ATSULLIA

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

[atsullia]

𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐀/𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐆𝐄. any pronouns. southeast asian.

《𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓(𝐒): 0》 《𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍》

⋅˚₊‧ ଳ⋆.𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

About me. Rules. Masterlist.

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐒

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 (𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐲) | pairing(s): Raichi Jingo, Reo Mikage, Rin Itoshi x short!gn!reader (separately)

✦ 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 | pairing(s): Reo mikage x gn!reader.

✦ FIRST KISS | pairing(s): Zantetsu Tsurugi x gn!reader.

🍀𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐒

𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. <3

[atsullia]

OCxLawrance, walking through the scenery while Min yaps (idk if you can tell, but Lawrence has his hands behind his back while Min has his in his jacket pockets— rahh i wanna make an oc sheet for him but i dont have it in me to draw a full size vers of him💔💔)

Also the quality downgraded so much when I turned it to a gif💔 and added the sound.

With sounds (used isabelle speaking sound from animal crossing :p)

[atsullia]

Highkey? Lowkey? Umm umm something is in my mind about lawerance

Soso, Lawrence knew MC before the whole zombie apocalypse happened, and when MC came to their group, Lawrence thought 'So destiny really does exist.'

I wonder if the zombie apocalypse didn't happen. Would MC and Lawrence ever get together? or be friends, at least? Because Lawrence did say he wanted to get to know them but also said the library wasn't a place to make friends— needed to stay at the top of his class to go to the university he wanted. In the memory, he said he didn't get to talk to MC after they lent him the umbrella

So uhh yes to the question at hand, would lawerance love MC if the apocalypse didn't happen? Would they ever get close? Was the whole reason he liked MC(beside MC being kind and not asking for favours when giving the umbrella) was because they appeared in his life again or was that just the thing that made him realise he likes MC?

(I was thinking about writing about dangerous fellows and my oc bcuz for the life of me, I can't draw autonomy💔💔 so writing it is)

[atsullia]

Drawing my oc for dfel

Watch me not finish this drawing💔💔

Now im thinking of his dynamic w the other characters, but what I am sure of is that Scarlet hates him(not surprising) lmao

[atsullia]

I have so many fanfic drafts from previous years that I have yet not finished(((^^;)

Mostly from my haikyuu era fanfic writing. Lowkey, maybe I'll continue the drafts and post it since it'll be winter break soon

There's ALOT of haikyuu x male reader fanfics in my drafts, and some gn!reader here and there— looking thru them. It was like getting hit by many memories of back then...

I feel old now- oh to write fanfic with such passion yet bad describing skills

[atsullia]

Late Night Skateboarding.

Pairing(s): Yamaguchi Tadashi x Male Reader

Author Note: a lil remake of my first ever fic on this site!! lowkey rereading it is kinda embarrassing- genuinely omd what was that bro💔💔 but ig i improved? maybe? perchance? anyways, hope ya enjoy reading! Here's the old version: Skateboarding

Summary: [Name] saw Yamaguchi was interested with him skateboarding so he went ahead and teach him how to ride one.

Warning(s): Fluff? idk. Male reader.

The sun already went down, letting the moon shine along with the stars in the sky. Yamaguchi was holding his phone, walking towards the park you asked him to go. There were rarely any people at night walking, beside some kids running around, doing something cheeky.

Yamaguchi could only chuckle at the sight before he stopped in his tracks.

"Yellooo." You waved at him, grinning ear to ear, holding a skateboard and safety equipment, "took ya long enough."

The green haired boy sheepishly chuckles, scratching his head as he smiles back, "My bad. I just finished practising my float serve with Shimada-san when I saw your text."

"So.. why did you call me here?" Yamaguchi tilts his head, his eyes noticing the skateboard and safety equipment, "skateboard-?"

"I'm going to teach you how to skateboard." You said in a quite determined demeanour, pointing at his boyfriend, "I remember you told me you were interested sooooo as the good boyfriend I am-" which Yamaguchi snickered, resulting to you rolling your eyes, "I'm going to teach you the basic on how to ride a skateboard!"

"First, you gotta wear the right safety equipment before you try to ride a skateboard."

You made Yamaguchi sit on a nearby bench, giving him the knee pads and helmet to wear. Once Yamaguchi put the helmet on his head, he stood up from the bench, nervously looking at the skateboard, "..so what next?"

Yamaguchi felt your cold hands touching him, his heart flutter like usual at a simple touch as you guide him on the skateboard, "Put one foot on the skateboard."

"Good job." You praised.

Yamaguchi swears he could just crumble at a simple compliment— you could only snicker at his reaction, "loser." You mocked, only to get pinched at the side, "ack-!"

"Shut up." The freckled teen groans, but chuckled as well.

Once Yamaguchi found his balance, you started telling him what to do while you had one hand on his back, "so use this leg to give you a push, don't do it too fast, try long but slow push for a nice ride."

