Ary E. Martinez

Ary | 24 | Fae/Ey/They/Ith/Moth/Xe | Pangender | Ace | Demi-Pan | Artist | Writer | Autistic | ADHD | Chronic Pain | Intersex | Latine | Tag my own art with (artynecho) and reblogged with (cool art). I tag writing tips/references with (writing reference) and art references/tips/inspiration with (art reference)

[arynecho]

My attack on @morally-gayer 's Sylrin Mahariel

I kinda forgot to post it on here but yeah

[arynecho]

I need to work on both attacks and commissions (for a friend) but my back is so flared up that I can't sit for extended periods of time or it won't get any better ughhh

[arynecho]

My first attack that I forgot to post here

Nokturn by r0tt3nf15h

[ruderubicante]

A Love for Ignorance

[arynecho]

Going to visit my siblings and bringing snackies, but I lowkey feel like a deadbeat dad trying to buy my children's love

Except I'm broke so instead of luxury bags or a car it's cookies

[gayaest]

My healthcare team has officially decided i am a drain on the system & no longer care to look deeper and try to help me. They decided that i am not worthy of help. They would rather i die like this than ever ever help me. All i want was to get better. Get treatment . Have a life. But they don't care. They never have. I will be severely disabled the rest of my life with no treatment. And if they "missed something" then its my faulr. They decided its in my head now. that i'm not trying hard enough.

I am at a loss of what to do. I just have to go on living suffering everyday feeling like i'm dying from lack of treatment. I can't do anything. I already graduated and finished CBT&DBT therapy but apparently since its all in my head now it doesn't matter. All my therapists and psychiatrists have told them its not mental health related but they don't care. They don't want to look anymore.

There is nothing I can do anymore.

[gayaest]

I'm not sure what to do anymore, my last resort was "medical tourism" -- AKA traveling to another country for better healthcare, but I don't even have money to live alone for a month, let alone travel or anything. It's not a viable option right now, so as of right now I am without help and care. I have been abused and neglected by the medical system so badly I have such bad trauma with doctors and hospitals now. I truly believe there is no doctor out there that didn't go into it for a selfish reason.

[gayaest]

I would appreciate any help, even 1$ helps me save up for a better future. It's totally okay if you can't, I understand money is tight for everyone, so please don't feel obligated.

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[arynecho]

HOW IS EVERYONE SO FAST

[monstermonger]

All day the stars watch from long ago my mother said I am going now when you are alone you will be all right whether or not you know you will know

look at the old house in the dawn rain all the flowers are forms of water the sun reminds them through a white cloud touches the patchwork spread on the hill the washed colors of the afterlife that lived there long before you were born see how they wake without a question even though the whole world is burning

Rain Light - WS Merwin

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[zandramims]

Neva and her girls

[arynecho]

New profile pic of doom and despair (I had to reshade the hair like three times). I guess that's what I get for never illustrating and only making character designs

[arynecho]

My Art Fight card \^v^/ Team Comedy this year

[arynecho]

Gachiakuta OC

I watched the trash anime and had to make an OC. I had to mess around with the colours quite a bit since I wanted them to fit in with the rest of the cast. They still ended up quite colourful, but that works for them.

The poncho was also a pain in the ass with all the patterns, but I like it so I guess the pain paid off. The quilting on it is inspired by the quilts my abuela would make when I was little. The mask is loosely inspired by a sugarskull

[arynecho]

Me: 100% in control of the character's lore and story

Also me: Why are they so sad? :(

[arynecho]

Hate when I accidentally like a fanart of a fandom I'm not in and tumblr decides to harrass me with ONLY content for that fandom I'm not in, rather than the fandoms I've been consistently interacting with and seeking out!

[assignedmale]

[destructionfanq]

i want ice cream .

[javascript-official]

This seems counterproductive to your goals, how are you going to get ice cream if there is no earth? Are you an idiot stupid of sorts?

[destructionfanq]

oh my apologies i see my mistake

[arynecho]

Modern AU Willow, Jowan & Renata (my Suran and bestie's Amell). Renata looks shorter than she is here so I'm saying Willow and Jowan are wearing heals in the photo. This is supposed to be a board on Willow's wall