Aum Nॐm Crystal Blog Series: Day 4 of 7
Day 4 of 7 - Manifestation Meditations - Citrine
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Chakra: Naval/Sacral Plexus (Swadhisthana)
Stones: Citrine - to call in Wealth & Abundance.
Intention: I have more than enough.
** At the end of each session I will observe the corresponding chakra in my mind's eye and describe its form. **
Observations & Results: This meditation was a tough one for me. I started off with a sense of excitement and quickly felt the spiraling of energy at my belly. First thing I did was expand my Swadisthana energy field outward from my belly and hit "my people" until the earth was alight with their glowing forms. Next, I began to visualise golden tendrils of wealth and abundance coming from them to me, and from the Universe into my energy field. Then my lower back started to hurt.
At first I thought it was because I hadn't been exercising much during the heatwave we've been experiencing in Los Angeles... but then it occurred to me: I was resisting abundance. Citrine brings in abundance, it is a wealth and prosperity magnet, but what happens when we are not open to receiving? There is an incongruity there, a tension. All these years of rejecting money, having anxiety around it, treating money like the bad guy, putting blame on it for having no integrity or scruples... those habits are just shadows now, but still more familiar to me than my new associations. So, I sat with the pain. At first I meditated in spite of it, then I moved on to keeping my focus right at the most painful place and let it shift. This 21 minutes stretched into forever. I spent the last three minutes or so chanting the Purnam Mantra for abundance to get me through the pain.
Observing my naval chakra, I saw an amazing sight: Swadhisthana had taken a deep orange, almost red, elongated form at the base of which I could see myself sitting... utterly miniscule. The form stretched and twisted from top and bottom, almost pulsing as it spiraled. Then I saw that this was one of a thousand petals all moving independently, creating individual enormous, stretched, twirling forms. When I pulled back to see the combination of all of them, they formed a giant luminescent, living sphere. Pretty rad, huh?
Well, by the end of the experience I felt great knowing that Swadhisthana was doing something quite spectacular. I wasn't sure of the exact meaning, but I knew it to be a blossoming, an opening of sorts... in that way I felt on track. Still, my back was totally killing me, so I decided to do a further practice.
What is it that helps you to release, relax and dissolve old habits and energies that are ready for shedding? It can be invaluable to have a ritual that allows this kind of shift. As I mentioned in my conclusions surrounding 21 Stones in 21 Days, I am finding it necessary to be able to move outside of a strict regimen and add further practices as needed during these current Manifestation Meditations. For the most part, crystal meditation itself is calming and cleansing, but there are times when it can bring up emotions, energies and old habits that are ready for release. From my experience as I healer, once illuminated, I find it effective to give issues acceptance and loving attention by acknowledging and moving directly through them. What happens is that you pop out on the other side and are then in a position to release that particular unwanted manifestation for good. When working on myself, I use my crystals to do either a Shavasana relaxation of about 45 minutes, or take a meditation bath with Epsom salts and my giant "Old Man" Rose Quartz rock in the water with me.
Today I chose a bath, because of nature of the physical back pain. I chose my stones, this time using my intuition directly (over my pendulum Turq) and, after having relaxed and gloried in the heat of the bath until a nice sweat had broken on my brow, I placed them on my body intuitively. Usually, I put all of the stones behind my head, concentrate on a chakra and reach behind and pick up the crystal blindly. Believe me, it's quick and it works every time. To active my chakras I then concentrated on each in turn (today it made sense to alternate starting with Muladhara, then Sahasrara, then back down to Swadhisthana, etc.). As has been the case for a while now, they resembled something like sprays of coloured water, as though a big rock had been dropped into a pool, although they splash in all directions and then form a sphere. I concentrated on each colourful sphere until it burned white and connected with each other, then I expanded this glowing energy body out as far as I could imagine. This time I expanded out larger than the planet and attracted a giant clear quartz crystal with rainbows inside. I became the crystal formation and then sucked in a golden flow of abundance from all sides until I became what looked like a gold aura quartz. It was pretty intense and the progression of the meditation had its own momentum. I've done this a lot and I was surprised at the effortless flow it got into. Even the activation of the chakras was extraordinary: my Anahata (heart - 4th) spread like mirrored emerald trees from roots above and below, Ajna (brow - 6th) was a purple double whirlwind, and Swadhisthana (sacral plexus - 2nd) spiraled and spiraled in a riot of smooth crystalline orange. Now I think of it, I hadn't done that bath meditation since I began visualising the forms of my chakras for 21 Stones, so I suppose this is a natural turn of events. I'll have to do more...!
Here is a photo of the stones I placed. Below are interpretations in connection with positioning on chakras. From left to right they were:
Kyanite (behind the crown - NEVER immerse in water!) -
Used to relax, balance chakras and broaden perspective, Kyanite fosters tranquility and enhances visualisation and foresightedness.
Unakite (Sahasrara - crown)
At the energy center of the individual energy body's connection to the infinite, Unakite creates a balance between the physical and spiritual, allowing them to join forces in creating a life that facilitates ones highest good.
Tumbled Citrine (Ajna - brow/third-eye)
At Ajna, the energetic gateway to intuitive and inspiration, Citrine is a powerful force for manifestation through visualization. The muted energy of a tumbled Citrine makes sense here, as it will allow the growth of practice into habit to occur kindly and patiently.
Raw Citrine Shard (Vishuddha - throat)
This is the chakra that has felt the most constricted since I began my meditations. Vishuddha is the center of creativity and communication, the place from which onea articulates and focuses the imagination, fueled by inspiration, into manifestation. The rough shard of Citrine concentrates this energy into relentless momentum.
Honey Calcite (Anahata - heart)
Used an amplifier of energy, Honey Calcite positioned on the heart allows for gentle acceptance of change and focus of intention.
Apache Tears (between heart & solar plexus)
Used to bring up deep pain and sorrow in order to transmute that energy into positive change, Apache Tears used between the heart (acceptance and expansion) and solar plexus (center of will and courage) allows old, out-moded behaviours and patterns to dissolve.
Snowflake Obsidian (Manipura - solar plexus)
A gentle counterpart to Apache Tears, Snowflake Obsidian used on the solar plexus (will and courage) opens one to change for the better in a measured, natural way; allowing one to feel self-love and be nurtured during the process of shift and molting.
Yellow Jasper + Carnelian (Swadhisthana - sacral plexus)
The combination of Yellow Jasper and Carnelian is an empowering one, especially within the energy center of desire and manifestation. Yellow Jasper brings a sense of responsibility for ones own choices, clears the mind and prevents regression to old patterns, as well as allowing one to keep a realistic and positive attitude during personal evolution. Carnelian is a stone that helps illuminate the inner self, stimulate creativity and expression and concentrate positive manifestation of will.
Tiger's Eye (Muladhara - root)
At the root, center of stability and physical realities, Tiger's Eye brings a joyful outlook as it encourages wealth, vitality and passion to flow freely.
Online References:
http://www.crystalsandjewelry.com/metaphysical_healing/stoneinfo/citrine.html
http://www.shimmerlings.com/gemstones/citrine.htm
That was quite a production! It felt really wonderful to jump into a focused healing right on the heels of a physically manifested energetic block. It will be interesting to see what the next Manifestation Meditation holds. Would you like a long distance treatment using a combination of reiki and crystals with your own interpretation, much like the one above?
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