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ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི ࣪ ִֶָ☾.   𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐊 !  𝟖𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍.   seasian. infp-t. any prns. bisexual. enneagram type 4w5. writer, desiring to be published.    status : missing meds.

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i’d  beat  him  bloody  for  the  way  he  talks  about  you.    —    TOXIC RELATIONSHIP DIALOGUE PROMPTS  .

prompt list by @arialpng !

〝 okay. yeah. keep yelling at me. get it out. it’s aaall my fault. 〞

〝 you’re not listening to me! you never do! 〞〝 says the one who never lets me get a word in. 〞

〝 i kept you around because you were supposed to love me! you were supposed to want me and nothing else! clearly that’s not longer the case, so … i don’t know what to do anymore … maybe you should just go. yeah! go! everyone else did so what do i care if another one does! 〞

〝 if you had just done what i’d said i wouldn’t have to do this to you. 〞〝 then don’t, please don’t … 〞

〝 oh i know all about love. i know how it twists and distorts and breaks and withers and dies. and that is how i know i love you. 〞

〝 you know i’d never do this to you, right? i wasn’t thinking straight. i’m sorry, baby, let me make it up to you. 〞〝 you said that for the third time this month. 〞

〝 oh aren’t you a sweet, obedient little pet? 〞

〝 nothing i do will ever be enough for you, will it? 〞 〝 no, because i tell you what i want from you and you just can’t help but do something else. 〞

〝 you bring out the worst in me, you know that? and yet … you’re so delicious. 〞

〝 why aren’t they with me right now? 〞〝 it’s their first off day in a while, man, they’re out with their friends. 〞〝 and why aren’t they spending their free day with me? who do these friends of theirs think they are? 〞

〝 i don’t care if it burns, i need you to touch me, please, i have nothing left to lose, not even you. 〞

〝 why do you always make me out to be such — such a monster? please just tell me what’s wrong i’m trying my best — 〞〝 not hard enough! 〞

〝 you’ll be fine, it’s not a big deal. 〞〝 i just got lied to by my best friend, who is now with my ex. how can you say it’s not a big deal? 〞〝 honey, how do you think this relationship was built? 〞

〝 oh, darling, you’re telling me all this time you seriously deluded yourself into thinking you had any sort of hold on me? yes, it was cute when you’d convince me not to punch that guy’s teeth in, the serious look you had on your face like we were playing a tug-of-war with our eyes. i enjoyed handing myself over for once, but let me be absolutely clear; i handed you a paper leash, my dear. and i’ll bite it right out of your hands over and over and over again until you finally decide you’ve had enough poison for a lifetime, then i’ll make sure it will be the last thing you’ll ever taste. 〞

〝 i wasn’t scared of you! never! i love you! so i did what i needed to do. if you kept going out and seeing all those people i knew you’d eventually convince yourself i wasn’t the one but i had to protect you from the lies i knew you’d repeat in your head if i’d let you go on like that! i know you love me, i know you do, that’s why i know you’ll forgive me for whatever i’m going to do next. it’s for our future! everything i’m doing and have done is for us, my love. nothing and no one else! 〞

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you make me wanna say, ‘oh my god.’ — prompts from a personal playlist. this is a playlist i use for writing specific scenes. highly suggestive! ik it’s pretty obvious which songs these are but lmk if you want the playlist anyway hehe.

checking you out like, ‘oh. she’s got it all.’

with a taste of your lips i’m on a ride.

she said it’s her first time, i think she might have lied.

and when i walk in all that i wanna hear, is you say ‘daddy’s home.’

i want to love you, but something’s pulling me away from you.

sober girls around me, they’re acting like they’re drunk.

just want ten minutes, that’s all it takes to please you.

sugar coated, lies unfolded, you still lick the wrapper.

back to the kitty ‘cause she’s kinda pretty, i can’t stop looking at her t-t-t-face.

had to tell her that dick is off limits.

style icon, size zero, my boots from valentino.

i’m not drunk enough to do that.

dance the night away, grab somebody drink a little more.

sin and tonic, stupid promise, something like a death wish.

i can see you staring there from across the block with a smile on your mouth and a hand on your—

you know i hate it when i’m left on read, but he makes it all up in the bed.

i ain’t looking for my one true love, yeah that ship sailed away.

i asked my girlfriend if she’s seen you ‘round before. she mumbled something while we got down on the floor. “we might have fucked, not really sure, don’t quite recall.”

we can get down like there’s no one around.

when you’re ready come and get it.

if you know how to be my lover, maybe you can be my baby.

finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress.

there’s just inches in between us, i want you to give in.

she’s got both hands in her pockets, and she won’t look at you.

fashion, put it all on me, i am anyone you want me to be.

i see a doll when i look in the mirror.

“who’s that man with the big strong hands on her ass in the club with the paps?” baby that’s you.

boys blowing up my phone, they just ain’t you.

i’m trying to find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful.

you’ve been saying all the right things all night long, but i can’t seem to get you over here to help take this off.

i’m looking ‘round for something else to throw.

i never really knew that she could dance like this, she makes a man wanna speak spanish.