flower girl.

“your eyes half- thrush, half-angel and your drowsy lips where float flowers of kiss.”

[fairyling]

lmao op literally tried. if your coping mechanism is harmful, especially to other people, you have no excuses.

oh i’m so glad i have some ppl with common fuckin sense in my inbox pls marry me

[transmxnfenris]

My coping mechanism is HEAVILY TAGGED and I don’t talk about it in public except for on Ao3 which is… heavily tagged … so those who can avoid it can avoid it. If ur not a therapist you don’t get to fucking say what’s harmful to me. Get fucked.

[ardellle]

u can’t fucking block me and reply to my posts u absolute fucking moron. and tagged or not ur still posting it in spaces with ppl over ten years younger than you so uh? fucking die? and no i’m not ur therapist and i’m fucking glad i’m not bc ur a lost cause and u’d be the reason i retire early bc there’s no fucking help for you and it’s especially clear that you a. don’t have a therapist or b. don’t tell them about ur weird fantasy porn uwu eat shit and fucking die before i kill u myself

[transmxnfenris]

I didn’t fucking block u??? Ur on anon??? I can’t do that??? Or are you the same person as fairyling the only one I blocked??? That’s funny. Trying to make it look like you got friends there are we

Yeeeeeah with a “18+” warning. You better go to ur local hmv and rally against them having PULP FICTION AN EIGHTEEN MOVIE WITH A RAPE SCENE IN A SPACE WITH KIDS IN IT. HOW FUCKING SICK - HMV ARE PEDOS EVERY ONE.

This is really funny cause I’ve had several therapists since I was a kid cos I’m a survivor and their the ones who told me to use fiction as an outlet but go off I guess

[ardellle]

i didn’t even try to pretend i was someone else omfg ur so fucking stupid it’s still me idiot !!! i do have friends tho bc i’m not a fucking freak but i dont need them to fight my battles for me bc i’m a big girl

oh nice deflection about a movie that’s also problematic. pointing out that a movie is problematic ( it’s problematic bc of how it treats women ) doesn’t suddenly absolve u of ur nasty wrong doings. also see ur saying have had which is past tense which leads me to believe u don’t have on anymore. also it’s common to tell that to children as a stepping stone in dealing with trauma bc it helps kids cope with what happened to them bc they feel less alone but when u get older and become a big boy ! u get to graduate to more adult coping mechanisms ! like actually dealing with the trauma rather than continue to support the culture that lead to ur abuse and the abuse of many other kids

but whatever guess u just wanna be a freak

[fairyling]

lmao op literally tried. if your coping mechanism is harmful, especially to other people, you have no excuses.

oh i’m so glad i have some ppl with common fuckin sense in my inbox pls marry me

[transmxnfenris]

My coping mechanism is HEAVILY TAGGED and I don’t talk about it in public except for on Ao3 which is… heavily tagged … so those who can avoid it can avoid it. If ur not a therapist you don’t get to fucking say what’s harmful to me. Get fucked.

[ardellle]

u can’t fucking block me and reply to my posts u absolute fucking moron. and tagged or not ur still posting it in spaces with ppl over ten years younger than you so uh? fucking die? and no i’m not ur therapist and i’m fucking glad i’m not bc ur a lost cause and u’d be the reason i retire early bc there’s no fucking help for you and it’s especially clear that you a. don’t have a therapist or b. don’t tell them about ur weird fantasy porn uwu eat shit and fucking die before i kill u myself

[ardellle]

hey i know this was a rp account but brb i need to drag a pedo that blocked my main uwu

[ardellle]

anchitas:

it was cute how determined lenny was. she was clearly just trying to keep conversation with ana, and she didn’t mind it at all whatsoever. “well, i mean.. you could try it. i’m not gonna guarantee that it would work though.” she said as she stood back up now, smiling softly at the girl. “i think either way, fake or real, you’d still look hot in the flower crown.” she said casually, now beginning to sweep once again. “do you wanna choose the same flowers as you did last night or do you wanna switch it up?”

            a blush rose to lenny’s cheeks when ana complimented her. she twirled a strand of hair around her finger as her gaze fell to the floor. “you’re sweet.” she mumbled. lenny’s gaze followed ana as she started sweeping again and she considered her options. “what do you think? actually, i don’t have anything that requires a flower crown today or tomorrow. maybe i’ll come back to get flowers to organize the crown. instead, can i just get a bouquet of your favorite flowers?”

