INTRODUCTIONNNN 🧚🏻♀️✨
Finally! An introduction! ...yeah okay let's just get this over it.
This is gonna be a long ride, so buckle up.
THE BASICS:
First point: I'm insane. Not.. chronically insane, no, but I'm pretty sure that there's no other way to explain how confused I am about myself. Not in a bad way! ^^ More of a "oh my god can you please make sense for once" way. Extremely normal stuff. I'm just insufferable during the day and an absolute chatterbox in the night.
💗🦇 I'm basically batman 🦇💗 (if he had too many cups of matcha and a severe condition called "being the eldest daughter in the household.")
Second point: My name is Asya! But I also go by Nisya on the internet. Why? Because sometimes, I just need to believe that I can be more than the identity my parents gave me 🥰 Lmao, yeah, okay, it's not that serious—I just like to have an online name (although I rarely use it).
But here in this heaven (or hell), you can call me Asya 😃👍
Third point (very important): Please put your expectations of me exactly 6 ft below the ground, thank you. Let's be honest, whenever I decide to write, it's either during the after affects from watching something potentially harmful for the mind or after I stare at the walls for too long. Might get a work or two from that, but they are wayyyyy off to be considered proper. Or fun. They're not fun (imo).
It's basically just me spiraling for a couple of hours (aggressively) and then sticking that stuff in here. I mean, if you enjoy watching girls question their existence 24/7 then, hey! I'm your beacon of light! But if you enjoy clarity, then my writings will probably make you want to send a complaint letter in the form of an email. Whichever side you stand on, I don't check my emails anyway.
WHAT I FW (my likings):
MATCHA: As mentioned before (via my batman analogy) I'm a sucker for matcha. I'm a vampire... but for matcha. Matcha drinking monster. A feral gremlin who survives under the brewing of dead green tea leaf—dried to their spines and abused to powder so badly that their silent scream is what fuels my very being everyday and night until I feel the power! THE POWERRRRRRR!!!!!!
I usually like it sweet btw.
Reading: Oh look! a girl who likes matcha and reading! How... original. Y'all I'm so sorry I'm not the type to perform tap dances in front of my pet turtle and blow people's mind at unnecessarily complex calculations like figuring out the number of steps an ant does in the distance between my bedroom to the house porch 😮💨 I'm a big downer fr (no shame to those who do tho, even if it's a little concerning).
Anyway, several of my favorites include:
"My Brilliant Friend" by Elena Ferrante.
"Project Hail Mary" by Andy Weir.
That one ATEEZ fanfiction about being Z's daughter that suddenly vanished from the face of existence... I'm still upset about this.
Chris Hemsworth: No explanation needed.
EXTRA STUFF (don't skip if you can):
Posting schedule: There is no schedule 👍 Heavily depends on my mood and whatever I have going on irl. Tho for the most part, I usually start writing when I'm either stressed to the brim or ecstatic about something. Or just... Bored. Either way, I write when my heart tells me to. Writing is a good coping mechanism, y'know.
General warning: Some of my writings include pretty unconventional opinions on... sensitive topics (like religion). But no worries, all is done with respect and written when I was fully aware (as aware as I can be at midnight).
Just let me know if I'm crossing the border a little farther than needed.
I'm a pretty stubborn person, and sometimes my thoughts can come off as cynical rather than casual sharing. So do tell me when that happens. And uhh yeah! Don't be too surprised if I challenge many things on this blog ahaha.
However I'll never write anything that intentionally hurts others, so let's be civil and treat each other with respect! Yay! 🤸♀️
BAM. WE'RE DONE.
This introduction might change from time to time so just keep that in mind. But overall, I think we're done here!
Have fun being aboard on my ship! 🚢 🌊
We're going straight to writings that will show little corners of my mind, heart, soul, and—yeah, okay, you get it. A lot of feelings. A lot of questioning.
But most importantly... A whole lot of signs that show I need to reunite with nature. (Oh how I miss the beach 🥲)
Thank you for checking in, see you in the next chapter.
















