I’m Confessing to Everything I’ve Done
(I couldn’t include every screenshot showing what I did because there’s a limit to how many images I can add. So, here’s the link to all of the screenshots if you want to see them. You can find them here.)
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/8tnqa5jgyywpbd5/AAAbVbaDZFd9AiMLc0uPmXR8a?dl=0
I lied and deceived all of you. I’ve been pretending to be something I’m not. I’ve been using Vile as an excuse to hurt people this entire time. To be verbally abusive to so many. I lied about being a system to my friends and everyone, acting as if I had alters. When I never did. I just didn’t want to accept that I did all of those things myself. That I could be so hateful and cruel. I used everything a friend told me about himself, some really deep personal stuff, to hurt him. Because I wanted to. I used and manipulated people through Vile and acted as if it was okay. i lied to some people who were trying to help me “get rid of Vile”, faking having alters to them, too. I lied about the whole situation, because I wanted it to be true. I wanted an explanation for why I wasn’t bothering to hold myself back. I tried blaming someone else, even though it was me doing everything. Never anyone else. Um, I have screenshots to show everything I did as well.
Where I lashed out in my anger to hurt my friend. Because I wanted to. I faked it being Vile’s fault, when that was all me. I did that to him and was verbally abusive in attacking him. I didn’t restrain myself even though I could have.
Where I lied to everyone in my server about Vile and Dire being alters of mine. They never were. It was all my doing, just rping as him to talk to people. I lied about the whole situation.
This person accused me of faking having alters, only rping as them. They were right, but, I lied to them about it. Making excuses about the whole thing.
I lied to my friend about it not being me who was responsible for saying what I did to him. Even when he asked me, I denied all of it. Because I didn’t want to believe I did that to him. I couldn’t accept I actually wanted to hurt him so bad. But, I did. I still lied to him and tried to act as if it wasn’t me, though.
I lied to the people who were trying to help me “get rid of Vile”. I was just rping everything that happened. I never had any alters to get rid of or kill. I used these people and manipulated their trust.
@inkygoo and @ask-tinybendy
I am so sorry for hurting you. Using you, manipulating you. For what I said to you. I’m sorry I lied about having alters and tried blaming everything I did on Vile when it was all me. I’m sorry I used your friends to help me get rid of him when he was never an alter to begin with. I’m sorry I didn’t just confess everything when you asked me why and accused me of lying about being a system. You were right, I never was. I only wanted it to be true because I didn’t want to believe I actually wanted to hurt you like that. I’m sorry for abusing you and being so hateful. I was angry, but, I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. I never should have lied to you about any of it. I’m sorry. I hurt you in the worst way because I wanted to.