[ardellle]

cvrreia:

sofia sipped her coffee as she was rapidly talking about all the things she had to do from getting a report done for her internship to going to a party that was later that night. she could tell that the other girl was already tuned out to the conversation. “will you listen to me if we go outside?” she asked, arching an eyebrow.

            the question caught lenny off guard and she paused while she thought about her answer. she felt a little guilty about being caught for not listening but lenny wasn’t going to lie and pretend that she had been. it would only end up biting her in the ass and she knew that. “mm, i’m not gonna make any promises that i can’t keep. i will try a lot harder to listen, though. i did catch something about a party though? what’s up with that, hm?” she asked, getting up from her seat.

[ardellle]

averyphq:

“The park? I’d love to. After all, it’s a beautiful day. It’d be a shame to waste it.” She replied. Sighing, she shook her head. “Not sure I’m ready to talk about it, honestly. There’s so much going on with me right now. I think I’d rather talk about you. How’re you anyways?” She asked. Sipping at her leftover coffee, she tried to clear the thoughts of her brother’s judgements from her mind. He hated that was having fun again, that she was feeling herself once more. She didn’t want to think about it, she’d rather clear her head and focus on Lenny, and any problems the girl before her was facing. 

            lenny paused when the question was turned around on her. she tapped her forefinger against her chin as she thought about where to start. in the last week alone she had been to a concert, gone to some fancy thing with her grandparents, as well as a lot of prepping for the fair this weekend. “oh, i’ve been good. i’ve been really happy! just living life the best that i can. i just wanna be going out and doing a lot because you never know when you won’t be able to do it all.” she laughed, brushing some hair away from her face. “are you going to the thing this weekend?”

[ardellle]

mykcela:

summer had always been the blonde’s calling. don’t get her wrong, she loved winter and snow as much as every other person but the way the sun was always high in the sky and the warm weather always brought out everyone’s better side. “who doesn’t?” she giggled slightly as she watched the girl and then beamed a grin in her direction. “eh, leave the grumps to do what they do best – mope about it being too bright or too warm for their liking. who cares, right? as long as we’re happy, screw them.”

            one more spin before lenny let her arms fall down by her sides. she studied the other for a moment before she giggled and ran a hand through her waves. “summer is the best season and nothing can change my mind. i love everything about it. i love the warm weather, the happiness, the sundresses, all of it!” skipping closer to the other, lenny considered reaching for her hand but instead folded her arms across her chest. “that’s a good point, yeah. let them sit and mope and never be happy about anything ever!”

[ardellle]

stellcromano:

stella really didn’t mean to be that girl- the one who talked your ear off for hours without even realizing it. but when someone got her started, it just sort of happened. before she knew it, the other person couldn’t even get a word in. it was especially prominent when she was nervous, which around lenny, she always seemed to be. it wasn’t like the girl had ever given her any reason to be uncomfortable, but there was always lingering tension in the air, things left unsaid, that were enough to give stella anxiety. she paused to take a sip from her cold espresso, and that’s when lenny finally spoke. stella’s eyes landed on her, and she swallowed, giving an enthusiastic bob of her head. “yeah- yeah of course,” she agreed, planting one hand against the arm of her chair. “did you see they put a new fountain in downtown? i pass it every day on the way to the bakery, and the construction took ages, but like it’s-” she winced, with a soft, apologetic smile. “ah, sorry. i’m rambling. let’s just go.” 

            sometimes lenny could get lost listening to stella speak and other times she’d get lost just watching the other. sadly, she could never manage to do both at the same time. it was either listen to everything stella said and pay attention to nothing else or lose herself in stella’s features and miss everything she said. lenny had already forgotten that she asked if they could go outside but it occurred to her when stella started talking about the fountain and so she jumped up and threw away her empty cup. “no, don’t be sorry.” she said, looking over her shoulder. “i love listening to to you talk. what were you gonna say about the fountain? i wanna go see it. i don’t think i’ve seen it yet.” she replied, holding the door open for the other girl.