"Make sure you bend your knees!" You added on, watching your boyfriend skate and not falling! His stupid, cute eyes brightened up like fireworks as he cruised down the sidewalk.

He was able to ride the skateboard for a good amount of time while saying small and soft, excited muttering, "I'm.. doing it. Im doing it!"

You chuckled at his gleeful tone, following behind him, "Well duh. I'm a great teacher afteral- Tadashi! A CAT-"

Your eyes widened as you ran towards your boyfriend, managing to go in front of him before he collided with a poor cat passing by.

Which ended up with him colliding with you. But hey! At least the cat was okay!

You lay on the sidewalk, the weight of yamaguchi body on yours, the skateboard somewhere.

"Falling for me aye-? Ow!" You winced as Yamaguchi pinched your cheek, "tadashiiiiii-"

"You forgot to teach me how to stop! Great teacher, you are.."

"Ahem.." you looked away sheepishly, chuckling, "my bad.." looking back at him, "I mean pain is the best teacher-" only to get swatted on the head.

"Tadashii!" You groaned in pain, glaring up at your freckled face boyfriend, "You're more feisty than I remember— and cruel. Must be because of suckyshima."

Yamaguchi chuckled at your response, sighing as he got off of you, helping you up, "You're still.. well you."

"What's that supposed to mean, huh?" You dusted off any dirt on your clothes, huffing. Looking at Yamaguchi, with a scowl, to only see his cute and fond smile... softened gaze.

"You're still the same person I fell for."

...

"Sap. Ew." You looked away, embarrassed at the sudden flirt? Confession? Statement? Who cares at this point. Your head is getting ruffled, and you respond with annoyed sounds in return.

"You can't just say that randomly—" "Is it random? Random to declare my feelings for you? Aren't we partners? What you don't feel the same way?"

The teasing yet fond tone cause you to feel all warm and fuzzy, but it's also irritating you... you don't even know why! He isn't wrong. You are boyfriends. So why does it feel like he's confessing his love for you all over again. Why does this stupidly cute green haired dude make you all flustered like when you first started dating— oh my days, this guyyyy

The hand approached your hair, the warm touch of his fingers.. looking at him, seeing his fond smile as he takes a dried up leaf from your head, "You look a bit messy."

It took you a few seconds to process what's happening, sighing as you took a strand of your boyfriend hair, twirling it around your finger, "I'm always a mess with you... plus, what's the fun of not getting dirtied up and messy?"

Quickly flicking his forehead, sticking your tongue at him.

"[Name]" His voice wasn't teasing nor annoyance. It was unapologetically fond and sentimental, "I'm glad that I get to be with you."

Your finger fidgets a bit with the hem on your top, wanting to say a witty response, but you held it in...

"The feelings are mutual."

Pulling him into a hug, your face buried into his body, indulging in his scent that brought you comfort and familiarity... reminding that he's close by. In your embrace.

Yamaguchi let out a sigh of relief, embracing you back. The warmth he provided was something nobody can replace. Even in a cold night.. there'll always be warmth in the arms of your dearest boyfriend.

[drawnbymabel]

Kageyama’s current concern

[astro-can]

[atsullia]

I'm back woah.

i cant believe I've had this blog for 3 fucking years- i didnt realize how long time has past. I'm going un-privatized my old haikyuu x male reader and gn reader stuff. So I apologized for anyone getting spammed with notifications. I've always thought my old works were cringey af and seeing how some got like 200-500 ish notes is really surprising to me. But now I'm embracing my cringey old self.

I made this blog 3 years ago, and the person who inspired this blog is @totiredtowrite. After trying to find x male reader stuff i found his blog which led me to write my own fanfics. I remember being so happy after being tumblr mutuals, it's kinda stupid but I enjoyed knowing someone I looked up to for writing was enjoying my works/fics.

Haikyuu is a big part of my life and it kept me content, especially during quarantine. After a while I stopped writing eventually, a hiatus- and since the haikyuu fandom started to die down. But after the movie was out, it went back to being alive.

I started writing again because of another blog, @maochira. Thanks to them I found my joy in writing again but in a new fandom, blue lock.

I'll still continue writing fanfics of haikyuu, blue lock, and etc.

Some of my old followers from my haikyuu era might not recognize this blog and might think, who tf is this guy?- I've changed my username multiple times(aikobi, then susujahe and now astullia)

So to cut the constant yapping. In short, I'll be making my old writing public. Only some of them. And i'll continue to write new fanfics(gn!reader and male!reader) :D

Thank you to anyone who read this. Thanks to @totiredtowrite, @maochira, and everyone else who supported me!

-Camellia/liege :))

[volleyboyfriends]

[atsullia]

Guys, I tried drawing like a persona/oc- and it kind of looks like bachira, or maybe I'm just tweaking rn

[atsullia]

BROO- I WAS SO FUCKING EXCITEDD ON THAT DAY

ONLY TO FIND OUT IT WAS ONLY AVAILABLE IN JAPANN AAAAAAA

[atsullia]

𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐁𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐍 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍

Pairing(s): Reo Mikage x male!reader

Author Note: woah, my first male reader fic since Idk uh July 2022. Damn that's a long ass time ago. The fic more shows Reo pov than the reader. I feel like this fic might flop despite working hours on it.

