boundary breaking content ahead. rpf, queer shipping, speculation, self ship, 'taboo' kinks. if you are here, you consent to viewing such material. if you are a minor/an ageless blog, i can and will block you.
incredibly horny for pangi. my attraction knows no bounds. other than that, i reblog and post stuff about the realm, mcsr, unstable smp, general kink stuff, and personal kink escapades.
feel free to get freaky with me in asks. romance repulsed, sub-leaning switch with a penchant for rope bondage and impact play. in the process of updating tags for harder kinks. check listed kinks for what i like and what to avoid.
also thinking about revamping my tags in general. if you see something change, it probably did.
i write fics sometimes too. see below for more info.
unsure? just send it. send me red asks and it will be deleted.
tags:
#a.gen - general posts
#a.ama - asks and questions
#a.ramble - unpolished longer posts/asks
#a.reblog - reblogs, other people's posts
#a.media - videos/photos/audio
#a.fics - fanfiction, polished writing
#pangi when i get you pangi - horny for pangi posts
#arox fic requests - posts that related to any fic request
#fic: [fic title] - posts that references a specific fic
fics:
late night stream | pangkey rpf, explicit, livestream with a twist
Pangi Falls into Ace's Corruption Trap! | pilukgi, the realm, explicit, hardcore, noncon
Minecraft Manhunt (IN REAL LIFE) (GONE WRONG) (GONE SEXUAL) | pangterkey rpf, explicit, predator/prey, chased through the streets of brighton
tied up all pretty | pangkey rpf, mature, shibari, non-sexual kink, multi-chapter
do as i say | UNFINISHED, pangham rpf, explicit, praise kink, identity exploration, mentor/protege, multi-chapter
He's Got That DILF In Him | pangi737 rpf, explicit, daddy and praise kink, age difference
The Solution to Vidcon Woes | pangi/sb737/squiddo/ashswag rpf, explicit, gangbang, vidcon
Losing the Ranked World Championships | ghostfumebo rpf, explicit, emotional sadomasochism, degradation, aftercare
I saw your post hinting at the ghostfumebo fic the other day and died. I instantly subscribed to the request series and when I got the email an hour ago I actually died. genuinely couldnāt stop saying I was gonna die. I was actually entranced the whole time readingā¦ and because I knew Iād like it no matter what I didnāt read the tags LMAO my jaw DROPPED when evbo pulled out the knife. like I think I literally passed out from ghostieās degrading and the doctors classified me comatose when evbo pulled up his hoodie and cut at his abdomen. and the two of them being so into hurting infume that theyāre lowkey quickdrops when itās their turn?? amaaaaziiiiiing. just amazing. and the aftercareā¦ heās so little š the cocomelon bandaids, the plushie, the musicā¦ Iām sure the floor isnāt very comfortable but heās with the two people that care about him so so sooo much and just let him drop auuugh this is genuinely a piece of art and Iām rereading it RIGHT NOW
My guy my pal YOU have killed me with this ask <3 i love you mwah
I had ghostie's backrooms stream with infume on in the background as i wrote and boy. Did she give me soooo many ideas.
fic idea/request(lowk vague af i apologise): Infume but he gets bullied by people for losing the World championship/NRI(don't really care who, potential candidates are: evbo, ghostie, because he was at evbos setup for nri and also ghostie was there) sexual style(a.k.a. edging/degradation/petplay) untill he cums from it(more than once) and also cries. And then there might be aftercare, which is optional but the post part is imo important because it's where Infume can have no thoughts and be brainless and stupid but it's okay because he's just a stupid little thing.
I do think this is vague af but i think its like, close enough to a decent scenario.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
yeah. yeah... theres a lot of pain play in this one. and emotional sadomasochism. ghostie really puts infume in the dirt. but! there is aftercare! infume gets to be calm brainless instead of tortured brainless!!!
anon, enjoy your treat! like comment subscribe and all that
People have tried to get Mountain Dew flavoured lube to surprise Fein, but he finds flavoured lube really strange and doesnāt like it. However, he does like kissing people with Mountain Dew flavoured lip balm.
Also in my beautiful rpf world, Infume is currently in the process of getting confident enough with himself to take his hat off during sex. So far he has an agreement with hbg that he can keep it on for everything except blowjobs, because one time he was sucking someone off, and the bill of his hat kept jabbing them in the abdomen so hard they had to pull him off.
Infume is now banned from wearing his hat while sucking dick.
Originally, he suggested wearing his hat backwards, but hbg is so tired of him wearing a fuckass hat during sex that itās banned all together. (Also. Exposure therapy. They want him to eventually get comfortable enough to keep the off so they need excuses to force him not to wear one.)