[ardellle]

anchitas:

anahita was sweeping up the floors of the shop and it was only thirty minutes till close, so naturally, the store was somewhat filled. once she was done sweeping, she set the broom behind the counter. not long after she finished,she noticed the very familiar pink(ish?)-haired girl walk into the store with a spring in her step. normally, ana didn’t have a thing for super perky and talkative girls like lenny, but she was just too beautiful to ignore. she had been in the store the day before, determined to make the perfect flower crown. ana was certain that her plan was going to fail miserably, which it did, hence why she was back in the shop. once lenny asked for another solution to her issue, she leaned over the counter, elbows resting on the surface now as she continued to talk. once she finally finished, she responded with, “there’s not really anything you can do. i would suggest using fake flowers.”

            watching as anahita leaned over the counter, lenny tried to ignore the fluttering in her heart as the other got closer. she didn’t try to hide how her smile grew, though. lenny was quiet for a moment, considering what ana had to say before shaking her head. “mm, i don’t wanna do that. if i use fake flowers then i’ll have to go to a craft store and the girls that work in craft stores aren’t anywhere near as friendly or helpful as you.” she finally said, tapping her forefinger against her lips. “what if i spritz it with water regularly? do you think that’ll make it last all day?” she tried, sucking her lower lip between her teeth while she thought again. lenny was definitely stalling as she tried to come up with more ridiculous ideas. any excuse that she could have to keep staring at the girl behind the counter.

[ardellle]

eloisemp3:

eloise had the tendency to talk really fast when she was passionate about the subject so when lenny asked how work was she couldn’t help but ramble about the new wedding she was planning for a gay couple that lived near her. “oh yeah for sure,” she smiled, happy to move outside to have the remains of their hot beverages. “couldn’t agree more,” she added with a laugh as they stood up and walked towards the outdoor tables.

            lenny picked up her cup and swirled it in her hand before frowning and throwing it out at the realization that it was empty. “why aren’t people capitalizing on the outdoor seating? it seems like a missed opportunity.” she hummed as she held the door open for her friend. “okay so tell me all about the couple! you shared some of your ideas for the wedding but you haven’t told me about the couple yet!” lenny asked when she sat down across from eloise.

[ardellle]

averyphq:

Avery was lost in thought, thinking about the most recent fight she’d had with her brother. She couldn’t get it out of her mind. Even though she was thankful she was back to being herself again, that came with consequences. Some of which she was unprepared to deal with. Lenny’s question brought her out of mind. Nodding absentmindedly, she replied, “Sure I could use some sun, too.” Looking around the coffee shop, she added, “this place is getting a bit crazy for me anyways.”

            lenny grabbed her empty cup and went to ask for a refill on her hot chocolate before she followed avery out of the shop. a smile graced her features when she felt the warmth from the sun hit her face and she tilted her head up towards the sun and simply stood there for a moment, enjoying the weather. “do you wanna go to the park?” she asked, taking a sip of her coffee and looking at the other with curious eyes. lenny wasn’t quite ready to part ways yet but she hadn’t thought this far ahead. “you can talk about whatever’s on your mind because something is clearly bugging you.”

[ardellle]

mykcela:

the amount of time mykaela spent in the coffee shop nowadays was honestly disturbing – she was even sure she spent more time there collectively than she did her own home. the cafe, unfortunately, was also a hot-spot for most of the other residents of denver much to her avail, yet there was always something interesting that kept her attention. “that’s a good shout,” she nodded slowly, exhaling gently and taking the last few sips of her own iced mocha before standing up. “there are too many people in here anyway.”

            grabbing her empty cup of hot chocolate, lenny dropped it in the garbage on her way out the door. once she felt the sun on her cheeks, lenny stretched her arms out and did a little spin. “oh i love spring so much.” she mused as she closed her eyes and pulled her sunglasses from her forehead and over her eyes. once she was content with her spinning, lenny turned her attention to mykaela and giggled. “i don’t understand why everyone is sitting inside instead of outside. it’s so nice outside. i wanna soak up the sun as much as i can because before we know it we’ll be buried in snow again.”

