at that day we choose to stroll around Bangkok city.
as the night goes deepen,
the quite it will be,
but the mind still busy,
looking for something brighter than a star,
for dreaming about
Mulanya Pertemanan
Berteman tidak pandang bulu. Istilah yang sering didengar. Yap! Berteman dengan siapa saja, tidak harus dengan sesame suku, ras, etnis, warna kulit, bahkan tidak harus dengan sesama Negara.
Sebuah hubungan pertemanan dimulai denga pertemuan, perkenalan, lalu saat mulai berbincang, saat itulah kita menilai apakah sosok yang sedang berbincang dengan kita, dapat cocok dengan kita sebagai teman. Obrolan ringan namun menarik, membuat seseorang dapat merasakan kenyamanan dari diri orang lain. Pada saat itu pula, tanpa ada aba-aba, tanpa ada pertanyaan “lo mau ga jadi temen gue?”, tanpa disadari sebuah hubungan pertemanan terjalin.
Dari umur kanak-kanak, hingga beranjak remaja, dewasa, bahkan saat tua. Sebuah hubungan pertemanan tetap dapat dijalin hingga hari terakhir kita hidup di dunia. Dimulai dari lingkungan tempat tinggal. Saat memiliki tetangga yang seumuran, pasti pertemanan akan terjalin. Saat memasuki dunia pendidikan dari bangku sekolah dasar hingga SMA selanjutnya dalam masa menjadi mahasiswa dan menjadi seorang pegawai atau pekerja, kita pasti akan menemukan seseorang yang dapat kita jadikan teman.
Waktu terus berlalu. Hubungan pertemanan pun akan silih berganti. Akan ada waktu dimana kita merindukan teman masa kecil. Saat dimana seorang manusia memulai kehidupan bersosialisasi diluar dari hubungan antar anggota keluarga. Umur sebelum masuk dunia pendidikan formal. Kita hanya disibukkan dengan kegiatan bermain bersama dengan keluarga dan teman di lingkungan tempat tinggal kita. Lingkungan tempat tinggal adalah tempat pertama seseorang mengenal orang lain yang bukan anggota keluarganya. Saat itulah seorang anak mengenal sebuah hubungan pertemanan, terutama dengan yang seumuran. Mulai dari pagi hari hingga menjelang siang, bahkan saat tidur siang pun ia akan menghabiskan waktu tidur siang bersama dengan temannya. Begitu yang dilakukan seorang anak yang hampir setiap hari ia habiskan waktu bersama teman-teman saat orang tua mereka sedang sibuk bekerja. Ketika mereka mulai masuk dunia pendidikan, waktu bermain harus terbagi dengan waktu belajar. Mungkin hanya bisa bermain bersama teman di lingkungan tempat tinggal saat akhir pekan atau hari libur sekolah. Tapi bukan berarti di sekolah hanya dihabiskan waktu untuk belajar. Di lingkungan sekolah pun, dapat menjalin hubungan pertemanan dengan siswa lain. Seiring dengan berjalannya waktu, jenjang pendidikan pun akan semakin tinggi, serta teman-teman yang kita miliki akan berbeda dan bertambah. Begitu seterusnya hingga memasuki dunia kerja.
Dalam dunia kerja, hidup akan menjadi terasa lebih serius. Dalam sehari, 24 jam, waktu terasa seperti tersita oleh hiruk pikuk sibuknya dunia pekerjaan. Sebenarnya pada saat ini, saat dimana seseorang akan sangat membutuhkan teman, untuk berkeluh kesah, untuk beristirahat sejenak dari pekerjaan mereka. Tapi juga pada saat ini, teman mereka yang juga sudah memasuki dunia kerja akan sangat sibuk dan susah untuk bertemu. Jangankan untuk bertemu, untuk sekedar berhubungan via telepon atau chat saja mereka jarang merespon. Jika sudah begini, yang bisa dilakukan hanya saling mengerti. Karena kita tak lagi kanak-kanak, yang kesibukannya sebatas pelajaran, pr, ujian, dan pastinya teman. Usia semakin dewasa, masalah hidup tak lagi sebatas ujian kelulusan, saat ini yang dipikirkan adalah bagaimana dapat bertahan hidup dalam persaingan yang semakin sulit untuk dilawan.
Teman yang baik pasti akan mengerti tentang kesulitan serta usaha kita untuk mencapai mimpi dalam hidup. Tanpa banyak menuntut, tanpa banyak bicara, mereka akan senantiasa mendoakan kita menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Kita pun harus bisa menjadi teman yang baik untuk teman-teman kita. Saat miliki waktu lengang, usahakan agar tetap menjalin komunikasi dengan baik, membantu saat teman kita sedang kesulitan, karena teman adalah kakak atau adik kita dari lain orang tua. Semoga saya bisa menjadi teman yang baik, dan akan tetap berusaha menjadi teman yang baik untuk teman-teman saya. Karena tanpa mereka, saya tidak akan melihat dunia yang penuh dengan warna. Terima kasih teman-teman, yang sudah menjadi saksi hidup, menjadi guru, menjadi kawan, menjadi lawan, menjadi kakak dalam hidup saya. Hubungan pertemanan ini hanya akan terputus saat nafas ini berhenti berhembus.
aku harap, ia..
apa yang ia lihat dengan mata itu?
apa yang ia dengar dengan telinga itu?
apa yang ia ucap dengan bibir itu?
apa yang ia rasa dengan hati itu?
memang, bukan hakku untuk menanyakan ini.
hanya saja, aku harap..
semoga apa yang ia lihat adalah kebahagiaan
apa yang ia dengar adalah kebaikan
apa yang ia ucap adalah kesenangan
serta apa yang ia rasa adalah kejujuran
jalanan kota terhubung satu sama lain untuk menghidupi warganya. seperti, sel dalam tubuh terhubung satu sama lain untuk menghidupi jiwa manusia. layaknya, mereka terhubung satu sama lain untuk menghidupi semangat kami
missing
the eyes missing their sight
the ears missing their voice
the nose missing their smell
the lips missing their smile
the pain missing their cures
the tired mind missing their body