āāāā frfr on both sides of the power dynamic
I want someone to get me so drunk that i can barely stand. Who holds me over the toilet as i barf the alcohol out. Who tucks me into bed. Who slips under the covers to grope me while the world is spinning. Violated in the very safe space i call my home.
Hell, get me high. I dont take drugs, itd be sooo easy to dope me up with a small dose cause my body's just not used to it. Then you can have your way with me.
I want to get someone drunk. Drunk enough that they have to rely on me to walk. Drunk enough that they feel something is wrong but cant figure out what. To push up up against a wall to feel them up under the guise of helping them.
Maybe even 'try out' drugs with them. But i dont take any, watching them get higher and higher while i stay stone cold sober. When theyre all pliant and loose and sleepy, i can have my own fun
I love love love it in fiction but ive tried it before and i just got grumpy cause i was woken up. But š im totally open to trying it again #changemymind
would it be silly to suggest not using their characters tags at all so the fic can only be found from here or is that doing too much and making the whole thing a bigger deal than it is
If that is your preference, I'll follow it! If you leave it up to me, I'll tag accordingly. It's really up to your comfort.
If people send me death threats for stupid shit like this, i fear it says more about them than about me.
I understand youre worried for me, but i'll be okay! No one here knows me as a person, only the side i show yalls (yknow, like the creators we watch), so what anyone says wont be a true reflection of me.
Also it would be funny to see fandom blowing up over a fic again
Anon that requested a legskey fic before when you were talking about taking requests, here. I just remembered that the flight fandom is really strict with boundaries and I think Legundo also reads fics sometimes (or at least is in the walls on tumblr), so I just wanted to suggest that if you do end up writing the fic to be careful with what all you tag when you upload it to ao3 because I don't want you to get dogpiled by the fandom and possibly the cc himself for your writing š (no force of course its just a worry)
oh shit thanks for the heads up! When I get to it, i'll definitely mark it as locked to registered accounts. and put a big huge warning sign in the tags for anyone who comes across it. so they have no excuse if they click in and read it.
either way, i think ive scrubbed most mentions of my main from this blog so unless they REALLY dig, im pretty sure they wont be able to trace it back. also my blog is hidden from tumblr searches. if i get harassed here it's whatever really. block buttons exist for a reason
i feel like i blacked out and over 4k words worth of emotional sadomasochism appeared on my word document. infume's going through some shit. but it's ok because hes just a dumb brainless slut <3
okay i think i'm starting to understand the intox thing.
i went out with coworkers today for the first time and there was Something about watching two of my hottest coworkers dancing and getting progressively more drunk as the day went on whist i stayed sober that got me thinking so many thoughts (and also incredibly grateful that THE hottest coworker wasn't there because that would've actually done me in). you learn something new every day etc etc - š·
NO RIGHT. There's Something about seeing people get so wasted they start acting so differently.. people all get drunk in different ways too so it's fun to see what type of drunk they are and how far that difference in how they act could be pushed. How much looser they are, how much more willing to do things they are. And how Vulnerable they are like that. and Um. You Know.
incest posting again not even anything concrete just the idea of doogile so so so so desperate to come, humping his mattress, one of his hands fisted in his hair, the other in between his teeth to keep his noises down because he's so desperate but likes teetering over the edge because it makes him feel so good. but he can't exactly be loud about it, because usually he does this when his brother's not home, when he's out with his friends or running errands or whatever, but he came back so much earlier than expected.
so doog had to hold his breath when his brother walked past his room, the door not even fully shut because he thought he'd have more time, and pretended to be asleep. he's already lying in bed, it was simple enough to shut his eyes and bite down on his tongue and force his hips to still even through the pleasure running through him, until his brother walked into his own room-- the room that shares a wall with his.
and it's not like he can get up to shut the door, because then his brother will know he's awake, and he'll want to talk, but doog is still hard and aching and dripping precome onto his sheets as he ruts ever so gently so as to not make any noise. he keeps pulling on his hair-- not entirely on purpose but it also makes him feel good and he can picture it's someone else, someone who sounds just like him but is taller and broader in the shoulders and could hold him down so easily.
so he can't shut the door, but he tries to stop and is so close to the edge, just a little more and he'll be tipped over. but doog always does this when he's home alone, he doesn't know how to be quiet. there's a reason he streams nomic on days he's pent up, because when he inevitably starts rutting up into the underside of his desk he can't hold back his whimpers and moans from how good it feels. how his hands stutter on his mouse and he'll fail a boatclutch and groan and drop his hand to palm at his dick through his shorts as he waits to respawn.
he tries to be quiet, he really does. it's just-- he's never had to be quiet before, not like this. and he doesn't think about how the thought of his brother catching him with tears in his eyes and a drooling cock makes it twitch under him. he doesn't think about his brother walking into the room and shoving a hand into his underwear and pulling his hair and calling him the names he usually means as a joke.