Summary: Reo fell in love with a boy. And that boy was you. Apparently, he wanted to be more than just friends, but what about you?

Warning(s): Angst? Swearing. Reader is a male, which was already stated on the pairing. Idk what else to put.

The sound of the bell ringing filled the hallway with its noise, making students stop what they were doing and make their way to class. As you headed to class with your friends, you waved goodbye to Reo, a good friend of yours.

The smile on Reo's face turned into a frown as he watched you walk away with your friends, seeing how happy you were with people who weren't him. 'Fuck- why am I even sulking..? We're not even together.' The purple-haired boy thought to himself. He felt a sense of dread, seeing you disappear from his sight. You two weren't even together, which made Reo feel more frustrated about himself.

As he walked to class, his mind was filled with thoughts about you, a boy he had fallen in love with. Seeing you with other people, how you would smile towards them, he felt jealous but knew he didn't have the right to be jealous.

"He only sees me as his friend..." Reo sighed as he sat down in his chair, waiting for the teacher. You plagued his mind to the point that he couldn't focus in class. Reo cursed you in his mind, 'Stupid [Name].. his stupid face.. and his stupid smile..', but no matter how hard he tried, his feelings for you never faded－ if anything, his love for you deepened. He really looked like an idiot, sulking over somebody he thought he'd never get. No, he knows he will never get...

He doesn't know how it happened. He was admiring you from afar when suddenly he found himself in front of you. It's something about the smile you give him that melts his heart. It was obvious he had fallen in love with youー he could listen to you for hours without getting bored.

The way you hold his hand whenever you two hang out always makes his heart skip a beat.

Reo chuckles softly as he walks with you, holding your hand, not wanting to let it go. He looks at you and smiles playfully. "Y'know, I love your eyes," he commented, wanting to tease you a bit. "Can I have them?"

You couldn't help but snort a laughter at that, seeing how Reo smiled in a playful manner as he said something corny. "Pfft- of course not," you scoffed and nudged his side, looking at him with a smirk, "but your kids can."

Reo blushed as he didn't know what you meant by thatー like, huh? Kids?! He felt his heart getting faster as you said that. The sound of your laughter cut his thoughts as you nudged him, "Chill dude- I was just kidding." Oh.. you were just joking around, huh... should have guessed that...

Reo sighed, rolling his eyes at you as he pouted. Both Reo and you liked to tease each other, which Reo knew well, but he hoped there was something, wanting the teasing to have a deeper meaning.

It frustrates him so much because you gave him so many mixed signals. It was impossible for him to stay mad at you... not when your laugh gave him so much joy and serotonin.

"Ack-!" Reo yelped as he felt cold hands on his face. He looked at you, the perpetrator.

Your cheeky grin, the way you stared at him with your cold hands cupping his face, "You're pretty Reo... like really pretty."

Reo felt his face warm up from your words. Although he knew your words were sincere, he also knew they were expressed more in a platonic way.

But right now, he could only dream of being with you. Seeing you smile like this, how you would stare at him with a happy expression and cupping his face. He felt his heart beating fasterー he wanted this moment to never end.

Talking to each other every night until either you or Reo becomes tired, eating ice cream together on the street, feeding stray cats, holding hands...

"But in the end..." Reo sighed as he texted you good night and turned off his phone. "I'm just a friend... because I'm not even special to you..."

...

"That's why... I won't sulk anymore. We're not even together, so what's the point..." Reo clenched his fist tightly, his lips trembling as he held his tears back. "I won't get jealous anymore since I'm just a friend anyway..."

He doesn't want to sulk anymore, not wanting to be stupid. Staring at you from afar with a dejected expression, feeling his heart shattered as he watched you with her.

How you smiled at her, holding both of her hands, laughing over something... just like you did with him. But there was something different between him and her... he was just a friend to you and nothing more.

She was flawless, her well-brushed hair, gentle eyes and how she made you smile, and the most significant part was, she was a girl unlike Reo... there's no way he could compete with her. Regardless of how painful it may be, he had a feeling from the beginning that you were straight and wouldn't love a boy like him.

He won't get jealous anymore, even though he loves you...

'Kahit mahal kita... gago.' (Even though I love you, stupid <3)

[atsullia]

It's been a while since I requested from you and because I spent half of my evening being teased for being short here's something </3

Can you write something about Raichi (lovingly) bullying his tiny s/o for being small and then they tease him back for something else out of nowhere and Raichi's just like "Where did that come from?" because he didn't know his s/o could ever say something even slightly mean HSBFNDNKDND

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 (𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐲)

Pairing(s): Raichi Jingo, Reo Mikage, and Rin Itoshi x gn!reader (separately)

Author Note: This fanfic has been rotting in my drafts for days💀 Nah because fucking kids be making fun of me for being short😔😔 Life is not daijoubu🫠 the other two is kind of different from Raichi's but it still fits the title :)

Warning: swearing. And maybe one dirty joke? Eh. The reader is short.

