⋆ ─ Asuka ─ ⋆

[ HEY, I AM ASUKA (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) ] ☆ LVL 24 | 🏳️‍⚧️ | GER | ENG | Minors DNI🔞 ⚠️ [ Multifandom uploads]⚠️ ☆ Graphic designer | Writer | NSFW VA ☆ Scuffed Vtuber ▿ I love Seals ▿ Energy addicted ▿ Love vintage] It´s nice to meet you

[asukava]

🔞 [ Slightly suggestive content ] 🔞

I practiced some voice acting again, this time with our beloved Jester. When I saw those fanarts, I couldn't help myself but voice it ~

[ CREDITS DOWN HERE ]

Artist 1:

https://x.com/muershao/status/2053166132564304190?s=20 - First part of the comic

Artist 2:

https://x.com/RU_rullru/status/2053451577135141341?s=20 - Second part of the comic

[asukava]

[ Minecraft Pocket Edition SlimeKnight | VerityMob ]

[ Beware. If you haven't watched ThatMob newest video "Something won't let you leave" and Wifies "Destroying a world that doesn't exist" please do not read further! You have been warned ]

[ About my silly thoughts]

We all know what happened to Mob at the end of his video. The pressure, the loss of Twixxel and the whole Verity situation as a whole, it was too much for Mob to handle (Lowkey valid. Like brother holy shit)

When he slipped that gun at the beginning of the video, I already had weird feeling while watching

Well. Fuck. Yeah. :')

[ But where am I going with this? ]

Now, dear reader and angst enjoyer, imagine Mob decided to do something different. Instead of killing himself, which might have affected him in real life as well, He decided to keep Verity. To never let anyone get hurt again. He downloaded Minecraft Pocket Edition for Verity to appear there, to take him anywhere, even if he is not sitting at his PC.

Just to make sure that he is not escaping

[ SlimeKnight ]

Now. Imagine this: After D3rlord pushed Avery off, and his body slowly gave in, we love to imagine that his thoughts, overall mind, are still stuck in the game ( Just like "The Meadow's" comic by thecactae on Instagram) and that He is not just, well, dead. ( Let's all be in denial, okay? Yippie )

What if they used the same method, or, well, let's say Avery, to keep Derek close to himself, even when not using the laptop? That, even after what happened, He still wants to interact with him, even if it's just in the game. Solution? Minecraft Pocket Edition

This is just silly rambling. Nothing much. It might sound a bit over the top, a bit too much, but I had a dream about it and had to get it out somewhere

(￣▽￣)

[asukava]

[ Avery's so powerful | SlimeKnight ]

Yes. Finally. This fandom has reached me and I shall never crawl back (´•·•̀)

Thank you so much for working with me!

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: @starsplink [click me :3 ] 💛

Va/Edit :Me myself and I 💚

[asukava]

[ Their last talk ]

This is purely my interpretation of @nekoboydreams AMA and other theories. ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝

We now know that Jester’s family always settled down in a variety of places. They wanted a home, a place where they could stay forever, and this longing for a home is also reflected in the circus and how Jester is acting within it.

He wants to give these monsters his new family. A place where they can always come back to. Their little spot on this earth. A home that's always with them, with Jester, and not something He has to yearn and hunt for

Now, I was wondering, since this was an answer from the AMA:

What could have been the last words of Jester's mother?

Screams. Fire. Voices overlapping each other as he could feel sharp pain in his chest, between his claws and skin.

The agony and cries for help from his tribe were in vain. Once again, humans have found their way into her home, overrun it, and set it ablaze. Whether with their voices, their powers, or their weapons, the humans rush over hill and dale, over blood and bodies, leaving nothing but destruction in their way.

“Please. Run. Come on.”

The voice, which Jester remembered all too well, echoed in his ears like a song, a sound that sent goosebumps all over his body.

“-__----_--__- Don’t look back. Everything will be okay! Don’t look back!”

His legs ached, his knees were bruised, and his hands were shaking. Over hill and dale, their reflections were visible for a moment in the small stream right beside them—a stream that, despite the current situation, flowed almost silently and calmly through the valley.

"Mama? Im tired"

"I know..."

"I know. I know. Please. Keep walking"

"Mama? Im scared"

A few seconds later, the smaller of the two figures could feel his mother slowing down, and her hand loosening its grip on his own. Letting go of his hand as she turned around, kneeling down to look into his eyes, placing her hands on the cheeks of her offspring.

