yikes! that holiday grief really hits different in the late evening. just spent the last hour crying about my late grandpa gary and how much i miss him and wish i could tell him all about college and how i’m on the deans list this semester.
anyways Christmas was better this year than it was the year prior, and i got some hair stuff i wanted and lotr socks. later today we drive to my other grandmas for the rest of Christmas.
(i got the #6 at blairs this morning like you would always get (according to mom and nana) but instead of ham i got bacon- and I actually ate my eggs lol) I really miss you and wish you were here even though i know you are here just in a different way. i gifted nana a stained wooden Minnesota cutout with a st Thomas logo on the front and mom said you would’ve loved it, so I really hope you do; we put it on the floor mantle by the large mn you got at a craft fair or something. love you lots boppa.)