Xisuma.

How would you feel about Ex if he wasn't your brother

...

[Xisuma falls silent for a hot second.]

I can't imagine him not being my brother, i think.

Definitely a different response than what Ex had

I don't know if i should ask what he said.

[Xisuma chuckles, sits on the thought for a minute and returns to what he's working on.]

Well would you like to know?

*Victor sits on the ground, watching him*

[A sigh sounds from Xisuma and he gets back into the rhythm of working. Like he often does. A familiar daze of forgetting all but his thoughts. Except he can feel Victor's eyes on him.]

You can tell me if you wish to put me through it, eheh.

Well, when I asked him his thoughts on you he said "he's my brother"

And then when I asked him what would he think of you if you weren't brothers he said "we wouldn't be best friends but we wouldn't be enemies just floating around in each other's orbit"

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He doesn't like talking about how he feels to you guys, so i won't take it to heart.

[He seems to take the statements quite lightly, but his shoulders are a little tense]

How would you feel about Ex if he wasn't your brother

...

[Xisuma falls silent for a hot second.]

I can't imagine him not being my brother, i think.

Definitely a different response than what Ex had

I don't know if i should ask what he said.

[Xisuma chuckles, sits on the thought for a minute and returns to what he's working on.]

Well would you like to know?

*Victor sits on the ground, watching him*

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[A sigh sounds from Xisuma and he gets back into the rhythm of working. Like he often does. A familiar daze of forgetting all but his thoughts. Except he can feel Victor's eyes on him.]

You can tell me if you wish to put me through it, eheh.

How would you feel about Ex if he wasn't your brother

...

[Xisuma falls silent for a hot second.]

I can't imagine him not being my brother, i think.

Definitely a different response than what Ex had

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I don't know if i should ask what he said.

[Xisuma chuckles, sits on the thought for a minute and returns to what he's working on.]

How would you feel about Ex if he wasn't your brother

...

[Xisuma falls silent for a hot second.]

I can't imagine him not being my brother, i think.

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What are your thoughts on EX???

[Xisuma smiled lightly, then turned away.]

He's my brother. I love him. He gets called 'evil, but really he's not. I just wish i didn't fear him hating me as much as i do, i think.

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Dude, Evil X is encouraging someone to write a kinda concerning fanfic about you and Doc

EX??? @ask-evil-x

what?

#mod note: first thing i saw when i logged on

What fanfic are they talking about? And- and why are you encouraging that??

Dude, Evil X is encouraging someone to write a kinda concerning fanfic about you and Doc

EX??? @ask-evil-x

i feel like i should know you... why do i know you? - @archivist-of-the-void-institute

That's a good question. You're not one of my players though, are you?

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Heeeeey, G?

How're you feelin' buddy? I hear there's some watcher businesses going on with you?

- X @ask-xisuma

I- I don’t- I’m not- who are-?

oh- ohhh. You’re the server admin aren’t you. I can see it.

Yeah, that would be me. I'm Xisuma, nice to meet (?) you.

Now,

[Xisuma pulls his holopad up, his vision going blurry for a second, as evident by how unfocused his eyes seem. Then, he smiles.]

Let's see your code. How much do you remember, exactly?

Ah- uh- my code- I have to warn you it’s not going to be the code of the player you think it’ll be. But- I’m missing like the last five to six years, I think? I don’t know how long ago Evolution was, thats just a guess.

[Xisuma blinks, then begins to type away. He's no longer looking at Grian, but keeps talking to him as a way of keeping him calm throughout the process. He found many folks would say that their code being looked into is an unpleasant experience.]

That would be six years ago. A lot of stuff's happened since then, and you're missing a significant chunk of your code, those spaces filled with—

[He lifts his other arm and taps a couple buttons, watching as holograms, screens and various diagrams appear, then he runs a command and looks up at Grian, eyes just as unfocused, as if he isn't there.]

How are you still whitelisted, Xel?

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XISUMA EXORCISE HIM

i’m not bloody possessed void help me

And I'm not exorcist. Just an admin.

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Heeeeey, G?

How're you feelin' buddy? I hear there's some watcher businesses going on with you?

- X @ask-xisuma

I- I don’t- I’m not- who are-?

oh- ohhh. You’re the server admin aren’t you. I can see it.

#grian #xisuma #mod note: so sorry i took ages I'm so incredibly tired

Yeah, that would be me. I'm Xisuma, nice to meet (?) you.

Now,

[Xisuma pulls his holopad up, his vision going blurry for a second, as evident by how unfocused his eyes seem. Then, he smiles.]

Let's see your code. How much do you remember, exactly?

*appears from Xisuma’s walls while he’s working*

Hey Xisuma… do you know what happened to our sister?

I.. I’ve been thinking about her lately and-

I don’t know.

*he turns away, not making eye contact, but he sniffles*

— @ask-evil-x

[Xisuma looks up from his desk to look at EX and then leans back in his chair, thinking.]

I haven't thought about her in a long while, so I'm not quite sure.

[He then sat upright and looked at his twin, tilting his head.]

But...do you wanna talk about her?

*he sighs, sitting on Xisuma’s desk*

I miss her sometimes. Not much to do in your walls.

Do you know anything? About where she is?

[Xisuma averts his eyes, deep in thought, falling back into his mind for a hot minute, really trying to rattle his memory.]

My guess is as good as yours.

[He says finally, looking back at his twin. He's quiet for a moment, then speaks up again. Strangely spaced, quiet and sad conversations like this definitely aren't something he has a knack for.]

I'd assume that wherever she was last time we've heard from her, she escaped. And maybe it's a good thing.

I really hope she has.

…

Well, I’d say it wasn’t her fault, but what I really mean is i see where she was coming from.

I was also gonna ask…

I was going to make a trip back to the void. Are you too busy to come? Again?

*his voice is neutral, but the tiniest bit of bitterness is concealed withinit*

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[The bitterness, no matter how small it is, doesn't slip past Xisuma's attentive ear. He looks back at his desk, then at his brother, and gets up.]

Well, [he stretches a little, and it feels like the vest thing he's felt in centuries], i think it's about time i join you, no?

[He gives a little smile, the corners of his eyes crinkling despite how obviously exhausted he looks.]

do you ?

I'm happy to confirm i do not !

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Ex said you pace when stressed, is this true?

Yes, i do pace when I'm stressed. In all these years i honestly still haven't figured out if it's a bad habit or not. Keeps my legs working, i s'pose.

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*appears from Xisuma’s walls while he’s working*

Hey Xisuma… do you know what happened to our sister?

I.. I’ve been thinking about her lately and-

I don’t know.

*he turns away, not making eye contact, but he sniffles*

— @ask-evil-x

[Xisuma looks up from his desk to look at EX and then leans back in his chair, thinking.]

I haven't thought about her in a long while, so I'm not quite sure.

[He then sat upright and looked at his twin, tilting his head.]

But...do you wanna talk about her?

*he sighs, sitting on Xisuma’s desk*

I miss her sometimes. Not much to do in your walls.

Do you know anything? About where she is?