“Listen to me. I’m begging you.”

“Mama… I—”

“Listen to me.”

Her eyes—those of the once-gentle mother—now held something alarming. Panic. Fear. It was fear. Devastation.

“My dear. When I first saw you, I saw light shining upon my life like no one else did. People told me im foolish for keeping you that close to me... Now. I need you do to something for me."

She gently brushed her thumbs over her child's face, which got covered in dirt, his hair tangled in leaves and sticks

"Never stop running. Never stop. No matter what you do. Don't turn your back on those animals. Those beings. They will never stop until they are satisfied.Never stop searching for a place that suits you and your family. You are strong. Stronger than those creatures. Stronger than any of them. Humans destroy. Humans take. They take, and take, and take, and they won’t stop until they’ve spilled the last drop of our blood. If you feel like giving up searching for a world that doesn't exist, you have to create that world on your own. Do you understand? Be brave. Be someone your own family can rest on. Be someone whom they can trust blindly. Find your place. Your home, - - __-.---..'-"

"...Why are they doing all of these afwul things, Mama? "

"Everything that's is beautiful, people love to break. Everything that scares them, will get destroyed. I -"

Voices echo from the forest like a wildfire that could engulf a parched forest in seconds. The child’s mother gave him one last kiss on his forehead as he left. One last smile.

“Run. Run and don’t look back. Run and remember where you come from. Who you are”

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The memories of that evening are fading; the pain has faded—but what about the cry of an anguished mother and the people who suffered as they took their last breaths? Those, too, are fading—but their words? No. How could He. He would never

Memories of her face, her scent, and her name are gradually fading from our Jester’s mind. But her voice? It echoes, as if a tape were playing inside his mind, like a nightmare repeating itself over and over again. In a way, this thought was comforting. On the other hand, he would like to let go of the past.

At the end. The love of a mother does not know the difference between a monster and a human.

"Mother. I did what you asked me to do. I found my home"

[marcomie12]

My merch shop is finally open ‼️

Feel free to check out my shop if you're interested and thanks for the support 😺

[asukava]

Is there a specific TFC comic you want me

to voice act ( ´ ▿ ` )?

Im open for any suggestion. I need more. I am craving a lot of things ~

[rattetytat]

Is 28th June here now! Happy birthday to Mr Ticket Taker! 🎩🎟️🎉

[asukava]

This is your reminder:

All little monsters out there, stay hydrated, eat some watermelon and/or something juicy, and stay cool <3

[asukava]

[ Will we always be together?]

͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝

Yes. They are still together, but not as they thought they would be. How things can change, huh?

Note: I got emotional during the edit TT

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: The wonderful @nightcalss <3 [Original comic here. Click me]

Va/Edit : Me ~

[darthsuki]

Got any unhinged thoughts about Jester you want to share?

He is a stunningly complex character that has so much nuance to him that you can get a whole group of people in a room who all love or hate him for entirely different reasons and they would all be so valid— of course I know you can say that about a lot of characters, technically, but Jester I think represents a sort of abrasive, ugly, and incredibly complicated sort of personality in a way that makes you both intimidated by him but also sortof.... attracted at the same time?

Admittedly this might just be because I interpret Jester as having dealt with a lot of issues similar to my own, and I am a HIGHLY empathetic person so that only makes that connection stronger. I see someone who has endured years of mental and physical mistreatment, stolen bodily autonomy, sexual harassment, discrimination and grief from personal and cultural losses.

So, because of those feelings, he represents this steadfast, hardened individual who genuinely wants nothing more than to see himself and his family living a life of happiness and freedom, someone who wants to share that with other monsters and has put past any sense of self-doubt and regret. He has seen the cold hardship of the world and has decided that to allow others to enjoy things untainted, he has to get his own hands bloody and endure the weight on his shoulders.

That isn't to say the others in the troupe aren't each with their own traumas, grief and pain— Jester just reminds me of someone who has operated off self-sacrifice for so long that its an expectation he places on himself. He has to be strong, poised, he has to have control over the situation. I don't ever seeing Jester submitting to someone else (even another monster) without having a deep and genuine trust for them.

And as someone who has been through a lot of painful things in life, I want that for him. I want him to smile, to lower his guard. I want to be vulnerable with him and him to be vulnerable with me in turn. And it doesn't have to be via submission! I think it can be explored in another aspect of Jester that appeals to me so much: the BDSM-esque vibes. I am again somewhat inebriated as I write this so words are a tad difficult, but I want to see that look of love in his eyes between him and a submissive who understands him inside and out, someone that understands and respects his boundaries and preferences and triggers and discomforts. I want someone to help love and protect his family, someone who won't shame him, someone who is his equal and he sees as his equal.