doog thinks he wouldn't really mind if they weren't a joke.
but he's not thinking about that, instead he grinds down into his mattress and tugs on his hair alone and pictures a hand on his throat as he bites down on his knuckles.
he's not very successful at swallowing down his moan when his toes curl from the pleasure at a different angle. he's going to have to do laundry after this. he keeps his eyes shut, pictures his brother in the other room with his own dick in hand, moaning his name. he thrusts harder into the mattress, faster, a keen slipping out through his fingers because it feels so good. it's not anything like when he wraps his hand around his cock and jerks himself off, this is better because the sensation is less intense, just building and building like the tide growing in his gut and in between his legs and making his breath hitch when he gets close to the edge again.
he moans a broken thing that might've been his brother's name if he was any more conscious of anything beyond the pleasure he feels. it's blanking out his brain, his limbs fuzzy from the sensation, his eyes fluttering open to see his brother standing in his doorway, the door not even fully open.
oh. oh-- doog shuts his eyes only to blink them open when his brother says "don't stop on my account" and-- and he doesn't look away. neither of them does.
doog keens, the hand in his mouth slipping out and reaching down behind him to press a finger to his rim, farther down to his taint, his legs kicking off his sheets so his brother can have a better view.
he's hard, doog can see through his tears, a tent in his shorts that he makes no move to touch as he watches doog moan shamelessly and rock forwards and backwards. doog wants him to touch himself, to touch doog, to move away from the door and pin doog down and fuck him, to tug at his cock and then slap doog's hands away and make him beg for it. to shove his head down until doog chokes on his cock and gags and begs for it.
"please," doog whispers, his brother's smile growing sharper at his words, his own hips jumping when he finally steps into the room.
Listen, I'm not the type to ship any woman I see with any man she speaks to. That's misogynistic and gross. Women can have friends.
However.
Infume and Ghostie absolutely fucked in LA, or at least really fucking wanted to, and I'm sick of people hearing about Ghostfume and just being like "women cant have friends anymore??" (also unrelated but why do ppl in mcyt fandoms allow you to ship yaoi all day long but the second you mention het they act like youre the scum of the earth...my theory is they forget that gay people actually exist so its all just a silly joke fetish thing to them...anyways)
Yes, women can have friends, but I've been in the real world long enough to know that I have never seen a man and a woman yearn so hard for each other. It's actually impressive how bad they are at acting casual even though they live nowhere near each other, I mean, imagine how they talk to each other when they *aren't* streaming.
Please let me be a fly on the wall, I know that they both want to get each other pregnant so bad it's impressive that they haven't already. Or maybe they have. Who knows, lets see if the next time Ghostie irl streams she suddenly has a baby bump.
If Infume hasn't managed to get his dick into her yet I'll be pissed, that man needs to stop fumbling.
You actually captured my thoughts so so perfectly here anon. Iām not the type to truth/ship a man and a woman together just because they interacted once, itās insane. And really annoying to me when other people do it and truth and act like they are 100% correct. Women are allowed to be friends with peopleā¦ you guys know that right? ā¦Right? A woman being nice to someone doesnāt mean she likes themā¦ itās important to me that you guys know thatā¦ you can be nice to friendsā¦
That being said. I have eyeballs. Eyeballs that can read ghostieās TikTok reposts about being obsessed with someone. Eyeballs that can see the hickey shaped bruises that appeared on infumeās neck after they met the first time. One of which he was trying reallyyy hard to hide.
They AT LEAST had some over the clothes grinding going on during vidcon. Thereās just no way. The people who disagree are watching ghostie and infume streams with their eyes shut and ears covered because they are so down bad for each other itās insane. Absolutely insane. I fully believe in my heart and soul that they at least got incredibly close to fucking LA. Like come on.
AND ANON. āThey both want to get each other pregnant so badā is genuinely such a good description of them. Probably one of the best Iāve heard. Itās so accurate. Can I be your fly friend on the wall anon. I need to watch how they fuck. For science. And also because mmm sex. But mostly for science.
Because on the one hand. In my heart they switch whoās in charge constantly when they fuck. But on the other hand. I bet that Infume guy has so many ideas of how a man Should Act in a relationship that he probably would force himself not to do anything he considers āsubmissiveā during sex and to always be Dominant and In Charge, and whatever else some guys learn when theyāre young. So I need to watch them fuck because I need to analyze the dynamic going on and figure them outā¦
And yeahā¦ there is definitely something to be said about how in mcyt (and really just. Many fandoms) shipping a straight couple is seen as āinvasiveā and ātruthingā while shipping a queer couple is just oh yay! gay! To people, shipping a queer couple seems less real, like it would never actually happen, so it canāt be invasive or ātruthingā because pshhh, who would ever be gay?
But yesss you captured my thoughts so perfectly anon ty!!
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