 ꒰‧₊˚RAICHI JINGO☆༉‧₊˚.

In all honesty, it wouldn't be Raichi Jingo if he didn't tease you about your height. He would literally bully you about your height in any chance he gets, and sometimes it's not even related about how short you are!

He would always rest his arm on your head, making you an armrest for him as he chuckled in such a smug way you wanted to punch him.

This time was no exception as Raichi and you were walking down the sidewalk after eating lunch, he puts his hand on your head as he squished you down to make you shorter.

"You're so short, y'know-" Raichi chuckles as he ruffles your hair with a smug look on his face, "You're like the same height of a 7th grader! So smol and tiny."

The tone of his voice was baby-ish as he did it to rile you up on purpose. You stick your tongue at him and remove his hand from your head, "Raichi."

He perks up hearing his name, "Hm?" Your boyfriend looks down on you as he saw you smiled, which pique his interest.

"Y'know what else is small?" You looked up at your dear boyfriend as a smile turned into a smirk. Raichi blinked repeatedly at you, not knowing what's the answer, "wha-"

You snort a laughter and cut him off, "your dic-" And suddenly you felt your boyfriend elbow you on the side, not letting you finish.

"What the fuck!" Raichi blushed as he bonked your head and pouts, "Where the hell did that come from?!" You could only snicker at his reaction while coughing a bit from being elbowed.

"C'monn didja really have to elbow me that hard?" You huffed as you two continued to walk down the sidewalk- Raichi rolled his eyes at your question, "You deserve it. Plus, I didn't hit you that hard."

You stick your tongue out at him, neither of you two decide to continue the conversation, making the walk silent- until a few minutes, you wanted to lighten the mood a bit by making a joke.

"Hey, do you know what else is har-"

Raichi bonked you on the head as he stopped holding your hand and walked faster.

"Jin! Jingo!" You called his name and started walking slightly faster, trying to catch up with your boyfriend, "C'monn dudee!! It's was a joke!"

꒰‧₊˚MIKAGE REO☆༉‧₊˚.

Reo loves how short you are. He would sometimes tease you and call you pocket-sized or fun sized. He says it in such an endearing way that you can't stay mad at him- even if you wanted to.

You were about to get something out of the cupboard and tiptoed to get something, then you felt arms wrapped around you and someone resting their chin on your head, and chuckled.

"Do you need help with getting something, shortie?" Reo teased as he squeezed you in his arms, "Oh, sorry- ahem, I mean vErTicaLly cHAlLeNgeD~"

"I don't need your help, lamppost."

This is what you said before, but after three minutes of suffering and tiptoeing, you reluctantly requested Reo's assistance. He was smug as he added salt to the wound by mocking you, "I thought you didn't need from a lamppost."

Embarrassed and ashamed, you opened the cupboard again and accidentally struck Reo in the face with the door. Though it was an asshole move, you couldn't help but laugh. "Wow, Reo, you're so tall that the cupboard door hits you!"

While you laughed at him and hurt his ego, he still helped you get a cup from the cupboard, like a good boyfriend he is.

"Thank you, lamppost~♡" You winked at him. While you were taking Reo's cup, your laughter died down a bit. "Tsk- your welcome, shrimpy," Reo rolled his eyes as he pouted, humbled by the damn cupboard.

 ꒰‧₊˚ITOSHI RIN☆༉‧₊˚.

Rin usually doesn't tease you about your height, but that doesn't mean he won't do it at some point. But there are times when he can't help it. You'll be in the same room as each other, and he'll give you a little smirk before asking, "Hey [name], can you get the English dictionary from the shelf?"

And of course, it was on a part of the shelf you couldn't reach. You couldn't even get it if you tiptoed.

"Hmm? What's wrong? Can't you reach it?" Rin asked. The tone in his voice was smug and condescending. You couldn't help but feel a little bit irritated by his tone and the way he asked the question.

"Shut up." You muttered, sitting on Rin's bed, doing schoolwork.

In response to your reaction, Rin snickers as he looks back at what he was doing before. "Y'know you're so short? Like very short," He commented out of nowhere, while you two were doing schoolwork.

"Honestly, I can't imagine being short like you," Rin smirked. He was really adding more fuel into the fire.

You narrowed your eyes as you stared daggers at him. That little shit- you could feel yourself getting more irritated as he talks even more.

"Hey Rinnie?"

"Hm?" He stopped at what he was doing and looked at you, "Y'know what's my favorite thing about being short?" You smiled as you watched his reaction, seeing how hard he thought, but couldn't come up with anything.