I love his confidence, genuine confidence, and I want to match his wit and charm when he talks about his books and the authors he likes, to be considered endearing by him in a way that can only be experienced between a monster and a human— not in a bad way that showcases our differences, but highlights our similarities.

[asukava]

[ Flexibility test wirh Pierrot ]

Pierrot wanted to test Mc's flexibility, seems like He had a blast from doing so... ~

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: The sweet Euly once again ~ [Click me :D]

Va/Edit: Me 🫶🏻

[asukava]

извините за столь дерзкие вопросы, но почему вы такой милый? и как долго уходит времени на озвучку? (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)~?

Going to answer in english!

[ Why are you so cute? How long does it take to voice act?]

That actually differs between projects! For my normal ASMR content I take up to 2 days max. From writing my own scripts to voice acting and editing. Maybe 3 days max

For my comic dubs, it depends on the length of the comic! Is it a more story based one, with more focus of the sfx, then it might take me up to 2-3 hours, voice acting included 👀

Either way. Both is really fun (シ. .)シ

[asukava]

🔞 [ I love you, my Lord. I love you...]🔞

[ GET HEADPHONES! GET HEADPHONES!]

Pierrot just can't get enough of MC. Making sure they feel every little inch~

I actually slipped some Portuguese in there. I hope I did not butcher this one xD

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: The amazing @VaeLovesSam on Twitter ~ [Click me :3]

Va/Edit: Me 🫶🏻

[asukava]

[ Rough day - Exhausted Pierrot ]

Pierrot had a pretty rough day, and Harlequin is here to help him - in some way at least.

I did experiment more with the voices this time, editing it with VoiceMod: D

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: Amazing Euly once again on Twitter!

Va/Edit: Me ^^

[rattetytat]

(Due to time-zone differences, I'm posting this early.... I'm not sure if this is rude so feel free to let me know if you would like to be untag if it is 🙇‍♀️) Anyway, Happy 1st anniversary to @freakcircusofhorrors ! I've prepared a small token of appreciation to the team to celebrate this big milestone! 🥺 There's no need to reply to this, I understand you will be busy! Thank you @nekoboydreams for sharing your game with us! Sorry I'm a silent lurker who don't say much but I do feel a lot of love and care in your game! That is why it had captivated me so much. I wish you a smooth-sailing journey in your project going forward! Do rest well and take care of yourself! (Your reply to my art had also sent me to heaven and back, it is truly such an honor you like it 😭) Thank you @darthsuki @tazz-was-here @destinysquared for being such supportive mods! Sorry I'm gonna sound like a nosy stranger saying this but it warms my heart to see everyone being such kind and supportive friends! Thank you for being there and looking out for Neko! Thank you for also being so encouraging and open-minded with your contributions to the fandom too! I'm an anxious person so the hospitality had given me the bravery to finally explore more mature themes in my personal art journey. So for this, you have my biiiigggg thanks! Last but not least, thank you so much to @iwasbibliomaniac for compiling the lore masterlist!!! I LOVE reading every small little information I could get my grubby hands on so this has help me immensely as a late-comer!! I respect your hard work so much! Thank you! Sorry for the long message, I'll go back to lurking now! Good luck with the anniversary event!!! Fighting!! 💪 Once again, my blessings to everyone and the future!!

[asukava]

This post got me sobbing so much.

All of you created not only an amazing game, stories, headcanons and more - no - you Artist. Story-Writer, VA's and creative heads, you created an amazing community. A community I am proud to be part of. A community which I never felt more at home, safe and welcomed than ever before.

Thank you. All of you. For filling this side of the internet with so much color. So much laughter and amazing memories.

You are all doing amazing. We hear you. We see you. We welcome all of you with open arms and hearts!

I can't wait for the future, where everything will shine even brighter.

[asukava]

Should I write more little one-shot stories with the TFC cast(´꒳`)♡?

I actually have a lot of ideas for all of them. I just need to start somewhere...

[asukava]

[ Jester ignoring Mc ]

Well, at the end of the day, we are all into that, huh?

Im not going to judge anyone~

[ CREDITS ]

Artist: Lovely Euly once again ~ [Click me]

Va/Edit: Me :3~