Ghuleh

28. I’m like if Peter Steele had an even bigger rack.

[doodleshrimps]

Agnello di Dio

redraw of that drawing I made last year

[throathole]

A cum bomb detonated in my fuck canal ✍🏻

[anakipanti]

[can-of-pringles]

The world wasn't ready for this Copia I fear

[gh0ul-dinner]

*SIGH*

This look really was perfection… if only we got to see it more than a few times in official context. 🥲

I’ll just continue satisfy myself with edits...

[textsfromhannibal]

I need to feel his mustache tickling my skin I need it I need it I need it

[weltenwellen]

Martha Gellhorn, Selected Letters

[mournfulroses]

Clarice Lispector, from a letter in translation to Lúcio Cardoso, featured in All Letters of Clarice Lispector

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

I mean obviously I would fuck a monster but more than that I would bond emotionally with a monster over our shared sense of alienation and rejection from a hostile universe. together we would explore our deep-seated fear of being inherently unlovable, and reassure each other of our innate value as sentient beings deserving of love and kindness. i will hold them gently, and wipe the tears from their googly eyestalk-tentacles, and something will begin to heal

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

and then we fuck nasty, im not a saint

[maviyenot]

[louisegluckpdf]

his ass is NOT getting away from the sound of the woman that loved him 😂

[writingjourney]

i do think, the very thing i love most about the papas is what i’m supposed to love least. how very flawed they are! there is no denying, ever. we know primo is an absolute lunatic, that he is doomerist, that he believes in the end of humanity. we know secondo is a sad, bitter, broken man, that he is indulgent, that he is self-destructive. we know that terzo is charismatic, bordering manipulative, too idealistic, too ambitious, proud, broken in his very own ways.

and then there is copia. a hater from the moment we met him, insulting terzo, insulting his father. he is angry, he is jealous, he is, at times, way too full of himself, he dislikes his father but he also acts like his father, he repeatedly gets stepped on and yet his first instinct is to step on his brother. he cannot let go, he wants the spotlight for himself because he has nowhere else he belongs. he curses, stutters, grumbles like a child, he doesn't do what he's not in the mood for, he works hard but only when he wants to, he does not handle his grief well, he ignores what he cannot face.

and i love it. i LOVE it. i love all of them. we have enough perfect characters, i want them in all their flawed beauty.

[tlirsgender]

Having parents who aren't as bad as they used to be is crazy cause they'll be sitting there doing some normal shit and you're like kubrick staring at them

[vespattilia]

Little redraw of a chapter scene 😊💜

[slutdge]

day one of trying not to think about fucking that old man

[slutdge]

relapsed

[slutdge]

relapsed

[slutdge]

relapsed

[slutdge]

relapsed

[sakuraspoke]

"You should live life as effectively as possible because death is inevitable. And we can bicker all day about what death is and what it means, but we're not getting any smarter. It's a fun subject. I love talking about it, but I also hate talking about it because it's a great waste of energy and it does also make us feel bad at times, and scared. And since we really don't know what it is anyway, I think it's important to always speak more about life than death, because it's inevitable anyway." [x]

[dehydrated-forest-gh0ul]

That's it. That's the album.

And i LOVE him for it.

It feels so deeply personal and relatable and RELEVANT

He basically just gave us a hug with words and sounds. What more do you want?

[lakevida]

i always convince myself i dont sound that weird and then i go out in the world and get involved in anything longer than transactional small talk and its like ohhh thats right ive only been hanging out with gay people who speak in riddles

[entropiasgift]

Copia finishing his first album with "If you had life eternal" and Perpetua finishing his with "I am afraid of eternity, too" has me frothing from my mouth. it hits me so hard right in the existential anxiety part of my brain that i'm doing backflips right now

[zanncom]

still your soul will suffer this plight

[dedmau]