"I like being eye leveled at your mom chest~"

Rin took a long ass time to process what you said.. but when it finally clicked, he instantly blushed red.

"Y-you!" Rin stuttered as he threw a book at you, dodging it before he could hit your face. His flustered reaction makes it very amusing and funny to you.

You couldn't help but snicker at the tall boy's reaction- now you're the one with a smirk, enjoying every second of his reaction.

After a few minutes of you trying to dodge Rin's throws and not get hit, his mother entered the room, causing you to stop in your tracks. Resulting in your face being hit with a pillow. "Ow."

"Rin," His mother crossed her arms, sounding like she was about to scold him. She glanced at you, who was sitting on the floor, touching the place where the pillow hit you. "How could you do that?!" She sighed as she helped you up from the ground. Rin looked slightly disappointed but not ashamed of his actions.

"That must've hurt, sweetie," Rin's mother smiled in reassurance, "do you need a hug?"

You looked at her with a grin and were about to say yes before you got pulled by the collar of your shirt by Rin, "Oh hell nah!"

Rin glares down at you. After the comment you made, he ain't trusting you near his ma.

[maochira]

My path. (dad!Ego)

Synopsis: You tell your father you don't want to follow your his dream anymore.

Word count: 2,3k

Tags: gn!Ego's kid!reader, angst, hurt no comfort, reader is in Blue Lock (Ego would let his kid participate regardless of gender), Ego is aged up so him having a teenage kid makes sense (I say this all the time), very dialogue heavy

"Dad? Can we talk?" You've knocked at your father's office three times by now, but he still hasn't responded. "Dad? Helloooo?"

After not receiving a response once more, you decide to just enter the room. This has happened a few times already, so it's nothing new to you. Ego tends to get lost in his work and doesn't hear you knocking or calling for him. Usually, Anri would hear you and open the door, but she's not in there at the moment.

And that's good. There's something you want to talk to your father all alone.

Ego only notices you when you sit down on the chair next to him. It's specifically there for you to sit down whenever you want to spend time with your father.

"Oh? I didn't hear you coming in."

"You didn't hear me knocking four times either..." You mumble in a rather sad voice.

Ego turns off his computer screens to look at you. "What brings you here?" He can already guess there's something important you want to tell him, considering the way your voice just sounded.

"There's something I've been thinking about a lot lately and..." You start but quickly stop again to take a deep breath. You already know your father won't react well to this.

"...And you want to talk to me about it?" He asks and turns his chair a little in your direction to look at you better. "Go on, tell me what's going on in your head."

For a moment, you collect as much strength as you can before saying what's been plaguing your mind for days, or even weeks, at this point. "Well, uhm. I've thought about... You know, returning to my old soccer club."

Ego stares back at you in disbelief. "And why would you want that?"

It's already obvious that he's completely against your idea, but at least he's trying to hear you out on the reasoning.

You take another deep breath before responding. "I just... I don't really know. Blue Lock doesn't feel like the place where I belong."

It's a bit hard to figure out what exactly your father is feeling right now because neither his facial expression nor his voice gives away any specific indicator. But you can figure out a concerned undertone. "No no, don't say something like that. Blue Lock is the perfect place for you. It's the best way to achieve your dream."

"About that..." You laugh nervously, now getting even more worried about how your father will react to what you're going to tell him next. "I... I don't think I-"

The way Ego looks at you makes it hard to tell him. You'd trust your father with everything, but when it comes to soccer he's very sensitive and things can turn into arguments easily. It's happened over small things in the past, so you can only imagine how it will turn out now.

You can't bear to keep looking at your father while saying it, so you turn your gaze down to the floor.

"...I don't want to be the world's best striker. Not anymore."

There it is. The truth is out.

"Repeat that. And look at me when you say it."

"Dad I-"

"Repeat it right now."

Even though Ego tends to be a bit strict sometimes and you've had arguments in the past, not once in your life have you been afraid of your father or worried about his reaction to anything. But his tone has never been as strict as it is right now. It's almost threatening.

"Dad, I..." You look back up at him, but instead of repeating what you said you break out into tears. "I'm sorry, I just... I don't feel like this is what I'm meant for."

Ego sees the tears running down your face, but he doesn't say anything about them. Instead, his voice only gets stricter with the concerned undertone from before completely disappearing. "I spent all these years training and preparing you for your future. I even let you join Blue Lock, just for you to ask to go back to your old club?"

In any other situation, seeing you cry would have made Ego calm down immediately so he could comfort you. But this is about soccer, your future, and your dream. It's nothing he's currently willing to calm down about.

"Dad, please let me e-"

"I wasn't done talking!" The sudden rise in Ego's voice startles you, but he ignores that and continues talking without care. You've genuinely never seen your father as careless as this regarding your feelings ever before.

"I'm not letting you give up on this. You've dreamed of becoming the world's best striker since you were little and you've been getting closer and closer to achieving that. Why do you want to let go of all your potential and just quit?"

