sorry babe, i canāt have sex right now, im posting about how much i want to kill myself online .
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
Mike Driver
$LAYYYTER
d e v o n

titsay
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Today's Document
YOU ARE THE REASON

Kiana Khansmith

#extradirty

Discoholic šŖ©
I'd rather be in outer space šø

izzy's playlists!

tannertan36

⣠Chile in a Photography ā£
todays bird
No title available

Product Placement
Claire Keane
No title available

seen from Russia

seen from United Kingdom
seen from Egypt

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia

seen from Malaysia
seen from Spain

seen from Malaysia
seen from Nigeria
seen from Germany
seen from Norway

seen from United States

seen from Norway

seen from Philippines
seen from United States

seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from Canada

seen from Norway

seen from Malaysia
@askingbethalexandria
sorry babe, i canāt have sex right now, im posting about how much i want to kill myself online .
In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset
life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist
"I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it ā to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once."
- Haruki Murakami
bpd develops for a reason. donāt ever let anyone make you forget that.
you were hurt and had no one when you needed it most. youāve been through so much pain and trauma. regardless of what the world sees you as, this was the way your brain decided to cope. this was the only way your brain knew how to survive and keep you alive to this point. youāre amazing and iām proud of you
I need a hug but Iām too disgusting to touch
"be yourself" okay, but who AM i though?
it hurts so much more to be so aware of my behavior. itās like i know iām toxic rn and overly emotional. but when i mention it people wonāt believe my illness anymore.
just because iām aware doesnāt mean i can turn it off. if anything, it just makes me feel twice as bad about the thing happening and my reaction to it.
šš¤£š Bitch.