Astra

mostly drarry | she/her | 18+ | ao3 | icon by @maetheellen

[astralrainn]

hello, you can call me astra !

links and tags for my writing:

drarry microfics unofficial may microfics other snippets ao3: astralrains

[onpurposewrites]

my good friend, Laurent of Vere

[urie]

:( scaring the hoes

[the-forbidden-forest]

Codependent trio 😌

[iruutciv]

The people’s princess

[artnpleasure]

[inthisrinkwehollanov]

X

[spikyiwaizumi]

the issue with writing for yourself is that you will get sucked into rereading your own fic over and over and pretend it’s “editing,” but really you’re just reading because it’s exactly what you want to read. because you wrote it. for you.

[findingfeather]

and then you will be like why does this asshole never finish anything god

[sweet-s0rr0w]

Gonna Be Golden

E, 6k, Hollanov, watersports!💦

idk if there are any watersports fans but if so - here, have a treat! sorry, the heart wants what it wants, i looked at the montages of shane with his eyes full of tears and something inside me said THIS MAN NEEDS TO BE PISSED ON. anyway i think it's quite a sweet fic, set during their earlier hookups, no humiliation, no desperation/wetting, some gentle kink exploration together and shane finally getting to be ilya's first at... well, something 😉

also, I love the title of this one sorry kpop demon hunters fans!

thank you SO MUCH to @hoko-onchi-writes @maesterchill and @tackytigerfic for your help always <3

[hothockey]

there are many reasons why bruise kink is a big fat win for hollanov. but v important is that, though leaving identifiable sex marks is expressly forbidden by the Homophobic Powers That Oversee Shane's Anxiety, if shane shows up to metros optional morning skate with the same bruise on his obliques that everyone saw yesterday after the game, but today its aggravated, pulsing purple and red and maybe abraded in spots, that's literally fine. they're just gonna think he slept on it wrong or the bruise got worse over night. classic. normal. happens every day to every man in homoerotic ice life.

they will NOT ☝ think that the bruise is aggravated because ilya put his mouth on it and sucked at it for an hour (until shane sobbed like a hurt lil coyote and came so hard he sorta blacked out), to complete the check ilya began during the game by putting shane into the boards in the first place and causing this beautiful bruise (foreplay)! but that is what happened (what they planned) 😌 and this IS how we get all of the benefits without any of the worries. soothing possessive pain kink for hungry coyote and his tundra predator. in public and private. so considerate. so mindful. so hockey. so eviscerating.

[hothockey]

like! testing the limits of what people will clock as a hockey bruise and a sex bruise is soooo hot!!!

shane gets into a scrum where someone drags him down to the ice by his collar and doesn't let go and he ends up w a ragged neck bruise and near whiplash. and he's staring at the growing dark puce line of the bruise in the locker room mirror post shower. launching himself at his phone. texting with shaking hands: be fucking ready

lily replies in less than a minute: where is it lily: pic jane: i'm in the fucking locker room. just. be ready. 40 minutes lily: pic. lily: pic pic pic jane: fuck's sake lily: no. my sake. now. jane: [shitty bathroom stall picture of the bruising blooming around the base of his neck] lily: i kill sebby for this lily: i fuck you in this stall bare lily: bite until your blood drip on floor

and shane knocks his head against the stall door and reaches down --

lily: do not jerk off.

shane groans and grips himself.

lily: no. lily: my sake only

and shane lets go and gets the hell out of dodge and to ilya's house for his (and ilya's) just desserts (sucking, fucking, bloodletting).

and maybe hayds does notice! he gets upset on shane's behalf before practice the next day, bc "what the fuck did sebbin do, man. that's fucked," and shane has been flushed the whole morning, shrugs a shoulder and focuses on tying his skates with his neck bruised to hell, splotchy and aching with every move, and just says, "it's okay, i asked for it. it's the game."

[iamalivenow]

yeah bro it's a character study. the 2 thousand words of blowjob is vital to the study of the character

[astralrainn]

wip letter game: wilt

thank you friends @mourningliliesmorningglories @chiquita-3 and @smehur for tagging me <3 i try to move one wip at a time so these are all from my rose/svetlana wip except for the second one which is drarry heh

W - Words crawling out before she could stop them, something too open, too raw and silent for Rose to remember as anything more than a dream anyway, enough so that Svetlana could convince herself they had not slipped past her lips at all.

I - "I'm not him," Malfoy says. "No," Harry agrees. "You're worse." Malfoy's mouth stretches into a pleased smile.

L - Leaning back and hand leaving Rose's to reach behind herself, between Rose's legs, she watched her neck arch against the pillow. "No. Keep your mouth where it belongs or I'll stop."

T - The thing about her was that Svetlana wasn’t really interested in who or what kind of people they were as much as what they represented.

tagging @upon-poppyhills @lemonlimelea @sweet-s0rr0w @the-invisibility-bloke with uhh the word CANDLE if you guys haven't done this yet <3

[bisexualincarnate]

Rose: are you gay

Shane: i'm a fucking hole

[the-invisibility-bloke]

"when all this is over, we could take horses and stay a week in the palace..."

[aslongasitsblack]

shane becomes convinced cliff and ilya are having an affair because they keep sending each other shit like ‘let me know when you’re back in boston big boy i want to slob on that monster dong’ and finally shane confronts him and ilya is like no baby this is how straight men talk to each other when they’re convinced each other are straight and shane’s like i have never said anything like that to anyone and ilyas like well except to me ;) and shane punches him in the arm and shows him his texts from hayden and they are all like ‘Hey Shane ☺️ thank you for sending Jackie mothers day flowers. We appreciate you so much man.’ and ilyas like shane. this is so fucking gay

[brittany-murphy]

Connor Storrie and Hudson Williams during the SNL end credits

[oyabun-draws]

this may be in the top 3 scenes of capri for me