Ego's last sentence confuses you. "I'm not asking to quit soccer, I'm just asking to return to my old club."

"In my eyes, that's the same thing."

"But I-"

"You are not leaving Blue Lock. Understood?" A frustrated sigh can be heard from your father as he puts his head into his hands. "What in the world even led you to that conclusion? What makes you want to quit on your dream?"

By now, you somewhat stopped crying. Tears are still about to roll down your cheeks at any second, but you're trying your best to keep them in. "I don't think I have what it takes to be the world's best."

Ego's eyes widen at your response. He genuinely seems shocked to hear something like that from you. "Why would you think that? You have the potential. You can become the world's best."

"...Stop lying to me, dad."

"What?" He's even more shocked about that response. Not only because you're accusing him of lying, but also because he's not used to you talking back to him.

"You're lying to me. You don't genuinely believe I could be the world's best."

At this point, Ego's frustration is turning into anger. "Don't talk to me like that!"

"But I'm right!"

"Oh, and what makes you think you're so right about this?"

"If you always only wanted me to be the world's best, why create Blue Lock in the first place? Why make 300 strikers go against each other? Why make me compete against them when it's so obvious that it's gonna be one of them someday?! Why give 300 others the chance to become the best striker but at the same time you're telling me that I'll be the best!"

"No, you don't understand. You know the circumstances in Blue Lck have always been necessary for-"

"You're just saying that to find some sort of justification. Just admit it. You gave all of them the same chance as me because you don't believe I'll make it."

"Don't interrupt your father like that! When did you become so disrespectful?!" Ego raises his voice even louder than before.

"And when did you stop caring about my feelings?!" You talk back once more.

Ego takes a deep breath in an attempt to calm himself. He hates letting his anger out on you, even if you're the cause of it.

"(Y/N), please listen to me." His voice is a lot calmer now, but it's still tense. "I genuinely believe you could be the world's best striker one day. But there are others who have the same potential, so you need to compete against them do push and challenge yourself."

"And what if I don't want that anymore? What if I just want to go back to the soccer I used to play with my old team? I still have chances of going pro there. I was already playing in higher leagues before this entire Blue Lock thing started..."

As much as you're trying to explain your standpoint, Ego still doesn't seem to understand you. Maybe because he doesn't want to. "But why would you want to go that way? You have chances of joining the national team if you keep doing well in the Neo Egoist League."

"It's not what I want."

"It's what you've always wanted."

"It's not what I want anymore!"

"Are you just having another one of those stubborn phases?!"

"...Whatever." You let out a short sigh before getting up from your chair.

You're about to turn away so you can leave the room, but then Ego gets up as well and grabs your arm. "You're not just leaving like this."

"And why? We're not getting anywhere with this, no matter what I try."

"You can't just leave in the middle of a conversation like this. Have some more respect for your father."

"Have some more respect for your child's feelings..." You mumble under your breath, but it's just loud enough for Ego to hear.

He's about to scold you, but he's aware how that would only result in more arguing and yelling at each other. So instead, he decides to take a calmer approach.

"Alright. Sit back down and tell me about your feelings." He doesn't sound as genuine as he usually would, but you decide it's better than nothing and sit back down in your chair. Shortly after, Ego sits back down as well.

You're trying to stay calm and want to avoid raising your voice again. It's hard because you're still hurt, but you hope to finally get your father to understand you about this.

"I don't feel like Blue Lock is the place where I'm meant to be. I don't feel like the national team is where I'm meant to end up. I want to go pro, yes. But... not like this. Not as big as this."

Ego sighs and tries to stay as calm as you, but he still doesn't see where you're coming from. "I still don't understand how you would come to such a conclusion in the first place. It's what you've always dreamed of since you were a child. Why would you throw away your childhood dream when you're so close to reaching it?"

"Because I've realized..." You take a short pause to think, looking down at the floor again. It's hard to keep eye contact in moments like these. "I don't really know, to be honest. I've just felt so out of place among all the others ever since the Neo Egoist League started."

Ego nods and needs a bit to figure out what to answer. But his response still isn't what you'd like to hear from him at the moment. "If you ask me, I believe this is just a phase. You're not used to the Neo Egoist League yet, so take some more time before you make final decisions."

"I really don't feel comfortable staying in it anymore, dad."

As much as he's tried to stay calm, this is where Ego is starting to lose his temper again. Well, at least he's not raising his voice again - just the undertone gets rather aggressive. "And what do you want me to do now? Just let you drop out of Blue Lock and leave what you've been working for behind? You seriously want me to let you return to that soccer club that never challenged you as much as you needed?"

"...Yeah?"

Ego shakes his head in frustration. "I would never let that happen. (Y/N), I'm your father. It's my job to guide you and I have to continue guiding you this way even if you don't want to. I know what's best for you. And what's currently the best for you is to not give up on your dream."

"It's not my dream, dad. It's yours."

