what am i even doing anymore

Athena. She/they. 25. Lesbian. Autistic. Stick around if you want!

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via @swatercolor [insta]

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This is the best tag I've ever received on a post, I think

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tomorrow

[thecatholicbadwolf-whowaited]

Always reblog NSYNC the day before May

[ackles-wants-snackles-with-cas]

Queueing this for next year

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[bog-goblin]

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[i-am-a-fish]

[disteal]

shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

[disteal]

Thank you everyone for another great turnout to the january-february mass depressive episode

[adampvrrish]

she hopes i'm CURSED FOREVER to sleep on a TWIN SIZED MATTRESS in somebody's attic or basement MY WHOOOLE LIFE... never GRADUATING up in SIZE TO ADD ANOTHER and my nightmares will have nightmares every night EVERY NIGHT EVERY NIGHT

[ferrettaur]

So like an hour ago I just lear🪨︵︵ned that— what the fuck was that. Someone just skipped a rock across my post did you see that

[kikmessenger]

sits on my own blog like it’s the edge of a lake wistfully

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skips a stone over a few posts

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[girlmostlikely]

Bet it feels good as fuck to be a cat making biscuits

[salvadorbonaparte]

my mum has severe knee problems and needs a replacement. Today she was told she's too fat to be operated on and the knee specialist suggested she gets a gastric band - which also involves surgery. So my mum was like first of all you didn't read my file because it explains that I'm not fat because I eat too much second of all you said it's impossible for me to get surgery and then suggested I get a surgery about it? He then asked her her weight and height, didn't believe her answer, and made her prove it to him because she "looks fatter than that". So she was like so you also just entirely based this on looks instead of actual numbers?

[undead-moth]

My mom went through something similar. She needed a knee replacement and her doctor wouldn’t okay it until she lost weight, which was difficult given the whole knee problem preventing her from walking thing. He told her she was too dangerous to operate on and that there were just too many risks.

My mom tried to lose weight in vain for months before she finally gave into my begging her to get a second opinion. The first doctor she saw next scheduled her for surgery the same day she met him. When my mom asked about the risk of operating on her he told her that there was some minor risks for complication and that all she would need to do to alleviate the risk was spend an extra night in the hospital so that they could keep a look out for any complications.

There were zero. There were also zero complications when she had her other knee done, her hip replaced and her gallbladder removed.

Almost like the first doctor was entirely full of shit and just trying to coerce his patient to lose weight by scaring her for fucking nothing, even when she was living day to day in excruciating pain and desperately needed a surgery.

[asteroidtroglodyte]

[deeply]

16 days to 2015 and I still think I’m in 2012

[irreparableinnocence]

Options for an intelligent young woman in her 20s:

Kill self

Transition

Betray self for nothing

Move to a brand new city and teach self how to die

Be a lesbian

Imagine Sisyphus happy

[lesbiankeroppi]

how did you know i had mommy issues? (i want an older woman to tell me she's proud of me while she let's me suck her breasts)

[hopelesslygaysstuff]

This is lowkey the dream

[sexynugget]

them saying the word boyfriend is like hearing phil say "fuck" uncensored for the first time. like yeah it'll probably be normal at some point but it's uncanny valley for now

[danandphilupdates]

dan tweet

15/10/25

[pseudophan]

not that i'm surprised at all but i can't stop thinking about how one of the reasons they didn't want to tell the world about their relationship was in case it ended. and now that's just not a possibility to them anymore because they collectively decided there's no one else out there who could match either of them this well, so why would they ever break up. they've just decided everything will be fine forever and i do genuinely believe they're right but also what a crazy thing to say

[plaguedocboi]

HOLY SHIT GUYS GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS

[kaijutegu]

HAPPY HAGFISH DAY