MOVED

❝ other people need to be protected from me. ❞ Ruby Lucas / Little Red. Werewolf. Waitress. ( Indie blog for Red Riding Hood/Ruby Lucas from Once Upon a Time. Est. 12.17.14; moved/revamped 3.25.18. Please read the rules before interacting! ) ( PAGE REFRESH ) ( MAINS ) var sc_project=11667087; var sc_invisible=1; var sc_security="7d4e691c";

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MOVED TO @atemyboyfriend​ !!!!!!

MOVED TO @atemyboyfriend​ !!!!!!

MOVED TO @atemyboyfriend​ !!!!!!

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ATTENTION!

blog move is complete

the new url is different!

check your followers; if you find a ruby blog that starts with an *a*, that’s me. layout and dash icon, etc. are different, but my mun fc and rp icons ( with the red wolf paw in the corner ) are the same, so it should be obvious.

if you’re unsure or have any questions, feel free to message me here or @ofgunblades!

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anonymously tell me why you follow me

first anon: of course it matters to me, but it’s hard to be around when a person/people think(s) it’s okay to berate someone and insist they’ve been replaced/that people no longer care about them ( something i truly believe and have genuinely started to feel; this is why you don’t send negative anon shit to people with anxiety ( OR TO ANYONE! YOU SHOULDN’T SEND NEGATIVITY, PERIOD ). it really, really, really fucks with them, thanks ). things like that should be ignored, but in my brain, they manifest and proliferate and grow into this huge monster that i can’t possibly take on by myself. it’s easier not to fight sometimes.

second anon: <3

third anon: thank you, sweet pea. i ... really hope i can find that spark again, because right now? yeah, it’s been sufficiently snuffed out.

fourth anon: <3 i hope my love for being here and writing ruby does come back so i can write with you, too.

[sayalyssacee]

Anonymously tell me why you follow me

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( so, real talk? aside from anon hate, i’ve felt pretty unwanted on this blog for ... a while, which has been influencing my decision regarding whether or not i plan to return. idk, i’ve just felt like the people i used to talk to/rp with daily are gone or have found other people to write with. i used to feel like people were at least a little jazzed to write with me? I was never anyone’s favorite, but at least people seemed to enjoy writing with me and interacting with my ruby. it makes me feel like people are just ... dealing with me, when they’d rather just scrap me completely. part of that is anxiety, i’m positive, but the other part feels more rooted in reality, for once.

idk~ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

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( still … on the fence about whether or not i’ll be returning here~ )

[old-scratch]

pssst where will you go?

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( the only other place I’ve been: @ofgunblades )

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( still ... on the fence about whether or not i’ll be returning here~ )

[storybrookemirror]

vfxsup @officialmeghanory overhead shot as she lies in a pathway. So much fun shooting and working with her!!

x

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                                                   His lone wolf                                                         and her fallen prince

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( i’m ... going to try to do some writing in the next few days. i won’t post anything, but. we’ll see if i feel like coming back and if my love for ruby overrides the unending shitstorm i’ve gotten on this blog. )

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do you ever think of me?       and do you wonder, could we be something

               e x t r a o r d i n a r y?

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                                   there a part of me no one else has known                   when you look, i’m afraid of what you’ll see but you say, “show me”

when you look in my eyes,                   i do believe                                    i can show me

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                    you have suffered enough                               and W A R R E D with yourself                                         it’s time that you won

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( probably declaring an indefinite hiatus after this morning’s bullshit. i’m done. i don’t need assholes reminding me that i’m not appreciated and no one cares when my anxiety does that enough for me. anon is also off. 

edit: if you want my dis.c.o, message @ofgunblades and i’ll give it to you because i’m fifty shades of fucking done with this blog. )

[zoe19blink]

For @embookworm​, my sister who is Captain Wolf trash, even more than me. Jake is an OC I created, Hook and Ruby’s adorkable son, because I hate the idea of their kid being named after her dead boyfriend. So, this is just some shameless fluffiness, and I’m not even sorry.

also cough @askifwehaveavocados if you need some cuteness

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( i’ve legitimately spent the past week having panic attacks and crying, so this was icing on the cake. thanks, anon. thanks.

i haven’t been up to writing anyway, but when i am, it’s going to be on lightning. i’m not dealing with this, and i’m not even sure i’m keeping ruby anymore. so, cheers. )

[askifwehaveavocados-aa]

you have been replaced by everyone. buh bye and have a nice day! :]

( i am so fucking done with this. i wasn’t going to dignify it with a response, but i’ve had enough panic attacks over various things in the past few days that i’m already at the end of my fucking rope.

fuck you. fuck you, you fucking piece of shit. if you had been using a web browser to send this ask, your ip would have been on blast so everyone could know what a foul, callous and sorry excuse for a human being you are.

i know. you don’t have to fucking tell me that everyone’s moved on because i’m very much aware. my anxiety makes sure i know it daily.

i am done with this hellsite. learn some fucking humanity. )