"Ours."

You manage to make eye contact again. "Yours."

"(Y/N), come on-"

"I'm old enough to decide these things on my own."

"You're not."

"What?" You look at your father in disbelief.

He's always pushed you to do things on your own because he knows how strong you are. But suddenly, he seems to have changed his mind on this.

"You might currently think this is a good idea, but when you get older you're going to regret it. Come on, stay on your current path."

"If I regret it, then it's my own fault. And besides, I can still go pro and I'd even have the chance to join the national team if I really wanted to, even if I returned to my old team. Don't you remember I already had great chances before?"

"It's not the path you're going to go." By now, it seems as if Ego is understanding where you're coming from, but he's not willing to back down. All his arguments seem to consist of 'You have to go the path I chose for you' despite that not even being what you want.

"...I'm sick of going the path you're laying out for me when it's my career." And with this, you get up from your chair again, but not turning away to leave just yet. Not before you've said your last thoughts. "When it comes to literally everything else, you let me decide on my own. Just when it comes to soccer you need full control. And I... I don't want that. I feel uncomfortable and you literally don't care about that because all you want is for me to follow your dream that you've raised me with. Why did you raise me to be egotistical with soccer, only to not let me be egotistical when I ask to go my own path now?"

Your words feel like a knife stabbed right into Ego's heart. He knows you're right. He doesn't respond anymore and just watches you walk away.

But he knows there's a lot he should reconsider now.

And there's definitely something he needs to fix and change about himself.

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[atsullia]

Hihi another request from me!! I saw Reo is your favourite, so I thought I'd request something with him!

You know how Reo got bored of presents because he always got what he asked for from his parents? What if his s/o gives him a handmade present, and it's the first handmade one he ever received, so it's very special to him and it's the first present that makes him feel so loved in a very long time!!

✦ 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

Pairing(s): Reo Mikage x gn!reader

Warning(s): Profanity, aka swearing.

Author Note: I finally finished writing this fic🎉🎉

It's no secret that Reo likes giving gifts, especially when it's for his s/o. There would be times when you would feel bad by how much money he would spend on a gift for you. 'Just the best for my love♡,' a common phrase you would hear from him.

Now, it's your time to gift him something! Well, it's hard to buy him a gift since he could buy almost anything - plus there were times when he would try to pay you back for the gifts.

He won't let you pay for the bill whenever you two went out - which led you fighting to pay the bill with your lovely boyfriend. The two of you try to one up each other like paying the bill, giving gift and etc. You even calculated the 'score', and it resulted in a tie.

So you're very determined to gift Reo something he would treasure his whole life! Then, an idea came into your head - why not make him a handmade gift? He wouldn't be able to pay you back with money, nor buy it somewhere - making it very special.

The thought of that got you riled up and excited, which caught the interest of your boyfriend.

"Hmm? Did something happened love?" The fact you got startled by his voice made him even more curious. "No- it's uh nothing..?" You tried to lie... but considering the look on Reo face- he didn't seem convinced at all.

"Hmm, something tells me that I don't believe you-" "Bitc- you never believe me either way," you quickly defended yourself - pointing your index finger to your lover accusingly.

"Touché"

He didn't even try to refute what you said, making you want to throw hands at him. However, you didn't since you love him too much to do that. Well actually there's this one time... but that was before you two started dating, so that doesn't count.

After he left you alone, you started brainstorming what to give him. Bake him something? Nah, he might find you baking something, and the surprise will be ruined. Maybe a peom? Hmm, that sounds too cheesy. One after another idea, you couldn't find what to make for Reo.

You almost gave up hoped until an acquaintance to give you an idea. They love crocheting and started teaching it to other people.

Honestly, you thought it was easy and felt like you mastered crocheting until the world had to humble your ass and everything went turned downhill. You wanted to quit so bad, but you had to remind yourself that this is for Reo.

After the days of suffering, counting each stitch and restarting because you've lost count - you finally completed it. You wanted to thank them so much for helping you out, but they only wanted a few yarns for compensation.

It wasn't much despite how long it took to make it... you couldn't wait to see Reo reaction.

The next day, you invited Reo to your house, texting him that you wanted to show him something.

You calmed yourself - making sure everything was perfect. As soon as you heard the door ring, you dashed towards the door and instantly open the door.

"Looks like someone excited," Reo chuckled. You never got tired from his laughs - it sounds so heavenly to the point that it's addicting.

"Sooo- what d'ya wanna show me love?" Reo looked around your house, seeing if anything changed. "You have to close your eyes first!" You exclaimed, pushing him toward the couch for him to sit.

"Fine..." He reluctantly agreed, closing eyes and putting his hand over it.

He could feel something placed on his lap, it's wasn't heavy, which made it harder to guess what it it. "Okok- you can look now!!"

His eyes were drawn to the bouquet of flowers, but when he looked closer, he saw that it was crocheted. There were different types of flowers too! An arrangement of white and lavender roses accompanied by tulips and daisies.

