[ DAY 1 OF 100 ]:
One Day is One Day
And today is day one; somebody needs to explain something to me but I’m not gonna get angry about it... It’s not about the money, but the audacity to invade my space and use my name though. Now that, is just disrespect on some other level. I am so grateful for the path I am on.
That even though there was a season that I was far from home and far from praying, I was never not looked after or abandoned. Yes, trials and tribulations, the things of the world did their worst, and I did get distracted... but look at me now. Look at God. I have been kept at peace by the promises and decrees that not only been written down, honestly for our convenience, but passed down as blessings from generation to generation.
The Lord continues to do a great work in me. The Lord continues to be refuge and reassures me on a daily that no weapon formed against me shall prosper. I am so grateful that I no longer seek happiness in others and things, experiences and whatever else I might have said in the past that would be pleasing to hear - even if it was just momentarily.
Going through this mailbox not only surprised me but also got me thinking that maybe this isn’t such a horrible thing; if it is an honest error, the truth shall set us free and if not, it shall still set us free however I only hope that the case brought forth be done so orderly and peaceably. I am not sure of the outcome but somehow I know that this is not a coincidence... Confident that Lord, my God will reveal what I need to now and do.
Now, this to me, is happiness... being able to find peace and joy, to enjoy life, through the challenges because of having faith and trusting that all works out for my good. Yes, it’s frustrating finding out I have all this admin to sort out however, it’s not like I’m in a hurry to get into a coffin so I might as well sort it out. Who knows maybe I’ll eve get married after this whole mess.
I am going to have a nice, steamy, hot bath and call it a day. It’s been good.
