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@ashley-vh
me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms
me: no perhaps my soul is rotten
*emerges from the other room covered in blood* you should see the word document
does it look like this
like to charge reblog to cast obviously
hate it when the people who I love are suffering due to circumstances beyond my control 👎 there should be a sea monster that I can slay to fix the problem
nobody ever gets locked in a tower or chained to a rock at sea anymore - it's always some shit like chronic illness or ptsd related depression
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The policy proposal (on Bluesky)
to be honest even if vaccines did cause autism i would rather live in a world where everyone is vaccinated and some of those people have autism than an unvaccinated autismless world. like ok whatever. would you rather have autism or polio. autism or measels. idk about yall but im choosing autism every time. its not even a hard choice.
so sad how anti-hero asks “are you going to leave me because i scheme too much - because i am too much?” but then midnights’ two closers give you two answers: no (mastermind) and yes (dear reader). & the fact that it’s really up for us to choose makes it even sadder, like none of this is REAL. it’s all in her head. she’s up past midnight, creating and answering her own questions. and at midnight, she says no! they know i mastermind things and they love it about me! but three hours later, when she’s still up processing, she says yes! i have done too much and gone too far! i go home to an empty house! and it’s fucking sad, because it’s all in her imagination, the question and the answers. so we get to pick where the conversation goes, how the album concludes. we pick and we hope we’re right or wrong. it is both a privilege and a nightmare.
Caleb: I'm so sorry Essek. 😔 We can't stay together. 😔 'Cause I'll get old. 😔 Essek, who's grown up in world where elves and humans regularly get married: Fucking what?
today i overheard a girl say "no, f*ck that. i will be lovely to everyone. maybe some people will remember they have a heart."
riz having hyperactive-type adhd is not a new theory for me nor for anyone but here's some things in no particular order for you to consider that you never asked for:
sleep problems. need i say more
hyperfocus; he loves to spiral and must at all times be spiraling
"it's ok everyone needs a least favorite friend" + other clear friendship insecurities -> rsd
"I don't have a lot of friends even though I'm pretty social, which is weird" was literally the first thing out of his mouth tell me this kid doesn't have adhd-related social issues. ok im moving on from the rsd point now
mood swings/outbursts (feral angry riz ily) (also note how often riz just randomly bursts into tears)
heightened sense of justice, yes that is an adhd thing, no i didn't know that, but who is a stronger believer in justice than riz "the ball" gukgak
attention to detail - my man doesn't have a +14 to investigation for nothing
masking - overworking, overprepping, perfectionism, taking on too much responsibility
thrives on pressure (at least, healthy amounts of pressure)
everything in the nightmare forest; being unable to focus too long on grief lest he spirals, being unable to sleep on the job and let the mystery go unsolved, moving on from one hyperfixation to the next too quickly, lying to fit in = mirroring
the book people said that I need to write a "Dear Reader" postcard, but this is all I have so far
the book people said this is alright but that it’s too short, so this is maybe what I’ll add to it
@theshitpostcalligrapher “death of the author requires you to kill me” goes pretty damn hard right?
oh heallll yea
ink: ferris wheel press, cloak and forest
my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive
“i asked chatgpt—”
ok well i asked the cryptic fucking dragon that was imprisoned underground 20 years ago and he told me that no one can choose or escape their destiny so. he may have also told me i have a soulmate in the guy whose guts i hate but i dont really have time to think about that right now
'Leg in the air - Parthenon' (1986). Photograph by Edgard Alsteens.