A crocheted lion plush was tucked next to the bouquet - it wasn't large, but it was huggable, which is all Reo cares about right now. "Lion is your favorite animal, isn't it? Y'know that shit took so long to make," you ruffled his purple hair, "Buuutttt- since it's for my beloved, it's worth the time and effort."

You were going to say something, but you instantly forgot everything when you heard Reo crying. "SHi- did I accidently hurt yer head?! or maybe uh-"

Reo didn't respond, but you can see how tightly he was hugging his present. "I will get a tissu-" Suddenly there was a hand preventing you from leaving, "hm? Is there something wron-?!"

You feel him embrace you, hugging you so tightly, not wanting to let you go.

“[Name]- thank you...,” You could feel his tears getting your clothes wet, his voice trembling - trying his best to say something. A smile approached your face as you hugged him back, “Your welcome, Mi chan.”

Mi chan, an old nickname you gave him before you two started dating, he always hated how cute it sounded back then. But for once, it felt so nice to hear it again.

“Your such a big baby Mi chan- but yer my big baby~”

A giggle ecaspe your mouth as you console your boyfriend. Upon hearing you giggle, he couldn't help but smile. "I love you so much," your lover tried hiding his blushed face by covering it on your shoulder, "Sometimes I wonder how I managed to end up with someone amazing as you..."

"You're such a sap, y'know~" You commented, "but that's what I love about you♡."

✦ Bonus:

"Thank you for the gift," Reo smiled, "it must've taken a long time to crochet all of that - I slightly feel guilty..."

"For what? I did it just for ya, so it was worth it," you rejoiced, putting a hand on his shoulder. At first, he felt all lovely dovey until you whispered something.

"Also, FYI- I won," he didn't understand what you meant by that, but it took him a few more seconds to realise.

He started walking to your room, leaving you on the couch alone.

"Iwasjustkidding..MI CHAN! WAIT- LOVE?? MY BELOVED!!"

You tried to call your lover with many nicknames but with no avail.

"Also- you're sleeping on the couch."

"HUH?! WAIT, THIS IS MY HOUSE!!"

The way Reo turned to look at you with a scary glare that could rival any mother made you step back and lift up your hand in defeat. "Haha... I love you, darling♡."

It seems like you're going to sleep on the couch today...

Author note: I love writing bonus parts whenever I write fanfics.😌

[maochira]

Life's alright in Devil Town. [Part 2]

Part 1

Synopsis: After seeing your twin brother, who you haven't seen since your parents' divorce, on the Blue Lock Eleven team by coincidence on the TV, you've been determined to finally meet him again. And now, that day has come.

Tags: gn!Bachira's twin!reader, this is during the Neo Egoist League, I'm sorry idk how it took me literally 2 months to finally write part 2, I don't think I have to say it but this is inspired by Devil Town by Cavetown

Usually, visitors aren't allowed in Blue Lock. That's why Meguru was so surprised when he was pulled out of today's soccer practice because someone is waiting for him. He truly has no idea who that could be. Maybe Isagi wants to see him? Maybe his mom is paying a visit? Those are the only two ideas Meguru could come up with.

And he's even more surprised when he walks around the corner to see you. Even though both of you have grown up, you instantly recognize each other.

"(Y/N)?!" Meguru runs towards you with open arms. Before you even get to take one step in his direction, he's already wrapped his arms around you and squeezes you tightly.

"Meguru... I'm excited to see you too, but I really need to breathe-" You say with the bit of air that's left in your lungs.

Your brother lessens his grip a little bit and apologizes. "I'm sorry it's just- You- My twin- I haven't seen you in-... It's been so long." He can barely form a proper sentence, but at the same time, he has a smile as bright as you've never seen on anyone ever before.

Even though you've known this day would come and spent the last few days being nervous and barely able to get any sleep, it's now in this moment that you truly realize you've reunited with your twin after so many years. This realization makes you break out in tears as you wrap your arms around Meguru, now squeezing him as tightly as he did only moments ago.

"Hey..." Your brother chuckles and makes you lessen your grip at least a little bit. "Don't cry. You're gonna make me cry as well..."

"I'm sorry..." You laugh a little through your tears before looking into Meguru's eyes. They look exactly how you remember. "It's so great to see you again... I was afraid you would have forgo-"

Meguru interrupts you quickly. "How could I ever forget about you?" He brings one of his hands up to your face and wipes your tears away. "I missed you so much..." He starts tearing up as well, which only results in making you cry more.

"How is mom doing?" You ask, ignoring your tears.

"She's doing well. What about dad?" Meguru wants to know.

"Great. Everything's going great. Especially now..." The more you look at your brother, the more happiness you feel. There's this familiar feeling of love that's just like you remember from when you were kids.

As if your brains work together, you and Meguru say the same thing at the same time.

"Promise we'll never lose each other again, okay?"

[atsullia]