[ardellle]

desrusso:

      destiny was not an unreasonable girl. she knew that the only way to ever find love was to look for it, which is why she found herself alone at a sushi restaurant playing temple run on her iphone. the place seemed to be unusually hot and she was sweating through the bell sleeves of her white off the shoulder dress, regretting the boots she’d worn instead of the sandals she’d originally planned because she was self conscious of her unpainted toe nails. ‘girls notice things like that,’ she thought to herself when she was picking her outfit apart in the mirror. today was not the girl’s first tinder date—not even close. back in georgia she was a tinder fiend, dating everyone she could get her hands on, but back home she was special. girls who listened to the music she did or liked the same tv shows she liked were few and far between which made her somewhat of a commodity. in denver though, her kind was a dime a dozen and every time she went out on a date expecting them to find her goddess-like she was sorely disappointed. after months of learning to minimize her expectations with the help of her therapist and the brutal honesty of her mother, she was finally down to clown. tonight, she was meeting a girl whom she had mutual friends with in the city, and from her pictures destiny could already tell she was attracted to her. the issue now, though, was whether the other girl saw the same spark in her. these days, destiny seemed to be an appetizer who tided people over until their main course arrived. | @ardellle

            being on time was never something that lenny was good at. her grandparents had bought her several different watches in hopes that she’d wear one and be aware of the time and get better at time management. it never seemed to work, though. regardless, there was a thin silver watch on her wrist but lenny wasn’t even sure if it was set to the proper time. she was wearing a floral romper with a sheer cardigan over it. her jewlery was minimal and lenny had chosen to just wear a simple half up half down braid for her hair. lenny looked around the small sushi place before she spotted her date and slid into the seat across from her. “oh my gosh!! i’m so sorry i’m late! i couldn’t find my shoes and then i found one shoe but i couldn’t find that shoe’s sister so then i had to find a different shoe and it was this whole shoe disaster and now i’m just wearing my shoes that i wear around the house which is a little embarrassing but very comfortable.” she rambled, setting her clutch on the table and laying her phone down face down. “you look absolutely stunning though. so much prettier than your pictures which is hard to accomplish because those pictures are gorgeous!”

[ardellle]

            lenny sat with her legs crossed and sighed as she looked at the area around her. she was seated in the back of a coffee shop and an empty cup of hot chocolate sitting beside her. the person sitting behind her was talking too fast for lenny to keep up, but she figured it’d also be easier if she had been listening from the start. “it’s kind of stuffy in here. do you want to maybe go outside?” she said after a moment when she felt like there was a long enough pause for her to speak. “i can feel my skin crying for some vitamin d.”

[ardellle]

            her little sandals were stained with grass as she walked into the flower shop but lenny was too far in her how head to notice that or the wet footprints she was leaving behind as she walked up to the counter to see ana. both palms laid flat at the counter as she met the other girl’s eyes and whatever train of thought she had going had evaporated when she saw her. instead a soft smile crept onto her features and lenny couldn’t help but giggle. “hi!” she said before her gaze fell to her chipped nail polish. “oh, right!” she said, looking up again. “i had a reason for coming in here! i keep trying to use, like, actual flowers for my outfits because they just seem better. but by the end of the day they’re all wilted and it makes me sad. what should i do? you’re the flower genius and i don’t know what to do. these sad looking flowers keep breaking my heart. please help my heart not break again.” @anchitas

[ardellle]

hi !! i’m a whole dumbass so my character is gonna be one too bc i’m too tired all the time to play someone smart

[ VANESSA MORGAN, 22, SHE/HER ] LENNON “LENNY” ARDELLE is known as the ASTHETE around denver. she’s lived her for TEN YEARS & is a VLOGGER. FLOWER CROWNS, PASTEL PALETTES, FESTIVAL CLOTHES, & FAIRIES. [ OPHELIA/OPH, SHE/HER, 18, EST ]

was the only child but raised primarily by her grandparents bc her parents were young and not quite ready to be parents

she does still have a relationship with her parents but it isn’t the traditional parent/child relationship and it’s more of a friendship 

grandparents were rich, strict, and tended to spoil lenny. insisted on calling her by her middle name because they didn’t like that her first name wasn’t feminine enough so she grew up being called rose.

still lives with grandparents but she frequents parties and festivals. she’s created a brand for herself as a popular youtuber for her videos on makeup as well as her vlogging

v naive and lacks common sense. v trusting and gullible.

airy in her behavior and just a little bit vacant but very easily excitable

she hasn’t found a label that fits quite yet but she’s starting to think she’s a lesbian

there’s more that i can’t like put into words right now but pls lemme know if u wanna plot !! hit me up through here or on discord love ya