Emma

25 | she/her | Canadian | Game Designer | Dungeon Master | T Girl | Neurodivergent | General Rapscalion

[arcaniac79]

25 | she/her | Canadian | Game Designer | Dungeon Master | Trans MTF 🏳️‍⚧️ | Neurodivergent (AuDHD) | General Rapscalion

Hi!!! I'm Emma, I'm a Canadian Trans Girl, early on in my medical transition (started may of 2025). For this reason, I won't send pics upon requests, but sometimes I will post pictures of myself as I learn to love my body more.

I am very nerdy and will post about that too. I love TTRPGs, and animals (ESPECIALLY Marine Animals). I hyperfixate a bunch on those things and will info dump if given even the slightest amount of permission to do so.

I'm Bisexual? I'm not really sure exact labels, I'm into whoever.

♥️♥️♥️

[felix]

whenever i complete chores i get an achievement banner pop up in my head dark souls style

[felix]

[courtofthevampireking]

[killer-arcade]

[courtofthevampireking]

[saveyourhelplessspite]

i bring a sort of "this character is canonically malnourished and would gain at least a couple pounds during their hypothetical healing arc wherein they get better" vibe to the function that people dont really like

[apanfulmistake]

[forestofbabel]

One of my favorite things about Olethra in Cloudward Ho is that it was established in episode one that she’s trans and it’s never really brought up again. Her story didn’t need to come back to her gender. No one needed to question it or make it relevant to the plot at any point. She’s just trans. She’s a trans woman on an adventure. It’s as relevant to the plot at as the fact that Van is tall or Monty is black. It just is.

[arcaniac79]

Officially 5 months on Estrogen! Also took my measurements, I'm already at a B Cup. Is that fast? This feels fast? They're also not showing any signs that they're done growing.

[frollosuggestions]

what’s that noise. 

[frollosuggestions]

sounds like a bunch of rocks hitting each other

[frollosuggestions]

i’m going to check

[frollosuggestions]

the……. gargoyles…. I think they were……. no, it couldn’t be….

[hungry-skeleton]

Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

[arcaniac79]

I HAVENT EVEN BEEN ON E FOR A FULL MONTH YET BUT MY BOOBS ARE HURTING!!!

And by "my boobs" I mean what will eventually become boobs

BUT THEYRE TENDER AND IT HURTS TO POKE THEM THAT MEANS IM GETTING BOOBS

Is it supposed to start this early???? I don't think so???? I got good boobs genes though, so like, might have something to do with it.

!!!!!!!!!!

[arcaniac79]

Officially 2 weeks on E!!! No changes yet ofc. Except for just like.. enjoying life more, singing along to music more, laughing harder, admiring the beauty of nature more.

Also went to a wedding yesterday and it was my first time presenting femme in public. I was so nervous but everyone was so nice!! Saw a lot of people I hadn't seen in a loooooong time

[arcaniac79]

I STARTED HRT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[arcaniac79]

that's not your "Goth GF" that's your Spookie Pookie

[innerchildabortionclinic]

❗️GAME TIP❗️you can take your autistic girlfriend to the aquarium to stare at fish🐟🐠

[arcaniac79]

I'm not autistic (at least not diagnosed) but I would like to stare at some fish too

[terraswallows]

You are not alone. You are not different. Every trans girl has stood where you stand now, looking at the reflection in the mirror and wondering if she will ever recognize herself. Every single one of us was given a hand we never asked for, a role we never chose—but now, we hold the power to rewrite our story.

It’s easy to feel like you’re falling behind, like you’re somehow less than because your body isn’t changing fast enough, because your voice isn’t quite where you want it to be, because you don’t feel as feminine as you know you are. But let me tell you a secret—every trans girl has felt that way. We’ve all stared at ourselves and asked, why am I different? Why does it feel like I’ll never get there?

But you will. Because you’re not behind. You’re not failing. You’re becoming. And becoming takes time.

You are perfect in your own way—right now, in this moment. No one can take that away from you. You deserve the time to grow into yourself, to bloom in ways you never thought possible, to embrace the beauty of who you are and who you are becoming.

And when you do? Oh, love, the world won’t know what hit it.

So take your time. Give yourself grace. Love yourself fiercely. You are worth it.

Sending all my love to you, wherever you are. You’ve got this.

[arcaniac79]

Renlogging so more trans girls see this. This also had wording in it I've never used or thought of. Like how I know that I am actually very feminine I've just never embraced it as much as I eventually will (hopefully). Or the wording that I don't recognize myself, such a good way to phrase it.

[robomartyr]

This is the funniest thing I have ever seen. If I were a professor I would pin this to my office door.

[zanabism-deactivated20200529]

LMAO

[nitewrighter]

There were like 30 seconds where I was like, “Ah the joke is that Orcas are technically the largest member of the oceanic dolphin family–this is a joke about the whale making false claims about its whale heritage on an admissions form, hence why its lawyer is also a dolphin.” And then I realized, “Oh. KILLER whale.”

[arcaniac79]

Okay yes very funny post BUT this has activated one of my hyperfixations and now I shall rant.

Are Orcas dolphins? Yes. But are they whales? Also yes. All Dolphins, Whales and Porpoises are Ceticeans, and there are only 2 groups of Ceticeans; Toothed Whales and Baleen Whales. All Dolphins are Toothed Whales, therefore Orcas are in fact Whales.

The lawyer's arguments holds water

[arcaniac79]

I just finished I Saw The TV Glow. And um. Holy shit. I cried, I am crying, I'm not okay, but I've never felt better in my life.

[arcaniac79]

Me: I wish to be a girl

Genie: If you would wish for such a thing, that means you already are one, so wish granted! 🤗

Me (feeling affirmed): aww thanks. But can I have boobs now?

Genie: Sorry that was last your wish *poofs away*