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-May we love?-

"There has been a bell that rang with a slow and quiet might, At times we might have caught its eternal tune You would assume it will not cause a fright, But if you were to assume this your face would turn blue, This bell goes on and on in a back and forth tune, So when it is inevitably caught drag it out with a slow and quiet might."

#love #poem #bell #fear #fright #ringing

-Arrive with shyness to a table with and for all-

Those at the table can bring an extra chair, And at this same table can sit a bowl of lemons, And also at this same table a loaf of bread can be broken, And also at this same table each with a small spoon of honey, At this same table I look at your nose and you look at my cheek, And also at this same table a fingertip of honey dabbed on the both of each, And also hopefully at this same time at this same table love and hate can be shared.

#lemons #table #shyness #arriving #ambivalence #bread #breaking #bowl #poem #honey

-Enormity-

I could be as big as the mountain of purgatory I would doubt it if you saw me I could dare and dare but something gnaws at me

#purgatory #enormity #mountain #seeing #seen #dare #poem

-Tasting a lemon, feeling gratitude, meeting as separate.-

On some stairs that are lemon yellow Going either above or below We could also meet halfway and say a sweet hello Everyday ends with a sour goodbye Met at the lemon stained stairs, but first steps can be right

#lemons #gratitude #sour #sweet #hello #goodbye #yellow #stairs #tasting #poem

#psychoanalysis #baby #mine #psychology #rhythm #emotion #affect #positive emotion #negative emotion #milk #psychodynamic

9 months, into a lifetime. Longing takes more than a life time to be held.

#longing #psychodynamic #psychoanalysis #psychology #melancholia #infant #baby #heartbeat #heart #rhythm

thinking and feeling and starting and stopping and up and down and left and right and right and wrong and in and out and life and death and rest and effort and love and hate